Cheng Mo walked to the hotel lobby, at ten midnight, only the Italian brother in a shirt and tie was staring at the entrance boredly at the front desk, when Cheng Mo's footsteps became louder and louder in the silent hall, the front desk brother turned his head to look at Cheng Mo, and then smiled sweetly at him, and said in English: "Good evening." ”

Cheng Mo replied, "Good evening", walked up with his mobile phone and asked for the iFi password, entered it and sat on the sofa next to the hotel lobby.

The air is quiet, the coffee bar is still filled with a faint aroma of coffee, the lights are dim and warm, and the sofa is comfortable and soft.

Cheng Mo lowered his head and opened WeChat, and was instantly stunned by the number of WeChat messages sent by Yan Yitong, just six hundred and sixty-six, is this a double click 666 for him? Cheng Mo didn't need to look at it to know that most of them were all kinds of cartoon expressions, and he shook his head helplessly.

In addition to Yan Yitong, Fu Yuanzhuo also sent several messages, Cheng Mo clicked on it and glanced at it, that is, he didn't say a word to express his displeasure when he went to Europe to participate in the summer camp alone, and Fu Yuanzhuo also directly asked Xie Minyun if it was a coincidence that he was in a summer camp.

To be honest, this is also something that Cheng Mo feels incomprehensible, he originally thought that he could accurately understand a person's inner activities, but in fact he couldn't at all.

The human heart is still too complicated.

Sometimes the closer you get, the more foggy you get, and you can only see a vague outline.

At this time, it was almost 12 o'clock in Italy time, and it was only five or six o'clock in China, so Cheng Mo did not reply to the two people, but clicked on Xie Minyun's avatar and sent a sentence "Have you slept", he wanted to return Xie Minyun's 50,000 yuan to him first.

Then I immediately received a sentence: "Queen X has turned on friend verification, and you are not his (her) friend yet." Please send a friend verification request first, and the other party can only chat after the verification is passed. The word prompt.

Cheng Mo was speechless.

Xie Minyun actually deleted him as a friend.

Cheng Mo looked at the floor-to-ceiling glass and was silent for a while, as if he was the only one left in this world.

Outside the hotel is the melting moonlight and the antique Milan street scene, the straight line of the building is resolute and hard, and the moonlight sprinkles on it, which makes it look more baptized, thus presenting a dark gray sense of history and vicissitudes. The streets are deserted, except for the occasional old Fiat car that spends fast past each other, through the glimmering European-style classical street lamps, and over the smooth, shiny railroad tracks embedded in the middle of the stone-paved road.

It's all beautiful like a dream.

In fact, Cheng Mo envied Cheng Haoyang from the bottom of his heart, he had parents and sisters who doted on him, although his uncle and aunt were not a good uncle and aunt, but they were good fathers and mothers.

Uncle would run over in the middle of the night to see if Cheng Haoyang was secretly playing with the computer, and by the way, turn up the temperature of the air conditioner a little higher, and see if Cheng Haoyang had covered himself with a blanket. Aunt will ask Cheng Haoyang what he wants to eat tomorrow every day, Cheng Haoyang likes to eat beef, in order to buy a little beef without water, the aunt will run several vegetable markets early in the morning. As for Cheng Xiuyan, she has always been a good sister, any supplies are bought by Cheng Haoyang first, and then it doesn't matter if Cheng Xiuyan buys it or not, he eats the delicious food first, and he eats it again if he can't finish it, in order to reduce the burden on the family, Cheng Xiuyan's grades are so good, but he took the exam to a police academy with a tuition package.

The whole family doted on him.

What a blessing.

I remember one year during the Chinese New Year, Cheng Yongze went overseas to hold a seminar, he spent most of his winter vacation in Cheng Haoyang's house, it snowed a lot during the Spring Festival, and his uncle's family still lived in an old house made of red bricks at that time, in front of the old house was a small yard, and the red blessing characters and couplets were pasted on the doors of every house, Cheng Mo's family had never pasted them, and the candy boxes at home were full of all kinds of candy and snacks, and Cheng Haoyang and Cheng Xiuyan had changed into newly bought clothes.

