Chapter 108: Breaking through the Demonic Barrier
"Other than that, do you have any other feelings, such as emotions?" Ruolin asked again.
"No!" I replied no.
"Strange, let's train here today, you rest first, I'll go find the dean. Ruolin told me a word, and left.
Seeing that Ruolin was gone, I took off the weight on my body, sat upright on the ground and began to meditate and rest.
For the past six months, I have been doing this, whether I am tired or sleepy, I have recovered through meditation, but I have not felt a trace of magic, and even the elemental heart that has been controlled by me has not moved.
Elder Tree has also tried to use magic to stimulate the Elemental Heart, but the energy released by the Elemental Heart blocks all magic, unless a Holy Magister stimulates it with the same level of energy.
During the meditation, time passed quickly, and after a while, Ruolin and the dean Shu came over and woke me up.
"Chi Feng, how is your recovery?" the dean asked after seeing me, which had almost become his mantra every time he saw me in the past six months.
"It's not good, it's still no sign at all. I spread my hands and expressed my helplessness.
"Or you drop out of school, I'll help you find a strong martial artist, your current physical fitness is okay, and you should also become a powerful martial artist." The dean joked.
"......" tree old.
"......" Ruolin.
“...... All right. I responded.
With a "bang", Shu Lao knocked me on the head, "Stinky boy, do you really want to be a martial artist?"
"Jokes, jokes. I craned my neck, giggling.
"I know what the problem is. The dean whispered suddenly.
"Huh?"
"Because, now you are used to the days without magic, you lack a sense of urgency, even if your magic has been revived, but you don't have the concept of its resurgence in your consciousness, in other words, you can't adapt to the magic in your body. The dean analyzed.
"This..."I hesitated, a sense of urgency, after this half a year, I have indeed become accustomed to the days without magic, and even used to the daily high-intensity training, but I can't feel whether I am repulsed by magic.
"So, you now calm down and meditate, don't think about anything else, devote yourself to magic, your foundation is still there, use your perception of magic to communicate magic. Ruolin spoke.
The tree elder nodded to me, and I continued to sit down as they had said, closing my eyes and meditating.
It's just that this meditation is different from the past, I think about the dean's words, and I think about magic in my mind, but just as my consciousness touches the magic, the images of blood, pain and despair in the horror forest appear in my mind, making my body tremble uncontrollably.
It was as if at this moment, I was back in that scene, and despair instantly crept through my mind.
The dean looked at my trembling body, and couldn't understand what I had been through, but before they could think about it, a mouthful of blood spurted out of my mouth, and my whole spirit went down.
The old tree stepped forward to hold me down, and pumped mana into me.
"What's wrong?" asked the dean.
"I don't know, I can actually feel magic according to your method, but when I communicate magic, images of the horror forest come to my mind. "After the old tree sent me the magic, I felt better, so I recounted what had just happened.
"Now it's basically certain that those bad memories are buried deep in your heart, you don't touch them at ordinary times, and your subconscious won't touch them, so you won't touch the hidden magic, and when you want to touch the magic, the memories in your subconscious mind will also be hooked out. Ruolin analyzed.
"Xiao Feng, you are afraid, repulsive, if you can't overcome it, then your magic will never come back. "The tree is always by my side, feeling the change in my mood.
"But how am I going to overcome it?" I thought I had gone through the horror forest and nothing could crush me, but I didn't realize that in my heart, I had been afraid and avoided those things.
"There are many ways to overcome fear, but the most direct way is to open your heart, to face and overcome bravely, if it is not for your fear to sleep with your magic, otherwise, this fear will eventually become your inner demon. The dean said.
"Let go of your heart, let go of your subconscious, push the fear out, you can. ”
After listening to their words, I silently closed my eyes and recounted the events from entering the horror forest to my coma when Ruolin arrived.
Yi Feng's self-blame when he was taken away by the Gray Shadow, Yi Feng's despair after losing his heart, and the collapse of fear of being played like a mouse, I followed the advice of the dean and completely opened my mind and body to accept these memories.
"Ahh
"Xiao Feng, don't be afraid, we are all here, defeat it. Ruolin's voice is very soft, but it can easily penetrate the soul and directly enter my soul, feeling Ruolin's voice, my heart is subconsciously a little relaxed.
