Chapter Ninety-Nine: Hurting Everyone Seriously Without Intention, Hurting Yourself After a While, You Hurt Yourself

"Senior Sister Fangfei has no regrets about naming her daughter, but how many people can really be free and easy to have no regrets. For you, Senior Sister Fang Fei doesn't know how much she has been punished by her master, how many people have looked at her, and how much cynicism she has heard. She endured humiliation and burden, I don't know how much she has suffered over the years, but she has never been able to see you again, have you ever blamed yourself?" Lan Ting asked Zhang Xiaochuan coldly. "And Sister Mingyang, how has she come over all these years?" Have you ever known!" "Sister Lan Ting, don't say it!" Princess Mingyang said with red eyes when she saw her talking about herself. "My sister Hugh wants to stop me, and I must vomit as soon as possible today, so that he can know how many sins he has done. ”

Zhang Xiaochuan listened in a daze, thinking about how Lan Ting had become so strange, but Princess Mingyang quietly went to the side, and Li Xueyao looked at Lan Ting as if she didn't understand. "Since you left, Sister Mingyang has become a victim of political marriage, Western Xia and Tubo have always been at odds with each other, several battles, mutual victories and defeats, Sister Mingyang and the Prince of Tubo have no real name, since her father died in a battle, the relationship between the two countries broke down, and the two of them also broke completely. Sister Mingyang wanders around with her daughter's body, let me ask you, what kind of sin is this?" Lan Ting's words were fierce and angry, Zhang Xiaochuan listened silently, her accusations and accusations, what could he say.

"And the two children who just left, do you know, what happened to them?" Lan Ting was crying, her voice was sad, and she was sad, Zhang Xiaochuan listened, although she was calm, her heart fluctuated, and she couldn't help but be thrilled.

It turned out that after Ren Wuregret and Ichiro Nitta got acquainted, the more they got to know each other, the more they liked each other, they fell in love with each other, and they had the same mind. The children of the rivers and lakes, although they are obsessed from time to time, they have each other's hearts, and their affection is more than one day.

Ichiro Nitta was happy, so he took Ren Wuregret to meet Mieko. Mieko heard Ichiro Nitta say that she made a friend named Ren Wuregret before, and said how good she was, but she just laughed it off. After meeting her, I saw that she was born graceful, beautiful and dignified, slightly shy, but not rude, and Mieko also praised her slightly. Seeing that the two of them were very happy to see each other, there was a strange light in each other's eyes, and Mieko was also happy for them.

It's been a long time, and Mieko inevitably asked about Ren Wuregret's teacher and family situation, and Ren Wuregret said that he had been dependent on his mother since he was a child, and his mother was the master without a father. What kind of person is Mieko, seeing her words flickering, her expression is extremely uncalm, and it is expected that what she said is not true, there must be a hidden secret.

After a few more days, Mieko asked Ichiro Nitta about the details of their acquaintance, and Ichiro Nitta told him in detail how they met and how they interacted further. When he finished speaking, Mieko asked, Which General Zhang and Wu Zhuangyuan did Ren Wuregret have a grudge with? Ichiro Nitta said, the one named Zhang Xiaochuan is. After listening to this, Mieko's heart moved, and she remembered the appearance of that handsome and dashing young man. She thought about the past for a while, and then came to her senses for a while. "Mother, mother. Ichiro Nitta shouted twice, and Mieko's thoughts returned to her eyes. "Mother, do you know that General Zhang?" Mieko nodded and said, "It's okay, Ichiro, you can go!" As soon as Ichiro Nitta stepped out of the threshold, Mieko suddenly shouted, "Ichiro, you quickly ask clearly, what is the relationship between the girl without regrets and General Zhang, and what is the grudge?" Seeing his mother's anxious expression, Ichiro Nitta was obviously very concerned about this matter, he didn't know why, so he asked her, "Mother, is this matter very important?" "The stakes are very high, you must ask the girl without regrets!" Ichiro Nitta saw that Mieko's expression was very solemn, so he went out to find Ren Wuregret.

Ichiro Nitta didn't want to ask, but seeing that Mieko was so concerned about this matter, he had no choice but to bite the bullet and ask Ren Wuregret.

When he saw Ren Wuregret, Ichiro Nitta wanted to speak several times and stopped, Ren Wuregret knew that he had something on his mind, so he took the initiative to ask, "Ichiro, what is the matter with your soul today, you have something to say to me, right?" Ren Wuregret stared at Ichiro Nitta's eyes, Ichiro Nitta wanted to further inquire about her family situation, this matter went against his heart, and he felt that he couldn't go, so he slightly avoided her eyes. "Ichiro, if there is anything we can't say between us, if you have anything to say, just say it. After hearing her, Ichiro Nitta raised his head and looked at her guiltily and said, "No regrets, I, I have a sentence to ask you!"

