1

In the first year of Ankang, the New Year is approaching, and it is snowing heavily.

Liu Wu, the daughter of Nan'an's first talented woman Zuo Xiang, finally married to Emperor Ankang after four years, that day ten miles of red makeup stretched from the Prime Minister's Mansion to Chang'an Avenue, her thick black hair on the high platform was combed to the top of her head, and the corners of her mouth were filled with a graceful and luxurious smile, and her eyes were full of joy.

The man sitting on the stage pursed the corners of his lips tightly, and his eyes fell on the red wedding robe, the complex styles were layered on top of each other, as if the petals of the peony in full bloom fell at the woman's feet, holding her like a fairy standing in the stamen, walking towards him step by step.

He raised his eyes to look at the snowflakes in the sky, his heart trembled, and another woman in a big red wedding dress seemed to appear in his mind, that person was like this, she held his face lightly, and the corners of her mouth were reluctantly hooked with a smile, "Zimo, if it is snowing heavily in Nan'an City, I will definitely come to see you." ”

Who was she? He forgot!

How he answered, he also forgot.

Raising his eyes and looking at the snow that fell into his hand and slowly melted, Nan'an, which had never snowed heavily for thousands of years, was snowing today, frowning slightly, raising his head and drinking the red of his daughter on the case, and getting up to leave the palace.

And far away in the north of the Aoxue country, the deep palace dotted with snow, after a while, it was covered with a layer of white, the woman in the pavilion seemed to sense the coolness and suddenly opened her eyes, remembered the scene in the dream, patted her head and tried her best to sober up, lifted the curtain and looked at the flying snow outside the window, "Its depth, is he back?"

"Back to Niangniang, not yet. He held a bowl of porridge in his hand and put it on the table made of pear blossom wood.

"When the king got up in the morning and left, he ordered you to prepare it, and you will have to eat it while it is hot. The person who was called to the depth spoke slowly, and the eyes of the woman quickly looked away, and he hesitated not to speak.

"When is he leaving today?" the hand that lifted the curtain was lowered, rubbing his bulging lower abdomen.

"I left when I was in the middle of nowhere, and I didn't wake up when I saw the fragrance of my mother's sleep. ”

"Whew...... Then you stand down first!" she didn't know what was going on in her mind, so she changed into a comfortable position, just enough to see the snow outside.

It's not the first time she's seen this snow, but it's just that it's good-looking, and her eyes are staring at it stunned, for fear of missing something.

Mo Yo waited for half an hour, but still no one was seen, got up and got out of bed and walked to the table, took two sips and couldn't drink it, but gasped and coughed heavily, his body was already thin, and he was even more so.

took the handkerchief on the table and wiped his hands, leaned over to get the coat on the screen, and the soles of his feet slipped and fell down, "Ah......"

Closed his eyes and didn't wait for the pain to be felt, then he opened his eyes, turned his head and met Gu Suxi's eyes, "I'm back." ”

His voice was as usual, but he couldn't help but be stunned when he looked at his furrowed eyebrows.

"Where have all the people in your palace gone?" just listening to her voice, she didn't dare to say anything.

"If you are left alone in the great palace, if something happens to you...... What can I do?" the end note was slightly low, and his eyes were full of worry.

"It's not about to come to an end, and I think they haven't seen their parents at home for a year, so it's more reassuring to go back earlier. She rubbed her eyes and reached out to grab his sleeve, but her nails kept picking at the corners of his clothes.

As I used to do many years ago.

"It's reassuring them, why didn't you think about it, your body is not as good as day by day, so how can I not worry. A slightly angry voice came to her ear, "Qi Shen, tomorrow I will go to the Mingde Hall to select some people to come and wait." ”

"Yes, my subordinates know. Qi Shen raised his head to meet the eyes of Shang Junxi, pursed his mouth, and withdrew from the outer hall.

Jun Xi smiled lightly and shook his head, "The king doesn't have to be like this, it's good that it's deep by my side." ”

"Could it be like just now?" he leaned over and hugged Jun Xi, although she was pregnant at the moment, her body was still as light as before, "I saw that you also ate something, but why are you still so light." ”

Jun Xi exclaimed, and hurriedly wrapped his hand around his neck and said with a light smile, "Let me down, if you are the king of a country is looked down upon by others, you will not be able to hold your face." ”

"Don't get in the way, is it possible that if you don't become the king of a country, you have to sit on the Mingde Hall like a Buddha?" Gu Suxi nodded her forehead, "Fool." ”

"Isn't the morning porridge to your liking?" he squinted at the rest of the porridge on the table.

"No, it's just that I'm not hungry yet, let's eat later!"

"Let's just change the bowl, it's cold this day, and the porridge is cold. "Gu Suxi has always been the most pampered, and everything she gave her is the best, even the four lamps in the courtyard were sent by Nanqiang, but now they are also covered with snow.

For a while, the two wanted to be speechless, Jun Xi reached out and shook Gu Suxi's hand, the affection in his eyes was like a pool of clear water, but he knew that none of these affections belonged to him, so he took away the loss in his eyes, but remembered Jun Xi's words in his ears, "Your Majesty, has it snowed heavily in Nan'an City today?"

