Guido: It's hard to say

I was originally raised by Feng Xi unintentionally, but in the end, I became the little guy next to the fairy who hates flowers and plants the most.

By the time I turned into a human form, Feng Xi was no longer in the Nine Heavens, and I was alone when Shen Yan was angry, turning into a human form and facing him alone.

I still remember that when Feng Xi had just entered reincarnation, the man who was always fresh and dull sat like that for a few days in the spotless courtyard.

I timidly walked up to him and whispered, "Immortal?"

His eyes were sloppy, as if it had been half a century before he found himself, and glanced at me without a trace of emotion, and just when I thought he was going to break up my chapter, he let out a salty "um".

This was a bit of a surprise to me, but it was to be expected.

After all, in those years, I, as a grass in the corner, saw the story in this yard better than the two of them.

Seeing Shen Yan's depressed appearance now, I just thought, those years were just like songs, and he could see that Shen Yan had already understood other feelings for Feng Xi, but he had never been willing to admit it, and he had never been able to see his heart clearly.

It wasn't until the man was actually gone that he had some regrets.

And in those days when the years were like songs, I always remembered the girl who followed Feng Xi.

What she still can't remember, I'll tell her about it.

Thousands of years ago in the Nine Heavens, Feng Xi did not marry into this courtyard alone, she was accompanied by another little girl, who looked smaller than Feng Xi, and Guido often heard Feng Xi call her, Xiaobai.

When Guido first came out, it was not the "grass lover" Feng Xi who discovered him first, but the fairy named "Xiaobai" next to her.

One day she squatted in front of him, shrouding him in a huge shadow, and she smiled sweetly and said, "Ah, there is another little grass." ”

As he spoke, the jade hand gently patted off the remaining dew of last night on his body.

That day, Shen Yan and Feng Xi seemed to have gone to a certain banquet. In the huge courtyard, only Xiaobai and Idle had nothing to do chatting with him.

She seemed to treat the little grass as a human being, sat next to her with her knees hugged, looked down at him, and said with some sadness: "Alas, I don't know if it's a good thing for you to be born, and in a few days, I don't know if the immortals will pull you out." ”

At that time, although Guido had only been born for a short time, he had a vague spiritual consciousness at an early age.

He seemed to understand the regret in her words, and although he couldn't speak, he tried hard to put his two deception little green leaves, saying that he had never heard of this matter.

Xiaobai suddenly seemed to have discovered a new world, and couldn't help but be surprised: "Ah, can you understand me?"

Guido quickly swung again, indicating that he understood.

Xiaobai seemed to have found the object to confide in in an instant, got up from the ground at once, and squatted in front of him again, at first she was still smiling brightly, but with a smile and a smile, she suddenly pouted again, and said sullenly: "Actually, sometimes I am quite envious of Shangxian, and my sister Feng likes him so much, what a blessing it really has!"

As soon as she was wronged, she lowered her head and drew circles on the ground, and continued: "If only there was someone who could like me so much." ”

When she said this, her eyes were full of hope.

Perhaps it was from that moment that Guido suddenly determined his gender. He thought Xiaobai was so good-looking when she smiled, and he didn't want her to be sad all day long.

So when he later transfigured, he finally became a responsible person.

After Feng Xi and the others came back that night, Xiao Bai happily ran to Feng Xi's side room and told her that there was another grass that had just emerged in the yard today, and it was also very spiritual.

Although she didn't mention that she wanted to leave the grass behind, the light in her eyes revealed her full expectation.

Feng Xi smiled, thinking that this girl has been by her side since she returned to the throne as an immortal, and she is unknown, and she has not asked for anything so far.

It's better to take a risk and make the little girl happy, and if it can be successful, it will also add a touch of fresh color to this plain and monotonous yard.

So Feng Xi was bold and discussed with the man for a while, and finally won the land.

It was originally for the little girl, and Feng Xi planted some vegetables in it, just to pretend in front of Shen Yan.

After a long time, she forgot about it, and Xiaobai was probably afraid that her vegetables would block the sunlight of the grass, so she let them all wither in the end, and she didn't take care of Feng Xi once, and even didn't bother to remind her in the end.

Under Xiaobai's careful care, Guido was gradually able to speak.

It's just that every time there is no one around, he dares to talk to his closest Xiaobai.

But most of the time, it was Xiaobai who was talking, and he listened quietly.

And Xiaobai is just talking about the troubles these days, such as why Shen Yan Shangxian must take Sister Feng's phoenix spirit to save an irrelevant person, and why Shen Yan Shangxian just can't see Sister Feng's good ......

In short, in those years when everything was still right, Guido would occasionally see Shen Yan Shangxian's intolerance for his wife, but not to anyone.

At that time, Guido could see clearly, but he didn't know how to talk to Xiaobai.

He felt that as long as they were happy with each other, they would definitely be together one day regardless of their previous suspicions.

He thinks it's good to listen to Xiaobai say this, because she can express the unhappiness she has suppressed in her heart, and he is willing to share her troubles. In this way, sooner or later there will be a smile on his face.

