26

I couldn't understand why Zhu Zi and I existed, I used to ask him all the time, but then I slowly forgot a lot of things, and it didn't seem that I had forgotten, but I didn't want to understand.

It's like the king's beloved, I should choose not to save it;

Splendid things that take my heart, I should kill her to prevent future troubles;

When the princess married into Dingjun Mountain, I should persuade Her Royal Highness to die, but I also helped her escape.

I thought too much last night, so much so that when I went out in the morning, Zhu Zi smelled the smell of wine on my body and took my hand for a slight pause.

"Why are you drinking?" he whispered to me, my eyes lowered, and I didn't know what he meant.

"Got it. I nodded.

He still didn't let go of my hand, "Your eyes ......"

I didn't have any curiosity, because I knew he knew, "It's all right, I'll be back in a few days." ”

He paused, and finally followed me into the carriage, "Master Sima is with me, it's not appropriate. ”

"I have consulted Her Royal Highness the Princess, and Her Highness said that it is okay. I closed my eyes, leaned against the carriage, and added a jug of water.

"Zhuzi, have you ever thought about killing me?" I suddenly laughed when the cup fell to the ground, "It's just a matter of asking, don't worry." ”

"Surely this is what the priest is going to be?" I didn't know what he meant, but I seemed to have touched the bottom line of his non-appointment.

The bottom line is so much, it's a big deal to change it.

"Zhuzi, I began to miss Nanshu Palace, I tried every means to come out before, but now I have seen all kinds of scenery, all kinds of personnel, although I am accompanied by you, but I feel that you are far away from me. "I picked up a piece of pastry, and felt that the lines should have been sent by the governor last time.

"Don't worry, my lord, I will definitely help you return to the palace. Zhu Zi's voice came in an instant.

"Yes...... You know I don't want to get back to the palace safely. 'I'm aggressive, he's defending.

"I promised the king that I would protect your lordship back to the palace. ”

Your Majesty?

What a shield.

"Zhuzi, you have a lot of life with me now. "My voice was so low that I don't know if he heard it.

After a long silence, and the light rain was drizzling outside, he suddenly said, "My lord has no eyes, and I will be your eyes, how about it?"

Just these two words, the stone that had pressed me for a long time suddenly sank, and "gurgling" rolled away.

With a smile on my lips, I whispered, "Okay." ”

I still like to play with the red thread in my hand, I am still thinking about Du Jiang, I thought that I was with Zhu Zi but I was vomiting, I also thought about making him angry, I left from the post station, I was unwilling, but that day Jinxiu talked about her past with Zhu Zi.

I don't know if it's a Zhuzi or not, but the dough is definitely a Zhuzi, how can I not think about it. How can you not care.

From the year, three months, and thirteen days that I left the Endless Sea, the person who accompanied me was called Zhu Zi, and he was mine after all.

The splendid man robbed me, ripped out my heart, caused me to lose my spiritual power, and hurt my eyes, but I wasn't actually angry, I was just thinking about a past.

A past with Zhuzi.

When I first entered the Nanshu Palace, no one in the palace cared about me, except that the king occasionally called me into the palace to listen to the court, I didn't have much to do.

But for the most part, I was the one who was not welcomed.

Ordinary people are not familiar with me, the resignation girl is good with me because I am not angry, Zhiwei is good with me because I can listen to her, but in this huge harem, the king is good with me because of the spiritual power of my half body, the huge court, the huge Nanshu, I am only Zhu Zi to protect me.

I was impeached by the anger of the ministers because he knelt in the Lingxiao Palace for a day, I was injured by the assassin because he sneaked into the palace to heal me, the king was my god, the ministers were my air, and the people were my saints, but after all, Zhu Zi regarded me as a human being.

A living life.

I reached out to find Zhu Zi's figure and touched his eyes little by little, "Zhu Zi, why do you say you treat me like this?" I paused, "Could it be that you just want to pull me back to the altar?"

When the altar falls, it is difficult to re-enter the gods, at least I have never heard of this great wilderness.

He took my hand and rubbed it carefully, "I said I owe you, do you believe it?"

"I don't believe it, if you owe me, you'll pay it off long ago. I said so, with a smile on my lips, but when I saw him sitting in the hall that day, I knew I was wrong.

"I probably owe too much and don't know how to pay it back. "He just said it casually, and I didn't care.

"Zhuzi, thank you. ”

"Thank you for hurting you?" he snorted, obviously with a hint of guilt.

"Thank you for letting me see the scenery of Dingjun Mountain. "I'm talking about the painting, and he understands.

"It's just a painting, how can you afford to see it in person. "The son took a cloak for me and covered my body.

"A painting is the best. Before I closed my eyes, there was only one sentence left.

