Chapter 38: Dreams and Life
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This is really the most terrifying point of all the bad luck about Zhao Di.
She didn't remember, she only remembered that when she struggled on the haystack for a long time, after a loud baby cry, the man's face changed—according to Jiming Village, men don't enter the delivery room, so maybe it was just her crank. In any case, her husband was reasonable and loved her, he did not rebuke her or scold her for giving birth to a daughter in disappointment, and after she had failed his expectations, he remained silent with amazing affection, restrained his hatred for her, and did not particularly increase the number of beatings of her, for which the younger brother had always been grateful, and after giving birth to her second child (a boy, thank goodness), her guilt towards the royal family, her man and her mother-in-law was finally somewhat lessened.
Yes, just a little lightened, she spent so much money on the Wang family, although nothing fell into her hands, but she always owed the Wang family, her mother-in-law took the trouble to remind her of this, it is her obligation to give birth to a son for the Wang family, she still owes the Wang family a lot, the mother-in-law of the younger brother synthesized the daughter-in-law data of the whole village, picked out the best and told her how good the daughter-in-law they were supposed to be, and picked out the cheapest financial gift, cursed and bought her how much it was a loss, and finally came to the conclusion that the life of the younger brother is to take the Wang family for a day, let the Wang family suffer a day, no matter how much hard work she endures, just paid off a little bit of interest on the day, Hugh wants to fantasize about the day when the principal will be repaid.
Mother-in-law's words, Brother Cun didn't dare to reply, she knew that the daughter-in-law's gift better than her was many times better than hers, and the gift was so cheap that she couldn't do work, but these were to no avail, the mother-in-law's mouth couldn't say her, and the fist of the mother-in-law's son was something she couldn't parry. Moreover, admitting that she owes the Wang family is not a very sad thing, so she works harder, eats less, and tries to become a "model daughter-in-law" in Jiming Village.
This kind of life is not as hard as it sounds, the work is from morning to night, when it is not finished, it is done, can she study, or can she watch the play? After eating a little, although there is often a "cry of injustice" in her stomach, but after drinking a bowl of cold water, she will suppress it, and it will be sad to be hungry at night, but when her man gives her two feet, the pain in her stomach is nothing. When her man didn't kick her or hit her, the long, cold and hungry nights were hard, so it was a blessing for her to be beaten hungry, and if she thought about it this way, the man's fist would not hurt much when it fell on her. Over time, she felt both happy and satisfied with her married life, and felt that even the legendary queen mother's eight bowls and eight plates of banquet could not be compared with her life.
Moreover, there are many women in Jiming Village who are not as good as her, which adds to her sense of superiority, and often teaches her daughter that in the future, she must be diligent, thrifty, hardworking, and like her, she must be as brave and loyal as her for the sake of her in-laws, and do things for her in-laws, so as to achieve her position as an enviable peasant wife. The words she had heard from her mother and mother-in-law were repeated to her daughter without omission, and many of her own high opinions.
Arm Ru, everyone knows that her daughter will always be an outsider in the future, so every grain and bowl of thin paste she is given now is an irretrievable waste, and it is given to an "outsider" who has nothing to do with the Wang family, which is not an exaggeration to say that it is a crime for the poor Wang family. Every time she served her daughter a meal, she would always scoop a little more out of her bowl, so that she saved the Wang family some redundant and unnecessary expenses. She is so shrewd and powerful to plan and consider for her family, even if the other party is the meat that fell from her body, involving the interests of the Wang family, she always resolutely stands on the side of the Wang family, outsiders, that is, enemies, deserve the most cruel treatment, whether this outsider is her daughter or herself, she is as fierce as an overseer to a slave. As for her son, he is a member of the Wang family, and no matter how much the Wang family spends for him, it is spent on their own people, and it is not a loss. This differential treatment, carefully calculated, won her a lot of approving glances behind her mother-in-law, yes, she also knew that although her mother-in-law never praised her, but she never objected to her actions, doesn't this explain everything?
