Chapter 171 The Past Is Like the Wind [Fifth Update]

Speaking of this, the dwarf's face was a little proud, and the dwarf pulled the old belt around his waist, pursed his lips, and said unfinished:

"I don't have many people in my life who I can really trust. I never owe anything to others, only others owe me a debt that I can't pay off in my life, although I have been mixed for a long time, but I owe only a few favors. My mentor, Gao Qinghua, is one of them. He is my junior high school homeroom teacher, when I was in junior high school, not to mention the classmates who got along day and night, even those bullshit teachers with low eyes and low hands did not have a few eyes on me, and the questions in class were always picked from the tall group, and Lao Tzu was the last one, and he gave me a good look. Only Gao Qinghua took a fancy to me, saw my talent and learning, talked to me, and provided me with a lot of teaching materials.

"Once, I was surrounded by tall men who were swaggering and stuffed under the podium table. I swore that I would never come out unless I was in my life, and it was Gao Qinghua who personally got into the podium table, persuaded me with kind words, asked me softly, and led me out by the hand. At that time, Gao Qinghua was not a teaching director and principal, that is, an ordinary people's teacher. But in my eyes, he is the first and only respected teacher in my life. I know that Gao Qinghua has a lot of shortcomings, greedy for money, lustful, small-minded, and eager for quick success, but he is so accurate in seeing people, and he is so meticulous to those who appreciate him. I have been able to get to this point, and to be honest, I can't see people without learning a little from Gao Qinghua. ”

"At that time, none of the teachers in the class thought that I would be able to do great things in the future. Only Gao Qinghua stood up and insisted that I was different, that I was a piece of gold, and that I would definitely get ahead and shine brightly in the future. I was so grateful to him at the time. Even though I later went down the underworld and let him down, I still haven't forgotten his words. Twelve years ago," the dwarf said in a reminiscing tone, with a little loneliness and sadness in his eyes," I did something in Fujian, helping a group of migrant workers in Putian to smuggle people, and was actually betrayed by a small deflated three in my small group, and was targeted by the criminal investigation team of the Fujian police, although the police did not find out to me, but actually engaged in the first cut and then the play, no evidence to arrest me, and finally I had to play a game of turning the tiger away from the mountain, by the way shot and killed three criminal policemen, and fled back to Wuxi City empty-handed. At that time, Wuxi and Fujian pursued me across provinces, and the group I established was also disbanded, and I was homeless. Wuxi City police also laid a net to hunt me down, at that time I was also nowhere to escape, I thought that this life would come to an end, and then it was considered a fate should not be extinguished, I have few grateful people in my life, the only person who was a little worried before death was my teacher Gao Qinghua who had given me a little warmth, I wanted to say hello to him, and told him that the prediction that I would get ahead was inaccurate and then went to turn himself in. But I didn't expect Gao Qinghua to take me in, and he took the risk to hide me under his bed to avoid being tracked down by the police, and after that, he let me hide in the small attic on the fourth floor of the Chengnan High School library for a whole month, bringing me tea and water every day. ”

"At that time, I couldn't believe that there was a person in the world who was so good to me, I asked Gao Qinghua why he was so good to me, a dwarf that no one looked down upon. Do you know what Gao Qinghua said?" asked the short man, looking at the girl with slanted eyes.

The girl clenched her hands into fists, blinked, and shook her head inexplicably.

A hint of relief flashed in the dwarf's eyes, and he smiled slightly wet in his eyes: "He said that I was his student for one day, and I will be his student for the rest of my life." He also told me with a smile that there is such a creature in this world, they will never give up trying to get those lost children back on the right path, and they will always forgive the mistakes of those children who have grown up with their own hands, that is, teachers. ”

"That was one of the few times in my life that my heart was touched, and I will never forget what Gao Qinghua told me for the rest of my life. Gao Qinghua is the person I owe the most in my life, and there is no one. So although I walked the road that lived up to his old man's expectations, I swore that I could do anything unreasonable in this life, but just one person, I would have to repay him even if I hollowed out my heart, liver and lungs. That person is Gao Qinghua. So not only Gao Qinghua, but also his son Gao Xueqin, who has the potential to be a phoenix man, I also cover it. ”

The short man looked at the girl in front of him with a smile and said:

"Now you are still young and young, and you have never seen many winds and waves in your life, so you can't understand the warmth and coldness of human feelings, and you can't tell the truth from the false in the hearts of people in the world. How do you know that there is no one around you who is sincere to you because of a few pimples every day, how to tie a ponytail, and how to memorize a "Moonlight on the Lotus Pond"?"

