Chapter Eighty-Four: Sleepless
"Ahh
It's been a few days.
Since returning from the jungle that day, Meng Xiwen has not slept for long every day before he wakes up from his dream.
In my dreams, there is always a wind blade in the sky, and there is nowhere to escape.
There seemed to be a soothing smell in the air, Meng Xiwen turned her head to look at Fang Zhi'er, and sure enough, it was the light smoke slowly rising from the incense burner next to her bed.
The hour is coming, and I'm afraid it won't be long before it's time for morning exercises.
Meng Xiwen simply got dressed and got out of bed and walked into the courtyard.
In the early morning, the Xihuang Courtyard was extremely quiet, the cold wind was blocked by the Taoist robe, and only the stars in the sky were bright.
Meng Xiwen sat down at the railing in the courtyard, raised his head and looked at the square sky at the patio, in a daze.
On the inky blue sky, there were stars, but Meng Xiwen couldn't remember the content of the stargazing class at all.
"What's wrong?"
Someone came out of the house and asked softly beside Meng Xiwen.
Meng Xiwen turned his head, and Lan Ke sat next to him with a robe and a yawn.
"What's the matter, do you have nightmares? Why do you seem to have been unhappy lately? I've been unhappy since that Winter Clothes Festival. What's wrong?"
Meng Xiwen shook his head and looked at the sky, "I just feel that I'm useless." There are so many things that can't be done. I felt as if I couldn't do a lot of things, and I couldn't do anything about it. ”
Yangqiaocheng's mother-in-law is, and so is this Houshan incident.
This incident in the back mountain was actually the same, even though he regretted it at the time, but thinking about it later, Meng Xiwen was horrified and found that he had no other choice.
If you do it again, it's the same result.
If it wasn't the illusion of a real person, I'm afraid I'd stay there forever.
Lan Ke listened quietly, changed into the same posture as Meng Xiwen, and looked up at the night sky together, "You're good." You're already good. None of us would have done better than you. ”
Lan Ke knew what Meng Xiwen was talking about.
After the Winter Clothes Festival that day, although several people did not tell in detail, they were all classmates and a dormitory, and they always knew what was going on.
Seeing Fang Zhi'er sleeping later and later, the more and more soothing incense was ordered, and Meng Xi woke up every night, Lan Ke also felt a little unbearable when he saw it.
A child who is only a teenager.
This is probably similar to the post-traumatic stress disorder mentioned in the previous life, which was a very serious disease even in the technologically advanced society at that time. It's good that these kids can do that.
"We're all scared now, you're great. Lan Ke moved closer to Meng Xi, and the two sat side by side, "As long as we learn more and grow up, we will have more strength to face them." ”
"Is that so?" Meng Xiwen thought to Lan Kedi, "If I can find the direction in the wilderness, I can lead everyone to find the exit." If I can escape, I can escape. If I knew how to spell, I could defeat them, right?"
"Of course. Ranko nodded, "You have to learn more things now, and you won't be afraid when you meet them later." ”
Lan Ke looked at Meng Xiwen with a somewhat dazed look, and continued, "Don't you always want to be a chivalrous man? There is a saying in our village that to be a chivalrous man, in addition to having a righteous heart, you must also be able to understand the world and thunder methods, so that you can really solve the problem." ”
"I see. Meng Xiwen nodded.
It's like that's when I'm out with my parents.
No matter what injustices they encounter, they always have a way to solve them and give them justice.
But when it comes to me, it seems that things are not going well.
Yes.
To be a good person, you can't just have one heart, a heart that doesn't hurt others, and a heart that protects others.
It is necessary to have stronger insight than others, and more powerful means.
Daddy can do it, but I am always unsatisfactory here because I am not good enough.
As long as she is strong enough, her mother-in-law will not die in front of her, and she will not be trapped in the dense forest this time, so she can only follow others.
So how strong do you need to be to become stronger? Meng Xiwen thought about the goal.
Great Immortal Master!
I want to be a great immortal master in Qingyuan!
To be as powerful as a mysterious real person, no, to be more powerful than a mysterious real person!
Lan Ke looked at Meng Xiwen, who was suddenly radiant in front of him, and panicked in his heart, "What do you know?"
"I want to be Qingyuan's Great Immortal Master!" Meng Xiwen straightened up and looked at Lan Ke with a determined gaze.
Lan Ke met Meng Xiwen's gaze, looked at it for a long time, and secretly recalled what he had just said repeatedly, how did he arrive at the Great Immortal Master?
Is this just a child?
Before Lan Ke could react, Meng Xiwen had already walked towards the gate of the courtyard.
"What are you going to do?"
"Morning class! I'm going to work out first. ”
Lan Ke looked at Meng Xiwen's back and stretched.
In a while, their young people's bodies can be tossed, and they need to rest a little more.
But at this time, there were still a few people who had not rested in the bedroom.
Xuan Yi Zhenren stepped on the flying sword and watched Yu Jiang on the ground walk on the mountain road home at an extremely slow speed.
I don't know how long it took, turning the flying sword, "Go back." ”
"Call me in the middle of the night and don't look at me again?" Xuan Lan Zhenren slowly straightened up, "It's not easy to come here on a special trip." ”
Xuan Wei Zhenren drove the flying sword and walked back, "You want to see him marry a wife and have children with you, and I have to go back to class." ”
"Alas, you slow down, be careful, if you exceed the speed limit for a while, you will have to pay a ticket. Qingyuan's funds can't all be spent like this. Xuan Lan caught up with Xuan Yi, "Forget it." Who persuaded and persuaded me that day? Now talk about me?"
Xuanyi's face sank and he stopped talking, but in front of him was the face that Yu Jiang insisted on that day.
"Real person, I've really decided. I don't fit here. ”
"But you can do a good job, don't you? Your midterm grades are so good, it's a pity for you to give up. With Qingyuan's support, your family will not be a problem. ”
"It's too painful. ”
It is more painful just because I can do it. Because, you know that you are good enough, it is useless. I have seen fellow villager Tu Xiaoqin bow his head and do low, and I have seen Zhao Quanyi work several jobs in a row in the last session, and he was looked down upon by his classmates. There are also families that keep dragging people back.
Yu Jiang lowered his head, "Coupled with this incident, I don't have the shame to face my classmates anymore." ”
Xuan Yi retracted his thoughts and glanced at Xuan Lan, "Everyone has their own ambitions. ”
After flying for a long time, Xuan Lan Zhenren suddenly heard a strange voice next to him, "The subsidy system for poor students in Qingyuan that you mentioned last time, I think it really needs to be changed." ”
Xuan Lan looked at Xuan Yi in surprise, and suddenly laughed, "It's rare." Didn't you say that the edge of the sword comes from sharpening?"
Xuan Lan saw Xuanyi's eyes, and hurriedly replied formally, "Yes, it really needs to be changed." They are too young to be influenced by the outside. ”