Chapter Ninety-Nine: Insincere
Chapter Ninety-Nine: Insincere
"Go find Shen Yan. ”
Just as Feng Xi's back was about to disappear from sight, Bai Luoqing's voice suddenly sounded behind him.
He said, let's go, you go to Shen Yan.
In the end, he was finally going to push her away, and the helplessness in his words, Feng Xi couldn't tell the truth from the false.
However, Feng Xi still stopped, didn't look back, and finally just said, "Bai Luoqing, even if you don't want me, I don't care about other people's pity." ”
It's like a flower leaving the branch, and there is a sound on the ground.
This was the last sentence Feng Xi said to Bai Luoqing, and since then, the mountains and rivers have not met, but Bai Luoqing has never regretted it.
Until Feng Xi stepped out of this peach orchard, Bai Luoqing suddenly let go of Xiao Xin beside him. He looked up at the clear sky above him, helpless, and sighed,
"Let's go, you're gone, everything will be fine......"
There was not a trace of clouds in the sky, and several migratory birds flew through the clouds without a sound.
The plain-clothed woman blessed her body in front of him, and said respectfully, "Bai Gongzi." ”
Bai Luoqing cleaned up his emotions, and with a flip of his fingertips, a blue lotus flower appeared on his hand, still glowing faintly.
Ice and snow lotus, a rare medicinal herb in the world, has the effect of reviving the dead.
It's a deal.
That's right, the plain-clothed woman is actually not called "Xiao Xin", as for what her name is, Bai Luoqing doesn't know, and she doesn't want to know at all.
She accompanied him to play such a "affectionate" lingering, and he gave her an ice and snow lotus at the cost.
If Shen Yan hadn't found him that day and said those words, he would never have found a random woman he didn't know and said such cruel words.
Shen Yan said that he wanted to be good to Feng Xi.
Bai Luoqing's heart is so thorough. At a glance, I could see the seriousness in his eyes, and he asked him, did you have any past that I didn't know before?
Be.
Shen Yan didn't finish the story, and finally just looked at Bai Luoqing seriously and said, she is my wife, and from then to now, she has always been.
When Shen Yan said this, the fiery fire in his eyes made Bai Luoqing's heart move.
He thought that instead of letting Feng Xi accompany someone she would never be cute for the rest of her life, it was not to let her go and make her happy.
So from that point on, he decided to let go.
It's not that he doesn't want her, but he wants her to be happy.
The woman who took the ice and snow lotus wanted to leave, but she couldn't bear it. Seeing that good-looking man was full of loss, he couldn't help but ask his doubts out loud, "You love her so much, why do you force her to leave?"
She doesn't understand, she likes a person, doesn't she want every bit of her life to be the trace of that person?
However, Bai Luoqing lowered his head with a smile, shook his head, and only said, "You don't understand." ”
The woman in white naturally didn't understand, she was carrying the ice and snow lotus, and she felt a little uneven for the woman who ran out just now, "But 'Xiao Xin' ......"
"Let's go. ”
Before the woman finished speaking, Bai Luoqing interrupted bitterly. He was afraid that if he continued to talk about it, he couldn't help but go to Feng Xi to explain everything to him, he didn't want people to see the truest thoughts in his heart.
He felt that this peach orchard was enough for him alone.
So, let's go, this insincere sorrow will be borne by him alone.
......
The woman looked at him for a while, and finally didn't say anything, and walked out of the peach orchard without a memory.
In the final analysis, they are just two people who met in Pingshui, both for their own interests, and she has no right to interfere.
In the end, he was the only one left in this peach orchard.
Feng Xi never knew that the red dust tribulation that Bai Luoqing couldn't survive was always her.
She won't know that the "Xiao Xin" is her name in his heart, and he always hopes that the little thin girl will not have too many burdens in her life, don't work hard, don't be tired, just do what she wants.
Therefore, those words were spoken to her, but they were not at all.
But that sentence, "Xiao Xin, is the red dust catastrophe that I can't escape in my life", has never deceived anyone.
She just didn't know.
For countless nights, he humbly confessed to himself that he liked her, from when she didn't know it.
The tragedy of going down the mountain is real, but he can see his own heart clearly.
At that time, there was indeed a woman in the world who was obsessed with him, and he thought that it was her calamity. He accompanied the woman Qin Se and Ming all his life, but he never had children.
It's not that he can't, but he doesn't want to, it's Bai Luoqing's unwillingness.
Every time at that time, he always likes to think of Fengxi who is far away in Guixi Mountain, so he can't do it to the end, and over time, the two of them are no longer reluctant.
