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The king treats me differently from others, this is something I have only understood in the past half a month, and I may not be indifferent, but I still accept his favor in my selfish heart.

In this half month, no matter how late it is, he will come to see me every night, find some fun things for me and put them on the table, and whisper some words to me before leaving.

He didn't mention my past with him, nor did he mention the criticism he received in the court, I looked at the falling sunset, and my eyes fell on Si Yin's body.

I could smell the fragrance on her body roughly, but if I smelled it carefully, there was only the smell of blood, and I still opened my mouth when I looked at the boss's voice, "Why did you put yourself in such a situation?"

"Adults won't understand. She put away my clothes for me, warmed the tea for me, and then said lightly.

"You know he's all wrong, so why do you want to help him. ”

"I don't help him, can you help him?" I looked at her unwilling eyes, "Fangshan Sang wants this world, but this world is his after all, you are high, you sit in the pavilion, you only know that he is good to you, but what you don't know is that he worries about this world every day, I sometimes even want to give up, but he still insists, so ...... Can I help him?"

I looked at her quietly, I didn't know how to tell her, she lowered her eyes and continued to say to me, "He was born and lost his parents, and the mother of the lonely family remembered that he was the youngest son in the house when he was young, and there were many people in this Nanshu City who knew that he was a remnant, and they tried their best to kill him, although the lonely family was not thin to him, but after all, he was the one he wanted to get rid of." One day he actually said that he didn't want this world, how could the people of Fangshan spare him?"

She sneered, "Fangshan secretly discussed taking advantage of his exit from the palace to take Nanshu Palace in one fell swoop, you think he will sit back and relax from now on, but what you don't know is that the elders of the Sangyu clan in Fangshan are increasingly suppressed, and even united forces to try to rebel, and now because of you, he has been squeezed out by many parties." ”

"So do you want to tell me he's struggling, or do you want to say I don't understand him?" I said, "If he has the ability, the world will not be taken away by others." ”

"Your Excellency will only hold the shelf high, do you know how he saved you," she sneered, "His rights have been hollowed out again and again, and in the end he is only willing to be an empty shell for you, I don't know what kind of ecstasy soup the adults poured into him." ”

I didn't speak, but let her sit next to me, "Now that he can do this for me, so what?"

"Is the adult's heart made of stone, how can there be such a hard-hearted person as you?" she held the teacup in her hand hard, and fell heavily to the ground when she got up, "He wants this world for you, and he has to give up all this for you now, has the adult ever thought about him?"

I looked down at the fragmented pieces, reached out and touched them, and the pain swept over in an instant, the blood fell down the lines of my fingers, and my eyes were full of scarlet, and I took two steps back in fear.

I didn't let others see the injury on my hand, I was afraid that the king would worry about me again, the weather has gradually become cold these days, Nanshu Palace is fine, Yanran, full of spring, I haven't seen Si Yin for several days, so I simply looked at the little girl at the door and asked her.

She dodged her eyes, and refused to tell me, seeing her kneeling on the ground timidly, I was not embarrassed for her, waved her hand to let her leave, I wanted to go out of the hall to see, but before I could take a step, the royal forest army at the door stopped me from going.

"The ministers knocked before the priests. "Although that look is respectful, I am afraid that I am dissatisfied with it selfishly.

Earlier, when he broke into my room at night, the king knew that he had punished him with thirty boards, and he still held a grudge against me.

"How can you block my way, could it be that the general still wants to search?" I sarcastically mocked him, and he didn't talk back to me, "Your Excellency asks you to return to the palace."

"Listening to the general's tone, are you asking me to come back?" I asked in a low voice, smiling with my sleeves covered.

"What kind of tone does that sound to the adults? The king read that the adults worked hard for the country, and he was afraid that the adults would worry too much, so he arranged his ministers to protect the adults. ”

"How do I need you to protect, if the king has a decree, I will know how to need a general's notice. "When the general saw that he couldn't tell me, he simply called a few soldiers to lock the door of the temple.

I was helplessly pushed into the hall, and the girls next to me all knelt on the ground and asked me to go back to the room, I felt that something had probably happened to the king, so I jumped on the beam of the room and went out of the Lingxiao Hall at night.

I was selfish and afraid that they would find out about me, so I kept hiding, and it was originally the Xuanji Palace next to the Lingxiao Palace, but I went around most of the circle, and finally fell into a dilapidated house.

There were some vague figures in the room, I couldn't see the reality, and after a few steps forward, I heard a beautiful female voice in the room, with a little trepidation, I was afraid that I was afraid for a long time.

I pushed open the door, and the heavy smell of earth, the rancid smell of sawdust, and the cobwebs on the knots, I looked at the messy woman with a short knife in her hand, her eyes fixed on me, and I looked closely at the beauty of the self-beauty.