"Nonsense!" This time, the girl finally couldn't help but speak, and the light flashed in her big eyes, "Don't talk nonsense, you ...... You don't understand me, don't talk nonsense, okay?!How do you know that I don't have friends, no one treats me well?!"

I don't know if it was seeing the girl's delicate and cute face, or hearing her immature voice, the dwarf finally couldn't help laughing:

"Friends, classmates, relatives, and your boyfriend who may not have grown up yet? Do you think they are really good to you?" The dwarf laughed miserably, "Do you want me to be honest with you? Think about it, do you think those relatives, those lovers, are really good to you? They ...... you Is it sincere?"

"Of course it is!" the girl said through gritted teeth.

The dwarf raised an eyebrow, he yawned, then turned around, bent his waist, staggered and drunkenly grabbed a bottle of wine from the corner of the wall, grabbed it in his hand, shook it casually, and said to the girl:

"Well, first question, think about it: if you don't have a dad with a bit of wealth, if, I mean what if, if you're just a poor girl who came out of a poor mountain nest in the middle of nowhere, can't afford canvas shoes, can't afford a silver bracelet, can't afford Pantene can't afford GUCCI perfume, can't afford to wear an old cloth dress all day and can't afford makeup accessories, how many so-called friends do you think you can stay with in your social circle, and how many so-called friends are left who are willing to talk to you? Is it ten? or five? or three? or one? Or ...... Nope?"

"......" was said by the dwarf, and the girl immediately wanted to open her mouth to refute, but when he saw the dwarf's round and serious eyes, she suddenly stopped talking. I can't say it, she really can't say it.

Because the girl recalled the topics she talked about with other girls on weekdays, nothing more than clothes, decorations, small objects, small cosmetics, and occasionally mixed with entertainment gossip and boys' scandals, if she was a poor girl, could she still talk to them?

"You can't answer that, do you? Okay, second question. The dwarf smiled, shook the bottle in his hand, and then said in a strange voice, "Do you know what is in this bottle in my hand? This is not some kind of old white dry, this is 78% concentrated sulfuric acid, I make it myself, as long as I unscrew the cap of the bottle and sprinkle two drops on your handsome and beautiful little face, tsk, what do you think you will become?"

As he spoke, the dwarf deliberately approached the girl with a wine bottle, and in the cold bottle, the colorless liquid swayed from side to side.

The girl's eyes were fixed on the wine bottle in the dwarf's hand, her face turned pale with fright, and her slender neck shrank backwards.

The short man's stubby fingers clasped the bottleneck, shook the wine bottle in his hand, and smiled: "Second question, if I sprinkle this in your face, do you think your so-called boyfriend will still be interested in you?"

The girl's face was pale, but she still gritted her teeth, pursed her lips, and said bitterly: "He...... He'll ......!"

"Oh, yes. In that case, it doesn't matter if I sprinkle it, right? That's good. Seeing the girl's stubborn words, the dwarf smiled evilly, bit open the bottle with his teeth, the pungent smell of sulfuric acid came out, and the dwarf held up the bottom of the bottle and pushed it towards the girl's face!!

"Don't!!!" The girl was so frightened that she cried on the spot, she covered her face and glanced over her head, her big eyes were full of tears, and her small mouth kept screaming.

"Look, you still know very well in your heart, if I ruin your little face, he will definitely say that he doesn't care about your beauty, that he still loves you and likes you. But, as time goes by, he will eventually be unable to stand the ugliness of you, he will eventually dislike you, and will fall in love with other girls with beautiful looks and moon appearances, and finally leave you, right? ”

"Let's be honest, in front of a woman, there is no man who is not a creature who thinks in the lower body. Men, looking for women? For what? Go to bed, reproduce offspring, if not for this, why don't you go to the base one by one? Don't fucking use words like love appreciation to cover up your naked desires, and if you want to do it, just say it! What Lao Tzu hates most is those sheepskin wolves whose psychology has long been unbearable and their faces are full of benevolence, righteousness, morality, and whitewashing. ”

The dwarf said disdainfully, he slowly put down the bottle in his hand, and continued:

Then, the third question came. Do you really think that your parents love you so much and love you so much?"

