Chapter 102: Carrying the Rest of Your Life
Chapter 102: Carrying the Rest of Your Life
Seeing the person squatting in front of him, a gust of evening breeze blew across Feng Xi's face, and there was still a little moisture in the wind, blowing on his face, which was cold.
She was stunned for a moment, looked at Shen Yan's smiling and crooked eyebrows, looked at her with a gentle face, and the spirit bird on her side also called, as if urging her to come over quickly.
Feng Xi's figure moved, and the crowd was noisy, but only a few steps away, it seemed that it was the first time she looked at Shen Yan so closely.
Shen Yan at the other end of the crowd seemed to see her hesitation, and he was not in a hurry, he stretched out a hand to her, and waited patiently for her to come.
In the past, he was in too much hurry, and he never stopped to look, and there was a silent woman behind him.
Feng Xi's heart moved, she looked at the slender hand, her heart was beating rhythmically, at that moment, there seemed to be only the two of them between heaven and earth, and the sound of heartbeat was heard very clearly.
She hadn't felt this kind of heartbeat in a long time. I thought that betrayal and loss had already made her heart float on that calm water like ashes, and she would never beat again.
But now, her heart seemed to wake up suddenly, and she slowly broke away from the calm backwater.
Qingyue taught her to die, but Shen Yan awakened the long-lost emotions in her heart.
In the end, I just like Shen Yan more.
From that time on, she knew that Shen Yan's words and smiles were her poison.
So Feng Xi, the ghost made the god pass by, Shen Yan got up, his tone was full of joy, he looked at the road in the distance, and walked step by step, "Go back." ”
Feng Xi lay on his back, Shen Yan's wide back made her feel reassured, she wrapped her arms around his neck, her nose was full of the faint smell of the sea on his body, holding the cage in her hand, dangling in front of her.
Feng Xi suddenly felt that it would be good to live like this for the rest of his life.
Shen Yan checked the girl who was very light behind her, and she couldn't wait to find all the best things in the world to make up for her immediately!
The two walked through all kinds of lanterns, bustling with people, some people were chasing and fighting, some people got together to guess lantern riddles, and some people put lanterns on the riverbank, pinning their good wishes......
However, none of this had anything to do with Feng Xi, she was behind Shen Yan's back, putting her face on his back, confidently listening to his sonorous heartbeat.
The warm breath sprayed on Shen Yan's back, making him feel numb, and he couldn't help but ask her with a sideways face, "What are you doing?"
Feng Xi "shh ”
Shen Yan was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head and smiled, as if there was a warm current, which instantly overflowed in his heart.
Feng Xi heard his magnetic laughter, thinking that she had seen something funny, she got up and crossed her head, and the voice sounded in Shen Yan's ears.
"What are you laughing at?"
Shen Yan felt a warm breath sprinkle on his face, couldn't pull out his hand, tilted his head, and wanted to push her back. However, Feng Xi didn't cooperate at all, and arched her head out uncomfortably.
The birdcage that shook in his chest slammed him hard, as if to express his dissatisfaction.
Shen Yan looked at her small movements, looked ahead, and explained with a smile: "I'm afraid you can't hear your heartbeat clearly."
Feng Xi immediately turned his head and glanced at him, his head hit Shen Yan's good-looking face, and said, "I can hear it clearly."
Shen Yan tilted his head a little painfully, and said dotingly, "Don't make trouble." ”
Feng Xi also ignored him anymore, opened his big eyes, looked around at the things around him, and showed Shen Yan a good-looking and fun busy.
If it weren't for the fact that his cloth bag was already full, Shen Yan estimated that he would have bought it right away.
No matter how prosperous the world is, there will be an end.
When Shen Yan walked out of the bustle with Feng Xi on his back, Shen Yan suddenly stopped and turned to look at the laughing street market, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Reluctantly?"
Feng Xi also looked at the prosperity that had never belonged to her, and turned her head to ask him.
Shen Yan shook his head and whispered, "It's a coincidence, today is fifteen." ”
Then he turned around quietly, and without waiting for Feng Xi's reaction, he said, "Let's go." ”
Then he looked at the darkness ahead again, and took a firm step again.
Fifteen? How is it fifteen?
This is the second time Feng Xi has heard him say this day, she has never understood the customs of the world, so naturally she wants to break her head, and she can't understand what kind of day it is.
Puzzled, Feng Xi also asked, "Fifteen, is this a good day?"
Shen Yan seemed to have expected Feng Xi to ask this, and explained with a smile: "On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, it is the Shangyuan Festival in the world, guessing lantern riddles and putting lanterns are all activities on this day. It is said that the wishes made on this day will come true one after another in the new year. ”
"So they put out the lanterns just now, and they also pinned their good wishes?"
Feng Xi seemed to think of something, and then asked him. However, Feng Xi, who was thinking about her own problem, didn't notice Shen Yan's somewhat helpless expression at all.
Shen Yan looked ahead, nodded slightly, and gave an affirmative answer.
When Feng Xi heard this, she was instantly unhappy, and complained a little to Shen Yan, "Then you didn't let me put one just now, I also have a good wish to come true." ”
Shen Yan laughed silently, the reason why he didn't let her go was because he was afraid that in the end, all his hopes would not only not come true, but would become fragmented in the end.