"You're also going to ask who my father is, right?" Ren Wuregret expected that the matter he asked must be related to this matter, and his expression was slightly displeased. When Ichiro Nitta saw it, he was anxious, and hurriedly said, "No, no!" His heart was broken by Ren Wuregret's words, and he looked a little flustered. "I just want to ask what kind of grudge you have with General Zhang, and what is the relationship between you?" Ichiro Nitta looked at her face, neither cloudy nor sunny, and then said, "No regrets, it's not that I insist on asking you, my mother said that this matter is very important, I don't care if you have a father or not, I just want to be with you, don't you understand my heart?"

After hearing him say this, Ren Wuregret suddenly felt resentful, sighed and said slowly, "I don't want to hide it, I just don't want to say it, I'm going to tell you sooner or later, since you all want to know earlier, what's the matter if I say it!"

"How can this be?" he looked at Ren Wuregret suspiciously, Ren Wuregret could have expected him to be surprised, and then said, "I'll tell you all today!" Ichiro Nitta looked at her in a daze, she sorted out her thoughts, and then said, "Mother raised me alone, she suffered too many grievances, and our mother and daughter don't know how many people looked at her. Speaking of this, Ren Wuregret already had tears in his eyes. "My mother has so much suffering, but she has nowhere to complain and no one to talk about. Seeing that she often cried secretly, I asked many times who my father was? Over the years, I have gradually grown up, and my mother can't stand my soft grinding and hard bubbles, so she said it. The more I grow up, the more I understand my mother's hardships, and the more I hate him, hating him for not having responsibility and not taking responsibility!" Ichiro Nitta wiped away her tears and hugged her, Ren Wuregret leaned on his arms, and let the tears overflow.

Ichiro Nitta was still hesitating, whether to tell Mieko about this, how important was the matter that Mieko confessed, so he hesitated, and many days passed.

Ichiro Nitta and Ren Wuregret were walking and enjoying the flowers in the courtyard. "Ichiro, come on!" Mieko said as she walked out the door and said to Ichiro Nitta. "Mother, is there something wrong?" "Well, I have something to ask you!" "You look at the flowers for a while, and I'll come when I go!" Ichiro Nitta said to Ren Wuregret. "There you go!" Ren Wuregret smiled at her and walked away, Ichiro Nitta strode towards the hall.

Entering the room, Mieko looked at him with a serious face. "Ichiro, how is the matter with what I told me?" "Mother. Ichiro Nitta screamed, then lowered his head and said nothing. "Ichiro, you've already asked, haven't you?" "Back to my mother, I asked. Ichiro Nitta said with a snort. "What's going on, what is the relationship between the unrepentant girl and General Zhang, and what is the grudge?" "Back to my mother, General Zhang is the father without regrets." "Ahh "How can this be, how can this be?" Mieko muttered, and Ichiro Nitta was even more puzzled when he saw Mieko's expression. "Mother, how much does this matter?" asked Ichiro Nitta. Mieko stabilized her emotions and said slowly, "Ichiro, you can't be together!" "Mother, what are you talking about, you speak slowly, can you make it clear?" Ichiro Nitta thought that his mother had suddenly been stimulated by something and became incoherent, so he said this.

"Ichiro, you can't be with the girl without regrets!" Mieko said in a slightly louder voice. "Why?" asked Ichiro Nitta louder. "Because。。。。。。 Mieko paused, looking at Ichiro Nitta's eager expression, and had to pick out the words more clearly. "Because you are half-siblings!" Like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, Ichiro Nitta suddenly heard this, feeling that the world was spinning, and his brain was "buzzing", and there was chaos. After standing stiff for a while, Ichiro Nitta came to his senses, and he forced himself to calm down and asked, "Mother, you, are you mistaken?" Mieko shook her head helplessly, and said sadly, "Ichiro, you calm down!" "Mother, you said you made a mistake, okay?" "Ichiro, listen to me, I know you can't accept it for a while, you should calm down!"

Suddenly, there was a loud cry of "wow" outside the window, and someone ran away. Mieko shouted to Ichiro Nitta, "Ichiro go chase the girl with no regrets!" Ichiro Nitta was startled, remembering Ren Wu's safety, rushed out of the door, and ran away with all his might.

