Chen Chiyan: It's like a dark incense

"Eh, Brother Chen, go carry the water-"

"Yes, Xiao Yan is going to the school soon, and he has to boil water to cook......"

Before dawn in the morning, a small village was already busy. Every family got dark in turn, and wanted to make a hot breakfast for their children who were about to go to school.

The night was still hazy with the shadow of the village, but the smoke was already curling in it.

Chen Chiyan was born in such a small place, perhaps under the influence of the environment, the whole person's personality is so tepid, he will not get angry easily, but he will not easily take the initiative to care about someone.

But it's also strange to say that Wang Xiaoliu and Zhu Jiujiu also grew up here, although Zhu Jiujiu and Chen Chiyan have similar personalities, but they have a gentle side, and Wang Xiaoliu is completely different from the two of them, eccentric, often with the children in the village, playing everywhere, and the village is extremely lively.

But these three people, who grew up together since childhood, are very good partners, in the same school, the three of them go to school together every day.

But over time, Wang Xiaoliu didn't want to go with Chen Chiyan anymore.

Because he didn't know when, he had different feelings for Zhu Jiujiu in his heart, he was afraid that if he went too far with Chen Chiyan, his Zhu Jiujiu would no longer be his.

And as for Chen Chiyan's well-loved look, Wang Xiaoliu had to be wary.

But Chen Chiyan himself seems to be used to being alone, even if he loses two partners around him, it doesn't have much impact on him.

And the only throbbing in my heart may be when I wish Jiujiu and the meeting.

But before that, there was a girl from the city, who, like Wang Xiaoliu, was eccentric and didn't seem to understand the shyness of her daughter's family.

Chen Chiyan can't remember the girl's name anymore, only the memory remains, when she first followed her family to their village, she fell in love with Chen Chiyan at first sight, and a few days later she boasted in front of the whole village, saying that Chen Chiyan would not marry in this life.

So as soon as these words came out, whenever she came to him happily, if there were other people next to her, whether they were adults or children, they would look clear and look at Chen Chiyan with a smile.

Some adults laughed loudly on the side when the girl came to him: "Yo, Xiaoyan, your little daughter-in-law is coming to you again?"

At this time, the girl didn't explain, just turned around and smiled sweetly at the man, then walked up to Chen Chiyan, and shyly wanted to pull his sleeve.

Chen Chiyan will always be completely disturbed by this inexplicable public opinion.

He would always frown, brushed the girl away with a look of disgust, and then looked coldly at the person who was making fun of the side, and said coldly: "She's not!"

But no matter how clearly Chen Chiyan said it, it was clear and clear, that girl seemed to have never taken it seriously, but she still relied on her family's big business and often bought Chen Chiyan all kinds of small snacks.

The adults of their family seem to spoil her very much, even if she has boasted of such a little reserved Haikou in front of the big guys, but they seem to think that it is just a joke between children, so they let her mess around.

What made Chen Chiyan even more annoyed was that his parents seemed to be extremely satisfied with this marriage, and when they saw the girl coming more than once, they hurriedly welcomed her in with a smile.

At first, Chen Chiyan didn't care much about this matter, he thought, Zuo is just a little girl who has never seen the world and is interested for a while, he should still go to the school to go to the school, and go home to eat when he should go home for dinner, thinking about ignoring her for a few days, it is estimated that the little girl will retreat by herself.

But the little girl's perseverance didn't seem to be as fragile as he thought, and after he had clearly rejected several times, the little girl still happily followed him, being a little chirping heel.

Chen Chiyan gradually became annoyed later, but the little girl did not go back with the adults in her family, but followed a grandfather who was nearly half a hundred, and lived here alone.

She seems to only have Chen Chiyan in her eyes, as long as she is free, wherever Chen Chiyan goes, she will follow. She didn't care about anything else.

I remember that once Chen Chiyan went to the street to help his mother buy something, and the girl was right behind him, looking at him with blank eyes.

Originally, the girl had followed him several times, but Chen Chiyan suddenly caught a glimpse of someone next to him, frowned, and immediately took a few steps forward, leaving the girl behind him.

So along the way, the two of them went back and forth quickly and slowly, and finally returned to their yard, and the girl looked down at her waist, and the money bag hanging there had long been gone!

Chen Chiyan saw the little girl in the yard in a hurry, and originally wanted to be cross-hearted and shut her out directly, but he didn't know why, he still didn't make this decision in the end, his heart softened, and he reopened the door and walked over.

"Don't cry. That was the first time that Chen Chiyan was not like usual, and he always treated him coldly.

However, the little girl didn't cry at all, and when she heard Chen Chiyan's awkward comfort, she quickly wiped two lines of saliva from the corners of her eyes where she couldn't see it, and tried her best to make a pitiful look, as if she had just finished crying.

