Chapter 107: A Cup of Wine Honors the Deceased

Chapter 107: A Cup of Wine Honors the Deceased

Feng Xi's face looked at the wet soil under his feet with some incredulity, and he didn't react for a while.

Shen Yan watched with bated breath on the side, as if he couldn't bear to break this tranquility, and finally wanted to bring back the lost person.

"Fengxi?"

In this quiet atmosphere, Shen Yan was careful even when he spoke, fearing that if he didn't pay attention, this thin air would suddenly shatter.

Feng Ximu sighed, as if he hadn't heard it, and looked at the gourd on the ground, as if he had seen his favorite thing suddenly dissipate.

She squatted down sadly, leaned forward, knelt down with a "bang", picked up the gourd on the ground with trembling fingers, held it in the palm of her hand and looked at it carefully, as if to see if it had been broken somewhere.

"Why isn't it broken? Why isn't it broken?"

Feng Xi asked to herself, as if she especially hoped to find a crack on the gourd, even if it was a very small crack, I am afraid it would be a comfort in Feng Xi's heart.

But the gourd is not a fragile thing after all, no matter how many times Feng Xi looks back and forth, this gourd is as intact as ever, and there is no sign of being broken or about to be broken.

At that time, Feng Xi looked like a child who was not satisfied, and in the end he was so anxious that he couldn't hold back his temper anymore.

Shen Yan watched, Feng Xi took a deep breath, she didn't cry, it was like tears had flowed out.

The top of Guixi Mountain is the closest place to heaven in the human world.

Between the narrow heaven and earth, Feng Xi suddenly raised his head and let out a heart-rending howl, "Ah-"

Grief-stricken, liver and intestines broken.

Shen Yan can describe this way, because when he listens, his heart is like a knife. At that moment, the Emperor of Heaven was sad for her, and every grass and tree in the cemetery seemed to understand her wail.

The flowers break their bowels and the leaves cry.

It's like the deceased, giving Feng Xi the loudest response.

Shen Yan wanted to walk over and hug her, hugging this poor girl who was crying blood. But as if he had been spelled, or he was weighed a thousand pounds on his body, he didn't know how to take this first step.

As if he had finally finished roaring with all the strength of his body, Feng Xi ignored the fact that his body was already covered in blood, and at this moment, the target in front of him was only the wine glass in front of the Qiwu stele.

Feng Xi smiled, as if she saw the silver-haired young man who was smiling in the past, she crawled over with her hands and feet, laughed and laughed, picked up the wine glass, mixed the blood and mud from the corner of her mouth, and drank it together.

Crisp and decisive, chic.

Then she stood up with difficulty holding on to the stele, and staggered and didn't want anyone to help her, so she stood in front of the stele of Qiwu.

She bowed her head and added another glass of wine.

This gourd is good for wine, even if it is spilled in half of it, when you need it, you will still have some of it.

"First cup, toast!"

She said so proudly, free and easy to drink, raising a glass and drinking, regardless of the blood at the corner of her mouth.

Then she continued to walk to the monument of Nie Shuyuan and Aunt Nie, and toasted two more glasses.

She said: "Uncle and aunt, I am sorry for your efforts! It was you who made me feel the warmth of home for the first time, and I have nothing to reciprocate, but I promise that Xiao Sheng will have no worries about food and clothing for the rest of his life!"

It was as if she was making a final goodbye.

Then he turned around, looked at the cold stone tablets, his eyes swept aside, and almost all flashed in his mind what that person was like before his life.

It was she who was sorry for them, sorry for their trust, sorry for their care.

With a wave of her hand, she tossed the glass out. Then he directly lifted the flask and poured it at himself.

Blood, mud and wine, the three were mixed together, Feng Xi knew what it tasted like, it was an indescribable guilt.

I want to do my best to make amends, but the person is gone, and she is no longer what she used to be.

It's helplessness, powerlessness, and hatred of yourself.

Shen Yan watched from the side, unable to move or make a sound. In fact, no one put any spells on him, and it was he who set a prison for himself at the beginning, and it was also an indulgence of Feng Xi in his heart.

But looking at Feng Xi, who was gradually making crazy moves, his pupils gradually shrank, and he was afraid that something would happen to her.

But he also understands that he can't be disturbed now, and after this experience, everything will be calm.

When the last drop of crystal wine in the wine jug slowly dripped into Feng Xi's mouth, she threw the gourd away.

It's like holding a hot potato, and when her hand is blurred by the hot flesh, Feng Xi is willing to let her go.

They all understood that this was a kind of punishment for Feng Xi to himself, but it was also a kind of redemption.

She smiled wildly, like a wild flower on the edge of a cliff, with an endless abyss under her, and a broad sky of hope when she looked up, they were the same, tenacious and unwilling.

Shen Yan had to admit that at that moment, he admired Feng Xi from the bottom of his heart.

"Hahaha...... It's been a long time since I've drunk so much!" The undry evening breeze blew her pride, and in an instant, she seemed to have returned to the simplest days of drinking wine and eating meat.

"Hey, I said little monster, why did your alcohol suddenly become so bad, a glass of wine only went down, this ...... What kind of drunk is this, hahaha......"

"Maomao, you usually train me the most fiercely!How about it? Do you dare now?"

"Yo yo yo, this is not the little girl of Zhuo Feng's sister-in-law's family, say!When did you learn to drink behind your mother's back!"

