Chapter 118: The mind has been restless for a long time

That night, Feng Xi returned to his room, took off his shoes and socks, went to the couch, and curled up in the corner, not knowing what he was thinking.

The moonlight outside the window doesn't understand people's minds at all, Feng Xi wants endless darkness, but it doesn't give it.

Just like Shen Yan, she obviously wanted endless depravity, but at the moment when she was about to step into the abyss in discouragement, he firmly grasped her again, and in her dark world, there was a little light of hope.

It wasn't until she saw this pair of festive wedding dresses again, with her name on them, that she suddenly realized.

It was she who had been immersed in the warmth of Shen Yan for too long, so long that she almost forgot that in fact, now they are all born in the dark.

Shen Yan never belonged to the light, and she was willing to fall.

The wedding dress was embroidered by the best tailor of the Nine Heavens back then, and in order to pursue chic, she secretly embroidered her name on her piece.

Maybe from here, it's a mistake.

When she saw the familiar wedding dress, what flashed in her mind was indeed the appearance of Shen Yan wearing, as well as ...... That day, the flower fairy smiled.

If it weren't for her, maybe that innocent girl would have had her own happiness a long time ago.

In this way, in fact, her existence is an accident for many people.

That night, the fire outside Fengxi's house was lit up all night, and I don't know if the fire finally swallowed up the moonlight, or the moonlight calmed down the raging fire.

In short, the two are only a few steps away, but they are far away like people from all over the world.

are the most familiar with each other, and the strangest to others.

At the end of the night, everything was reduced to ashes, and the wind blew and dispersed.

......

Feng Xi didn't know how the sky was bright in the end, and when she woke up in the corner, it was already the next day.

As he walked out of the door, Feng Xi glanced at the pile of embers left over from last night on the ground, and then looked up at the courtyard that was still full of flowers and plants.

The breeze was blowing the grass and trees in the courtyard, there was no rain last night, but Feng Xi felt that today was unusually quiet.

Other than that, it always feels like something is missing.

Feng Xi looked around, but there was no figure of the man. According to the past habits, at this time, Shen Yan had already made breakfast, and Feng Xi was still asleep, so he could already ask about the tempting aroma of the vegetables.

Feng Xi stood at the door, looking at the empty kitchen, and the ghost messenger walked over.

Although he had known that there was no one inside, when Feng Xi saw the empty kitchen, the pots and pans were neatly arranged, his heart still twitched involuntarily.

obviously said that he wanted to let go of the past completely, but there were suddenly some waves in his heart, which made Feng Xi a little irritable.

She walked out of the kitchen and saw the dull courtyard again, and Feng Xi's boredom seemed to be a little more. She finally spoke, "Guido." ”

Under the corner of the wall, the dog's tail grass, who heard the call, changed his body, and immediately turned into a human form, respectfully walked up to Feng Xi, and saluted.

Feng Xi originally wanted to ask where everyone else had gone, but when she saw Guido, she seemed to suddenly understand, probably because she saw what she did last night, so I guess I don't want to come out now.

But after all, everyone called out, and Feng Xi was embarrassed not to ask anything, so she naturally blurted out, "Where did Shen Yan go?"

As soon as the words came out, Feng Xi wanted to bite off his tongue at the moment. Ask what Shen Yan, this is originally his territory, where does he like to go, and what qualifications does she have to care.

Guido couldn't help but glance up at Feng Xi, because just the way he looked last night, he thought that Feng Xi would not be sad about their family immortals, after all, Shangxian told him before leaving, if Feng Xi didn't ask, don't tell her where he went.

Shangxian's helpless look, as if she had already made up her mind, she wouldn't ask.

But Fengxi's words are real, and the two of them are entangled, which makes Jiduo scratch his head for a while.

Since she asked, Guido also replied respectfully, "Back to the girl, the Baihua Mansion sent someone early in the morning, saying that the Baihua Fairy is lovesick and wants the fairy to take a look." ”

"He went?" Feng Xi asked a little knowingly, after all, he hadn't seen him early in the morning, and Feng Xi couldn't think of any other reason except to go out.

Probably he also saw it last night, and it is estimated that the complexity in his heart is not reduced in the slightest compared to hers.

Feng Xi didn't believe that he went, maybe she just hoped that now, someone would appear and tell her what she should do.

"Yes. Guido nodded and said.

Sure enough, the gentleness on Feng Xi's face changed suddenly, and she didn't think much about it, she subconsciously crossed Jido and walked towards the door.

The pace was hurried and panicked, but after only a few steps, Feng Xi stopped there.

She smiled self-deprecatingly, why was she so flustered when she heard that he was going to another woman? In what capacity did she go? Is it a pet kept by him in the deep courtyard, or a beautiful woman whose marriage was unresolved.

It seems like it's all of them, and it's like it's nothing.

Guido watched as she calmed down, then turned around and regained her gentleness.

She smiled and said to Guido, "Did he leave anything else?"

Like when will you come back, or will you not come back?

Guido shook his head truthfully and replied, "No." ”

Feng Xi couldn't say how she felt for a while, she only felt as if her heart was blocked by something, which made her a little out of breath.