"Is there only a girl here?" I said softly, and she seemed to see my appearance clearly, and quickly put down the short knife, ran towards me, and held the placket of my chest and asked me, "But he asked you to come to me?"

I shook my head blankly and asked puzzledly, "The girl has recognized the wrong person, and I have never known the girl." ”

"No, how could I have mistaken you, you saved my life, how could you not remember me?" I begged me bitterly, pulling at my clothes and not letting go.

"I think the girl recognized the wrong person, I really don't know. My voice lowered slightly, and she looked into my eyes hesitantly, before finally sighing and turning back to where she had been.

"Is the girl waiting for someone to come to your rescue?" I couldn't help but ask her.

"I used to think that he would come, but after a long time, I let go of a lot," she lowered her head and smiled, "I gave him countless tomorrows, and I said that I would forgive him tomorrow when he came, but there are too many tomorrows, and I don't have much life left, so I can't afford to wait." ”

I reached out to take her pulse, and she immediately became alert, "What are you going to do?"

"Check your pulse. She shook her hand and smiled, "You've already saved me once, so you don't need to save me this time, girl, please go back." ”

I thought about it for a moment and wanted to turn away, but she stopped me and said to me, "I don't know if you remember these adults when you talk to them now, but do you remember the deal you told me before?"

I turned around suspiciously, she leaned against the wall and closed her eyes before she spoke, "I said that if one day the Fangshan Sang clan rebelled, you would stay in the palace and spend your life, so that Ling Chao thought I was dead, but I still broke my promise, I must let him remember me firmly, whether he hates me or loves," she shook her head with a smile, as if she remembered something, and a slight smile crossed the corner of her mouth, "My lord may have forgotten my agreement with you, but I still remember, and now I will abide by it." ”

"Is it just because I saved your life?" I couldn't understand a word of what she said, but I couldn't help but ask.

"No, it's just because Si Yi treats you sincerely, and my past is just an ethereal illusion, and now that people are empty, if I continue to think about it, in the end it will only hurt others and hurt myself. ”

I turned to look at her back and asked her again, "Since the girl and I are old acquaintances, does the girl know how I was before?"

"Since he doesn't want you to worry, he thinks about giving you thousands of graces, why should adults cling to the past, Si Yi gave you everything that women in the world want, but I just want adults to be by my side, I am so envious, but now I am a weak body, I am afraid that I will have left this world in a few days. She coughed heavily, and I looked at the bright red blood stains on the handkerchief in her palm, and you closed your eyes and didn't dare to look at her.

"Don't you want to go out, if you want to go out and find that person, I might have a way. I hesitated, and she smiled slightly, "Where else can I go when I go out? ”

I didn't understand what she meant when she had no place to stay, until I saw the important ministers of the Xuanji Palace kneeling on the ground, and all the people did not move to block the king in the palace.

Occasionally, I heard a few little girls talking, and they talked about the king's anger yet.

I hid behind the rockery, a fierce gaze came at me, I hesitated to leave, but I still waited for him to come over, I wanted to know what was going on here.

The person who came was the man in white that I saw when I broke into the Xuanji Palace that night, he shaved his beard today, and he looked quite delicate.

"Round the history and knock before the priest. "That voice was weird, and it obviously didn't mean anything good to me.

I waved my hand slightly, "What are you doing now?"

He suddenly showed a sneer, "The minister begged the king, and the king was unwilling to punish you, so the minister asked all the civil and military officials to block the king. ”

"Why are you punishing me?" I heard from his words only one important message.

"The remnants of the previous dynasty, confusing the country and confusing the king, which one can't cure your sin?"

"I am a god in the sky, and now I am taking care of the world of Nanshu, I feel that these three words in your mouth have nothing to do with me, and even confuse the king......" I suddenly laughed, and raised my voice so that the ministers listened to my words, "Have I ever shared the same bed with the king, have I promised for life, have I ever been like glue, have I ever gone to the dark clouds together, what evidence do you have?"

I looked at his darkened face and walked out of the rockery, "Have you ever heard a rumor about me and the king?"

I looked at their expressions looking left and right, turned around and was about to leave, when a dull voice sounded in my ears, "The priest is right, I haven't seen it with my own eyes, but the king repents of the marriage, claiming that he has only one heart in this life, and everyone with a discerning eye knows that the king's heart is with you, what else does the priest have to say?"

I shrugged my shoulders, "In the past, I always heard others say that a gentleman is a gentleman, and it is difficult to chase a horse, but there are still people who will break this promise, so naturally it is a whisper in the ear, just listen to it, and now you are blocking the king's door, can you ever think about who is the minister, and who is the king?"

I stretched out my hand and motioned for them to come out, staring at the Guards on both sides, and said lightly, "Send off." ”