Chapter 105: Not all the way

"When people live, they always look forward. ”

Shen Yan said this sentence with feeling, and Feng Xi beside him was silent.

He looked at the misty side of the mountain, and a golden light jumped out from there, with a golden dazzling light, rising.

Just when he thought it was a new beginning, he suddenly heard a "bang"!

Frightened, Shen Yan hurriedly turned her head, only to see Feng Xi smiling miserably, her heart came out, a sharp stone was deeply inserted there, and warm blood was gurgling out.

Shen Yan didn't react for a long time, until Feng Xi "banged" and fell straight down in front of him.

Shen Yan didn't know how he helped Feng Xi up, he hugged her, felt the temperature in his arms, and dissipated little by little.

He didn't dare to touch the stone in her heart, thinking that she should have picked it up if she asked him to go first.

Feng Xi smiled in his arms, with a relieved face, "Finally, finally free......"

"Fengxi, Fengxi......"

He grabbed her hand tightly, and ran back anxiously with her.

He didn't want to be like this, they had just reconciled, and she couldn't just leave.

What should he do? What should he do?

However, Feng Xi has no desire to live, she is smiling, making a final goodbye, and there is no trace of memory.

"Shen, Shenyan...... You're right......"

"Don't say it, don't say it......"

Shen Yan was so anxious, now he didn't want to hear anything, the only thing in his mind was to hope that she would be safe.

"Listen, listen to me......" Feng Xi struggled, wanting to tell him all the words of his life at once, "You are right, 'the stars are not last night', it is no longer the stars of the past, how can it be similar again?"

Feng Xi shed a lot of blood, dyeing Shen Yan's clean robe red.

She had shed so much blood that he looked scared.

"Everything is for you, but in my place, 'except for Wushan is not a cloud', the best thing is the past-"

"What you can't go back to is the past. ”

She seemed to be saying that between them, there was no going back to the past.

He put her on the couch in the small room, his face was also stained with warm blood, he didn't have time to change his clothes, he quickly released the spirit bird on the table, Shen Yan frowned, trembling hands, and pinched a trick.

Only the spirit bird could hear clearly, and all he kept saying was one sentence,

"Don't have anything, don't have ......"

The spirit bird received his inspiration, and the moment it flew out, it kept roaring to the sky, sad and sad.

It didn't dare to slack off for a moment, Feng Xi was in danger, and he wanted to hurry back to the Nine Heavens to call the Heavenly Doctor.

In the process of waiting for the heavenly doctor to come, Shen Yan stayed by Feng Xi's side, watching her sweat profusely, moistening her handkerchief, and carefully wiping off the beads of sweat for her, just like not long ago, washing off the blood stains on her face.

It turns out that a person's fate can be so many in a day.

Shen Yan's frowning brows never let go.

It's just that Feng Xi in a coma, her attachment to the past doesn't seem to have eased at all. Shen Yan got closer, only to hear what he had been saying,

"Get me out of here, out of here......"

Shen Yan's heart was half cold, he re-done, and looked at the person in front of him.

Although the mouth of the heart has stopped, it has long been soaked with blood, and the wound on the forehead has already scarred. So Feng Xi, who wants to save face, is undoubtedly the ugliest this time, but it is also the most pitiful.

Listening to her faint breath quietly, Shen Yan was afraid that if she didn't pay attention, there would be no more her in this world.

Just like just now, taking advantage of his carelessness, he didn't know where she picked up such a sharp stone.

also took advantage of her carelessness, this girl worked hard and inserted sharp stones into her heart.

If he had found out earlier, he might not have made such a mistake.

After all, he was careless.

So Shen Yan kept holding his hand, waiting for the arrival of the Heavenly Doctor......

......

For the first time, Shen Yan felt that time could pass so slowly, and if he waited for a moment longer, the uneasiness in his heart would be even heavier.

He paced back and forth, looking at the closed door, his hands already sweating.

He's nervous.

The spirit bird saw his uneasiness at a glance, flapped its wings to his shoulder, and jumped twice as if comfortingly.

Shen Yan glanced at him sideways, and said to himself, "It's okay, it's okay......"

It seems to be comforting the spirit bird, but it is more like comforting itself.

When the moon rose, it was another starry night.

The door, which had never been ringing, suddenly there was a movement.

Shen Yan watched the Heavenly Doctor come out of it little by little, as if he was extremely tired. He looked at it, was suddenly stunned, and did not immediately catch up.

At that moment, he was scared in his heart. He was afraid of seeing the Heavenly Doctor shaking his head helplessly, afraid of hearing the Heavenly Doctor's helpless sigh, and even more afraid of hearing the answer that was difficult for him to accept in his heart.

Fortunately, the Heavenly Doctor did not sigh or shake his head, looking at Shen Yan who stopped in place and did not dare to take a step, he smiled and nodded.

The soul that was on the verge of collapse seemed to be pulled back all at once.

Shen Yan looked at the Heavenly Doctor's comforting smile, and slowly, the corners of his mouth also curved.

The stone hanging in his heart finally landed, Shen Yan stepped on the moonlight, couldn't wait any longer, and rushed straight over.

"She, how is she?"

Although he had already guessed the answer in his heart, he still wanted to hear the assurances of the heavenly doctor with his own ears. So he asked in a trembling voice.

