2. Leaking off the first quiet of the people, Faner, Zhuzi
The Buddha said: I don't go to hell, who goes to hell.
1
When I learned about Xuanji's death, I felt a lot of guilt in my heart, but this kind of guilt had a little more thoughts.
I returned to the Sea of Life from Hades, listened to the ebb and flow of the tide, looked at the pill in my hand, or went to ask Hades, and finally turned into a sigh.
I begged Hades for three days and three nights before she would tell me how to save people's souls.
The Nine Glass Bowl was taken by the Demon Clan, and I used a trace of my soul to transform into the Nine Glass Bowl, which was integrated into Xuanji's bone and blood, I couldn't save her, I was begging my father.
My father made a bet with me that if Xuanji could ascend to the altar on her own, he would go to her punishment and even seek an official position in the heavenly realm for her.
Such a gamble is something that can't be done, but I used my soul to transform into a mortal to accompany her, I have accompanied her countless reincarnations, and now her calamity is a catastrophe, and she needs to step through it step by step... Go, and I can only look at her.
It's just a matter of watching......
That day I took her out of the Endless Sea and sealed her past, and I reached over my hand and whispered, "I'll take you back." ”
I saw that she was puzzled, and omitted the bright light in front of her for her, but she didn't move, I knelt down and looked at her, probably unwilling to make it difficult for me,
It was a snowy day on the day I picked her up, and the mountain road was difficult to walk, so she followed me and stepped on my footprints step by step in the snow.
She tightened her clothes, thinking that it should be because of the cold weather, I had just put on fur for her, but she grabbed a handful of snow and threw it on me, she lowered her head, the corners of her mouth hooked a smile, and hid back, for fear that I would make any moves, we laughed suddenly, but I didn't want her to see it, so I quickly covered my mind.
I took her to meet the king, the king gave her the name Xuanji, and stayed in the Xuanji Palace, I didn't really want to meet her in my heart, but every time I saw her leaning against the window and thinking about things, I couldn't help but look at it a few more times.
On that day, she hurried to the Nishang Fenghua Palace to block my way, but she asked for the wine in my hand, and I was amused in my heart, but I didn't dare to say anything to her.
There are gods in the sky watching, so my every move is completely seen, Her Royal Highness the princess's marriage has been decided, so I ask to resign and go to Dingjun Mountain to discuss.
I called her that day and handed her the nine glass cups, our family has been guarding her for generations because they want to find her, and now this is hers, so naturally they want to return it to her.
But she gave me a red thread, I don't know what, I saw her tough attitude and took it, but she still remembered what I said with it, and took her out of the palace, but if she was alive today, how to go out with her.
I smiled and nodded in agreement.
I don't know if I'm guilty or used to being with her all these years, but I know that I have her in my heart.
I went back to the heavenly palace, my father called me to see, I knelt on the main hall, the cold from the bottom to the top made me feel stunned, I raised my eyes to see my father's angry look, neither humble nor arrogant, "I made a bet with my father, but my father never said that I must not interfere." ”
"Bastard, you can't teach your son, Tao Yao is like this, and you have to be like this now? For the sake of a woman, you are willing to be the enemy of the heavenly realm?" he swept off the incense on the case and rubbed his temples.
"Back to my father, I just want her back, it's what the heavens owe her, and I owe her. ”
Father Jun suddenly hooked his lips and smiled, "It is she who colludes with the demons, she is the one who hurts my monarch, and she is also the one who hurts the creatures of the human world, how can she owe?"
"Father, you don't understand after all. Tianmen shook his head and was escorted back to the Hall of the Dead.
"Send His Royal Highness back to the Hall of Death, and marry Shennong's family in the near future. "I was not allowed to resist anything, so I forbade my deceased Highness.
2
I dreamed of Xuanji every day for the past few days, laughing and angry, I thought about it in bed, and finally put a trace of consciousness to find Taoyao.
Qihua has taken good care of her since Tao Yao's soul returned, but I really need Tao Yao's help now.
On the day she came, I sat idly on the shore of the sea, holding a brush in one hand, occasionally sketching on the paper, "Brother...... I have advised you, and if you had listened to it, you would not have sown all these things. ”
"I don't worry about her. I said lightly, she was a stupid girl who followed me all the way without thinking about the situation, but she was worried that I would be injured, and she was afraid that I would not be able to accept it.
"Brother...... Let it go, Tao Yao begs you......" Tao Yao knelt beside me, looking at the painting in my hand, the corners of her eyes slowly moistened.
"Tao Yao, what did you say when I asked you to give up Qihua?" I asked rhetorically.
"Brother, I'm ......," she shook my hand, "Brother used to always think for me, but now it's for Brother's sake." ”
She leaned on my arms, I reached out and hugged her, just like before, and laughed in a low voice, "Young, do you still hate your father about Auntie?"
She shook her head, "A-Niang is bent on death, I want to save it, but in the end I can't save it." ”
"Then do you hate Yi'an?"
