First, flowers marry the world, and fourth, the joy of fish and water
5
On the day of the wedding, no one picked me up at Luomu Cliff.
The young master of Huayin, who wanted to marry me, hid in the main hall of the fallen wood cliff, without adding lights, only a few night pearls for lighting, the cold air was blowing in his face, holding the red scarf in his hand, and threw it on the ground, he let go of his hand, and I fell to the ground in a dejected manner.
It's the same as the red scarf that's dirty.
"What's the matter, does the gentleman dislike me for being dirty?" I stared, my vision slowly blurred, tears running down my cheeks, but I was extremely persistent 的️ and pretended to be calm.
He had his back to me, his figure was dark, he was dressed in red, but he was lonely for no reason.
The fog gradually rose, and the dim ears rang, "If I abandoned you, why did I marry you?"
My heart tightened, and the mist soaked my body, and the moonlight sprinkled down, and he got a little closer, "Zige, why are you always challenging my patience?"
"Then what should you do?kill me?" I laughed, getting up from the ground, my face stained with indifference, "You gave me the Tianguan lock because of that woman?"
"Xiao Ye, this hall has lived for more than 40,000 years, and when I met you at the age of 5,000, I fought my life to get on your falling wood cliff, but unfortunately because of that woman's faint words, I didn't like my eyes, so I simply wanted my life?" ”
My youth and ignorance arose because of the man in front of me.
Five thousand years old, the first acquaintance of the Eastern Wilderness, he taught me pharmacology, and then knew that he was the young master of Huayin, I tried to behave in front of the master, and even in order to get the opportunity to go to the Falling Wood Cliff to study, I went to Brahman, after the three birth stones, in order to learn the art of the stars with him, I was seriously injured, but later, I ......
There was a gorgeous woman beside him, dressed in red, with phoenix tails on her forehead, her eyes like spring water, and her eyebrows like a crescent moon.
She was just the woman in Xiao Ye's painting, and she wanted my blood, so I killed her......
On that day, the blood stained the wooden cliff, Xiao Ye's swordsmanship I couldn't resist, my chest was pierced, I fell into the Lechuan River, I struggled for three hundred years before I was brought back to the Nine Heavens by Sanqi, and from that day on, my past with him was completely submerged.
"You ......" he tried to take my hand, but finally landed steadily.
"Your Excellency is telling me that you are not wrong for the three hundred years since I fell into the Lethe River, right?" The blood on his hands dripped to the ground, "That's right, it's all my own fault, covering up my divine consciousness and identity, but in exchange for three hundred years of serious injuries." ”
My eyes deepened, and my eyes looked straight at Xiao Ye.
"You shouldn't have killed her. He made a cut on his hand, and the blood fell into the Tianguan lock, and a sneer suddenly appeared on his mouth, "Are you afraid?
I was silent, he moved closer to me, his breath lingering, his nose tapping at my earlobe, and then sticking his tongue out and taking it in.
"Hmm......" I was short of breath, my body trembled, tears were shining, my brows were frowning, a thin veil on my body fell, half-covered and half-hidden, I struggled to resist, but in exchange for a more violent attack, "Don't ......"
His hand slid into my inner thigh, "Don't? You should understand that killing her is the price you should pay." ”
"The price, what about the south wind?" I was sweating profusely, sticky/greasy, his hands circled around me, "She died because of you, and it has nothing to do with me." ”
A good sentence has nothing to do with it.
A cold wind blew, and I regained my senses, "Xiao Ye, you said that you would protect me, have you forgotten?"
"You should have forgotten. His movements trembled slightly, and soon there was another overwhelming kiss.
I closed my eyes, and I knew I wouldn't be able to hide from it tonight.
He has bullied me countless times since the Pan Tao Society, but never once has he befriended me in this situation, even in the place where he loves other women.
With a wave of his hand, it was the inner room, and he laid me down on the bed, and with careful care, the only layer of red veil on my body was removed, and I shrank back and moved back.
"Tonight, you and I will spend candles in the cave, and I will ask you to learn how to serve me. He took my arm in one hand, pulled me hard and spread it out in front of him, "Change my clothes." ”
I knew that I had no way out, so I carefully stripped off his shirt, bare chest, and fair skin, and he stepped forward, restrained my hand, held it high, and tore my clothes with the other hand.
He kissed my collarbone, and then kissed my lips, and a lotus fragrance overflowed from my mouth, not allowing me to think, and there was a pain in my lower body, a piercing pain, a thousand times more painful than before.
"No wonder Emperor Feng is so attentive to you, even this body is more fragrant than other women's kisses. "I couldn't tell what he meant, I just felt like a pill was put in my mouth, and then I lost my senses.
