"Ya * Wen * Yan * Qing * Shou * Fa" *** "Then ....." Su Qianqian counted his Bigu Dan, and finally left one, and handed the remaining five to Lu Changsheng and said, "I don't need so much, you can keep the others for yourself."

Lu Changsheng was stunned, held Su Qianqian's hand and said: "The things I sent out have not been taken back, just like when you gave me a jade pendant, it is your life-saving magic weapon, and I have always been a grateful person."

Su Qianqian's face darkened, holding the Bigu Dan in his hand, he lowered his head and said in a low voice: "Is it just to repay the favor?"

"What" Lu Changsheng didn't seem to hear it, and asked again

"It's nothing, you hurry up and comprehend the Amitabha Sutra, the most important thing is to go out, my grandfather has already been in Kyoto, if you don't see me back, I will definitely worry about what we think is wrong," Su Qianqian was a little disappointed, and then smiled again

"Okay" Lu Changsheng nodded, and began to comprehend again, and the second piece of iron also had a Buddha in it, which is the current Buddha of the Buddhist family, and now it is called Sakyamuni

Seeing him meditating and comprehending, Su Qianqian glanced at him deeply, and he couldn't see the young man who was young a year ago, recalling the original Jing, Su Qianqian sighed, and even she didn't know what she was sighing for, but she was a little lost, maybe because of Lu Changsheng's words, or maybe because of something else

Walked to the door and looked at the bright moon hanging high, the ancients said that the moon represents homesickness, in fact, it is not only the hometown that is missing, but also those people who have passed away, and what exists now is missing

Lu Changsheng actually heard that sentence, but he pretended not to hear it, he can be decisive in dealing with big things, but he is not good at dealing with it, no one tells him what to do, for Su Qianqian, he has a special feeling, but when he bravely faces the past, the only thing he has in his heart is to remember, everything in the past is eternal and can never be changed, so the past does not move

Now he should cherish the present, and this feeling is especially profound when he sees the second Buddha, this Buddha represents the difference between the present and the past, it is not immovable, it makes people feel that it has changed greatly, he stands in the void, and there is nothing but the smile on his face

There was no terrible coercion, no golden appearance, more like an old monk sitting there cross-legged, except for his graceful body, he couldn't see any difference from the others

But this gave Lu Changsheng a great feeling, and the word "now" appeared in his sea of consciousness, and with the imprinting of this ancient Buddha, what should it be now

Lu Changsheng thought about it for a long time, and he didn't have a clue, he was not a saint, it was impossible to comprehend everything in an instant, but he thought of his present and his past

"The present exists because of the past," Lu Changsheng suddenly had some feelings in his heart, his past was cowardly, in order to survive, in order to live, he can endure humiliation and burden, and it can't even be said that he endures humiliation and burden, but it is weak, this is a survival instinct, when people face irresistible pressure, most people will choose to retreat and compromise

Lu Changsheng once also chose to retreat and choose to compromise, but when faced with a car accident, he finally understood that weakness was not the only choice, at least he could choose to give it a go, no matter if he had the opportunity from time to time, he could actually choose, and it could even be said that weakness was chosen by himself, not imposed by others

There is an old saying in Huaxia: People are good at being bullied by others, horses are good at being ridden, cowardice is their own choice, being bullied by others, and choosing to endure is also their own choice, Lu Changsheng used to always like to make excuses, saying that it was because of the environment, he was just a poor **, and he couldn't compare with people at all

But now he knows that he is wrong, whether it is the excuse of weakness when he was a child or the excuse he found when he grew up, it is nothing more than self-comfort, the environment is not an excuse for weakness, and a truly strong person will create the environment to change the environment, not wait for the environment to change themselves

"If you can't change yourself, then change the world," Lu Changsheng suddenly thought of his vow, and it was precisely because of this sentence that he changed himself, although it was because stepping into the path of cultivation after the car accident gave him confidence, but he believed that if he was stronger before, maybe those people would not dare to bully him

When he was a child, if he didn't have the protection of his eldest brother, I'm afraid he would have been swallowed a long time ago, and there were no bones left, but at that time, he chose to be weak, and chose to be wronged, he just wanted to live, and in his mind, he looked forward to one day his fate would change, but he knew that he was lucky, because there were countless ordinary people who did not have such opportunities as himself, so he had to cherish everything now, and the status he was in now may be what many people or himself in the past wanted

Weakness can be chosen, strong can also be chosen, perhaps many people will say that the environment makes people unable to choose, and there is no opportunity to let themselves choose

But the real opportunity is created by yourself, when you choose to be strong, your opportunity appeared at the moment you chose, Lu Changsheng recalled his past, if he had chosen to be strong since he was a child, and he couldn't bear to swallow humiliation, maybe everything would not be the way it was

Maybe he will become a fierce person in the eyes of others, but at least he will not be bullied, and he will not sell himself according to the environment

People are bullying the weak and afraid of the hard, Lu Changsheng only understands this truth now, and feels that it is a little too late, even if he is not strong now, because he does not have a strong heart at all, he kills decisively because he is afraid of returning to that weak time, and the real strong are self-confidence in their hearts, they have long chosen to be strong instead of choosing to swallow humiliation