It's not that he's against it, it's that he's afraid.
After going through so much, he is no longer the immortal who has no heart and lungs and only knows how to fight, with Fengxi, he has concerns, and he doesn't want to see those things that go against him.
He didn't want Feng Xi to know what he thought, so he shrugged his shoulders and pretended to be relaxed: "You have been demonic, what kind of lantern do you put on." ”
When Feng Xi heard him say this, he couldn't wait to throw the birdcage in his hand to the side, and then scratch Shen Yan.
The spirit bird eating rice grains in the cage seemed to suddenly perceive Feng Xi's thoughts, and the rice grains did not eat them, fluttering their wings in a panic, and screaming at Feng Xi.
Feng Xi glanced at it with disgust, but didn't throw it out in the end, and retorted to Shen Yan with his mouth: "You are racist." ”
"Well," Shen Yan's straightforward attitude made Feng Xi a little stunned, "It's just discriminating against you." ”
“......”
Feng Xi didn't know how to refute this sentence.
It seems that she has never said Shen Yan in her kung fu. Then and now.
Feng Xi was a little discouraged by what she said, and she retracted her head, her voice muffled, "Then how did you get the money before?"
Feng Xi, who had not received an answer before, always remembered this in his heart. Now that I have an opportunity, I have to ask clearly.
Shen Yan didn't seem to want to hide it from her, but said a little awkwardly, "Let's talk about it first, don't look down on me." ”
Feng Xi suddenly became interested, and quickly nodded for fear that he would suddenly regret it, "Okay, okay, you just say it." ”
Shen Yan struggled for a long time, and then he opened his mouth to tell the truth.
"Do you remember the first time you saw me, where was it?"
Feng Xi was asked this question.
Is it the first time?
It seems that a long, long time ago, at the ceremony of Zhu Jiujiu (the emperor and queen above), I saw at a glance the indifferent young man who was hidden in the crowd and completely different from everything around him.
She was in a trance, but it seemed that Shen Yan said that it was not so long ago.
Shen Yan saw that she didn't speak, and immediately understood the hesitation in her heart. So he went on,
"At that time, you had just come out of Guixi Mountain, pulled away the other people, walked straight in front of me, and asked me to show you palmistry. ”
Feng Xi was stunned, it turned out that what he said was this "encounter".
Thinking of so many warblers and warblers around him that day, Yanyan also laughed out loud, "So, you are going back to your old business and going to show others palmistry?"
"Yes, this is my old job of surviving in the human world!" Saying that, Shen Yan also thought of the picture of that day, and immediately added, "But this time, it's all for those dumb children, and I haven't seen a girl's hand!"
Feng Xi was amused by his anxious explanation, but at the same time, she was also cold, it turned out that what he thought was "first meeting" was not the same time as her.
As if making a final resistance to herself, Feng Xi asked again unwillingly, "Do you think that was the 'first' time we met?"
Shen Yan's smile froze, even on the day Nie Xiaosheng was there, she said that she remembered it before, but he didn't believe it after all.
It's like lying to himself, he always looks forward to it, and Feng Xi is best not to think about it all the time.
But now that she heard Feng Xi's words, her heart sank a little, and she asked uncertainly, "You...... Do you remember?"
"Huh. ”
Shen Yan's cautious appearance made her feel like she was watching a play without self-awareness.
At that time, she had already admitted that she remembered the past, but he still didn't believe it after all.
Between them, she is the only one who believes in him after all.
Shen Yan also sensed Feng Xi's indifference, and hurriedly recalled the previous days, but no matter what he thought, he just couldn't remember the first time they met.
It seems that since he won the first battle, the old man of the Phoenix clan who was supposed to marry the peacock suddenly stubbornly wanted to marry him.
If you really want to talk about the first meeting, you may only start from the wedding day.
Shen Yan blamed himself, in the end, he didn't care about her.
Feng Xi saw his embarrassed look, and no longer forced him, "You don't have to think about it, I was originally wishful thinking to marry you, you don't remember, it's normal." ”
"I ...... I'm sorry, Fengxi, I don't remember......"
Shen Yan blames herself for her past mistakes, but she doesn't want to make up any romantic words to deceive her.
"No, you don't have to tell me 'I'm sorry'......"
Feng Xi shook his head and blinked vigorously, his eyelashes seemed to be stained with something crystalline, which merged with the clear glow of the moonlight.
Shen Yan didn't know that Feng Xi's liking for him was hundreds of years earlier than he thought.
In the end, he only sighed, and strode into the darkness with the scrawny girl on his back.
Behind him was a starlight all over the ground, sprinkled on the backs of the two.
Shen Yan calmly carried Feng Xi on his back, just like carrying the rest of his life.
So cautious, and don't dare to relax at all.
Even if there is an abyss ahead, this time, he will do his best to shelter her from the wind and rain.
Originally, he missed the heart that was crazy about him first, and he didn't expect Feng Xi to forgive him again.
For the rest of his life, it would be better to be accompanied by him.
At the ends of the earth, as long as you have you for the rest of your life, everywhere is home.