Don't forget the original intention and forge ahead

I used to watch a lot of martial arts of Jin Yong and Gu Long, and I am a martial arts fan.

Later, I watched some Xianxia, and I found that Xianxia's imagination space is larger.

Looking at it, I also have a little bit of my own reverie, so there is this "Avenue Homecoming".

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Seeing that people eat tofu quickly, I still have a little self-awareness, so I don't have any special ideas for writing, I just want to finish one.

My idea was to make what I write more visible, so I chose the starting point.

As for what will be achieved in the end, I have not thought about it at all.

I opened the starting point writer and started uploading, and there were only a few people watching it at the beginning, and I was very relieved! Because my goal is not big, as long as someone reads it.

But when I saw that many of the people who started the new books together had signed contracts, my mentality changed.

Watching clicks and favorites every day can be regarded as a kind of torment, and more importantly, 100,000 words have not been signed.

I calmed down when I didn't sign a contract, after all, I just wanted to write one.

More than 300,000 words, starting point letter, you can sign a contract. I felt a wave of ecstasy in my heart.

After signing the contract, those favorites and clicks tormented me even more.

When the starting point gave a recommendation, and watching the collection begin to grow slowly, my heart was completely captured by this number.

Is the collection really heavy?

It's important that this is an initial indicator of success!

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On February 1st, the book hit the shelves, and I didn't have any testimonials, and I didn't know what to say.

But the first day of the shelves was another blow to me, and the number of first orders was very small.

This will again be an indicator that torments me.

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Tonight, after uploading today's second chapter update, I couldn't calm down for a long time.

Is it important to subscribe? I asked myself again.

It's important because it shows the value of the art!

The human heart is endless, and the lifelong busyness is only for hunger, so that you have to eat and think about clothes.

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After thinking about it for a long time, I realized that I had fallen into a misunderstanding, why did I write in the first place?

I didn't even think about signing a contract when I first wrote it. Now that I've signed a contract, what am I not satisfied with?

Looking at these so-called favorites, clicks, and recommendation indicators every day, am I completely deviating from my original idea?

I should be focusing on the idea now, rather than focusing on the indicators and numbers.

If you're upset, can you still write well?

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Don't forget my original intention, I just want to write a fairy tale and show it to my colleagues.

What numbers, indicators, favorites, recommendations, what do they have to do with me?

Finishing this is my ultimate goal.

Speak your mind tonight, and I think I can travel light!

"The Way Home" - I will definitely finish it!