Mortals are old, sick and die, but in just ten and a half years, for Bai Luoqing, it is just a flick of a finger.
When the girl grew old, he didn't feel reluctant at all, but a little relieved. He thought that the Red Dust Tribulation was over, and he could finally go back.
However, when he went back, he saw a picture of Feng Xi and Qingyue fighting.
At that moment, his heart came out like a lump of soft stuff, which was particularly uncomfortable.
It was at that time that he suddenly understood that he was afraid that he would not be able to survive this life.
Feng Xi is his robbery, he can't let go, and he doesn't dare to rob it.
He said goodbye to her, firstly because he felt that he needed to calm down, and secondly, he felt that he had not yet figured out how to face her.
So he hid, and he hid in Guixi Mountain to be attacked by a sneak attack.
He was worried about Feng Xi, and when he went back, he saw Qi Wu who had turned into a bird's body, covered with scars, which made Bai Luoqing's heart ache.
In the end, they were playmates who grew up together, and when they saw that Qiwu wanted to die with the enemy, fortunately he stopped him in time.
He waited for many days in Guixi Mountain, but he didn't see Fengxi's shadow, and finally returned to the mortal world alone.
All he told them was that he had failed for the mortal woman, but only he knew it in his heart. It's really a failure, because it's Fengxi, so he can't get through.
This second time I left, I waited for the news that she was going to get married.
When he heard this rumor, he was still full of disbelief at first, because how could such a person understand what "love" is and what "love" is?
But thinking about it, he panicked in his heart.
What if it's true?
In the days when he was away, did Feng Xi grow up?
What Bai Luoqing regrets most now is that he couldn't watch Feng Xi grow up at that time.
On the day of the great joy, he went. Not only did he go, but he also prepared a congratulatory gift.
But when he sneaked in and saw the two people who were not far away, he retreated. Now it seems that if his love had not been so timid, perhaps nothing had happened to him as before.
But facts are facts, and no amount of assumption can change them.
He flinched, he hid in the crowd and just looked at them like that.
The little demons around were shouting excitedly, "Mountain Lord!"
But he was the only one, wrapped in solitary darkness, out of place with everything around him.
Looking at the two who finally became married, he did not send the congratulatory gifts he had carefully prepared in the end, and in the laughter of a group of people, no one noticed his lonely and departed back.
As he comes, he will go back.
is infinitely sad in his heart, but he holds on to his smile and wishes her a lifetime of good health, he is like comforting himself, even if no one sees it, he still pulls the corners of his mouth.
When I returned to my place on earth, it seemed that everything was the same as before, nothing had changed, but it felt as if everything had changed, and it was no longer the same.
If he lingers a little longer, he will be able to find out Qingyue's collusion with others.
He never thought that Qingyue would choose such a night.
When everyone was immersed in infinite joy, Qing Yuehui suddenly came with such a heavy blow.
Perhaps it is precisely because it is only at this time that everyone is the most lax and the most vulnerable.
I have to say that Qingyue is really good at picking the time.
After enduring it for so long in Guixi Mountain, there was a sudden long roar, and Guixi Mountain was turned upside down in an instant.
He seems to have been born for the throne of the emperor, even if he is a ruthless person, he will not be so excessive to his beloved.
Except for the emperor's family, he regarded emotions as a burden.
......
Bai Luoqing looked at everything around him, and suddenly laughed.
The clear fish pond was specially repaired for her, because she loved beauty but had low self-esteem, he wanted her to be able to see her clean face with her own eyes, so that she could have a little more confidence, the peach blossom tree, he planted it for her here, he knew that she liked pear blossoms, but the pear blossoms in the world had completely fallen that day, and he could only find such an ancient tree......
And there's more...... Everything here, even the little animals that are jumping around, are specially tailored for her, and his intentions are only known to him in the end.
Everything that created this place, from the moment Feng Xi came in, suddenly all came to life, and now that she is gone, it seems that everything is back to the way it was then.
He is used to it, he is really used to it for a long time, there is no phoenix day.
Bai Luoqing walked under the peach tree, lowered his body, and dug the moist soil with both hands, regardless of his clean hands, which were covered with soil in one fell swoop.
Finally, he was seen digging out a jar of wine that looked like it had been dusty for a long time.
It was specially made by him for Feng Xi, and he knew that she was thinking about fine wine, and when the time was ripe, he drank wine and ate meat with her.
Since then, there has been one less stunning green fox in this world, but one more beauty who guards the peach orchard alone.
He remembered Fengxi for a lifetime, but he forgot her for a lifetime.
......
Feng Xi didn't know how she came out of the peach orchard in the end, but she looked at the unfamiliar scene in front of her, the drama
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