So over the years, even though Liao Xiaoyun has lived a very hard life, the pride in her heart has not been wiped out by reality.

Even in front of the man she loves the most, she will not grovel.

You must know that flowers are not bloomed for anyone, she blooms only because she has to work hard to grow while she is alive, so no matter how well the flowers bloom, it is not the result of careful irrigation by others. She longs to be appreciated by the people she loves, but she never pushes for it, so she accepts the withering of loneliness.

Even if the fragrance is lost and the flowers are scattered into mud, they have been gorgeous after all.

She stepped on the chair, crossed her waist and said, "This wine is really poisonous, because I don't want you to die, so my heart is comfortable." ”

She looked at Cangma and continued without blinking: "I taught you to die, not because I hate you, but because if you live, I will be very miserable. I just don't want to live in such pain anymore. ”

"Why don't you speak. Liao Xiaoyun stared at Cangma tightly, if this man's eyes showed even a trace of fear, it would make her feel extremely satisfied. After all, this is the person she loves, so she hopes that this person can have some emotional fluctuations because of her, but he doesn't, "Do you really want to die so much?"

"I don't want to. ”

"But you're going to die. Liao Xiaoyun said with a smile, killing a person who doesn't want to die will have pleasure, because it is a punishment for him, depriving him of the right to continue living, "Before you die, don't you have anything to defend yourself?"

"I've never defended myself, and I have nothing to justify. ”

The man's eyes were like a calm lake, as if nothing could make the lake ripple, even if it was related to his life and death.

"Do you still love that woman?"

"Not loved. ”

"You're lying, why are you frowning, you don't even frown when you die, but when you talk about her, you frown. ”

"Because I'm forgetting her, but you're teaching me to think of her. ”

"Is it so easy to forget someone, if you can really forget her, these ten years are already enough. ”

Cangma was silent.

"Well, I won't mention her again, since you've decided you want to forget about her. She looked at Cangma, and tried her best to suppress the sympathy in her heart, "Before dawn, you can only have me as a woman in your heart." ”

Cangma didn't speak, because to this point, he didn't know what to say.

"Do you want to drink? Before you die, I will satisfy you whatever you want. ”

"I don't drink anymore, I've drunk enough. ”

"You're a bastard, I say that, do you admit it?"

He shook his head, looking like he was sighing.

"Why, don't you even have the courage to answer me head-on? ”

It seemed that the words had come to an end, and all that remained between the two was silence.

It wasn't until dark that the conversation continued.

The wind blew in through the window, making it a little chilly, but no one got up to close the window.

At this time, Cangma suddenly showed a painful expression, he only felt cold all over, as if a snake was jumping up and down in his veins.

"Well, I didn't lie to you. Liao Xiaoyun saw that the effect of the medicine had begun to kick in, "Now you will only get more and more painful, and this pain will increase little by little over time, until you can't bear it anymore and die." ”

"Oh. He clutched his chest and took a deep breath, forcing himself to look less embarrassed.

She shook her head: "Why are you so stubborn. ”

"I don't know, maybe sometimes I missed it, and I don't want to go back. ”

"Yes. She was a little unimpressed, but then asked, "Now, can you tell me why you don't want to marry me?"

Before he died, she had to get an answer.

"Actually, I've already decided ......"

"Decide what?"

"It's decided...... I want to marry you. ”

"When?"

"As I went upstairs. ”

"Then why don't you ......" she paused, the surprise came so suddenly that she had to calm down. He knew he was going to die, so he said it on purpose.

She stared into his eyes, trying to find something in them.

But no, because no one has ever been able to see through the eyes of a horse. He's been through so many things in his life, and his eyes always contain too many things, and no one can find the clues he wants from them.

"I just don't want to be perfunctory to you. ”

Liao Xiaoyun was stunned, tears on the edge of the embankment.

Perfunctory, yes, this word is too subtle, so it crushed the fragile side of Liao Xiaoyun's heart in one fell swoop.

He is sincere, and only a sincere person can say such a thing at such a time.

"Are you lying to me?" she knew he wasn't lying to herself, but she wanted to ask anyway because she wanted to hear Cangma say it herself. Every woman is the same, even if she knows it in her heart, she still wants to hear her beloved man say it with her own ears, even if it is said a hundred times.

But Cangma didn't say anything.