She shook her head again, "Brother, the past has passed, and now that Qihua is by my side, she is already very happy." ”
"And if she comes back, will she hate me?" I asked in a low voice.
"If she cares about you, it's not hate, but love," she lowered her head and smiled, "Brother, thinking too much is not worth doing too much, if she doesn't want to see you, then she will never see you, if she wants to see you, then she will see you all the time, so brother, you ...... Emotional. ”
I met her eyes suspiciously, but I didn't say anything, "Young, can you take a trace of divine consciousness for me and turn into a person to accompany her." ”
"That's ...... true"
I looked at her hesitant gaze, and naturally knew that if one of the steps went wrong, my spiritual power would be exhausted, so I nodded without hesitation.
She moved away from me, sat right in front of me, folded her hands, chanted a spell in her mouth, and forcibly stripped me of a person who was exactly like me.
I flipped my hand and gave him my memory.
"Send him down. Tao Yao put him in his sleeve, pulled it up slightly, and bowed down to me, "I only asked Brother One Word, have you ever regretted it until now?"
I thought about it for a long time, and when Tao Yao left, and when the tea cup was slightly cool, I slowly spoke, "No." ”
Now, how can I understand my heart if it weren't for that?
I got up and sat on the desk, slowly wrote a letter and sent it to Shennong, then closed my eyes and fell asleep.
3
The world is so beautiful, and I am still by her side.
When I returned from Dingjun Mountain that day, I saw her dark eyes at a glance, and I knelt in front of her, but my heart was full of joy.
But she found me a good errand, and she said that there was a banquet in the king's palace, and I naturally knew that it was only the reason why she stayed so much.
I thought she was just trying to wander around the bustling streets, but I didn't expect her to come to my house.
My lonely family has been guarding the nine glass cups for generations, and if the eldest brother knows, he will definitely embarrass her.
But before I could stop him, my eldest brother was already angry, and I knelt on the ground and let him get angry, and I was stabbed by him.
I know that these nine glass cups were born to be returned to her, but the eldest brother doesn't know.
I looked at her patiently bandaging me, and left the girl who had to give me a handkerchief in my mind, and unconsciously I hooked my lips and laughed, but she accidentally found out, and she said that I looked good when I smiled.
Then I'll laugh more in the future.
I followed her into the palace, and I didn't know what the king meant, but I saw Si Yi with her from a distance.
I have mixed feelings in my heart, but I have an unprovoked seizure, when Si Yi saw Xuanji for the first time, he never forgot it, and even broke into the palace just to see her, I didn't know what happened that day, but after Si Yi came back, he became more and more interested in Xuanji.
I hesitated for a long time, but finally stepped forward and pulled her open and clicked on her sleeping hole, I stayed with her, looked at her sleeping appearance, and looked at her calligraphy and paintings, the handwriting, the drawing method was very similar to mine.
"Xuanji, will you forgive me?" I drank a cup of tea before I could barely cheer myself up.
When I saw Xuanji again, she actually saved the woman hidden by the king in the Lingxiao Palace.
I had a relationship with that woman, and the king always treated her very well, because she came early and late, and the official documents were piled up but never commented, and the impeachment of the woman never stopped, but the king liked it, and as a courtier, he could not overcome.
That woman was sent by the Fangshan Sang family, and since I already know it, why doesn't the king know, but after all, the king is a king who loves beauty and doesn't want the country.
When she knocked on my door and window, Xuanji didn't explain to me why she saved people and why she sent her relatives, but I let her into the house because she was tired.
I've never been able to speak, Xuanji is a little thing that goes straight to her face, and the things hidden in her stomach are spread out to her, and she is not annoyed, and she tells me little by little.
Even so, she still didn't want to follow the rules, I thought she was young, and I thought that I could plan for her and survive the calamity, so no matter how much I bothered to talk to her, it was in vain.
Actually, I understand, but I just want to say more.
I admit that I still can't control my mouth, and I can't control my heart, Tao Yao is right, my heart can't deceive people.
I was rude to her when I was drunk that day, and the next day I thought about apologizing to her for a long time, but when I saw her, I didn't know how to speak.
She got angry and left the station.
I know that with Si Yi to protect her, she will be safe, but people are not as good as heaven, there are assassins who assassinate, but she is the one who killed.
I came injured just to see if she was safe, and when I saw her, all the tenderness instantly collapsed, and I didn't even care about the ice beads in my body for many years.
I think I like Yu Xuanji, the kind I love very much, her glance can be out of proportion, and one of her movements can make me cranky.
Actually, it's okay like this, at least Xuanji is by my side.
I have always owed her a word of sorry, I have always owed her a trust, how can I not believe that the little girl who has been with me for 500 years could have fallen into such a disaster.
She was just a little girl whose scales had just grown, but she was alone in the endless sea, how cold it must be.
Jade Xuanji, if I had a choice, if I could do it all over again, I would choose to go to hell with you.