CH.45 Go Back
Hua Lingnon opened her eyes, saw the man, and immediately wanted to flee. But she couldn't help it, and she realized that it was in the man's arms.
It was quite impulsive, but at this time it suddenly collapsed, and I felt it through four or five layers of fabric, as if I had returned to the night of twenty years ago, and I was in the bed with him, looking at the starry night and talking about the past and the future.
Just thinking about it makes her cry.
Tang Xicheng was also speechless. He wanted to call her nickname, like he had twenty years ago, but he couldn't do it, after all, he was right with an old face.
What will you say later, and ask if you are okay? He knew that it would be bad.
It's been a long time since I saw him again, and it's because of him after all.
Those words tasted worse when they came out of their mouths, so they thought about it in every possible way, and said nothing.
In the end, Hua Lingnong still pushed him away, nailed the embroidery needle to the top of the cliff on the top of the hundred zhang, and led an embroidery thread in his hand at the end of the needle, and immediately went up with the embroidery thread.
During this time, she listened to some fights, and the fight was fierce, but she didn't look at it and went straight away.
When she arrived at the top of the cliff to collect the needle and thread, she heard the wind behind her, and knew that someone was chasing her, and she didn't look back, and knew that it was him, so she no longer hesitated, and hurriedly walked away.
In between these runs, she remembered the conversation with Xi'er in the underworld.
"Xi'er, give me the soup. ”
"After drinking this soup, you really don't remember anything. Have you made up your mind about the memories that took so much effort to retrieve?"
"I used to think that those memories were important. When I found it back, I realized that it was actually nothing. ”
"Don't you want to know, did he lie to you?"
"I don't want to. ”
"Have you really let go? If so, why do you still have your eyes closed? Shicai Ma Mian has already handed me your date of birth and death, and your time of death has not yet arrived, and it is clear that you are a wisp of soul. The reason why I closed my eyes was because I was afraid that I would see the scenery in the underworld and I would not be able to escape from the sky. ”
“••••••”
"So, you still want to live - you can't let go. ”
“••••••”
“••••••”
"Let's go—you have a toon thread on you, follow that thread, and you can go back to the yang world. Or do ••••••you need me, an old woman, to help you—"
Xi'er slapped her on the chest and pushed her back into the world. At this moment, she was running, remembering Xi'er's voice and asking herself, I really don't want to know?
I asked three times, but I gave in, and my steps froze, and I stopped.
At this time, she realized that she had returned to the water playhouse, and when she called from behind, she turned around and saw the person who was chasing after him, and he was in a trance.
The two stood facing each other. Xiulou Jinge, the beautiful son, suddenly seemed to return to the days when they first met more than 20 years ago.
"Lingnon••••••" he called out.
It's still that throat, tough, backbone, it's the hot blood sprayed from the knife edge on the battlefield, flowing into the crystal clear glass cup, full of the tenderness of the night.
Hua Lingnong looked at him from seven or eight paces away. After looking at it for a long time, it seems that I have seen everything in this pavilion from a thousand mountains and rivers, and I look down from the clouds.
A moment of depth, a moment of brightness, hydrangea, ribbons, carved door pages, red lacquered wood pillars, light and shadow, light and shadow are all in her heart, but she can't touch it, just a temporary memory-
- A rare thought in her broken life.
Tang Xicheng spoke, and he said, "Where are you going?"
Where are you going—yes, where are you going? She hadn't really thought about it before she left.
It is impossible to stay in the water building, and she can't live anywhere in the Central Plains, after all, it is the enemy's hometown.
Go back to southern Yunnan - it has long been a lonely ruin, a fire is burning under the moon, while warming the family wine buried in the soil, while listening to the dead soul singing the ballads of his hometown, he will go crazy for a long time.
Thinking about it, she really didn't know where to go, she panicked, choked, and a sour feeling came up, but she whimpered and said, "Five taels, we can't go back••••••"
Tang Xicheng heard her call him "five taels", and immediately covered his sleeves.
"Five taels" is the nickname taken by Hua Lingnong, when they first met in the Qinglou, Tang Xicheng only brought five taels of silver, so he threatened to redeem Hua Lingnong, marry her home, and make Hua Lingnong out of a lot of embarrassment.
Later, he really ransomed her, and used only five taels of silver, which has since become a joking name between her and him.
Hua Lingnon asked, "Why do you want to erase my memory••••••"
Hearing this, Tang Xicheng raised his head to look at her, and said solemnly: "I hope you can have a good time." ”
Have a good time - that was such a simple answer. Hua Lingnon laughed and muttered, okay, good, I know, I know •••••• turned around, her hair was entangled, and she was about to brush her sleeves away.
"Lingnon—"
There was silence.
"Let's start all over again••••••"
The voice fell, and there was no response. Tang Xicheng stood there, looking at Hua Lingnon's back, his shoulders twitching up and down, as if sobbing.
After a long time, I finally heard her say, "It's too late, it's too late••••••"
He knows what. Not to mention those family and country bonds, blood and hatred, they have all reached such a situation, with their current mental strength, there are still a few years to start over.
said that, it was also for love, but now it's just a way, but I think it's redundant, like a joke. However, the two of them really couldn't laugh, and they were just sad in their hearts.
That's why he didn't do it for a long time. His break with the royal family, his frozen waiting, his appointment to erase her memory. As she said: there is no going back.
Only then did he understand why he had only said a painless joke so far - he was also aging from the bottom of his heart.
"That's it. Leaving this sentence, Hua Lingnon brushed her sleeves and looked to the west. Tang Xicheng did not chase.
Tang Xicheng stood there, and suddenly seemed to have walked to the Qinglou Qiushui Garden more than 20 years ago.
A bustard mother came to him, twisted her hips, and smirked and slapped a handkerchief in his face. And she said what was the matter, and that these days had only come, and she did not listen to the arguments, but pulled him straight to that place.
Sitting on a stool in the room, he listened to a light cough behind him, and then replied shyly:
"You're here. ”
Tang Xicheng turned around and saw the eighteen-year-old Hua Lingnong.
There was a noise in the ground, and he returned.
Hydrangeas, ribbons, carved door pages, red lacquered wooden columns, lonely, light and shadow, light and shadow, light and shade are all in his heart.