Because in his heart, there was never the word "cheat". He has never told a word of truth in his life, and he has never told anyone many things, but what comes out of his mouth must be the truth. Because of this, everyone in the rivers and lakes who knew Cangma was willing to make friends with him, and every brother around him trusted him for no reason. Even Feng Tieyan, who had a festival with him, killed his apprentice, the first thing that came to mind was not to suspect Cangma.

Conversations between men are always short and to the point, because trust is the foundation. That's why he and Feng Tieyan can hit it off at first sight, because Feng Tieyan is the same person as him, an honest person. True to his name, his every word is as loud as steel. Yang Xiong, Shen Fang, Qin Shaochong and others naturally don't need to say much.

If there was no trust and tacit understanding between the brothers, he would have died eight hundred times.

Even though he was so sincere, he was still asked "Are you lying to me", so he was asked. He didn't know how to explain it, he didn't know how to prove himself, because he couldn't get around the corner.

"I ......"

She looked at him, waiting for him to say that, and she eagerly awaited it, but he couldn't say it.

In fact, all he had to do was say "I didn't".

But he couldn't say it, because answering this sentence meant that he seemed to have lied. So he would rather be misunderstood than defend himself.

"You're lying to me, aren't you. Her voice was so soft that she almost couldn't hear herself, "You want me to give you an antidote, do you?" ”

Cangma closed his eyes.

Yes, at this time, saying such a thing is like waging your tail and begging for mercy, and no one will believe yourself. She must have resented me for sixteen years, so whatever she did...... Don't blame her.

Usually, when this happens, he will let time tell. But now, he doesn't seem to have that much time, because his body has begun to go numb, and he can barely move even a finger.

But before he died, he still had to finish what he wanted to say.

"When I smell this jug, I know it's you. Uncle Liao's only wish before he died was to watch me drink this jar of wine, but I couldn't let him do it, because I knew that I couldn't afford it. At that time, there were a lot of people in the rivers and lakes who wanted to kill me, and I was in danger of being in danger, so how could I take care of you. At most, I can only think of you as my sister, but even if you are a sister, I dare not let others know that you know me.

After I left, I went to look for you, but I didn't find it, and the Liao family's tavern is long gone.

After all these years, I didn't expect to see you again.

But now that I have seen it, I am going to drink this jar of wine anyway, even if it is poisoned. If I don't drink it, how can I prove that I'm sincere?

Yes, I have a woman in my heart and I have loved her for ten years, so I understand how painful it is to love someone......"

At this moment, there was a sudden "bang" outside the room!

"Who is it?" Liao Xiaoyun exclaimed, she glanced back at Cangma, and at this time there were some changes in her eyes.

She got up and walked to the window, looked left and right, it seemed to be the sound of the wind blowing the window, she closed the window, lit the lamp, and returned to the table.

If Cangma's consciousness hadn't been numb, he should have been able to spot that there was a person outside the window just now.

That person was Xiao Qingxuan, and she shouldn't have made such a mistake with her skills. No one knew when she came, but apparently she had just heard what Cangma said, otherwise she wouldn't have taught anyone to find out.

Like a wounded kitten, she lay on the roof, gently uncovering a piece of tile, as if uncovering a wound on her body, although it hurt to the core, but she couldn't help but look at it. Her tears were flowing desperately, desperately, and she couldn't wipe them off.

In the room, she looked at the woman in front of Cangma and continued, "You go on. ”

"That's why I drank this wine, and I came to you, because I thought that after drinking this wine, I would forget her, and I had already decided to forget her before I came here. ”

"I believe it!"

Hearing her say this, Cangma was finally relieved.

"Then why don't you lift my ...... It's mine...... "She said very vaguely.

"I don't want to perfunctory you, you will be the first woman I marry, I want to marry you in a beautiful way, I want to carry you back in a sedan chair, and I want all the brothers in the cottage to come to me to say hello. Do you know?" said heavily, "How long have I been waiting for this day?"

"But why didn't you say it earlier...... the corners of her mouth were smiling, her eyes were blaming, her brows were aggrieved, and her tears were in love.

"I don't dare to say. ”

She fell on his chest, sniffing his scent, soaking his shirt with tears, she couldn't teach these tears to flow in vain, she had to let every drop flow into his heart.

"You bastard!" she hit him, every time she scolded, she hit him.

It was obviously her who hit people, but she cried louder than ever.

Even the people downstairs could hear it, Qin Shaochong laughed the worst and was the happiest, he knew that there was something good for the eldest brother tonight.

But the people on the roof ......

is the same person who has fallen to the end of the world, why should we have known each other when we meet.