Ren Wuregret hid her face and ran wildly, completely ignoring the traffic in the city, her world collapsed in an instant, she really wanted to find a corner where there was no one, crying happily for a few days and nights, she really wanted to find a place, sleep down, no longer wake up, she felt so tired, so tired, life was so boring, fate was so cruel, but she had to keep running.

"No regrets, no regrets. Ichiro Nitta shouted while chasing after him, how could Ren Wuregret hear it. One of them ran, the other chased, until they went out of the city, and when they reached a river, they really couldn't run anymore, so they stopped without regrets.

"No regrets". Ichiro Nitta was afraid that she wouldn't be able to think about it, so he looked for a short time and couldn't help but shout. Ren Wuregret turned his head, with tears on his face, and said hatefully, "What are you chasing after me?" "No regrets, don't do this, okay?" Ichiro Nitta himself felt so pale and powerless, thinking that the two suddenly became sisters and brothers, Ichiro Nitta couldn't hold back the tears in his eyes anymore, a few tears slipped down his face, and he hurriedly turned his back to wipe them.

Ren Wuregret cried for a while, shouted for a while, and Ichiro Nitta silently guarded her. The two men stood silently by the river, one after the other, the sun went down, and the surroundings began to darken, only the surface of the river still shone brightly, and the sound of the water seemed to be whimpering.

"No regrets, let's go back!" Ichiro Nitta kept saying several times, but Ren Wuregret didn't respond. After a long time, Ren said sadly, "Ichiro, I am your sister, you must remember in the future, I am your sister!" she said, with some hatred and sorrow, and left the river and walked towards the city. Ichiro Nitta endured the great pain in his heart and followed silently. Ren Wuregret drove him away several times, choked him with words several times, but he was silent, but he heard the voice of his broken heart very clearly.

Lan Ting finished speaking, and said to Zhang Xiaochuan, "This is all a good thing you have done!" Zhang Xiaochuan had mixed feelings in his heart, and he was speechless. What else can he say? Can he still justify himself, excuse himself?

Seeing that he was stunned and didn't speak, Lan Ting became more and more angry in her heart, "You can be happy and happy, and you can live the life of the White Lady and Xu Xian, Zhang Xiaochuan, you remember, from now on, I don't know how many Fahai will come to disrupt your life!" Lan Ting said hatefully, and went without looking back. Zhang Xiaochuan thought about what she said, thought about what he did, and thought about the people he hurt, but he didn't react for a long time.

"Brother Xiaochuan, Brother Xiaochuan. Li Xueyao screamed a few times, shaking his arms with both hands, and Zhang Xiaochuan came to his senses from his contemplation. "Brother Xiaochuan, are you okay?" Zhang Xiaochuan smiled miserably and said, "I'm fine, Xue Yao, let's go!"

Zhang Xiaochuan walked in front and was silent, and Li Xueyao followed silently behind. The two of them walked to the lake, Zhang Xiaochuan suddenly stopped, turned around, and said to Li Xueyao, "Xueyao, I'll send you back to Qingshuixi, okay?" "Brother Xiaochuan, I want to follow you!" "Xue Yao, you don't know, Brother Xiaochuan was confused before, did a lot of wrong things, hurt many people, I'm afraid I will hurt you in the future!" "Brother Xiaochuan is so good to me, how can he hurt me, I don't want to be separated from you, no matter what you did before, no matter what happened, I will always be with you!"

Li Xueyao's love has just opened, her love is deep-rooted, and she has just experienced the sweet taste of love, how can she be willing to give up in it. "Xue Yao, listen to me, Brother Xiaochuan is not a good person!" Zhang Xiaochuan was really scared in his heart, afraid of bringing immeasurable harm to Li Xueyao, so he patiently persuaded him. "Brother Xiaochuan, don't say it, do you know? I just made a wish, no matter what happens, I will live the life of a white lady and Xu Xian with Brother Xiaochuan!" Li Xueyao's eyes were firm, she took Zhang Xiaochuan's hand, and said softly and affectionately, "No matter what happens, let's face it together, okay?" The matter has come to this point, what else can Zhang Xiaochuan say, in addition to being moved, he is also silently praying in his heart, may everything not be as bad as imagined.

originally thought that the two of them could travel all over Jiangnan Water Town with peace of mind, but they never thought that before they left, Lan Ting and others came to find them. Zhang Xiaochuan rarely thought about what he did, let alone that because of himself, they were hurt so much, and even changed the trajectory of their lives because of it. After they made a fuss, Zhang Xiaochuan also knew that he had caused too much irreparable damage to them, where did he still have the heart to play in the mountains and rivers. Now that the hidden stock has been revealed, Zhang Xiaochuan can only calmly take it and make up his mind to take Li Xueyao back to Bianliang.

