Chapter 601: Woman
When he asked this, no one answered, but the faint crying had stopped, and the woman turned around, and there was no further movement. Seeing that the woman temporarily stopped her suicide movements, Jiang Wenlun also breathed a sigh of relief, and then said: "Don't be afraid, girl, I'm not a villain, if the girl has something difficult, you might as well tell me the truth, wherever I can help, I will do my best." ”
As soon as these few words were spoken, I saw that the woman showed a cowardly appearance, and replied in a crisp accent: "Thanks to the kindness of Mr., I am willing to do my best to help me, but I was born a person with a thin life, and I have to be helped by Mr., and it can only be relieved for a while, and in the long run, it will still be like this." ”
"Looking at the gentleman's dress, like a passerby, you don't have to pity my cheap life. I thought about it, I still fought to the death, and came clean, so as not to be bullied all day long in this world. ”
As soon as Jiang Wenlun heard this woman's conversation, he felt that this woman was sharp-toothed, delicate, orderly, and ecstatic, and looked at the woman's silk and satin, not like a person with no background, and secretly thought in his heart: Such a woman with a beautiful face and moon appearance is married to a clumsy husband, and she is also loved by thousands of people, all in one, what grievances are there in the end, so that at this dusk, crying and seeking death in this sparsely populated place?
What's more, listening to what this woman said, it is not like a woman from a small family, a woman from a small family, when she sees a strange man, she doesn't talk about twisting and pinching, and she is definitely not so generous. But if it is a woman from a large family, how can she come to this wilderness alone at night?"
"If you come to seek death, where can you not seek death, you have to come here? Why don't I interrogate her and see how she agrees?"
Jiang Wenlun was still thinking about it, and the woman continued to cry: "If it weren't for the fact that I was four months pregnant, I wouldn't have hesitated to die. My life is so bitter, death is nothing, the fetus in my arms is not guilty, and it should not be cut off. ”
After that, he began to weep again. Seeing this, Jiang Wenlun had no choice but to comfort: "The girl is sad in vain, but it is useless. May I ask the girl's surname, where does she live, and why do you want to see it here?" Jiang Wenlun said as he stepped forward.
The woman sat with her back against the pillar, and although the sun had set at this time, she could not see very clearly. But just by taking advantage of this sunset, you can see that this woman has a slender figure and a graceful demeanor. The head is green and fluffy, and although it is impossible to see what the appearance is, but what he sees is enough to make people's hearts flutter.
When the woman saw Jiang Wenlun approaching her, she immediately raised her head and replied: "In this wilderness, at nightfall, I am a woman from a Taoist family, and it is already insulting to come out and show my face, how can I dare to brazenly tell my mother's surname to my husband? Aunt Weng and my husband both abused me and did not treat me as a human being, so I might as well tell my husband's surname to my husband." However, it is useless to tell the gentleman. ”
"Rather than this, it is better to be kind. My life has been so bitter that I am already dying, that I cannot commit the evil of exalting others, aggravating my own sins, and suffering even more in the next life. As for the reason why the gentleman asked me, I could not help but tell the general situation. Otherwise, it would be too much of a disappointment to Mr. ”
"The little girl is nineteen this year, my father and brother are all famous people who have studied and are famous, and my mother-in-law's family is also a family of poetry. Only the husband is not angry, because he grew up in a rich family, he does not know the difficulty of money, and he does not know how to deal with people. Since I came to his house last year, I have been fine for a month or two, and I don't go out much during the day. ”
"It's just going out, and when dusk comes, you have to come back. Two months later, I don't know how to get acquainted with a few unsuccessful people in the local area, eating, drinking, prostituting and gambling all day long, doing everything. The more noisy I became, the more confused I became, and I often didn't go home. The family blames me for not being able to serve my husband and not being able to win his favor, which is why I ended up like this. ”
"When my mother's family was not out of the cabinet, my father taught me earnestly, and when I became a monk, my mother told me again, why don't I want to serve my husband with all my heart? What can I do but cry and plead?"
"I thought that if I persuaded him with good words, my husband would eventually change his mind, but the more I cried and persuaded him, the more he hated me, and he gambled outside all day and night, and he was nowhere to be seen for three or five days. ”
The adults in the family were furious at this, saying that his son was a very old and well-behaved man, and never walked around outside, but because he had courted me, an unvirtuous daughter-in-law, his son was forced to be unable to live at home, so he had to go outside to relieve his boredom by prostitution and gambling. ”
"Please say a fair word for me: I am ugly in appearance and have a bad temperament, so why should I force my husband not to settle down at home? Moreover, my husband went out to prostitute and gamble, and he could not get any money in the hands of his parents and mother, and he used up all my personal savings from the past marriage."
