Chapter 182: Does the Sun Have a Home?

"I have a pot of wine, enough to soothe the dust. Pour out the rivers and seas, and give drinks to the people of the world. ”

"I have a sword, and I will be with you in the night. Kill the time demon and open the world peacefully. ”

"The sky is the bed, the earth is the quilt, the rivers and lakes are the wine, the sword is the companion, who laughs at me for not having the guts, I am fucking ......"

Li Danda sang while drinking, which made Chu Xiaoxiao next to her stunned, because it was the first time she had seen Li Danda drinking, and it was also the first time she had seen Li Danda chanting poetry.

(Li Danda is fine, why did he leave the sect like a different person?)

Chu Xiaoxiao thought to herself in her heart.

(Could it be that I have been ignoring him since I came out of the Sword Sect, and he has started to be a demon?)

Chu Xiaoxiao Because of Bing Qingman's matter, it is true that he has not paid attention to Li Danda since he came out of the Sword Sect.

It's not that she doesn't want to pay attention, but there is always an inexplicable anger in her heart, and she can't get out, so she holds back and doesn't want to speak.

"That, Danda, you, what's wrong with you......" Chu Xiaoxiao still couldn't help it, pulled Li Danda's sleeve, and asked in a low voice.

However, Li Danda's face was red because of drinking, and he had forgotten that there was Chu Xiaoxiao next to him, and the sound of his poetry directly covered Chu Xiaoxiao's speech.

"Li Danda, how are you!"

Chu Xiaoxiao saw that Li Danda still ignored her, and directly grabbed Li Danda, stood on tiptoe and shouted loudly in his ear.

Frightened, Li Danda directly knocked the wine bottle in his hand to the ground, his body trembled, and he looked back at Chu Xiaoxiao: "What's wrong, what's wrong, is there an enemy?"

"What are you doing, chanting poetry while drinking?" Chu Xiaoxiao crossed his hands on his hips, looked at Li Danda angrily, and scolded.

"No, it's fine. Li Danda raised his hand slightly, smiled bitterly at the corner of his mouth, and bent down to pick up the wine jug that fell to the ground.

"Do you look like a person who is fine?" Chu Xiaoxiao looked at Li Danda with a puzzled expression, but found that Li Danda's expression seemed to be less carefree.

At this time, it happened to be the time when the sun was setting, Li Danda sat directly on the grass, put the wine jug next to him, arched his legs, put his chin on his knees, and looked at the sun in a daze.

"You say, does the sun have a home?"

"I, I don't know, why are you asking this. Chu Xiaoxiao looked at Li Danda, who was suddenly serious, and said with some unaccustomed feelings.

"It rises in the east and sets in the west every day. The place where it fell, do you say it is its home? Li Danda asked.

Chu Xiaoxiao saw that Li Danda was not drinking, nor was he chanting poetry, and the whole person relaxed, sat next to Li Danda, and watched the sunset.

His legs fell straight on the grass, his hands supported the earth, his eyes contained the sun and the moon, and Li Danda also said softly.

"Only when there is a home can there be warmth, and when it has a home, it can carry warmth and warmth to all beings." ”

"However, its home is in the west, why does it have to rise from the east every time?" Li Danda took a sip of wine, the drops of wine slipped from the corners of his mouth, and there was an indescribable emotion in his slightly drunken eyes.

"Perhaps, its home is in the east? it falls from the west and back to the east. ”

Chu Xiaoxiao looked at Li Danda so closely for the first time, and she found that although Li Danda had a woman-like face, she didn't look charming at all.

Even, this face should be the face of a man, but on this face, every line and every look contains feelings that she can't say.

"No, it doesn't have a home, it's just burning itself, adding warmth to all beings, and although its whole body is hot, its heart is actually very cold. ”

Li Danda held five fingers into a circle, but the center of the circle was not filled by him.

"Just like me. Li Danda picked up the wine jug and took another sip of wine, turned his head to look at Chu Xiaoxiao and said: "I thought I had a home, but in fact it is not my home anywhere, my home was long gone when I was born." ”

Chu Xiaoxiao realized at this time, what Li Danda wanted to say, what he drank for.

He has always been growing up, he has always been overcoming his timidity, but in fact these are all pretended by him.

He did not restrain his timidity, but pressed it into the depths of his heart, but the more he squeezed it, the more sensitive this timid heart became.

"The Sword Sect is your home, where you were born and grew up......" Chu Xiao was interrupted by Li Danda before he finished his joke.

"Is that my home? The home I want is not for the world, nor for the common people, but simply for myself and my relatives. ”

Li Danda poured the wine on his head, the wine slowly slid down his hair, and he opened his mouth to laugh, but no matter how hard he tried, there was still no laughter in that smile.

In the end, he collapsed to the ground, and the drink was scattered as his body fell to the ground, and he laughed and cried.

The home he pursues is the love of his parents for him, and the love he has for his parents.

Parents can make any selfless dedication for him.

He can also rebel against the whole world for the sake of his parents.

Therefore, he has always regarded the Sword Sect as his home, and those elders as his second parents.

However, at this time, he realized that it was not a family, but just a sect, a sect like a family.

Wei Yuanyang can exile him or even sacrifice him for the sake of the world.

Others also approached him only because of friendship.

There has never been a feeling that beckons to him without seeking any purpose, and this is true for everyone, including Chu Xiaoxiao.

Therefore, he tried his best to prove the Sword Sect in the Six Sects, and he looked for rescuers to save the Sword Sect regardless of life and death.

But in the end, what the Sword Sect gave him, apart from the treasure, is still a treasure.

A simple sentence of hard work, there is no one.

Li Danda didn't hate the Sword Sect, he loved the Sword Sect in his heart, but after he was exiled to the Sword Sect, this love had been transferred from the position of his home to the sect.

Chu Xiaoxiao looked at Li Danda distressedly, she didn't know how to comfort him, because she knew that she couldn't give Li Danda the warmth of her family herself.

She could only stare at this man silently, this helpless and timid man.

Maybe sometimes crying is the best way to really decompress.

The world says that Li Danda is timid, all weapons are born for defense, and all means are prepared for escape.

But who knows, he spared his life to fight the six factions, destroy the Sword Sect, and make peace.

Who knows that this man who is as timid as a mouse and is afraid of death is carrying the fate of being wanted by Mingping Palace at this time.

It's not scary to be timid, it's scary to not dare to face your own fate.

However, Li Danda did not.

He has always been a loner, and when he suddenly pours into the environment, he still has to understand some truths after all.