Gu Suxi removed his hand and turned around without speaking.

Jun Xi grabbed the corner of his clothes and asked repeatedly, "Has it snowed heavily in Nan'an today?"

"Whether it's heavy snow or no snow, Xi'er, after all, he has forgotten you. He reached out and grabbed Jun Xi's hair, his inky pupils full of helplessness.

"yes, he forgot about me......" she bit her lip and lowered her eyes, not wanting her emotions to be revealed.

For a long time, Gu Suxi spoke, "Sorry...... How can you take one more look at me?" he hugged Jun Xi and rubbed her head.

For a moment, there was silence in the room, only the falling snow outside the house.

"Xi, in fact, you don't need to be so good to me, you never owe me anything," Jun Xi broke free from his embrace, "If you want to say that you owe, then An Zimo also owes me." ”

She couldn't say the latter sentence after all.

Perhaps, what can't be said is just An Zimo's name.

2

Just after the New Year's pass, there was a mess in the palace of Aoxue Kingdom, and it took a whole day for Jun Xi to give birth to the child.

Whenever he saw someone coming in and out, he wanted to rush in to see Jun Xi, if you were sorry for her......

He didn't dare to think about it, he was afraid, and he was afraid to die in his heart.

Finally, in the middle of the night, the child was born safely, and Gu Suxi rushed directly into the delivery room regardless of whether it was bad or not, and looked at the woman sleeping on the couch, he asked softly, "Jun Xi, are you okay?"

He held her hand until he felt the warm temperature, and his hanging heart was relaxed, and he took the hand towel next to him, wiping her face little by little, and his movements were extremely gentle.

He wants to spoil this woman, spoil it to the bones, and love it to the bones.

"Your Majesty, the little prince has been crying non-stop, and the minions have no choice. Before the visitor could finish speaking, Gu Suxi waved her hand and asked her to retreat.

As soon as he turned his head, Jun Xi woke up, met her eyes, and felt distressed in his heart, "Xi'er, the child has been crying, let them bring the child over, haven't you seen it before?"

Jun Xi smiled and didn't say anything.

That kid and An Zimo are really a little similar, especially the eyes, she saw them from a distance when people hugged her.

"You cherish giving you a hug, maybe if you hug him, you won't cry. Jun Xi glanced at him, looked away indifferently, and lay down.

She didn't like the child, starting from the sight of the similar eyes.

"Hey, you name this kid and find a good place to go. Jun Xi turned over and tried not to let his tears flow.

After all, she was still not so ruthless.

"Then call it An'er, how about Gu Su'an?" As soon as these words came out, Jun Xi did not have any objection, but his eyes were desolate.

Because she knew that she didn't have long to live.

At the beginning, she did not hesitate to test the poison herself, but now the poison has penetrated into the bone marrow, and she is weak.

Since An'er was born, she has never seen him, and Gu Suxi does not force her, and she will not talk about this topic every time, but in the past few days, Jun Xi seems to have changed a person, she will take the initiative to make clothes for An'er, and even take a few glances at him.

In his opinion, he thought that it was the deep love between mother and son, but he didn't know that this was her last goodbye.

3

On the third day of the third month of March, she died, but she saved someone.

She walked peacefully that day, and the weather was good, no wind or rain, which was a suitable day for travel.

But even in early spring, the weather was very cold, and she wrapped in a leather jacket sent by her aunt Suxi a few days ago and left the palace.

That day, she carefully dyed her nails red, she had never liked such colors, but she was always afraid that Gu Suxi would see her strangeness.

She went to find a woman who killed her, that woman was already dying, there was only one breath left, she didn't want to save it, but she still rescued her, just because An Zimo once loved her.

She bled out, boiled the medicine, gave orders to the people who were waiting next to her, and left.

She went to the temple, stepped on the stone steps at the junction of gray and white, and begged for a signature: the roots of the wood grow in spring, and the branches and leaves of the three autumns of the child are withered, and the roots are not seen.

She used to think that was the case, but when she worked so hard to get all this, Fanghua was gone, and everything was over.

A tear slowly slipped from the corner of her eye, she thought she wouldn't shed a tear for him, it turned out that she was just deceiving herself.

She smiled and sat down on the stone steps and fell asleep.

She remembered her past with An Zimo and felt ridiculous.

After ten years of stability, An Zimo begged her to stay in Nan'an, but in order to get the attention of Emperor Fengyang, for the first time she gave up her life and chose An Zimo.

After thirteen years of stability, An Zimo begged her to save the prime minister's daughter, and she used blood as a guide to break her life for ten years, just to get the prime minister's support.

After 14 years of stability, for the sake of the common people in the world, An Zimo gave her to Gu Suxi and his relatives, and he once again chose the world between the common people in the world and her.

However, An Zimo forgot about her.

It took her six full years, six years, and now there is nothing left.

If there is an afterlife, I would rather live up to each other than see each other.