"Why do I still think of him, why can't I forget him......"

Ji Wanying was asking herself, she was in the whirlpool of contradictions, and the torrent seemed to be able to tear her apart at any time.

She took off the hairpin from her head and held it tightly, her fingers turning pale from blood loss. She held the hairpin as if she were grasping a large, powerful hand, as if only this hand could carry her out of the whirlpool.

Yes, this hairpin was made for her by Cangma himself, and he personally put it on her head. He was so rude, but he was so gentle when he put on a hairpin for himself.

But after all, this is just a simple wooden hairpin, Xiao Chengfeng gave her so many valuable jewelry, no matter which one is a hundred times better than this wooden hairpin, why does she only like this wooden hairpin?

She couldn't figure it out.

Obviously, Xiao Chengfeng is her husband, and Xiao Chengfeng loves her very much, cherishes her, and cares about her in every detail. In the past ten years, Xiao Chengfeng has never done anything against her will. As a husband, Xiao Chengfeng is indeed perfect.

Ten years can change a lot of things, dripping water through stones, Xiao Chengfeng's love is exactly this little bit of Ji Wanying's heart.

She knew that she should have died a long time ago, because she would never see Cangma again in her life, so no matter what the reason, she had to maintain the family.

She took a deep breath and walked out the door, the morning sun was so good that people couldn't help but relax.

After passing through the cloister, she entered her son's room, where he was sleeping soundly and she tucked the quilt for him.

When she looked at that childish face, she suddenly became frightened, because she had finally found the answer to her question.

Cangma is Xiao Tianju's real father!

That's why she can't forget Cangma.

Look at Xiao Tianju's eyebrows, nose, and lips, there is nothing that is not like Cangma, the more he grows up, the more he looks like Cangma, and even his personality is so similar. The same impulsiveness, the same straightforwardness, the same informality.

Ji Wanying was a little overwhelmed, she didn't know how long this secret could be hidden, but she knew that if the truth was revealed one day, no one would be able to bear the consequences.

No one complains about this matter, but if you want to complain, you can only blame her father Ji Changyan......

"Sister-in-law. ”

Ji Wanying suddenly woke up from her contemplation, she didn't notice when Xiao Qingxuan came to her at all.

Xiao Qingxuan didn't notice the panic on Ji Wanying's face either, because she was immersed in a joy that she couldn't extricate herself.

"Do you see if I have changed today?" she smugly spun around in front of Ji Wanying.

In order to hide the panic in her heart, Ji Wanying said perfunctorily: "You have become beautiful." ”

"Really? haha. Xiao Qingxuan was even happier, because she took her sister-in-law's words seriously, "Then tell me, where did I become beautiful?"

This taught Ji Wanying how to answer, but she still looked at this sister-in-law carefully.

Xiao Qingxuan cleared her throat and deliberately raised her head and shook it.

"Your earrings are beautiful, you never wore them before. ”

"Guess right!" Xiao Qingxuan snapped her fingers, this kind of playful behavior would only be revealed in front of the people closest to her, "Don't you want to ask who gave this earring?"

"Is it a man?"

"That's right. ”

"It's so rare. Ji Wanying's uneasy heart finally relaxed, and she quipped: "I didn't think that our Miss Xiao finally found the person she liked, and now your brother doesn't have to worry about your affairs anymore." ”

A touch of crimson instantly occupied Xiao Qingxuan's cheeks, and she pinched a corner and said shyly: "Oh, it's not counted, sister-in-law." ”

"As long as you have the heart, it will work out one day. Ji Wanying took her hand and said, "Tell me quickly, which young man he is, let me help you think of a way together." ”

"He's not a young man, he's an uncle. ”

"Huh?" Ji Wanying was a little surprised at first, but then she thought about it, and her sister-in-law was not too young, so she said, "How old is he?"

"Older than me......" Xiao Qingxuan twisted her finger and said, "Throw it away, right?"

"Is he married?"

"Of course not, sister-in-law, what do you think of me?"

"And does he have anyone he likes?"

Xiao Qingxuan remembered the sachet that Cangma held on the Qingtian Cliff that day, "Maybe there is, but I guess the woman he likes doesn't love him." ”

"How do you know?"

"I just know. Xiao Qingxuan said willfully: "He is so old, that woman should not be young, they are not together, either the woman is dead, or the woman is already married, otherwise there is no reason why they are not together." ”

"There is some truth in your analysis, why don't you tell me who this man is, and I'll help you check it. ”

"Hmph, hmph. Xiao Qingxuan let out a strange laugh, "His name is very special, only two words. ”

"Come on, don't sell it. ”

"Okay, then I'll tell you straight, his name is Cangma. Xiao Qingxuan gushed endlessly: "Cang is the vicissitudes of the sea, and the horse is the horse of the horse......