"Imagine if I locked you up here for a year, two years, three years...... Then one day, I cut off your limbs, and then suddenly released you and let you go home. Then when you get home, you find that your parents have a new baby in your absence, a boy, they hold him, coax him, sing to him, and spoil him like they did at him, and then they look up and see you with broken limbs, and see you who is not a human or a ghost, will they treat you as always?"

"Think about it, what will your parents do to you? Will they spend a lot of time each day taking care of you personally? Or will they get you a babysitter and treat you like a dishwasher, a pot-and-pan disposer? Will they spoil you as much as they used to, or will they spend a lot of time on their new life, that new life with sound limbs, a healthy and energetic new life, a new baby? And then, every time they hold a baby, they smile on their lips, and when they see you, there is only annoyance, disgust, and disappointment in their eyes? And then, you are like this, day by day they are snubbed, put aside, abandoned, until one day, you can only see that they will never smile at you again, they will never want to talk to you anymore, they will only have boredom and frown when they mention you, and in the end, you can only see their backs?"

"Shut up!!Don't say it!Don't say it again!Please!!Please...... You ......" Stimulated by the ugly and smiling face of the elf and the barrage of words, the girl's psychological defenses retreated again and again, until the elf said "bored and frowned" At last, the girl could not take it any longer, she covered her tender ears and shook her head frantically, and her black hair flew around, trying to squeeze the words of the dwarf out of her mind, but the girl was horrified to find that the more she excluded those thoughts, the more those thoughts burrowed into the depths of her brain like a parasite, and lingered no matter what......

Because, even a girl with a plain heart understands that what the dwarf says is the most real human nature, and what the dwarf says is the most unavoidable reality.

And when reality is unveiled naked and presented in front of you, no matter how unwilling you are to accept it, it is impossible to escape.

However, as if to give the girl a last fatal blow to her fragile heart, the dwarf put down the sulfuric acid bottle in his hand, walked up to the girl, stood on tiptoe, stretched out a thick and short finger and gently hooked the girl's tear-soaked chin, and smiled:

"Don't lie to yourself anymore, in fact, you don't know anyone else, if I really did that, then the result must be like that, right?"

The girl stared blankly at the dwarf, tears pouring out of her eyes, sliding down her smooth cheeks, and her tender cheeks were covered with a faint reddish pink because of the excitement of emotion.

"Tell me, if I do that, will your friends, your lovers, your parents, do what I say to you!" said the dwarf, suddenly raising his voice, ignoring the girl's sobs.

The girl was startled, her delicate body trembled slightly, she looked at the dwarf with some fear, but a slight look of thought flashed in her eyes.

After a while, the girl finally bit her lip, closed her eyes in pain, and nodded her head:

"Yes...... Ugly Brother...... They will......"

Hearing the girl's words, the dwarf finally showed a hint of joy of victory:

"That's right, now, do you think there is anyone else in this world who is sincere to you?"

“...... No...... There is no ......" The girl bowed her head sadly, tears trickling.

"Then you'd be wrong. The dwarf said suddenly. "There's one more person who can. ”

The girl opened her eyes in surprise and looked at the short man.

But he found that the dwarf looked at him with an extremely stubborn, determined, and stern gaze.

Even if you are a poor girl who smells bad, even if you are an ugly monster who has been disfigured by sulfuric acid and nitric acid, even if you have your hands and feet amputated, even if you have plastic surgery to become a man, I will be sincere to you. I'm telling you, my ugly brother is such a person. Either I can't look down on a certain woman, and once I fall in love with her, no matter what the hell that woman becomes, I have to keep her in my heart. Even if she died, and her body was stinking and moldy, rotting into a pile of white bones and buried in the tomb, Lao Tzu would go to her every day and jerk off at her tombstone. ”

"I'm such a pervert. But that's how I love someone. Fang Xiayu, you tell me clearly, now, in the world, there is only one person who can do this to you, and that is me, besides, there is no second!"

[Another 4000 words, flowers]