Chapter 65: Filth and Pain
Zhang Tiansheng and Qingjing walked to the waterfall.
Under the waterfall is a stream that is not too big or too small.
"You're going west?"
"Well, you were originally rejected because you didn't have enough strength, but now, in fact, your strength is enough to protect yourself, because of her. ”
"You're so relieved?"
"Are you going to do something that makes me feel uneasy?" Qing Jing looked at Zhang Tiansheng seriously.
"That's not possible!" Zhang Tiansheng smiled.
"I just feel like you should live for yourself. Qingjing said again.
"When did I stop doing it for myself?"
"Most of the time. ”
"What are you talking about?" Zhang Tiansheng couldn't understand.
"Maybe you don't know. ”
"I never knew I was still living for someone else!"
"Then you should take a good look at yourself. ”
"What do you look at? I can only see that I have been begging for food for more than ten years, and I can't always beg for food, but also for others. ”
"You really should go to the Far West, there should be people like you. ”
"Beggars?"
Qingjing glanced at him and didn't want to speak anymore.
"Quiet. ”
"Quiet?"
"Quiet~"
"Are you talking?"
Zhang Tiansheng was messing around, circling Lin Qingjing.
Qingjing stopped: "Do you know what is different from others?"
"Where?"
"There are two points, the first is that you don't seem to care too much about your past status as a beggar, in fact, most people will care about the humility of the past and try not to mention it. ”
"Oh, I was born a beggar, what can't I say?"
"This second ......"
Zhang Tiansheng waited with a blank eye.
"There are few people who are as shameless as you. ”
Zhang Tiansheng stumbled and almost fell into the stream.
"Kidding you. Qing Jing smiled evilly.
"I know, we are also scholars now, and we are educated. ”
"Did you say this thing with your own mouth?"
"Then if you don't say it, I can't say it myself?"
"Reasonable. Qingjing was convinced, "I haven't read the book for more than half a year!"
"This is Zen. ”
"Poof!" Qingjing couldn't help but squirt, "You mean, are you raising the bar?"
"Hahaha, you understand, it seems that I still have to practice this Zen!" Zhang Tiansheng also laughed.
The sun was setting so fast that it was already red.
The maiden sat on the highest peak on the back hill and looked to the west.
She had never liked watching the sunset before.
Because the sunset represents the beginning of her work.
She hated the job she used to have.
So quite a degree of disgust with the sunset.
But now, she sits here on time every day, facing the West.
"Where do you say the sun goes every day?" asked the girl.
"Of course, it's going home for dinner, after all, it's been a tiring day. Zhang Tiansheng said.
"Does it have a home too?"
"Of course, everyone has a home. ”
"What about you?"
"Perhaps...... Is there any?"
"What about me?"
"Hiss-" Zhang Tiansheng took a cool breath, "Why are you asking such a tricky question?"
"Do I have a home?" asked the girl stubbornly.
"What do you think of home? Having parents and relatives? Running around outside for a day and coming home with a hot meal? Or no matter how much you have been wronged, as long as you go back there, someone will listen to you and give you a shoulder to lean on?"
"I ...... I do not know. ”
"Then do you think that's your home?" asked Zhang Tiansheng.
There, there is a certain red house in Gyeongju.
"I don't know. ”
"What do you think?"
"I think...... Although it was a little boring, boring, and tired. But it's still fun all the time. The girl seriously thought about the past, "At first, I thought that although the master was good-looking, he was too fierce to marry." ”
But then she found out that she didn't seem to be fierce, as if something was chasing her, and she was in a hurry. ”
"Then she stopped being fierce and became very gentle, and she never murdered me again. ”
"But I don't like that, do you know who I see every day?"
