Xie Chang's calm voice echoed in the empty and quiet house, with an ethereal taste.

"Later, I went to Changyang, and when I saw that a martial arts family recruited disciples, I wanted to try it, but they thought I was dirty and smelly, and they refused to even test my qualifications! ”

"He gave me a cheats book, on which is the method of practicing Gu, he said that if I can learn the above half of the Gu, I can walk sideways on the rivers and lakes, and no one can bully me anymore, so I was moved. ”

"I don't know how to read, so I go to the windows of private schools everywhere every day to eavesdrop, how many times I have been beaten and driven away, I haven't given up, for a kind of Gu worm and herbs, I don't know how many times in the deserted mountains and wilderness to hang by a thread and die, my life is big, I survived, but what I didn't expect was that Xie Tang lied to me! The cheats he gave me were wrong, he asked me to raise Gu on myself, I raised half of the Gu, I thought I had succeeded, and he only Shi Shiran appeared to tell me that everything was fake, this cheat book was a Gu newly developed by him, called Human Gu. ”

She suddenly raised her head and laughed, the tears of laughter fell, sliding down her cheeks, burning the ugly scars on her face, she covered the scars on both sides of her cheeks with both hands, and laughed presumptuously, "Hahaha, how ridiculous, I have been trying to pay all the Gu cultivation for it, just to verify a research and development result of his?

"What I want to get ahead, to be famous, all, all fake. ”

"It's not blood flowing in my body, it's Gu worms! I'm not even a human being!"

Xie Chang covered her face with her hands and cried mournfully, crying and crying and squatting on the ground, curled up like a small animal, she lowered her head and buried her face between her knees, so that people could not see her expression, but from her increasingly sad crying, she could know how sad and desperate she was.

Compared with her, Wu Xing is indeed extremely lucky, her father and mother did not abandon her in life, so she was raised to the age of four, after selling her, she met a kind person like Mr. and accepted her as a disciple, Wu Xing couldn't understand her pain, but he knew that this time should comfort her.

It's just that Wu Xing won't comfort people, and after thinking about it for a long time, he had to spit out dryly, "Don't cry, I'll help you." ”

Xie Chang, who was caught in her own thoughts, was inexplicably touched when she heard this, and then thought of herself a little self-deprecatingly, how could a person like her still be qualified to treat others sincerely?

She did the evil thing of destroying people at the age of eight, and she has been crawling in this world for eight years, I don't know how many white eyes she has suffered, how much suffering she has suffered, she doesn't understand benevolence, righteousness, etiquette, and etiquette, she doesn't understand the three outlines and five constants, she doesn't understand the terrible words of people, she doesn't know what rules and what truths, she just wants to live.

Xie Chang raised his head, wiped the tears on his face with his half-wet sleeves, and showed a reluctant smile, "Your life is in my hands, you naturally want to help me." ”

She insisted that she didn't want to accept Wu Xing's kindness, she felt that she didn't need the mercy of a child, even though this child was not ordinary to her.

Wu Xing was not very good at comforting people, and now she didn't know what to say, not to mention, since Xie Chang gave her a trick and threatened her, she had already excluded Xie Chang from the people close to her, if it weren't for Chang Yang's familiarity and the old relationship with Sister Mingyue, she wouldn't help Xie Chang.

The day before leaving Changyang, how did Qiu Yueci kneel down earnestly and pray for Cheng Yanqiu, and now that he thinks about it, Wu Xing can still feel the heavy injuries on Qiu Yueci's body.

If Sister Mingyue knew that Xie Chang had become what she is now, she would be very sad, right?

Will she cry? Probably, or maybe not.

Wu Xing always felt that there were two contradictions in Qiu Yueci's body, she looked very weak, and she was gentle and soft, but she felt very strong, which was really strange.

Wu Xing suddenly felt very bored, why should people be swayed by emotions? Xie Chang is like this now, she is already the same as when she first met, she doesn't like it.

She couldn't feel what was good or important about those emotions, which made Wu Xing a little irritable for no reason, she sat cross-legged on the bed and said coldly, "Oh, then go to sleep, it's late." ”

Fortunately, Mr. and Sister Xiaoman will not be like this, she has never seen Mr. cry, nor has she seen Mr. angry, and when Brother Parrot died, Mr. was just silent and depressed.

Sister Xiaoman cried, but that's all to blame on her, she shouldn't have made Sister Xiaoman cry, knowing that Sister Xiaoman was separated from her brother who had a good relationship, but she still had to mention the matter of missing her family, when she thought of it, she was very guilty, and it was a long time since she came out this time, she didn't have time to tell Sister Xiaoman, Xie Chang would definitely not go back easily, and she didn't know when she would be able to see her again.

Xie Chang packed up her emotions, there were only two hours left before dawn, she changed out of her clothes that were almost half wet with tears, she had been suppressing her emotions since she came out of Changyang, and finally had the opportunity to cry recklessly, she vented all her grievances at once.

The spring is cold, although Xie Chang is not afraid of the cold, but he is afraid that Wu Xing will be sick, in case Cheng Yanqiu knows, call Wu Xing back and not let her come out again, but it will not be good, she got up and closed the window, and saw the old banyan tree in front of the window, stunned for a long time, and then closed the window gloomily.

Suddenly, Xie Chang said, "Do you know why I hate Guan Yuqing so much? He didn't actually do anything excessive, he just didn't want me anymore." ”

Having said that, Xie Chang's heart was still a little sour, she felt that she had paid a lot for Guan Yuqing, she gave up her freedom and was willing to learn the rules, and was willing to be a worldly model Mrs. Shizi, she also saved Guan Yuqing's life and used her own floating Gu.

Guan Yuqing has a floating life Gu, as long as it is not a one-hit kill, he will not die with multiple injuries, and the floating life Gu is the king of the Gu, even if it is Xie Chang's Gu technique, it can't hurt him in the slightest.

She was so good to him, why was he so cruel to her?

Xie Chang couldn't figure it out, at this moment, she had already subconsciously ignored the fact that the Floating Life Gu would make people gradually lose their internal strength.

Wu Xing ignored her, closed his eyes, and was not interested in her feelings, she couldn't understand it anyway.

Xie Chang chuckled lightly and said to himself, "I'm so stupid, I actually believe that there will be people in the world who really love me, and I actually believe that such a monster like me can still be happy......"

The sound faded away, Xie Chang lay on the bed and fell asleep, but her thoughts quietly drifted to a year ago, as if she had a very long and beautiful dream.