Zhao Di, if you are unfortunate enough to have a daughter in the future, you must remember that you can't fill her full of food just because she looks salivating and hasn't eaten for a few days - laying the bottom of the bowl is a waste of your in-laws' property to supplement your future son-in-law, which is the least worthwhile of all things. Working from morning to night, beating day and night, this is the duty of a serious woman, and it is the ultimate goal of being a woman.
She had a terrible premonition at that time, her daughter was going to make the Wang family suffer a big loss.
She raised a daughter, which has caused the Wang family to suffer a big loss, so the Wang family has to feed an "outsider" daughter-in-law, and lost a lot of pigweed and grain that could have been fed to their own pigs, and now, not only does she refuse to do things for the Wang family, but also wants the Wang family to lose another sum of money to let her go to school!
"As long as I'm alive for a day, don't dream about it!" Brother Cun was able to scoop out another spoonful from his daughter's bowl, and this time she also resolutely defended the interests of the Wang family with her fists and slaps: "Learning spinning with the sister next door is serious, and when you look for your in-laws in the future, you will also ask for a lot of financial gifts, and your brother will have to pay the money for the school!" Her mother-in-law and her husband were very satisfied with her statement, and there was no objection, and they maintained her dignity and status as the daughter-in-law of the Wang family in front of Zhao Di.
However, this did not stop Zhao Di from continuing to dream.
Brother Cun's heart is angry and bitter, she has dedicated everything she can for the Wang family, but her daughter has to gently spoil all this!
She hoped that her daughter would marry early, yes, she knew that her young daughter would not be bought by someone who had a little more comfort, and that the girls who would buy girls of this age were the poorest—poorer than the Wang family—but her daughter was an outsider, so it was the outsider who was poor, not the Wang family, and the Wang family had no loss! And now by casually selling her, not only could she get money, but from now on, she would no longer be able to harm the interests of her Wang family! What a good result this would be, for her, for the Wang family...... Even for her daughter, whether she is poor or not, is there anything better for a girl than to get a home?
As a result, her husband refused because the selling price was unsatisfactory.
When she knew it, her sky was dark.
When Zhao Di drowned, her crying was sincere, her joy was hidden deep in her heart, and soon her husband reminded her that the Wang family had lost a pig! When Zhao Di returned to her soul, she was not only the joy that her daughter who had been raised for so long did not die, but also the joy that a pig of the Wang family had no loss.
However, now, in the end, the pigs are still lost.
The mother-in-law of the younger brother is not as willing as she is to accept her fate, although the matter is so unthinkable, but this does not prevent her from venting her disappointment and anger on her daughter-in-law: "You must have hooked up with him, and even took the girl to the pit-" The "pit girl" she said did not mean that Zhao Di must marry Zhao Xiaoliu, a poor and gambling guy from now on, and the rest of her life will be predictably dark and miserable, but refers to her coffin, her pig, and her Wang family's hope of getting rid of bad luck and becoming rich are all dashed: "You scourge!"
Zhao Xiaoliu was dumbfounded, they seemed to be talking about something very serious, but Zhao Di was obviously good, Zhao Di-
He turned around and found that Zhao Di didn't follow.
The traverser slowly walked towards the Baiyi Temple, he ate a little too much, he didn't really want to walk, but to verify the use of the thimble, he had to go back to Jiming Village - he had already seen the location of the back gate of the Baiyi Temple on the wall of the Baiyi Temple the day before (in terms of scale, it should actually be the main gate, but how could the main gate face the funeral ditch?). Now, after he took Zhao Xiaoliu away, he stood in front of the door of the Baiyi Temple, and he had to climb on the door very carefully, lest he stumble and fall down the mourning ditch, where it was foreseeable that it would not be a fun place.
There was a large simple lock hanging on the door, which had not been opened since it was hung up, and now it was so rusty that it could only be seen from the position where it was hung.
The traverser took a breath and pressed the silver thimble on his thumb against the lock.
The lock opened silently, and the door creaked open a crack, and a dry woman's arm burst out of the crack and grabbed the traverser!