Late one night in the third year of high school, maybe the teachers were already asleep, but Qingwen was lying on the bed, and she was just lying down.

Anxious, I'm anxious.

Qingwen is very clear about her current state.

Why do you want to go to a university?

Why don't you fall in love, why don't you play games, why don't you sleep。。。。。

The last one is the most annoying, and it is also the most concerned issue at the moment.

If you want to be in love, you want to play a game of tension and excitement, you want to eat so-and-so, you want to finish your homework, you want to go to sleep。。。。。。

I'm insomnia, Qingwen really wants to be like this when she is studying.

As soon as I put the book back in my bag, I was in the spirit of TM.

What a thing?

But Qingwen actually knew deep in her heart why she couldn't sleep.

I didn't finish my homework。。。。。。

Ashamed, very ashamed.

But I really can't finish it, Qingwen silently pulled the corner of the quilt to her face, trying to escape this fact.

If you can't finish it, you have to get up early, not to get up early to do homework, but to get up early to copy homework, copy homework to make up, and the time will be even more insufficient.

Mr. Lu Xun once said that wasting other people's time for no reason is actually tantamount to making money and killing people.

PS: Lu Xun: I really said this.

To do this myself is to waste my own life again.

So I'm killing myself.

So why take the college entrance exam?

Qingwen began to think about this question.

Requested by parents.

But actually, their requirements are very emmmmmmmm, you know, very human.

That is, the grades are good, well, next time I will do my best (should) take the test better.

Requested by the teacher.

First of all, I am the legendary "key class" and "experimental class", and the teacher must cultivate a sufficient number of students who can pass the "key class".

Secondly, his grades are only a little worse than those of very good scholars (in my opinion, they are actually much worse, and they may even be a moat.) ）

Therefore, your grades must be on a certain score line, otherwise you will be forced to talk and talk.

However, in fact, this score line is actually because the grades of the students in the class are different, so the line given by the teacher is much lower than their normal level (it is really a lot)

So the real anxiety comes from the demands of one's own heart.

Anxiety caused by fear of the future and therefore the resulting uneasiness.

I don't have a dream.

Qingwen laughed at herself in a low voice.

There is no eh.

So if your future life is like a day in the future, repeating work day by day, then it will be a complete failure, when she thinks of this, Qingwen feels that she is going to suffocate,

It turned out that I just covered the quilt for too long and forgot to take it off.

Quickly open it and breathe in the cold night air.

I want to travel the world, I want to work freely, I want to work, live, and fall in love with people with high EQ and high IQ, I want life to be exquisite and interesting, and I don't have to worry about money.

But these are not dreams.

It's fantasy.

Qingwen thinks that she is still very rational and breaks her imagination.

In fact, I just want to get a high score in the perfect sense, and I have full marks in all subjects, and I walked by proudly under the surprised eyes of my classmates, parents, and teachers.

However, this is not a dream.

It's fantasy.

Qingwen broke again.

So imagine that you have been admitted to the legendary Tsinghua University and Peking University, and since then you will have an annual salary of millions as soon as you graduate, and it is not clear how many millions, in short, you can make a lot of money, have a very high status, and have very high achievements.

Stop!

Qingwen stopped for the third time.

Anyway, none of this is possible.

No matter what kind of books Qingwen reads, what kind of stories she hears, and what kind of people she meets, Qingwen always feels that she can't reach such a life.

Because of the real scrolls and the real problems on the scrolls, Qingwen knows that she just needs time and a lot of practice to have the slightest possibility to make it.

Every time she encounters these questions, Qingwen seems to be doing an extremely difficult multiple-choice question.

To do it or not to do it.

To do it is to exhaust the finite time in the infinite mind, and 。。。。。。 Can't think of it.

I may be able to figure it out, but I don't have time to practice it myself.

If she doesn't do it, Qingwen knows that she is at the end, and her current score is her best score.

It is impossible to get a perfect score, and it is impossible to get a perfect score in this life.

So why do you want to go to university?

This question should become:

It has already taken a lot of time and energy to maintain my current score, why do you want to get a higher score, make yourself so tired, so anxious, just to get into college, a better university forever?

Of course, depending on each person's actual situation, this question can also be asked to yourself.

1. Even if I spend all the time studying before the college entrance examination, I don't care if I can do it, even if I can, I won't be able to get into college!

So why go to university?

2 I just want to do something else, teachers and parents, you have the ability to mess with me, I'm just rubbish, this is my life, I just want to take the road of not taking the university entrance examination, off

NMMP thing.

So why do you ask me to take the test, and I have to take the test?

3 I've worked really hard, but I'm really not smart, and I really can't squeeze out so much time to study.

I'm under a lot of pressure, in this class, in this school, in this world, there are too many naturally smart people, they don't need to study much, they can take the same test as me, or even higher than me, learning is not suitable for me at all, I don't have the talent to learn!

So why would someone like me go to college? or a super good university (which is actually just a good university)?

4 Oh. My family has money. Beep – (Silenced)

I have five sets of ——— beeps in my house———

I-beep———

I haven't said anything!

I can make money without going to college, more than those college students, why should I go to college. (This is really making money by relying on ability)

But more than that。。。。。。

I've heard, I've learned, and the media has reported in the media, such as Ma, how low the math score in the college entrance examination is, but he is super successful!

So why should I go to university?

5 I'm just lazy, lazy。。。。。。 (too lazy to speak)

。。。。。。

In short, it's such a question, you have to ask it in your heart.

Then you can know why you don't want to take the test.

But the struggle will still be there.

Because people have long known that hard work does not necessarily pay off, just like farming depends on the sky to eat, God does not eat, it is a troubled time, and it will not be able to live, which has little to do with whether there is hard farming.

However, time always passes, and people always have to do something in life.

If you want to take the university exam, you will naturally take the exam, and if you want to take the exam better, you will face those pressures, and try your best to fight hard.

If you don't want to take the test, then you should at least get more sleep.

Qingwen had insomnia for a few days, but at the end, she fell asleep in the fantasy she had and forgot to answer the question she was thinking about.

Tomorrow we will face another problem!

Homework, to copy or not to copy!