"The stones have been taken out, they didn't hurt the vital point, don't worry, you'll be fine after a few days of rest. ”

is worthy of being the first day doctor of the Nine Heavens, and his speech is all kind.

People like them have seen how many births, old age, sickness and death, and Rao is the first time to see such a patient who pierces his heart with stones, and he is also unfazed.

So people are always, doctors, always bodhisattvas in this world, but they are also the most ruthless people in this world.

That's true.

Shen Yan heard the personal confirmation of the Heavenly Doctor, and then he regained his voice, and seemed to be a little overwhelmed with excitement, muttering in his mouth, "It's okay, it's okay......

However, he shook all the way and went straight to Feng Xi's side.

The Celestial Doctor smiled, glanced back at the crazy man, and then looked down at the spirit bird on the ground.

He squatted down, stretched out his hand, and said, "Let's go, I'll take you back to the Nine Heavens." ”

The little spirit bird tilted his head to look at the humble gentleman in front of him, glanced down at the clean hand, and then looked at the room full of tenderness behind him, so he happily jumped into the palm of the heavenly doctor's hand.

Although this spirit bird is formed, these days, looking at the two people who love to come and go, they have more or less given birth to spiritual consciousness. He seemed to understand that there was no need for others to exist here, even if it was a tiny bird, it was not allowed.

And = So the heavenly doctor stood in the clouds with his hands in his hands, and the spirit bird stood on his shoulder, one person and one bird, straight up to the clouds.

......

This is the first time Shen Yan has taken care of people, and he went to buy a "Good Appearance Home Handbook".

He looked at the description in the booklet and said that if a man wants to firmly grasp a woman's heart, the first step is not to start from the "stomach", but to start with laundry and cooking.

Shen Yan never thought that he would one day secretly read this kind of book, and he even made the gods believe in the evil in it.

A few days later, the first person Feng Xi who was in a coma opened his eyes and saw it, without even thinking about it, was Shen Yan.

It's just that...... Doesn't seem to be the same as the previous one?

I saw Shen Yan wearing an apron around his body, holding a broom in his hand, and was bending down to sweep the ground.

However, the most striking ...... Or the two big pink flowers pinned to the top of his head!

Feng Xi twitched the corners of her mouth, thinking that she was hallucinating. wanted to cough to attract the person's attention, but it suddenly touched the wound in her heart, and she couldn't help coughing several times in a row.

was humming a little tune, leisurely sweeping the ground and sinking down, as soon as he heard the movement behind him, the frightened tiger body was shocked, and he quickly turned around, a little nervous and didn't know what to say.

The little eyes kept glancing around the room, but he didn't dare to look at Feng Xi, "You...... Are you awake?"

Shen Yan held back for a long time, and then he held back a few words.

Feng Xi looked at him with an awkward look, and was about to ask him what was going on with that dress. But as soon as I looked up, I saw the familiar mountain shadow outside the window, and immediately my voice became cold, "Heh, I'm bent on death, why do you save me?"

Shen Yan immediately heard her indifference, and he didn't have time to care about the bells and whistles of his hand, threw the broom, and walked in front of Feng Xi in two steps, his tone was extremely domineering,

"I don't want you to think about it anymore!"

He looked at Feng Xi who was slight-eyed with angry eyes, she didn't know that the incident a few days ago made him worry and fear when he thought about it.

When Feng Xi heard this, it was different from his, "I'm a useless person, why are you holding a good Nine Heavens God of War, what are you attached to a waste person like me?"

"Nothing is as good as you. ”

Shen Yan didn't think about it, so he blurted out, so the two people in the room were stunned.

Feng Xi reacted first, opened his eyes and looked at the mountain outside the window, sat up solemnly, and said with some sarcasm: "Shen Yan, after so long, what's the point of saying this? Didn't you bring me here just to torture me? I'm dead, isn't it just what you want?"

She held the corners of her mouth, and sat up straight, regardless of the pain in her heart.

Shen Yan was a little stunned, she didn't expect her to think like this, and quickly explained, "No, Fengxi, I never thought of harming you, it's not like you think......"

"Oh?" Feng Xi heard what he said, as if he suddenly became interested, and re-met his gaze, Shen Yan saw the mockery in his eyes more clearly, "How is that?"

Feng Xi looked at him nonchalantly, "Don't say that you are in love with me now, and you are willing to let me die, you just want me to get out of my self-blame." ”

What she said was what Shen Yan was thinking.

But when she met her eyes, Shen Yan was a little sad, and said weakly, "What if I say that what you say is true?"

"Heh," Feng Xi chuckled, "and you still want me to believe you?"

She pulled open the layers of bloody wounds and showed him how much pain the belief in him had caused her.

"I believe in you, I believe that you can give me a start, but where do you see where you have taken me? I believe in you, I believe that you will take me away and fly high, but you let me watch the laughter of others here?"

"Shen Yan, are you going too far, or do I not believe you?"

She questioned him, her voice sharpening.

Shen Yan listened, speechless. Because what Feng Xi said is all true, but why is his heart so painful?

Feng Xi saw that he couldn't say it, as if he was finally tired, and her eyes returned to the crowded Guixi Mountain outside the window, and she sighed: "Even if you take me back to the Nine Heavens, we won't be like this." ”

"You want the future, I'm obsessed with the past, so Shen Yan, don't you understand?"

"We've never been all the way. ”