I don't know how many times he did it, but I knew the pain in my lower body like a burst.
"Water ......" voice may be due to the shouting too much last night, hoarse, swollen and painful.
The sweet water entered in an instant, and my Lingtai was a little sober, and when I opened my eyes, Xiao Ye sat on the edge of the bed, half-drooping his robe, holding a tea cup in one hand and a book in the other.
After seeing it clearly, I hugged the quilt and took three steps back, "Why are you here?"
"Didn't Mrs. forget, I slept with my wife last night?"
His eyes glanced at the two scarlet scratches on his back, as well as the red marks on his neck, and the embarrassment flashed on his cheeks, "Then I don't know if you are still satisfied?"
"If you are not satisfied, if it were not for the aphrodisiac, would Madame have been willing to let me touch you in the slightest?" he threw me a book, "if you want me to be satisfied, you must be like them, to please me." ”
I have never liked the difficulties of others to be strong, but Xiao Ye has forced others again and again, it's just that the women under him revolve around him.
"Yesterday, did you want to kill me?" he half-snuggled on the bed, lowered his eyes, and held my pearl hairpin in his hand, "Your father gave you Fengxia carefully hairpin to make you calm, but your pearl hairpin wants to kill me again and again, do you want me to fold your magic weapon, or ......"
His words were a little bewitching, itchy, and I walked uncontrollably in front of him, and suddenly my eyes were ethereal, and a distant voice sounded in my ears, "What spell did you cast on me?"
"A spell to make you obedient," he opened his eyes suddenly, his crimson pupils staring at me, and he twisted his hand, and I fell into his arms, "I heard that your real body is a Nether Flower. ”
"What exactly do you want to do?"
I saw him roll up his sleeves and remove my clothes, his round shoulders, his fair skin, and the unerased sword wound on his chest.
"Why don't you get rid of this scar?"
"I deserve a sword from the king, don't I?" I still sneered, he held the pearl hairpin and slowly pierced into my pipa bone, the spiritual power leaked out, the pain hit my whole body, a light behind me dimmed, and a plum blossom in the cold snow was left on my shoulder.
I remember......
Isn't he the least fond of plum blossoms?
There was a burst of air hanging around my neck, and I realized that he had put the heavenly official lock on my bones, and the flesh and bones were connected, and I was afraid that I would not be able to unlock this lock in this life.
sneered silently, picked up his clothes, and hurriedly dodged from his arms.
Xiao Ye never claimed to be in front of me, and occasionally he was angry when he opened his mouth, but I was the opposite of him, I didn't like him to call my name, and I didn't want to call him by his name.
"Yes...... Could it be that Madame doesn't like it?"
"Do you and I have to talk like that?" I dressed myself, got up and left the bed, pushed open the window, and looked at the scene of the fallen wood cliff that had not changed for many years, and my heart was full of ridicule.
The place where I used to come desperately, now that I am here, there is nothing but coolness.
I stretched out my hand to dissolve this illusion, but I didn't expect it to be on the lake, he had never let me come here, breathed in the fresh air, took out a Buddhist scripture from his sleeve, and was about to leave the inner room.
"You know how to marry me, why do you ...... with Emperor Feng" He leaned over and lay on the bed, I looked for prestige, he didn't speak, I didn't care much, I found a comfortable place, cold water soaked into my ankles, and there was some warmth, and I silently recited the Heart Sutra in my heart.
The Heart Sutra is the shortest of the Prajnaparamitas, and I have read all the chapters, but this one is the one I care about the most, especially this sentence: Seeing that the five aggregates are empty, and overcoming all suffering.
I once asked the Buddha of the Western Heavens, and I asked him: The Buddha said that everything is empty, you will have eternal life, and you will have consequences, but if you are wrong from the beginning, how can you survive all the suffering, and who will save you?
At that time, the king of Jizo Bodhisattva sighed for a while, he said that time is still there, and someone who is destined will save you when he arrives.
But I understand that there will be no one in this world to save me, let me fall willingly, let me suffer by myself.
It wasn't until later that I realized that I didn't need someone else to save it, that I was the one who saved people, that the Dharma was boundless, that the person I wanted to save had been by my side from the beginning, and I didn't know it.
In fact, what Xiao Ye wanted to ask me was nothing more than to know why I had an affair with Emperor Feng, could it be that he really didn't know that I was guilty? Obviously, he knew, but he kept asking me, if you mind my body, why did you have a love with me last night?
Thinking so much, my brain was already in chaos, and there was a change in front of the falling wood cliff, only to see a golden arc flashing in the sky, I knew that Xiao Ye had already noticed it, I closed my eyes again, and fell asleep deeply.
Last night, I really couldn't stand it.