Chapter 263

Reluctant not to look back, Chang Xuan walked forward with difficulty on the dry branches, but he was too weak, even if he was desperately persevering, the only remaining physical strength was used up, and finally when it was about to get dark, he sat down under a big tree that could barely shelter from the wind.

In the season of this world, it is early autumn, although the weather is not very cold, but because of the weak and unclothed state, it is difficult for him to bear, especially in the wound on the back, maybe it has dried up, but it is still painful to be blown by the wind.

Sitting there looking up at the sun that was falling on the western mountain, Chang Xuan found that this was the same as his own life, and he was not far from death.

At this point, he was so hungry that he didn't feel it, but this was the most terrifying part, but he didn't care.

As the saying goes, people are dying, and their words are good, although he did not speak at this time, but his mood was calm and scary, like a pool of stagnant water, there was no hope of continuing to survive, and there was no fear before death.

At this moment, he could clearly feel that his body was drying up, it was a kind of horror that cells were gradually devouring, and there was also a kind of discomfort that his spirit was gradually darkening.

I always hear people say that death is a terrible thing, once it dies, then everything is equal to zero, everything ceases to exist, just like a candle that goes out, and people die like a lamp goes out.

In his previous life, Chang Xuan had considered the issue of death, but at that time, he was too young and too far away from death, and he would not have a very clear feeling.

However, because of the horror of death, he once consulted many books on Buddhism, Taoism, Confucianism, and world religions, trying to find a credible answer to the death that had always plagued him.

Although the religious texts explain life and death in their own way, after all, they are just the words of a family, and some of them are even very insulting to people's intelligence, and only pay attention to the detachment of believers, and it is a great disrespect to the gods to pursue them.

Is there a god in this world? Chang Xuan is not sure, because he is not ignorant, and he also knows that he is very ignorant.

People are always accustomed to believing what they see, but it doesn't mean that there is nothing they can't see, just like the wind, or the starry sky beyond the starry sky.

In his previous life, there were people who explored other planets and made sounds all the time, but he couldn't hear this kind of sound, because this universe was too large and mysterious, and with the insignificance of human beings, he couldn't detect the true thoughts in it.

As the saying goes, the avenue is invisible, and the loud sound is silent, as if the planet is spinning, but people never feel it, because the difference in size between the two is too big, like an ant and a celestial dome.

Some people say that life and death are a part of life, just like the enlightenment of the Buddha back then, the final result is that life is nirvana, and the explanation is that life is death.

This sentence, Chang Xuan was convinced when he first heard it, but the more he pondered it later, the more wrong it became, and finally felt that it was extremely ridiculous.

Some people also say that people can live forever through cultivation, but looking at the five thousand years of the great country in the previous life, no one was able to live forever.

Perhaps, this was because his level was too low to reach a certain level, but it was true that there was no immortal in front of people.

However, the starry sky of this universe is so big that it is as big as 99% of the things that humans can't explain, just like the world he is traveling through now, whether anyone can explain the cause and effect He doesn't know, but at least he can't explain it.

For a long time, Chang Xuan was deeply troubled by the problem of life and death, but in the end, after thinking about it, he returned to the same place after sparing a huge circle.

In this world, some people say that it is right not to believe in religion, so what makes you think that it is right not to believe in religion?

And if it is right to believe in religion, then what makes you think that others are wrong?

It's a long-lasting answer, just as the world is in chaos.

What is right, what is false, what is true, what is false?

There are no answers to any of these, and if you do, it only means that you are too shallow.

Coming to this world, the system that can cultivate into an immortal is a huge shock to Chang Xuan, but even in this world where he can cultivate the true Dao, the death of life is inevitable, even if the cultivation is high.

As for whether the end of this cultivation path can really be immortal, or whether cultivation itself is like sailing against the current, Chang Xuan doesn't know, because he hasn't come that far, and with the current situation, whether he can survive tonight is still a problem.

People say that there is a great terror between life and death, but Chang Xuan doesn't think so, maybe he knows that there is no hope for survival, and all he has in his heart is peace and tranquility. 、

Of course, being blown by the autumn wind, he also felt a little cold, as if this coldness did not come from the autumn wind blowing, but from the inside of his body.

In the blink of an eye, it changed from sunset to starry sky.

At the beginning of the night, Chang Xuan leaned against the big tree in a daze, staring at the starry sky motionlessly, wanting to see through the boundless sea of stars and find the blue place where he was born and raised, but unfortunately, in order to find the target, his eyes have gradually blurred.

He knew that he was going to die, both from his own telepathy and from his body's natural reaction.

A feeling of powerlessness came, as if he had lost all his strength, and he couldn't even support the hands on his body, and he slipped down like a weak image.

"I didn't expect that I, a man with a system, was going to die here......" A wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, Chang Xuan wanted to call for the system in the sea of knowledge, but he lost his cultivation, and he no longer had the ability to enter the sea of knowledge......

Before he died, he thought back to the big rabbit he let go, and at the beginning, if he had been ruthless, he would not have ended up like this.

He actually regretted it, but if he was given a choice, he would still do it, because he really couldn't do it to a female rabbit who was suffering from childbirth.

Perhaps, this is the most precious place in human nature, or maybe it is the most womanly and benevolent place for him, but no matter what, he has no regrets and a clear conscience.

And isn't the pursuit of life in the world to have a clear conscience?

Maybe not, but Chang Xuan thinks it is.