Chapter 636: Reminiscences (2)
"It was at that time that after I killed the five-year-old girl, I unexpectedly gained a kind of power. This kind of power is called "the power of evil" by Dingshen, "This kind of thing, once it starts, can never be stopped." At first, I would lose control of myself and kill someone every six months. But gradually, it became three months, two months, a month. Even, even ......"
Ding Shen himself didn't want to recall those bloody years, he gradually began to enjoy the pleasure of gaining evil power after killing, from resisting to killing, to wanting to kill, it only took three years.
"At that time, I was like a demon crawling out of the eighteenth layer of hell, and everywhere I went, countless lives would die at my hands. I don't know how much innocent blood is stained with my hands, and every time in the dead of night, I think about it, and I feel scared!" Ding Shen trembled and stretched out his hands, his clothes full of tears.
"Benefactor, you, don't blame yourself too much, this matter is not something you are willing to do. After all, in the beginning, you also want to do a good deed. Bai Caiwei said something wrong, she felt that there was no credibility in what she said, she lowered her head and didn't even look at Dingshen.
"Don't comfort me, what you say, can you be trusted?" Ding Shen sighed and said, "This is not the most terrible, the terrible thing is that in the current world, I don't know a Ding God." ”
"What!" Bai Caiwei's narrow eyes widened, and Ding Shen said slowly, "Ever since I started doing evil, I can always hear another self talking in my ears. Whenever I want to control myself and not do evil, that voice reminds me that killing one is also killing, killing two is also killing, and this one is not bad!"
I have to say that Dingshen's willpower is still very strong. For a while, he used his spiritual power to trap himself, so that when this voice "bewitched" him, he would not do evil things that would harm others.
But gradually, Dingshen found that the voice had a specific image. In the beginning, it was a thumb-sized, round, nose and eye. But soon, he grew arms and legs, and finally, Dingshen was surprised to find that the voice was exactly the same as his own!
"I'm scared and worried," Ding Shen said to Bai Caiwei, "I don't know how he grew up, but I know that his mind is vicious, and he kills people with brutality, and he will not be merciful." If there is a me in the world, it is already a great disaster, if you add another him, I am afraid that the world will be barren, and there will be no grass left!"
Bai Caiwei asked nervously, "Benefactor, where is the other Ding God you mentioned now?" What she was worried about was that the other Ding God was also in the palace. In the past, Fang Duan and others were eyeing their benefactors, and they had a lot of misunderstandings, and even wanted to kill him. If there is another evil Dingshen, I am afraid that if I want to protect my benefactor, I can't protect it.
"He's been around nowhere, and even I don't know where he's hiding now. Ding Shen coughed a few times out of breath, and said to Bai Caiwei, "It's just that before, it wasn't me who killed the Taoist priest named Xu Qinghe, but another Ding Shen." ”
"Hmph, benefactor, you are a serious god, what is he, but he is just an impostor!" Bai Caiwei only cared about the anger on her lips, but she was still trembling in her heart. She said, "Benefactor, you can rest here with me for a while, there are so many people in the palace, even if you catch a few and come back to collect blood and food, it is nothing, even if there is any retribution, even if it is counted on my head." ”
She turned around and was about to go out, Bai Caiwei had already made up her mind in her heart, even if it was for the sake of her benefactor, she was willing to do so.
"No, don't, don't go!" Ding Shen struggled, rolled off the bed, grabbed the corner of Bai Caiwei's skirt, and said to her, "Can't go! Over the years, I have created a lot of evil, so let's stop here, don't create any more evil, hurt people's lives!"
"But, but you!" Bai Caiwei couldn't bear it when she saw that Dingshen was so weak. Unexpectedly, Ding Shen said to her, "If you really want to help me, go to Gu Huaxuan and find Fang Dui." ”
"Looking for him?" Bai Caiwei's heart tightened, Ding Shen was not clear, but she knew in her heart that between her benefactor and Fang Duan and the others, there was a human life, many new and old hatreds. At this time, I went to invite Fang Du to come over, but I was afraid that Ding Shen would not survive!
"Don't go, I won't go!" Bai Caiwei sat down on the ground angrily, blocked the door and said, "If I don't go, the people in my palace won't spread this word for you." Dingshen insisted, "If you really want me to be good, then go, if you don't want me to end well, don't go!"
After finishing speaking, Dingshen stopped talking. Bai Caiwei shed tears anxiously, but she also understood how stubborn her benefactor's temper was. She thought, after all, it was in the palace, and Fang Duan and the others should not make a bigger disturbance when they looked at their faces. With himself sitting here, Fang Dusk won't do anything.
"Okay, I'll take a trip for my benefactor!" Bai Caiwei gritted her teeth and stood up, the palace people outside had already woken up, she scolded "lazy things", the bluffing people knelt down, Bai Caiwei said, "Go, go to Gu Huaxuan and invite General Fang Dufang over, remember, he can only come alone, and he is not allowed to bring others, understand?"
"Understood, the minions all understand!" Where did those people dare to say anything, they got on the boat and crossed the river in a puff of smoke, and went to Gu Huaxuan to find someone.
At this time, the gate of Gu Huaxuan was closed, Rong Yue and Busheng stood in the courtyard like two door gods, even if a bug flew by, it couldn't escape the clutches of the two of them, and was cut in half by the sword. When Bai Caiwei's people came to knock on the door, they suddenly felt a chill on their necks, and they were so frightened that they peed out.
"Hey, a good man spares his life, spares his life! We are the people of the imperial concubine, and we have come to pass the word for the imperial concubine, and the mother has invited General Fang!"
In the middle of the night, lonely men and widows, who were not in harmony with the rules, repeatedly emphasized that Fang Duan should go alone and not allow others to follow. Rong Yue said vigilantly, "What an important matter is your mother, do you have to let our general go over at this time, can't you wait for tomorrow?"
"Hey, you can be considerate and considerate of those of us who are subordinates!" When the imperial concubine was in front of people, she was all that amiable appearance, but only those of them knew what she was like when she was behind, but she didn't dare to say it directly, so she could only endure it and say it around the bend.