Although Xiao Qingxuan said a lot, when Ji Wanying heard this name, her ears seemed to be deaf, and she couldn't hear any sound anymore.

Her face turned pale, and she felt dizzy for a while, and if she hadn't sat on the bed, she would have almost fallen to the ground.

Xiao Qingxuan still said with his eyebrows fluttering: "It's just that his cultivation is a little low, but Cangma has just started, so it's no wonder that he is." Do you know, he was the first disciple of the Heavenly Sword Sect to break into the mountain gate, and his swordsmanship was really powerful. But that day, I almost beat him to death with one palm, you say it's a coincidence or not, we don't know each other, maybe it's fate......"

The more she spoke, the more Ji Wanying felt tightness in her chest, and even a little out of breath.

"Sister-in-law, what's wrong with you?"

"I'm fine, I'm just, just happy for you. Ji Wanying never dreamed that Cangma would dare to come to the Heavenly Sword Sect, and Xiao Qingxuan actually fell in love with him like a demon.

"Haha, I knew you would be happy for me. Xiao Qingxuan said: "But this matter, you have to keep it secret for me first, I don't want my brother and father to know about it now." ”

"I'll keep it a secret for you. "Things have come to this point, where does Ji Wanying have any other choice but to keep it secret.

"By the way, Xueya is also a gift from Cangma, and the colt likes it very much. ”

"He, ...... him" Ji Wanying couldn't ask for a long time, her heart was very upset, and she would definitely make a big mistake when she said this. She wanted to ask if he had done anything else to the colt, but when she calmed down, she knew that she was not to ask. She carefully organized her language before continuing, "Why did he give a gift to the foal?"

"Is this ......" Xiao Qingxuan pondered: "I really haven't thought about this question, probably to please the colt...... You don't know, he was almost killed by us the day he first entered the sect. ”

"What's wrong!"

"My colt and I tied him to the cliff for seven days, and he was so badly injured that I don't know how he managed to get through it...... Alas!" Xiao Qingxuan sighed: "It's all my fault, I really shouldn't treat him like this, fortunately he is hard, otherwise we will really kill him...... Alas, I'm annoyed, I blame me, sister-in-law, you said that I was not particularly bad before, how could I do such a thing!"

"Did he say anything?"

"He didn't say anything, he didn't blame us, he didn't even say a word of pain, he was such a man. Xiao Qingxuan shook her head: "But when he was about to die, he was still holding that sachet in his hand, I really don't know what kind of woman it is, it is worth his ...... to worry about like this."

"She's not as good as you. ”

At this moment, Ji Wanying only thought of crying in a place where there was no one, and the grievances in her heart only knew by herself. But the huge Heavenly Sword Sect didn't have such a place to go.

Both women stopped talking, each with their own concerns.

Ji Wanying was worried about Cangma, she couldn't tell whether this relationship was love or something else, she didn't want Cangma to die. Ten years ago, Cangma almost died in front of her, if she hadn't threatened her life and promised to marry Xiao Chengfeng, Cangma would not have been as simple as Jindan being destroyed.

She exchanged the rest of her life for Cangma's life, but this time he came again, would he repeat the mistakes of ten years ago. If that's the case, what else could she do to save his life?

The restless heart became even more restless.

It was a man who was not afraid of heaven and earth, he was not afraid, but someone was afraid for him, and someone took all his fears with all his might.

"Mother, auntie. Xiao Tianju woke up, "Hehe, Xiao Xueya, did you sleep well last night?"

As soon as he woke up, he hugged Snow Fang in his arms and rubbed his chin affectionately against its head, his carefree nature was truly enviable.

"Let's go find Cangma. Before he had time to get dressed, he came up with such a sentence, which almost scared Ji Wanying to death.

Ji Wanying said coldly: "You are not allowed to go out to play today, stay at home honestly." ”

"No, I'm going out. Xiao Tianju looked like he was not afraid of heaven and earth, and calmly dressed himself, "We have made an agreement with Cangma yesterday, and we have to go to him early this morning." ”

"What are you going to do with him?"

"Naturally, it's for Xueya, it's so small, it has to be fed every day?" Xiao Tianju said while teasing Xueya: "Our family has no milk to feed it, so we have to ask Cangma to go down the mountain to bring goat's milk back." ”

"Then you don't have it in the future. ”

"But you agreed to let me keep it yesterday!"

"If I say no, it's not allowed!"

Xiao Tianju yelled angrily: "I'm going to raise it!"

"Why are you yelling so loudly? Isn't it too long since you've been beaten, and your butt is itching again?"

"You don't count, you just can't talk!" Xiao Tianju said confidently: "If you promise someone else's things, you can't go back, this is what you taught me, but now you want to change your hexagram, hum!"