The staff was conjured in the old man's hand, and a soft, unadulterated cloud of natural magical energy enveloped me, and together they cleared my consciousness a little.
The blood bamboo jade is also releasing a faint red light, and my eyes are still a blood red, but it no longer completely blocks my vision as before, and a shallow gray shadow appears in front of me.
Seeing this gray shadow, the fear in my heart completely turned into anger, I don't know where the magic came from, the purple thunder in my hand appeared, and a thunder light condensed in an instant, throwing it directly on the gray shadow, scattering the gray shadow.
As if all my strength had been drained, I sat down on the ground and began to gasp for air, and the blood in front of me began to fade. A cool sensation spread through my body, and the magic power that had disappeared for more than half a year began to overflow all over my body little by little, like spring nectar.
I was pleasantly surprised by the change in this moment, my body was like a long-arid land, greedily enjoying the nourishment of magic.
"It seems that it was a success. Then meditate and feel the moment carefully, which will be good for your perception of magic in the future. The dean exhaled, a smile on his face.
"Don't be sloppy, I don't know the specific situation yet, I hope this time I can recover directly. Although the old man said this, there was also a smile of relief on his face.
Only Ruolin didn't speak, looking at me in a daze.
As the magic power in my body recovered, gradually centered on my body, the scene of my first magic awakening resurfaced.
Fortunately, Ruolin reacted quickly, and a layer of thunder light enchantment surrounded us, so that no one could feel the changes in the enchantment.
"I didn't expect that the tenth-level magic affinity would be so powerful, they are the darlings of the heavens. "The old man looked at me with a lot of emotion.
"It was also said that the tenth-level magic affinity is the successor of the next elemental god chosen by the elemental god. The dean loves to read, and this is undoubtedly the rumor he has seen from books.
Then he denied it: "Heh, if this is the case, there will never be a tragedy 10,000 years ago, in the past countless years, except for the most primitive rumors of the birth of the first generation of elemental gods, I have never heard of the birth of a god." ”
"Having said that, this tenth-level magical affinity is really a miraculous existence. ”
After the old man finished speaking, after a while, the magic coming towards me weakened, and my aura was also fixed at the high-level magician.
I felt the intimacy of the magical element, like a child who had left home suddenly, and a soft look appeared on my face. With my mana returning, the Elemental Heart has released the enchantment, and the connection with me has reappeared.
I opened my eyes, and at this moment, the magical elements around me instantly fell into calm, I slowly stood up, looked at my hands, and felt the magic power in my body, and the feeling I had not felt for a long time appeared in my heart again.
"Fully recovered?" Tree Elder asked softly.
"Well, yes, yes, the magic is strong and restrained, and it is free to retract and release, it seems that the precipitation of the past half a year has indeed had some effect. The dean praised me, but he couldn't hide a smile on his face.
"Now that the magic is back, everything is back on track, and all you need to do for the next week is practice what you've learned in class and what I've taught you until you're proficient. Ruolin said.
"Yes, but I'm going to go to Mr. Wu first to learn some natural magic. I said, after all, those are just the magic of class learning, suitable for teaching, except for class time, I am here in Ruolin, Wu Yiqiu just wants to teach me alone, and there is no time.
"Well, if you have an idea, it's fine. Ruolin didn't refuse, she said, "That's all for today, you go back and have a good rest." ”
Saying goodbye to the three of them, I didn't go back to the dormitory directly, but went to the cafeteria to meet Mu Yunhao. In the morning, I went to have breakfast with the fat man and the others, and then went to the classroom, ate at Ruolin's at noon, and in the evening, we had dinner together with the Dichi mercenary group.
I'm desperate to share with them about my restoration of magic.
When I came to the cafeteria, Li Chunqiu was waiting for me at the door of the cafeteria, and as soon as he saw me, he nervously said that he wanted to surprise me. I walked with him to the cafeteria.
Following the finger of Li Chunqiu's hand, I saw a table of people in the distance, talking and laughing, mixed with a woman's voice.
520, I don't know how many friends still have time to read novels, hahaha, I wish everyone the harmony and beauty of the object, and those who don't have the object will find the object immediately. Also, I wish my little cutie a happy day.