The two of them went all the way north, although there were many scenic spots along the way, but they had no intention of stopping to enjoy it. Zhang Xiaochuan thought about his thoughts, in a deep self-blame, his expression was solemn and gloomy, and he said very little. However, Li Xueyao still has to think of ways to make him happy, and she is considerate of him in all aspects. After a few more days, his mood gradually improved. After Zhang Xiaochuan was shocked, he couldn't help it. When she arrived at the boundary of Tai'an, in order to compensate Li Xueyao, she decided to take her to Mount Tai for a few days, but she didn't expect that as soon as she arrived at the foot of Mount Tai, Zhang Xiaochuan caught a glimpse of Lan Ting and Princess Mingyang. Their figures flashed and disappeared, and Zhang Xiaochuan suddenly lost interest, and his face was covered with dark clouds. Li Xueyao saw it clearly, Zhang Xiaochuan was still talking and laughing, and suddenly his face changed color, knowing that there was a reason for it, Li Xueyao took the initiative to say, "Brother Xiaochuan, I am anxious to see the scenery of Bianliang, why don't we go back to Bianliang as soon as possible!" Zhang Xiaochuan saw her say this, knowing that she was ice and snow smart, and he was also worried about what kind of mess Lan Ting and the others would make. No matter who hurt him, he didn't want to, so he didn't insist, and the two immediately diverted to the west. Along the way, Zhang Xiaochuan never wanted to or mentioned the matter of playing again.

After traveling for more than a month, I arrived at Bianliang, a huge city, which is extraordinarily prosperous, which cannot be compared with other places, and Li Xueyao has never seen it. Li Xueyao looked around excitedly, and Zhang Xiaochuan patiently introduced various cityscapes to her. Outside the mansion gate, Zhang Xiaochuan said to Li Xueyao, "This is it." Li Xueyao looked up and saw that there were three gilded characters on it, "General's Mansion". The gate of the mansion is majestic, and a pair of stone lions stand majestically on both sides.

Zhang Xiaochuan helped her get out of the car and carried her into the house, and someone had already gone in to report. Ye Fei rushed over, pulling Zhang Xiaochuan and asking this and that. After a while, Zhou Zhou Ming came out with his family and family. Zhang Xiaochuan met with everyone one by one, and introduced Li Xueyao again. When everyone saw Li Xueyao's appearance, it was like seeing a fairy, everyone wanted to stare at her, but they didn't dare to stop their eyes.

Zhang Xiaochuan has been away from home for a long time, and Zhou Ming was busy arranging for people to pick up the wind and wash the dust for Zhang Xiaochuan, and from then on, he feasted every day, needless to say. Xiao Yezi was secretly surprised when she saw Li Xueyao's appearance, and she was even more surprised when she learned that she was from Qingshui Creek and that she was the daughter of Tofu Shih.

On the second day, Lei Zhentian learned that Zhang Xiaochuan was back, and hurried to the party. I haven't seen each other for a long time, Lei Zhentian, Zhang Xiaochuan, and Zhou Zhou Ming are very interested, they have a lot of wine to drink, a lot of things to say, the three of them frequently raise their glasses, and after a while, they are slightly drunk.

Suddenly, Lei Zhentian let out a long sigh faintly, and Zhang Xiaochuan and Zhou Zhou Ming didn't understand why he suddenly sighed for no reason. Both men looked at him in bewilderment, and did not speak for a long time. Lei Zhentian noticed their strange expressions and said to them, "I just thought of Brother Zhuge , Brother Lin Zhengjie, oh, and Wang Jizhong. He recalled slowly, and said slowly, "At the beginning, we drank and had fun together, how happy and happy, all the brothers were born and died together, and made meritorious contributions, what a happy life, but it is a pity that the days are not holidays, and the Zhuge brothers went before us." Speaking of emotion, there were faint tears in his eyes.

