Chapter 451: Give Up
Chapter 451 Waiver
Zhang Yang returned to his parents' house and told them the news of Jiaoyang's death with a solemn expression, and a sad cry broke out in the room in an instant.
Li Hui's voice trembled and said, "How could the sun die? Why does this stupid girl have to choose to die together?"
"How can my sister-in-law die? she is so beautiful, like a fairy, I don't believe it, brother, are you lying to me?"
Zhang Yang's eyes were full of tears when he was driven by this sad breath again, his heart clenched his fists tightly like a knife, and said in a hoarse voice: "...... I just made a decision. ”
Everyone looked at Zhang Yang with solemn expressions, they really knew him too well, and seeing his strange expression, everyone's hearts sank, and there was a faint uneasy premonition.
"Zhang Yang...... What do you want to do?"
Zhang Heng looked at Zhang Yang with a serious face. The father and son glanced at each other, and a thousand words were in this one look, and they instantly understood each other's decision.
"Dad...... Mother...... I know that my decision is a bit selfish, but at that moment, I was firm in my heart, I think you may not understand what I do, but I feel that I should do it, for the sake of the sun, and so that the people close to me will not leave me. ”
Everyone looked at Zhang Yang silently, and they couldn't help but beat a drum in their hearts.
Zhang Yang took a deep breath, took out the red feather of the hot sun from his pocket, and slowly put it on the table.
"This is the only evidence that Jiaoyang is alive in this world, and it can be regarded as her remains. She has lived in Penglai Wonderland since she was a child, so I think that this feather is still in Penglai Wonderland, which can be regarded as one of her wishes. ”
"Hmm...... Do what you say. ”
Li Hui looked at Zhang Yang's sad expression, gently put her hand on the back of his hand, and looked at her son unbearably.
Zhang Yang pursed the corners of his dry lips, took a deep breath, and seemed to have made a lot of determination, before he slowly said heavily: "I have always felt that protecting the human race is my mission, or my only responsibility now. I was also very touched by the scene of all the human races working together, and I thought that this should be what a big family should look like, but the moment I just came back, I changed my mind. ”
"Zhang Yang, what do you want to say? Did you see something when you came back? that made you unhappy, or did someone show disrespect to the sun?"
Xiao Hai looked at the Zhang Yang who wanted to speak and stopped, and said angrily: "Shi Niang sacrificed herself to protect everyone, but after they learned about Shi Niang's death, they did not express their grief, but were afraid that the master would be devastated because of Shi Niang's death and would not be able to protect them. ”
The more Xiao Hai spoke, the more angry he became, and he was about to open his mouth to continue to say the next words, but was stopped by Zhang Yang waving his hand.
“...... This is just one of the reasons. But what really made me make this decision was because I saw my own insignificance, and I felt that I was too self-righteous to protect the Terrans. They put all their hopes on me, but they didn't think about improving their own strength to protect themselves and the people they loved around them. ”
Zhang Heng looked at Zhang Yang with a frown, and asked in a trembling voice: "Zhang Yang, what do you want to do? Do you want to give up?"
Zhang Yang lowered his head decadently and said in a deep voice: "Yes, I want to give up, I'm really tired, I don't want to continue to guard this aimless responsibility." Because of those responsibilities, I couldn't breathe through the pressure, blindly improved myself, but ignored the people around me. Since I met Sunny and I, the two of us have been working non-stop on Terran affairs, but the moment I came back, I realized that all the efforts we have made will actually only make them more dependent on us, or more selfish, which is not what I want to see. Do I have to make endless sacrifices for their safety? But who really cares about my feelings, my life?"
The more Zhang Yang spoke, the more excited he became, his whole eyes were red and he looked at everyone, the tip of his nose was sour again, and tears rolled down his eyes.
He held the red feather in his hand tightly, as if he was holding the sun, and if he wanted to feel the sun, he was also agreeing with his own thoughts.
Just then, a tired voice came from the door.
"Zhang Yang, are you ready to give up all the Terrans?"
Zhang raised his eyebrows and turned around tightly, and saw Gu once standing at the door.
Although his strength has far surpassed Gu Yi, in his heart, he has always been his master.
In the face of his master, Zhang Yang still softened his heart, and he couldn't be as cold as he was in the face of those elders.
Once Gu and Gu Chengfeng glanced at each other, they both shook their heads with a sigh, walked up to Zhang Yang without heaviness, put his hand on his shoulder and patted it.
"Zhang Yang, we have all heard about the hot sun, and the festival mourns and changes. ”
Hearing the name of Jiaoyang, Zhang Yang's heart throbbed violently again, he took a deep breath, slowly raised his eyes, and looked gloomily at Gu Chengfeng and Gu once in front of him.
"Seniors, master, I know what you want to say, but I have made up my mind, so don't persuade me. ”
Gu once looked at Zhang Yang silently, seeing the firmness in his eyes, he could only shake his head with a sigh.
"I know you're sad, and I know you might be disappointed after hearing the elders. As a Terran, you should understand that people have bad roots, and I hope you can be generous and forget everything they say. They are also unintentional, which does not mean that they are really sacrificed to the sun......"
Once Gu said it, he couldn't talk anymore, he understood the bitterness in Zhang Yang's heart, he had already heard the words of those elders from Yan Guixing, and he felt even more shameless in the face of the sacrifice of the scorching sun.
Zhang Yang smiled bitterly, waved his hand and said, "Master, senior Gu, I have already made a decision." In the past, I had always been arrogant and thought that I could protect the Terrans, but after the sacrifice of the sun, I realized how small and arrogant I was. Now I understand that I can't be such a great person, I can't protect so many human races, all I can do is cherish the friends and relatives in front of me. ”
Gu Yan's shoulders trembled, and he looked at Zhang Yang in surprise.
"Zhang Yang, what do you want to do......?