"A scholar who claims to be a decent gentleman, but from the moment he entered the building, he never took his eyes off the girls' chests. ”
"Those ordinary bureaucrats, as soon as they entered the door, asked a dozen girls to bring them tea and water, took the opportunity to rub oil, and said some meat words that were not light or serious. ”
"That's an old man who is dozens of years old, to a girl in her teens and twenties. ”
"There are also people, powerful and powerful, who hold the people's medicine and food, and would rather put it in the warehouse and rot than take it out and give it to the people. ”
"Do you know what people say? He said, just let them go, what money do I make?"
"There are so many things like that, and even these are the most undisguised and shallow parts. ”
"Zhang Tiansheng, you say...... Can this place be so dirty?"
The slanting sun was red, and the young man's face was also a little red, and his eyes were also shining with red golden points, and he looked at the girl.
"Have you ever slept with a mouse?"
"Huh?" the girl was stunned.
"There was no bed, no bedding, no charcoal, just a layer of hay on the floor. ”
"Nobody thinks about what dirty is, and no one thinks about human nature. ”
"It's common not to take a shower for more than ten days, and it's normal for someone to throw rotten eggs on your body. ”
"Rats will come out in the middle of the night to gnaw on pillars, and sometimes they will gnaw on people, and they will poop on people. ”
"I never wash my hands before eating, I never exercise after eating, I pick up what falls on the floor and eat it, and the fruits in the garbage heap are piled up together for dessert. ”
"Is this kind of life dirty?"
Zhang Tiansheng was very calm, he just looked at the girl, and even had a smile on his face.
"You...... It's painful, isn't it?" the girl stretched out her hand and put it on Zhang Tiansheng's face, and she stared at the red golden light in his eyes, as if she could follow the light and see what he had seen.
"There is no one who is not suffering, but people see it differently, just like I never imagined your life, and you never imagined mine. ”
The girl was silent.
"Miss your master, right?" asked Zhang Tiansheng.
"How do you know?"
"I'm not stupid. ”
"I didn't really want to ...... either"
A harmonious silence.
"You know, every time I look at the sunset and the sunset, I always think of you. Zhang Tiansheng greeted the light and said with a smile.
The girl's eyes widened and she wondered, "Why?"
Zhang Tiansheng took a deep breath, closed his eyes, and was full of intoxication: "It was the most beautiful dance I have ever seen in my life, and it was also the most beautiful sunset." ”
The girl's face flushed violently, redder than the setting sun.
It's a pity that the colors of the two are too similar to see it.
"What are you talking about?"
"I'm guessing you think the same way I do. Zhang Tiansheng said.
"The same what?"
"That's why you look at the sunset and think of your master, right?"
The girl fell on her back, looked at the dark blue and purple sky, and said, "How can you always see through my mind?"
Zhang Tiansheng also fell.
"Actually, I have something to tell you. ”
"I agreed. ”
"You don't know anything yet, and you agreed?"
"You marry Qingjing first, I'm not in a hurry. ”
"Not this!"
"Hmm...... Do you want to marry me first!" The girl sat up abruptly, her eyes lit up.
"Not either!"
"What about you...... Ah!" The girl suddenly remembered something, frowned slightly, lowered her eyes and struggled for a long time, before she said slowly: "Okay, since you have asked for this, but you have to be lighter, I haven't ...... yet"
"What's lighter...... Damn, what are you doing unbuttoning!
"It's okay, we're not married yet, but I can understand you. ”
"You understand a fart!" Zhang Tian stubbornly controlled the girl's hand to unbutton her clothes, "You button it first!"
"You seem to be breathing faster?"
"You buckle up first!"
"Eh, what's this bulging?"
"Shut up!"
......
"Well, you wanted me to be your bodyguard. The girl finally came to her senses.
"What do you think!" Zhang Tiansheng was short of breath and shrunk back.
"I thought you were at this age, and some of your needs are ......"
"Shut up. ”
"Hmm. ”
"But let's say it's not as pure as it is outside, you can't be too casual, it's dangerous. Zhang Tiansheng said.
"Far West. The girl looked in the direction of the setting sun.