After Zhang Xiaochuan listened to him, he was also immersed in the memories of the past. The three of them were silent, each thinking about their hearts, and after a long time, Zhang Xiaochuan said, "The world is impermanent, and life is short." The three of them drank a bowl of wine, and the topic came to Lin Zhengjie again. Lei Zhentian said, "The Tao is different, and we can only part ways with him and go our separate ways." The three of them regretted again, and Zhang Xiaochuan asked Lei Zhentian, "Brother Wang, how is it now?" "Alas, don't mention it!" Lei Zhentian looked with righteous indignation and helplessness. "Big brother, what happened?" "In the battle with Liao, we thought that he was martyred and taught everyone to be sad, but we never thought that he was captured and surrendered to the enemy. "Ah! there is such a thing!" Zhang Xiaochuan knew that Emperor Zhenzong treated him well, and he couldn't imagine that Wang Jizhong would defect to the enemy, so he was not surprised. "The most hateful thing is that he has only been loyal to Fanbang since then, completely forgetting the state of his parents, and has negotiated peace with the Great Song Dynasty several times, and the conditions proposed are very harsh, do you say that he is angry?" Lei Zhentian gritted his teeth and was filled with righteous indignation, and Zhang Xiaochuan was also annoyed when he heard it.

After drinking a few more bowls, the wine was even stronger, and Lei Zhentian said angrily, "Brother Xiaochuan, the wind and rain are coming right now, and there must be a big battle between Song and Liao, and it is a good time for you and my brother to make contributions." It's not me who is my brother and said you, the opportunity is fleeting, but you are constantly involved in the love of children, which really makes my brother sad!" Zhang Xiaochuan was deeply ashamed when he heard this, and said with a smile, "What the eldest brother taught me." Alas, people can't help themselves in the rivers and lakes, and the trees want to be quiet and the wind doesn't stop!" Zhang Xiaochuan said very helplessly, no one can complain about his bitterness, and the bitter wine brewed by himself can only be tasted by himself. "Brother Xiaochuan, as the saying goes, when you are constantly interrupted, you will suffer from it, why not cut the chaos quickly. "Alas, it's not easy to say, it's just that I did too many foolish things back then, and now it's rare to have peace, and I deserve it!" Zhang Xiaochuan said resentfully. "It's come to this, and I have no choice but to stop hurting people. "Alas!" Lei Zhentian knew that it was useless to say more, and sighed longer.

It turned out that Emperor Zhenzong was a villain and a villain, and Lei Zhentian also became a victim. After Lei Zhentian became a general, he was full of spirit and full of ambition to do more, and he never thought that a lot of things had happened. He was also often suppressed and excluded, and he was left out in the cold, and he was sulking in his heart, unable to get rid of it. I was hoping to persuade Zhang Xiaochuan to change his mind and make new contributions together, but now it is difficult to speak alone and his ambition is difficult to comfort. On that day, all three of them were very drunk.

On the second day, Zhang Xiaochuan got up late and had a slight headache, Li Xueyao had already brought a sobering soup and served him to drink. Zhang Xiaochuan saw that Li Xueyao was very attentive, and he was very thoughtful about his diet and daily life, remembering what Lei Zhentian said last night, thinking about what fame and fortune are, for Li Xueyao, he can let go of anything, in his opinion, only affection can not be disappointed, and he secretly made up his mind that he would be good to her wholeheartedly in the future.

After a few more days, I remembered that I hadn't taken Li Xueyao to visit Bianliang City properly, and I felt that I couldn't live with her. Ben immediately decided to take her out for a trip, but remembering what Lan Ting said, Zhang Xiaochuan was also worried, and brought twenty or thirty entourage, so he left with peace of mind. Zhang Xiaochuan didn't like publicity, and he was even more reluctant to mobilize the public for some things, but for the sake of everything, he was forced to do so.

Zhang Xiaochuan took Li Xueyao for a few days, watched juggling, listened to people's stories, and bought her a lot of clothes, but every time he traveled, he brought a lot of entourage, surrounded by the two, but he also lost a lot of interest.

In the meantime, Li Xueyao took a fancy to a parrot, which had bright fur, could learn human language, and could amuse people from time to time, which could relieve Li Xueyao's boredom. No, after a few days, the parrot suddenly died early in the morning, which made Li Xueyao very sad for a while.

A few days later, Zhang Xiaochuan was washing, and suddenly a shout of "ouch" came from Li Xueyao's room, Zhang Xiaochuan heard the shout and hurriedly rushed into Li Xueyao's room.

"Xue Yao, what's going on?" Zhang Xiaochuan asked with concern after rushing into the house. Li Xueyao was in a daze at a pile of cloth with a terrifying look on her face, as if she hadn't heard Zhang Xiaochuan's inquiry. Zhang Xiaochuan instantly understood that the new clothes she bought for her had been cut into strips of cloth. Zhang Xiaochuan knew that what Lan Ting said was true, not just intimidation. Li Xueyao's body trembled violently, Zhang Xiaochuan hugged her arms tightly, and comforted her softly, but she didn't know if she could drive away the haze in her heart.

In fact, the haze in Zhang Xiaochuan's heart is even heavier.