But Guido didn't notice her abnormality, and heard Feng Xi say, "Got it, you should step back first." After that, he returned to his own world.

Guido can't understand the current two, the love of the immortals, now it is visible to the eyes, he doesn't believe that Feng Xi can't see it, and Feng Xi, although she doesn't care on the surface, often the details betray her and can't let go.

So what is the unspeakable hardship that makes these two people who love each other come to such a field?

However, Guido is Guido, he will not understand the deep self-blame in Shen Yan's love, and the despair of Fengxi after experiencing the wind and waves.

The little spirit bird is no longer in this yard, and after the peacock and a group of them came yesterday, it returned to the little heavenly doctor by itself.

I don't know what kind of Gu the little heavenly doctor gave it, and it was so dizzy that it couldn't even tell who its owner was.

Without the chirping birds, and no one willing to talk to her, Feng Xi felt isolated in an instant.

But if you think about it carefully, it is actually not isolated, after all, she is a demon in the world, and she is incompatible with everything in this heavenly realm, and the beauty of these days is like a dream specially arranged for him by Shen Yan.

Now that she had woken up, it was time for her to return to her original position.

Feng Xi turned around and returned to his side room, looking at the orderly room, and suddenly felt irritable in his heart.

Obviously, when she returned to the Nine Heavens, she wanted to understand the past, but now why does she feel that she is becoming more and more reluctant about the things she used to have?

Seeing the stack of thick scripts, Feng Xi pulled out a random one, but just after she couldn't see a few lines, Feng Xi couldn't stand it, she changed it upset, but it was all the plot she remembered by heart.

In the end, the stack of books was scattered by her, but she didn't read a single story.

When I looked up, I happened to see the fairy painting hanging on the wall. Yes, painting was her favorite before, and today the sun is just right, so she might as well calm down and paint a good picture.

But as she painted, she saw a smile in front of her eyes, which was lingering in front of her.

So she simply threw the paintbrush away, and Feng Xi lay back on the bed, but she couldn't sleep when she opened and closed her eyes.

In the end, I slept all afternoon in a daze, knowing that my stomach began to "complain".

After all, she hadn't eaten for a whole day, and Feng Xi was still hungry after all.

Hunger woke her up, and when she opened her eyes, the sky outside the house was already covered with a black cloth, and there was no star in the sky, which seemed so quiet and quiet.

Feng Xi looked around the yard, but still didn't find Shen Yan's figure. His eyes darkened, and he asked Guido again, "Hasn't he come back yet?"

Guido stood on the grass, looked at her uncertain face, and replied, "It's still ...... Not yet. ”

"Where is the Hundred Flowers Mansion?"

Since he didn't come back, she went to urge. It's not to see how he's talking to the beauties of the Three Realms, it's just that I want to urge him to come back and cook, she's hungry.

Guido couldn't believe it, but he finally told her where she was.

Feng Xi didn't have any mana, just relied on his intuition, bypassed the twists and turns of various paths, and finally arrived at the still lively Baihua Mansion.

That night, there were not a few stars in the night sky, and a cool breeze was still blowing under the night sky.

Feng Xi finally thought about it, but still didn't step forward to let the little guy outside the door report, but went around to the empty backyard.

Looking at the three-foot-high wall in front of him, Feng Xi thought that it was time to show his stunt as a demon.

I saw that she retreated a few steps away, rushed over, and then the big tree next to her, climbed the wall in a few steps, and then jumped off the wall lightly, and the whole process did not alarm anyone.

Feng Xi had to sigh, her intuition was too accurate tonight.

Looking at the huge backyard, she didn't know where she should go, so she only relied on her intuition and her innate ability to steal as a demon, and mixed all the way into the residence of the Hundred Flowers Fairy.

She hid against the wall and poked a small hole in the window paper with her fingers. Through that gap, Feng Xi could see the picture in the house clearly.

Although Feng Xi couldn't see the face of the person sitting on the edge of the bed clearly, she was inexplicably sure that it was Shen Yan.

In between, he was holding the medicine and seemed to be saying something to the person lying on the bed. Then he abruptly lowered the bowl and leaned closer to the man on the bed.

From Feng Xi's point of view, it was like a lingering kiss.

The warm candlelight in the room enveloped the two of them, and everything seemed so harmonious.

Feng Xi didn't know how long she had been watching, but Shen Yan hadn't gotten up anyway.

She didn't notice that her eyes were getting colder little by little, and finally snorted coldly, turned around and wanted to leave.

But accidentally, she turned around and kicked the stone under her feet, Feng Xi didn't hesitate, and before anyone found out, she followed the way she came and immediately flashed out.

Inside the house, Shen Yan, who heard the movement, sat up suddenly, he stiffened and wanted to go out to have a look, but the Hundred Flowers Fairy grabbed his sleeve and didn't let him go.

Just as a cat meow sounded, Baihua Ningxi took the opportunity to say: "Shen Yan, it's a cat." ”

Shen Yan couldn't see the outside, so naturally he also heard the cat's meow, he looked down at the pale person, and then looked outside the house...... In the end, he stayed.

But for some reason, he looked at the deep dark night outside the house, and his heart couldn't rest for a long time......