Chapter Ninety-Five: Life and Death Are Dependent

Xiang Zhuang turned his head to look at the lake again, looking at the little black fish in the lake. Gao Jian looked at him quietly. I don't know how long it took for Xiang Zhuang to turn his face again and ask: "Gao Shizhong, I am extremely embarrassed now, Ling'er has a deep affection for me, how can I bear her?"

Gao Jian saw that he couldn't make a decision, and said: "Childe can't be trapped by love, now that Childe is hated by the country and family, how can he be trapped by his own selfish feelings, it is precisely with the help of a virtuous person like the princess that he can assist Childe to achieve a great cause." ”

A bitter smile appeared on Xiang Zhuang's face after hearing this, and the past scenes with Ling'er pierced his heart one by one, and he stared at the little black fish in the lake and was silent.

Stretching for thousands of miles, with the first snowfall, the winter of Chengyang came quietly. Everyone should think this way in their hearts, and everyone agrees in their hearts. When night fell, the snow finally stopped. The first sunny day after the snow, even at night, it is a day of brilliant stars, a full moon hangs arrogantly in the sky under the pursuit of the stars, and the moonlight is extraordinarily bright.

The night after the snow is extremely cold, and how many people can give up the gentle countryside to see this cold and extremely light scenery?

Ling'er looked up in the backyard and looked at the full moon in the sky that was as full and crystal as a jade plate. She stood alone in the corner of the back garden, in a sparse bamboo forest. The bamboo is slender and slender, evergreen in winter, and it is so quiet that it is almost forgotten. Ling'er loves this bamboo lonely and self-appreciative, and has come once or twice when she is upset. It's just that every time I come here, I don't see the prosperity of people coming and going during the day, and there is always a sense of trance. They will ask themselves, where is this time, who are they, and has everything that has happened in the world really happened?

"In the dead of night, why is Ling'er here alone?" When Ling'er sank deep into her heart and almost wandered away, she suddenly heard a gentle and magnetic voice. She sighed deeply inwardly, and looked back.

Under the moonlight, Xiang Zhuang was wearing a thin black robe extremely casually, looking more handsome and strong, and he didn't seem to be afraid of the cold at all. The clean bundle of hair completely revealed his heroic face, his cheeks softened in the soft moonlight, the thick sword eyebrows were raised, and a pair of huge eyes were so bright, there was no drowsiness at all.

Ling'er suddenly felt that the person in front of him had become stranger, although they had known each other for more than a year and had experienced so many things together, but now he was going to marry someone else as his wife, and there was incomparable pain in his heart, feeling that they were about to drift apart.

Her eyes were full of tears, and she said slowly to Xiang Zhuang: "Once because of your appearance, I feel how happy it is to be a person, you make me feel warm and happy, I thought we would always be together, but I didn't expect the world to be changeable, I thought that as long as I worked hard, as long as the two of them were happy, I could love each other forever, but I didn't expect that God had already made arrangements in the dark, you are the general of Chu State, the hope of Chu State, maybe only a beautiful fairy like Princess Longji is really suitable for you." Ling'er said in one breath the words that made her breathless, and her heart was a little more relaxed.

Xiang Zhuang shook his head with a wry smile and said, "I, I ......" His voice stopped abruptly, and he couldn't say any more.

Because he saw that the blue light in Ling'er's eyes had gradually dimmed in his own voice, he had walked to her side, saw that she was thinly dressed, and wanted to hug her into his arms, but at the moment of stretching out his arm, he was finally controlled by the hesitation in his heart and just gently stroked her shoulder and arm and took it back.

Her face gradually became withered and sad.

Unexpectedly, Ling'er was hit so hard by the fact that he would marry Princess Longji, Xiang Zhuang couldn't bear it, but he couldn't help it, he had to suffer.

But he remembered how heart-to-heart they had always been, and he couldn't forget Ling'er's countless help to him along the way, and fought bloody battles with him, their talk and laughter together, their happiness together, their pride together, and their birth and death together, how could he forget, and how could he bear her.

For a moment, his heart was full of mixed feelings, and his smile became even more bitter.

Ling'er's eyes were filled with tears, and she suddenly said gloomily: "I wish you and the princess happiness!" turned around and ran out.

Xiang Zhuang's body swayed, blocking in front of her, and said quietly: "Who said that I must marry her?"

Ling'er paused in surprise, Xiang Zhuang's eyes were like a lake of warm water, and he looked at her gently: "If you don't give up, how dare I fail you!"

Ling'er shook her head gently, couldn't help but sobbed softly, and said with tears in her eyes: "Heaven's will is like this, why do you have to disobey Heaven's will, you have this mind, my heart is very peaceful, but Brother Zhuang is a big husband, and the big husband has ruled the country and the country, and I can't become an obstacle to Brother Zhuang's restoration for my own selfish desires." ”

Xiang Zhuang was shocked in his heart, Ling'er was sincere to himself, everything was considered for him, for his career, he was willing to give up everything, he only felt that the love in his heart was like a surging river: "In this life, I Xiangzhuang only want to marry Ling'er as a wife, even if I am an enemy of God and the whole world, I don't care, I only care about you." ”

Ling'er was so moved that she worried, "Are you really willing to give up Princess Longji and go against the sky?"

"Yes!" Xiang Zhuang replied firmly.

"Aren't you afraid if God punishes you?"

"Don't be afraid!"

"If you find out that I'm not good in the future, will you regret it?"

Xiang Zhuang said softly: "If my wife is like this, what regrets do I have?"

Ling'er cheered and hugged Xiang Zhuang's neck.

"When the class teacher went back this time, the eldest brother got married, I mentioned this matter to my father, and it became our marriage as soon as possible. Xiang Zhuang looked at Ling'er warmly, his heart no longer hesitated, Ling'er was beautiful, kind, lively, cute, intelligent, dignified...... It seems that all the good words can be used on her, and it is far from enough.

Ling'er's face flushed slightly when he looked at him, and asked playfully, "What does Brother Zhuang look at?"

Xiang Zhuang smiled knowingly this time, and said: "Ling'er, how fortunate I am to be able to meet and love you in this life, I hope we will always be together, no matter how things change." ”

Ling'er smiled and said: "Brother Zhuang, don't worry, I just want to rely on you for life and death in the future, and assist you wholeheartedly, and help your Chu army to destroy the tyrannical Qin as soon as possible, so as to calm the world." She looked at Xiang Zhuang with burning eyes.

Xiang Zhuang suddenly felt a confidant in his heart, and the heat wave in his heart was churning. The eight words "Destroy the tyrannical Qin and calm the world" were deeply imprinted in his heart.

When the first rays of fish belly were just revealed on the horizon, the moon shadow was faint, the stars were still there, and at this moment of alternating between night and dawn, a rapid sound of horses' hooves broke the silence of dawn.