"After the ready-made silver was used up, it was not enough, so I took the gold and silver jewelry I married, picked it up and sold it, without even asking me. I feared that he would be angry, and I wanted to redeem his mind by these things, and I would give him as much money as he wanted. ”
"I did this, at first just to make him happy, to change my mind, and I couldn't bear to go out and do anything wrong, and I didn't go home all day.
"I don't know that the unreasonable adults in the family blame me for having ulterior motives and bent on asking my husband to go outside and mess around. used to only scold me, but now they started to beat me even more. When Aunt Weng saw me kneeling and not moving to beat them, she didn't say that I knew how to be polite and filial, but she scolded me for not moving and fighting them, and the beating was even more severe. ”
"When I saw that I was guilty of kneeling and not moving, I got up and walked away, but I was scolded for being disrespectful. Although the little woman is not talented, she also thinks that she grew up in a family of poetry and books, and now that she has fallen into such a world, she has to complain about her life, and she can't complain about her aunt and husband. ”
I can't imagine that the unconscionable man, no matter how much money he is given, will not take a few days to gamble. If you don't have any money in your hand, you won't come back. The money and jewelry of my dowry are limited, how can I withstand the use of mud and sand like this?"
"There were times when I had at hand, and as soon as he opened his mouth, I gave him as much as I could. As soon as I don't have any hand, teach me to go to my mother's house and try to do it, how can I get my wish every time? When I give less, or when I give late, he turns from being unhappy to scolding, and after scolding, he starts to beat me. ”
"Pity me, a woman who never leaves the boudoir, and whose body has always been weak, not only does she not resist his strength, but she can't even dodge. Recently, I learned that I was pregnant. If an ordinary family sees that their daughter-in-law is pregnant, the whole family should be happy and happy, so that the daughter-in-law can give birth and recuperate. ”
"But my lord did not, and insisted that the pregnancy in my bosom was not the blood of his son, and hung me up and tortured me, and asked me who I had committed adultery. ”
"Alas, this is a great injustice. My mother's family is also a scholarly family, and I have always been cautious of myself and valued the name in front of me, and my husband has become what he is now, I already feel very embarrassed, and I am willing to ask for trouble, and do such a humiliating thing again?"
"I don't know what kind of wrongs my family and husband had with me in my previous life, how much hatred there was, no matter how much I explained or what I vowed, I just gritted my teeth and said that it was not his family. ”
"I want his son to say in his own conscience, that it is indeed a man without conscience, and he keeps his face silent, neither says yes, nor says no. My lord saw his son like this. Not to mention that I committed adultery with others. Every day, I scolded and beat at dusk, I was given food if I was not full, and I was given clothes if I was not well dressed. ”
"I swallowed my anger to this day, and even the person who had no conscience said today that I was pregnant, not his blood and bones. I really couldn't bear it any longer, and asked him if it wasn't your blood, but whose blood was it? I haven't been back to my mother's house for half a year, and I haven't left the door of your house, so how can anyone fly in and commit adultery with me? Although you have been out prostituting and gambling for a long time, when you have no money at hand, when you come home and ask me, how often do you not stay at home?"
"How can you say that it is not yours to conceive in your arms? But if you don't have a conscience, there is nothing you can't do, and there's nothing you can't say. He's my husband, and if he wants to grit his teeth and say that, I just have a hundred mouths, and I can't tell the difference. ”
"I have done this to the point of being a human being, and living in the world, what other thoughts do I have besides suffering? As a last resort, I had to quietly go to the courtyard while his family was asleep, intending to commit suicide by hanging himself, and die a death but was wronged in his previous life. ”
"Who knows that those who are suffering will not even be able to seek death. His errand boy didn't go to the toilet early or late, and just as I was putting on the rope and just putting my head into the circle, the errand man walked in with a candle. ”
"When he saw that I had hanged myself, he called out loudly and rescued me. My family woke up from a dream, went to the courtyard and looked at it, and immediately became furious, accusing me of intentionally harming his family and being sued for his life. One of them took a whip and pressed me to the ground and beat me. ”
"Both of them were exhausted. He forced me to go back to my mother's house immediately and not to stay at his house. If you want to seek death, you have to go outside to seek death, and if you die, you won't do his family's business. I said, "Although my mother's house is where I grew up, I have been in my mother's house for 18 years, and I have not walked outside a few times, and I don't know the path when I go out of the gate." ”
"Even if you have been married here for a year, and you don't know what is going on outside the gate?