"Little girl can't drink, hiccup...... You want to be like the one next door to you...... That Yue girl is the same, what rouge, pearl powder, all, all of them!"

“......”

Feng Xi probably saw something, a moment of fierceness, a moment of seriousness, crazy and crazy.

And all these things in her mouth, in Shen Yan's eyes, are just lonely stone tablets.

As Feng Xi spoke, she suddenly snorted, and her face froze with a smile. Looking back carefully, she hasn't said goodbye to their group of people yet!

"But there is no such thing as a feast in the world......

Shen Yan's heartache, if Feng Xi doesn't understand anything, in fact, she knows best.

As soon as the words turned, Feng Xi raised his head and blinked, trying to hold back the little crystal that was about to overflow.

After packing himself up, Feng Xi had to look at the rows of tombstones again, or rather, face the old and young of Guixi Mountain again.

"Our fate of returning to Xishan is probably coming to an end. She seemed to be pretending to be relaxed, trying to maintain the previous brisk atmosphere, "From now on, you can pack your bags and go to the Three Realms wherever you want, you can go right away!"

No matter how happy she laughs, she can't compare to the afterglow of the sunset in the western mountains.

"But don't go too far...... It's too far away, I'm afraid I won't find you......"

As she spoke, she became more and more aggrieved, as if she was pleading.

"Eh, Yue girl, you are not allowed to cry! crying and crying, like a demon who returns to the mountains!"

She pretended to be angry, but there was silence for a moment, and no one cried or answered on the empty mountain.

It was the first time Feng Xi heard the wind whistling in her ears so clearly.

"...... not found"

Her smile suddenly narrowed, and she repeated it in a low voice.

Raising her head again, she looked around blankly, as if she had finally accepted the facts in front of her, and suddenly laughed: "Haha...... Yes, I can't find it, I can't find it!"

Feng Xi's eyes suddenly became more angry, her eyes were red, she strode to the nearest tombstone, raised her palm, and waved down!

I don't know how much effort it took, but the stele remained unmoving.

Feng Xi's thin hand turned red all of a sudden, but she didn't feel any pain at all, and suddenly knelt beside the stone tablet like she lost her strength.

She withdrew her hand and hung her head so low that it was impossible to see her expression.

"You, how could you, become like this......"

Shen Yan looked at it, his eyes darkened a little, and when he saw Feng Xi, who suddenly returned to calm, he knew that this was about to pass.

The "forbidden spell" was also suddenly untied at this moment, he silently walked to Feng Xi's side, squatted down, and then vaguely heard what she had been whispering in her mouth, but he couldn't hear it clearly.

"It's okay. ”

Shen Yan might as well comfort her, just like others comfort themselves on weekdays, she raised her hand and gently patted Feng Xi's shoulder.

He didn't dare to push too hard, for fear that with a little effort, he would knock Feng Xi down.

However, Feng Xi seemed to not know that there was suddenly another person around her, and she still lowered her head and said something in her mouth.

Shen Yan also sighed helplessly, remembering that the movement that Feng Xi made just now was indeed not small, but no one came to look for them, afraid that someone was watching all this from behind.

When Shen Yan was thinking about it, Yu Guang suddenly glanced at the girl beside him, and he was about to lean back unsupportively.

The body was as fast as a brain, and at the moment when his heart was suffocated, he immediately reached out to catch her, so that Feng Xi did not fall heavily on the ground, afraid that she would suddenly disappear.

At the last moment when Feng Xi remained conscious, she tightly pulled Shen Yan's sleeves and looked at the sky with a dull gaze.

Shen Yan looked at her slightly trembling lips, feeling as if she was about to say something. When he put his face to Feng Xi's mouth, he finally heard Feng Xi's most relieved sentence in his life.

It is also the sentence he wants to hear the most.

What Feng Xi said was, "Don't blame me...... I, I'm finally going to, let you go......"

For a moment, Shen Yan cried with joy, and he replied repeatedly: "Don't complain about you, don't blame you, they won't complain about you." ”

Feng Xi, who has been trapped by resentment for so long, finally dares to remove the haze and see the light that has been lost for a long time.

He was even more excited than Feng Xi.

Excitedly, he didn't pay attention to when Feng Xi fainted, he picked up the thin her, and happily walked out of this cemetery that was finally relieved, he promised her,

"I'll take you home, Fengxi, I'll take you home......"

......

"Is it uncomfortable?" Zi Lin smiled slyly, poking the hearts of those around her, "She doesn't belong to you anymore." ”

Looking at the departing back in the mirror, Qing Yue's indifferent eyes have never changed.

He came here early in the morning, and he didn't dare to forget this day.

So he had already commanded everyone not to stop them or leave them alone.

These tombstones were carved by himself one by one after Feng Xi left the Demon Realm.

Maybe it's to give his heart a little relief, or maybe he hopes that when Feng Xi sees it, he can reduce his hatred for him.

Obviously, he said that he would not care, but he hid in the main hall of this mountain with Zi Linhe and quietly watched everything.

The first time Feng Xi appeared in the mirror, his eyes moved. Then, like looking at a stranger, I read it all.

But he stood in front of the mirror for a long time, but betrayed his heart.

So Zi Linhe sneered and asked him, "Is it uncomfortable?"

Qing Yue didn't answer, until the person in the mirror disappeared and Zi Lin and Ye went out of the hall, he heard his own voice,

"It's uncomfortable, but I don't regret it. ”

"Fengxi, bless you. ”