But during that time, he was busy cultivating, and he didn't pay much attention to Xiaobai's emotions, and even when she didn't talk to him for a few days, he didn't pay attention to it.

He has only one thought in his head, that is, to transform into a human form as soon as possible, and the first person he wants to see is Xiaobai.

He wanted to tell her in person that he wanted to protect her and keep her happy and happy.

Who knew that it was just that day, when he finally conjured into a human form, he heard the news that Feng Xi had jumped into reincarnation.

And at that time, he knew that it was Shen Yan who finally pulled out the phoenix spirit and used it to save the uninvited guest from the world.

He also knew in his heart that Xiaobai, who he was thinking about, finally followed Feng Xi.

He can't let go of Xiaobai, just as she can't let go of Fengxi.

How he ended up in Shen Yan's courtyard, he didn't know.

He only remembered that a few days later, when he saw a certain immortal sitting in the courtyard in a daze, he instantly became angry.

I heard that the woman in the world, after getting the phoenix spirit, gradually improved, Shen Yan took her around on a whim.

But after all, the good times didn't last long, and the woman's flesh was mortal, and in the end she couldn't accept the powerful power of the phoenix, and the two were incompatible, and finally the phoenix spirit was shattered in her body and scattered to all parts of the Three Realms, and she naturally disappeared and ceased to exist.

When he saw Shen Yan sitting there full of decadence, Gido was inexplicably sure that he was missing Feng Xi.

But everyone has been forced away by him himself, so what right does he have to continue to be indifferent?

And officially because of his unclear behavior, his Xiaobai will never see his other form again.

So in the end, Guido made up his mind to expose himself to Shen Yan, completely in his heart, a kind of anger that he didn't dare to speak.

He knew that Shen Yan didn't like them as weeds, so he wanted him to see what if he pulled out the grass in the yard over the years, in the end, there was still no fish that slipped through the net, and it was still formed.

To Guido's surprise, however, he was not only not angry. Instead, he just glanced at him faintly.

Later, he went to all parts of the Three Realms to find Fengxi, and at the same time brought back all kinds of strange flowers and plants, and finally the courtyard became a completely different appearance.

It was also Guido who found out later, because he was left by Feng Xi, so he thought, if this place becomes what Feng Xi likes, will she come back?

But facts have proved that this absurd idea, which has always been calm and clear-headed, suddenly gave birth to it, has not been realized after all.

However, he saw all the efforts of Shen Yan in those years, so after a long time, he was naturally deeply affected by his perseverance.

He has always had that person in his heart, and he has never changed.

Jiduo thought that he would never be able to see Xiaobai again in his life, until that day, Shen Yan asked him to go to Guixi Mountain to deliver invitations.

From a distance, he recognized her back at a glance.

It's just that he was a little unsure, and when he saw her face, he was stunned for a moment.

She has hardly changed from before, but now she has changed her name, Nie Xiaosheng.

Others only said that he was in love with Nie Xiaosheng, but only Guido himself knew that it was a deep love that had been with him for many years.

But Xiaobai doesn't seem to remember him at all. On the spur of the moment, he wanted to take her back, despite her struggles.

But when I saw the man named Xue Yixuan standing quietly on the side, when he saw Xiao Bai coming, he suddenly grinned and said, "Xiao Sheng." ”

And Xiaobai, it's really because of him that he tried his best not to go with him.

Only then did he know that Xiaobai, as Nie Xiaosheng, had already married Xue Yisheng.

He couldn't accept it for a while, so he ran away, and when he calmed down afterwards, he figured it out a little.

From the moment she entered reincarnation, Xiaobai was no longer Xiaobai, and she had a new life and new happiness again.

And what he has is just Xiaobai in his memory, not Xiaosheng who doesn't remember him at all.

But even if he thinks so, he still can't let go of this person.

At the moment when Guixi Mountain was slaughtered, he was more worried than anyone else, because she was still there.

At that moment, it didn't matter if it was Xiaobai or Xiaosheng.

But he is just a fairy in the end, and he can't go to the lower realm without permission.

So he tried his best to cooperate with Shen Yan and searched for the missing Feng Xi everywhere, just to ask at the moment he saw her, is she okay?

But when Shen Yan Shangxian took Feng Xi back to the Nine Heavens, he suddenly couldn't muster up his courage again. could only stand in the crowd from afar, looking at Feng Xi, who was not at all different from before, and suppressed that sentence in his heart.

The last time he saw Feng Xi, he finally couldn't help but ask.

He had a broom in his hand, fearing that the last thing he heard would be a piece of news that would devastate him.

But fortunately, before Feng Xi left, she told him the address of a person, and she said that Xiao Sheng is doing well now, together with Xue Yixuan.

It's not that he didn't want to see her, but in the end he finally let himself go.

So until it became a deserted garden, Guido did not cross the boundary.

At that time, she was newly happy, no matter how much he wanted her to remember, but in Xiaosheng's life, without him was without him.

Love is such a thing, you can't force it.

Only can be read but not said, this is Guido's thoughts about Xiaobai and his blessing to Xiaosheng.