"Now is the time for me to make a choice," Lu Changsheng gave birth to the realization that this is now in his own hands, no matter what the past is, at least the present is a choice, and the present determines the future, so the choice now is not too late, as long as you choose

The Buddha in the iron piece of "Amitabha" suddenly played the Buddha name, Lu Changsheng smiled, from now on, he wants to be a strong self, an invincible self, this is his choice, no matter what strong person he faces, he will not go against the submission of his heart

"Maybe this is what the Buddhists say, the clear mind and the nature of the past, the life of the past self is too depressed, why not follow the nature and go with the heart," Lu Changsheng said to himself in his heart, this is the choice in his heart, and it is also the choice now, and now is a choice, no matter when he understands, it is never too late to choose

When he understood the present, another Buddha appeared in his mind, and the second piece of iron in his hand turned into powder, falling between his fingers, and the void and evaporation

He didn't open his eyes, but continued to probe into the third piece of iron with his mind, he represented the most ethereal future, no one knows how his future is, because the future is changeable, the past does not move, and the future is the most changeable, but when Lu Changsheng understands his present, the future is clear

The future Buddha he saw was only ethereal at first, and he couldn't even see his appearance clearly, just like the future, ethereal and incomprehensible, but when he understood that his present future was no longer an ethereal future, but a future that could be controlled, maybe this future only existed in his own imagination, but this future was his own choice of the future, a future without regrets

When the future Buddha began to be clear, Lu Changsheng suddenly caught a trace of vein, which made Lu Changsheng's mind tremble, as if he had seen his future

The book of Tao suddenly bloomed with a quaint light, showing a mirror-like image, and he saw a young man crying, standing in a ruin, holding a bloodied figure in his arms

"Is this really your choice," asked the man in her arms, she was as beautiful as a fairy in the sky, her whole body was impeccable, but there was a sword stuck in her heart, and the blood kept spilling out, and her face became more and more pale as the blood flowed out, which made people feel distressed and heartbreaking

The boy was crying, but the man in his arms was still bleeding, and his tears couldn't stop the blood, and he had no choice but to cover his wounds, but he couldn't hold back the blood

"I regret it, I regret this choice," the young man said, as if he was comforting the person in his arms, Lu Changsheng could see that he really regretted it, this was his self-love, the only one in this life and this life

The stars in the sky were falling, an ancient ship was lying in the starry sky, revealing the simple coercion, and there was a person looking down at the boy and the person in his hand, with sarcasm on his face, and when the boy said that he regretted it, the smile on the face of the person looking down deepened and deepened

"I'll kill you," the young man looked at the sky and roared, but his roar was so low, he couldn't resurrect the person in his arms, he could only watch her close her eyes, there was no life, at that moment the young man's heart was about to break, and his whole body exuded a terrifying aura, that was hatred

He put down the person in his arms, and couldn't bear to pull out the sword in her heart, he wanted revenge, but when he stepped on the starry sky, he found himself so small, under that ancient ship, in front of that person

"You're just a poor ant, I can pinch you to death at any time, look, I destroyed your world, look, I killed your beloved, and you're so humble," the man slapped sarcastically, and the breath of the boy fell to the ground, and the sword stuck in the ground with a constant tremble, as if to confirm the weakness of the boy

The whole world has been destroyed, countless people have died in the hands of this person on the ancient ship, the young man coughed up blood in his mouth, his eyes were dull, he was an ant struggling, and he was just an ant, he gave up and picked up the person again, and said to himself: "I was wrong, I shouldn't have chosen this way, now I will die with you, die here, and go with this world"

The boy pulled out the sword stuck in the ground and wiped it out of his neck, this was about suicide, he was powerless to protect the world, and even more powerless to protect the love of his heart

"No," Lu Changsheng yelled, he was angry, because of the weakness of the young man, he shouldn't have committed suicide like this, it was just a coward's behavior, he was the last person in this world, if he died, the world would really be destroyed

"I'd rather die than give in, even if the opponent is strong, you must not give in, even if you are afraid, at least don't give in, even if you die, you can't give in," Lu Changsheng roared wildly, he hoped that the young man could hear it, and he picked up the sword again, not to cut his own neck, but to stab the enemy's chest

But the young man couldn't hear him, he cut his neck, his eyes were full of despair, no matter what Lu Changsheng said, he was so weak, he gave up all hope, and at the moment of his weakness, he betrayed the world, betrayed his beloved, and betrayed himself at the same time

When he saw a bright red flowing from the young man's neck, Lu Changsheng's face was dull, he hated the weakness of the young man, but he also appeared fearful

The young man is him, Lu Changsheng, and the person he is holding in his arms is his beloved Murong Qingxue, and in that ruin, there are still many corpses lying horizontally, one of them is a familiar face, Lu Dahai, Su Qianqian, Murong Qingxue, Gu Yueqin, Gu Ling, happy, and .......

ps: The river crab god floated through the past few days and was blocked, so the ban was lifted