Chapter 182: Seeking the Way of Conscience [8]

Lu Shen entered here for the first time and began to think seriously.

In the past, when I was in Lu Mansion, maybe because of my own experience, I didn't see some things clearly.

And this time, when he came here as a bystander, he was able to see a lot of things that he hadn't noticed before.

For example, the Lu family and his wife love Lu Qing very much, in other words, they love the Lu Chen very much.

So what is the reason why they easily gave up the lives of their biological sons for the sake of so-called immortality?

The key to this may be the key to his state of mind.

"Look at it more. Lu Shen finally said to himself.

In the following days, in addition to teaching Lu Qing to study, Lu Shen began to observe the mental context of everyone in the Lu family.

From the big and small things that have happened up and down in Lu Mansion over the years, to the changes in everyone's mind, Lu Shen began to pay attention to it silently.

And this kind of thing naturally needs to walk around more, so Lu Shen left the house and began to wander around.

Lu Yuanyou and his wife were delighted with the changes that had taken place in Lu Shen, which proved that Lu Chen had accepted this place at the beginning, and naturally taught their son more wholeheartedly.

With the passage of time, Lu Shen gradually withdrew his scrutinizing gaze, because the ups and downs of the hearts of the people in the entire Lu Mansion did not change in the slightest, not only did it decay, but there was a faint sign of the majestic aura of the family's increasing prosperity.

Lu Shen then retracted his gaze, from the Lu family and his wife, and then gradually narrowed to Lu Qing.

At this time, Lu Shen discovered some details that he had never cared about before.

Lu Qing is naturally intelligent, but because of his precociousness, he has never been very close to his parents.

If that's all there is, it's nothing, but what surprised Lu Shen a little was that Lu Qing really didn't seem to have any feelings with the Lu family and his wife, and the feelings here were not the kind of rules that meet and meet on weekdays, but some subtle actions hidden in daily life.

For example, the clothes that Mrs. Lu worked hard to weave in two or three months, Lu Qing could always wear them once and throw them on the ground at will, and then wait for the next people to come and clean them up.

For example, Lu Yuanyou sometimes talked to Lu Qing and secretly handed some pocket money that he had hidden for a long time, but Lu Qing regarded it as a matter of course and didn't care.

For example, the subordinates of the Lu Mansion are all rumoring that the eldest young master Lu Qing treats his subordinates very well, and he has never punished his subordinates on weekdays, and he doesn't even say a word of seriousness.

But Lu Shen knew that it was just that Lu Qing had never cared about these people, his eyes were on the ethereal sword dao, and as for the servants and maids in his eyes, they were like ants, worthless.

What's even more terrifying is that Lu Qing didn't realize his mentality at all, and it seemed that he was born with such thoughts.

Lu Shen quietly watched Mrs. Lu cry again and again in inadvertent trivial matters, and watched the frown on Lu Yuanyou's cheeks getting heavier and heavier, but he was helpless.

And Lu Qing still went his own way, putting his mind on the sword all day long.

One day, Lu Shen quietly looked at Lu Qing, who was engrossed in Xiu Xiu's sword cultivation, as if he saw himself back then, I don't know why, he seemed to understand something, and the tired look in his eyes became heavier and heavier.

It had been more than ten years since he came to this world, but it was the first time that he had shown such a tired look.

Lu Shen felt a little tired and drowsy, as if he was going to completely fall asleep in this world in the next moment.

All the surrounding scenery flew by, and the light began to gradually fade in Lu Shen's mind, and Lu Shen's entire body fell down in the void.

It was pitch black, and I didn't know where I was going to fall.

....

"It's time to wake up. ”

I don't know how long it took, but a familiar voice sounded.

Lu Shen woke up suddenly from the chaos, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Su An's familiar face.

The sun shone on his shoulders, glowing with gold.

"What's going on?" Lu Shen sat cross-legged and looked at the familiar mountain.

Su An shook his head with a hint of regret in his eyes and said, "It's only been more than two months, but it's a pity that your test has failed, so you were driven out of the ancient book." ”

Lu Shen was silent for a long time when he heard this, but his expression did not change in the slightest, and he asked, "What is the significance of this assessment?"

Su An asked, "Shouldn't you know?"

"Probably know. ”

Lu Shen actually nodded, and said slowly: "In order to restore the gaps in my state of mind, this book of heaven will reproduce everything that has ever been, unless I can make up for the gap in my state of mind from my past experience, otherwise I will sink in this world forever." “

Su An didn't speak.

In that world, the first to come out was Erwa, but everyone didn't realize that he had never had a big name from beginning to end, even if he became the prime minister, he still used the name Erwa. ”

Lu Shen stretched out a hand and continued: "But this is something that cannot be avoided, because he doesn't have a name in the first place, or his name is actually called ..... Lu Shen: Yes, he was originally me, and it was because I came here that I conjured up a trace of kindness, am I right?"

Su An looked into the distance silently, as if interested, and asked, "Then?"

Lu Shen said: "Then there are the Lu family's parents, as well as Lu Qing. In the same way, Lu Qing is not me, but his attitude of indifference to life is quite like me, which should be regarded as an evil thought in my heart. The world in this book is indeed interesting, using the good and evil sides of my heart to reproduce the past things as they were, so that I can completely face the flaws in my inner mood, but it is also thanks to it, let me see some things that I have not seen and thought about before, and also let me see the hope of making up for my state of mind. ”

Su An suddenly turned his head and asked, "What method?"

Lu Shen paused for a moment, his tone was lighter, and he said: "The current Lu Qing is the original me, but Lu Qing is not the real me, so I want to know if if I change some things, the final result will happen, and the final result is very important to me now." ”

Su An smiled: "In the clouds, I can't understand it." ”

Lu Shen said calmly: "If you don't understand, keep reading, you can understand it immediately, send me back." ”

Su An frowned and reminded, "You have failed now. ”

"It's just a fantasy, and you want to ruin my state of mind? You fake brother, it doesn't seem to be very good. ”

Lu Shen looked ahead, and said indifferently: "I now understand the horror of this place, my state of mind has not had a trace of turmoil for more than ten years, and then when I saw Lu Qing before, my Dao heart was unprecedentedly shaken a little, and I was given the opportunity by you, admire, I think if I really admit that I failed in my heart, this game will be completely over?"

Su An, or the true spirit of the world in the book, was silent, and finally asked, "No one has been able to realize so quickly for thousands of years, how can you see it." ”

Lu Shen said calmly: "Guess." ”

"Su An" frowned and said, "Impossible, you don't understand the rules here at all!"

Lu Shen closed his eyes slightly and said, "It's you who don't understand me Lu Shen." ”