Zhu Zi didn't reply, but got out of the carriage and sat in front of the carriage to drive the carriage.

In the middle of the night, he changed me to a comfortable position, a little far away from me, thinking that he was afraid that I would catch the cold, and he was like this, thinking about me.

This night, I don't know if it was because he was guarding or because of the injury, I slept very soundly.

27

So it wasn't until he was about to enter the gate of Dingjun Mountain that Si Yi came over.

He looked for me many times along the way, but in the end he was blocked by Zhu Zi for various reasons.

He tugged at my coat and hesitated for a long time before speaking, "I heard from the second brother that your eyes are broken." ”

I nodded, "It's only temporary, and it won't be long before I get better again." "I tried to make myself as happy as I could, and I didn't want him and Zhiwei to worry.

"The second brother takes care of you, so it's naturally very good. I could tell that he was a little dissatisfied, smiled, and handed him a doll with a hook.

"What you want, I'll give you now. "Si Yi is a child after all, and when I hear his laughter, I know you're very happy.

"Good, good. ”

"You said that you and I have known each other for a long time, so would you like to tell me?" I knew him for various reasons, but I didn't have any impression.

"Now is not the time, I'll tell you when the time comes. He handed me a piece of white silk and held it in front of me for me, as if he heard Zhu Zi's voice, and hurriedly ran away.

"Si Yi is looking for you?" Zhu Zi's voice was a little hoarse, and it was estimated that he didn't have a good rest last night.

"He gave me this white silk. I seemed to hear the sound of him putting things away, and he slowly got a little closer, and I hesitated to speak, "Do you have something for me?"

"No," he refused mercilessly, and immediately said, "Let's go, I'll send you back to the inn first, and let Si Yi send Her Royal Highness the princess into the palace to see the monarch, if you give a residence, you can meet together." ”

I nodded and reached out to shake his hand.

He walked with me on Dingjun Mountain, listening to the hawkers' cries, but the corners of his mouth were always raised.

I like the things of the world, and now I am naturally happy.

"But what do you want to buy?" Seeing Zhu Zi pause for a moment, I asked him out loud.

Before he could speak, he thought that the old man had a sleek voice, "Childe's vision is really good, this is Huasheng jade brocade, the only one in the sky and on the ground, and it is very beautiful with such a beauty." ”

I knew that this peddler was just an exaggeration, so I reminded me loudly, "Zhu Zi, I have enough gold and silver jewelry from Xuanji Palace, why are you breaking the bank now, and now I can't even see with my eyes, where can I be beautiful, don't listen to others." ”

I sighed in my heart when he took out the money and put it on the table, and the peddler thanked him repeatedly.

I didn't want to take two steps, he inserted the hairpin into my hair, I frowned slightly, but I heard him smile, "That old couple is right, it is indeed beautiful." ”

I didn't dare to say anything, hooked his sleeves and stopped all the way, he bought me a suit of clothes, bought a lot of silk, and bought me some rouge gouache, and even replaced all the things on the bed in the inn with fine silk, and even the tea set was gold.

"Zhu Zi, why are you like this? You don't live for long, why do you have to toss so much. I stood aside and reached out and hooked his sleeve.

"You've always been a light sleeper, so it's easy to fall asleep with a comfortable satin and some good aromatherapy. He opened his mouth to help me out, but I could only sigh.

It's just a trivial matter, how does he take it so seriously, naturally I can't control him, I can only lean on the case and rub a few chess pieces.

"But you want to play chess?" he asked me, warming a pot of tea for me.

"Just thinking about the last time I saw the game. ”

"And what are you thinking now?" he asked, excusedly.

"I don't have any thoughts, I'll be thinking about it the next time my mind is bright," I changed my position, "Why don't you send Zhiwei to see the Lord today?"

"She should suffer it herself, and she has to come by herself, what I can't help, I can't help after all. I knew his troubles, and listened quietly to his words.

"And what if I do the same in the future?" I fiddled with the tea leaves, and my face was calm.

"What do you want me to do?" he first asked how I thought he was, and I burst out laughing.

"It's your own business, and how can I meddle. ”

"I'll try not to let that happen. He replied in a proper manner, and I handed him a fan.

"And what if you can't stop it?"

"Then do what you want. I am satisfied with this answer, but I have missed the destiny of heaven.

"The fan was given to me by Jinxiu, I don't know why it was given to me, but I think this thing seems to be related to you, how about sending you?"

"Extraneous items, just destroy them. I listened carefully to the sound of crumbling and the sound of sawdust falling, and I couldn't help but sigh softly.

"There are thousands of lovers in the world, but there are mistakes. "I'm basking in the sun, and I'm still thinking about the pale pink apricot blossom in my mind.