Then when she turned her head and saw the anxiety on Chen Chiyan's face, the little girl immediately laughed, and comforted him in turn: "It's okay, it's okay, isn't it just a bag of money, just ...... I've done a good deed!"

In fact, what she thought in her heart was that if she could see Chen Chiyan's concern for her, she wouldn't mind dropping a few more bags of coins.

Chen Chiyan was not a fool, and when she turned around and suddenly laughed, he understood her small movements. He was a little speechless with anger, and finally glared at the girl who was smiling "haha", and went back to his yard angrily.

I don't know if I forgot to close the door, or if I didn't close it on purpose, Chen Chiyan finally left a door for her, and she also had a meal at their house by the way.

After that, it's the day to wish Jiujiu and Lu.

A few days ago, I heard her butcher's father go door-to-door in the village to say that his daughter will be in time in a few days, and everyone is welcome to come to their house to play.

And at that time, people were always the most simple that Chen Chiyan thought of later.

When a family is in trouble, the whole village will lend a helping hand, and in the same way, when a family is happy, every family will go to cheer.

So on the day of Zhu Jiujiu and Lu, her small courtyard was very lively.

The butcher's uncle looked at such a lively scene, and personally killed the big fat pig that he had been feeding for several days to entertain the visitors.

Chen Chiyan didn't want to come, but in the end he was dragged over by Wang Xiaoliu's little bastard, saying that he wanted Chen Chiyan to give him courage next to him, but in fact, he smiled and gave the gift he prepared to Zhu Jiujiu in front of everyone, and the forgotten Chen Chiyan was not annoyed, just stood outside the crowd, leisurely eating meat bite by bite.

But at a casual glance in the crowd, Chen Chiyan's heart was like a small fish on the surface of the lake that had just melted in early spring, suddenly jumped out of the water, and in the blink of an eye, it "poofed" again, submerged in the water, splashing a circle of ripples, which was difficult to dissipate.

The girl standing quietly in the crowd looked dressed similarly to the girl who had been annoying him, and it was estimated that she was a young lady from a deep boudoir that Zhu Jiujiu invited from another village.

She stood in the crowd, looked at Zhu Jiujiu with a gentle smile, and applauded quietly amid the cheers of everyone.

Xu is too far away, so that after this side, Chen Chiyan can no longer remember her appearance, and only a pink girl in his impression is standing on the opposite shore of him, under the glow of the sun, there is a circle of golden dazzling light around her body, which immediately attracts Chen Chiyan's attention.

Chen Chiyan was fascinated like this, and after the crowd dispersed, he wanted to find the girl who made him flutter, but she seemed to have evaporated from the world and never appeared again.

Later, when he heard that the army was recruiting, Chen Chiyan ran away with Wang Xiaoliu like this.

On the one hand, he wanted to go out and see it, but on the other hand, he hid his selfishness and wanted to get rid of that "annoying spirit".

Who knew that a few days after going to the barracks, he suddenly missed the chirping girl next to him.

But the desert night is bright, and only he knows it in his heart.

He thought that when the little girl saw him coming, she might give up thinking about him like this.

Who knew that on a snowy day, he happened to be on duty, and he saw the end of the snow from afar, and a weak figure gradually appeared swaying.

It was her, she crossed the mountains and rivers alone, and finally in the cold and snow, she kept rubbing her hands that were frozen red, and smiled at him: "It's cold at the border, I brought you some thick clothes, and some small pastries that you like to eat." ”

Originally, he knew that he shouldn't accept it, but when he saw her shivering in the snow, he felt that his heart was warm, and the ghost made the gods suffer it.

Including when she came once a month, he gradually felt accustomed to it. But in front of other soldiers, he always acted very indifferent. Even when he heard that she met a bandit on the way here, he said inconsequentially: "Little girl, after all, she can't stand the suffering." ”

Others asked him, aren't you worried about whether she is dead or alive?

What did he say? He was busy wiping his gun when he said in a cold voice, "It has nothing to do with me." ”

Others just sighed a few words when they heard it, but if the girl heard this, it is estimated that the whole beating heart will immediately fall silent.

But Chen Chiyan never told others that when he heard the news that she had met a bandit, he couldn't wait to go back and see with his own eyes whether the girl was still healthy.

Even to himself, he didn't want to admit it.

When he returned to the village the following year, amid the joy of the people, he asked, "What about her?"

The people who were still laughing loudly just now became silent in an instant.

She died, and on the way to deliver something to him, she was forced off the cliff by a group of bandits.

Chen Chiyan always thought that he was attracted by the frightened girl, but when he lost the girl later, he realized that he was so in love.

The biggest mistake he did in his life was that when he became Shen Yan, he didn't cherish that girl.

He also hated himself, and he didn't confirm it early in the morning that the girl who once made him feel excited was a girl and a phoenix.

So he has to make up for his mistakes, even at the expense of himself.

So he only hoped that it would be like a dark incense.