Heavy snow covered the entire yard, covering the black honeycomb coal in the corners, the cement ping-pong table, and the gray roof.

Cheng Xiuyan took Cheng Haoyang to have a snowball fight with other friends outside to build a snowman, laughter filled the entire yard, and lasted until the night fell, he stood by the window and watched for an afternoon, until his aunt beckoned them to eat, and after coming in, he naturally disliked the two of them for playing too crazy, untied their clothes, took a towel to wipe their sweat for them, and then complained very much: "Why can't you be as quiet as Cheng Mo." ”

It was already dark at five o'clock, the snow was still falling quietly outside, the snowman with carrots outside the window could no longer be seen clearly, and the uncle's family was smiling happily under the incandescent light, uncle, aunt, cousin and cousin, family.

The dishes on the table were steaming, and the cat called Huahua in the corner was watching them with Cheng Mo.

Cheng Mo clearly remembered that a hazy steam appeared in his eyes at that time, maybe a cloud. Mother and father came out of it so suddenly, getting closer and closer, but more and more blurry, more and more strange, and then he closed his eyes, and his own gaze went out.

Mom and Dad are gone, and he has no more sadness, no anger, and no tears.

Tears are water, warm water, sad water, happy water, painful water.

There were no tears, so there was this silence.

It's like the cat curled up in the corner called Flowey, it doesn't have anything in its eyes, maybe there is, and you can't guess what it is.

The joy continues.

The snow is still falling, there is no starlight, and the Spring Festival Gala is about to begin.

Coke is burning.

And yet what about him?

He has nothing.

It's just a damn heart attack.

————I am the dividing line of sorrow————

On the second day, the camp will take a quick glide towards the terminus, where they will spend half a day exploring the majestic Gothic building of the Duomo, and then take the train to Rome after lunch.

When eating lunch in an Italian restaurant, Tang Wenjun called Cheng Mo, but Cheng Haoyang said: "If you sit with him, don't sit with me." He sat straight at a table that could only sit for two people.

Tang Wenjun was in a dilemma, and Cheng Mo, who was holding the dinner plate, said: "It's okay, you and Cheng Haoyang sit together, I'm used to being alone." ”

Tang Wenjun was still saying, "That's .....", Cheng Mo walked to the other side and sat down casually.

Cheng Mo has no intention of repairing the relationship with Cheng Haoyang, but hopes that Cheng Haoyang can learn this lesson, even if it is a watch bought for Cheng Xiuyan, his character of admiring vanity still has to be changed, it is not that expensive watches can express more thoughts, but it is related to his own efforts.

As for Xie Minyun, Cheng Mo wanted to say something to her, but in the trip to the Milan Cathedral, he couldn't find a suitable opportunity, several times he just wanted to step forward, and saw a handsome Italian brother looking for Xie Minyun to talk, either smiling and praising her for being beautiful, or hoping to take a photo with her.

For compliments, Xie Minyun politely said "thank you", and for the request for a group photo, Xie Minyun politely declined.....

Cheng Mo felt a little frightened when he saw Xie Minyun's cold face, as if that person would be himself.

After eating the pasta and salad, Cheng Mo glanced at Xie Minyun, who was also lonely, he thought about how to speak, he watched Xie Minyun elegantly wipe her mouth with wet wipes, and then walked out of the restaurant with her sky-blue LADY bag on her back.

Cheng Mo lowered his head and thought: Maybe there is still a chance during the long train journey.

However, when he boarded the train, Cheng Mo realized that he was thinking too much, his seat was far away from Xie Minyun, although this carriage was all their people, he would not open his mouth to find someone else to change to a position closer to Xie Minyun.

The light green train will take them through Verona and Florence before arriving in Rome, the end of the journey, eight hours later.

Cheng Mo looked at Xie Minyun sitting by the window from a distance, the sunlight shone through the ultra-wide landscape car window, she glowed like an ice sculpture, Cheng Mo suspected that what he met in Paris was a fake her.

Perhaps, happy moments always seem to be hallucinations, and disappointment and loneliness are always around you.

(This chapter has been written for a long time, but I think it's really well written.) There is still a chapter around twelve o'clock. ）