When I returned to Tingyu Pavilion, I didn't see Tao Yao, I sent a text message three days ago to ask her to wait for me, the message was like a stone thrown into a deep pool, and I haven't replied yet. The room was exceptionally clean. The quilt is folded in long strips, the desk is dust-free, and the floor is spotless. I called her again, and they were all on the phone. I thought Hua Han should know the situation, and as soon as the phone was dialed, the bell rang at the door. Hua Han stood at the door with a bucket of water.

"Didn't you say you'd only be there in the afternoon?" she asked me.

"A little earlier, Tao Yao"

"She went to a new place. ”

"She didn't tell me"

"Your father died, and she didn't want to trouble you"

"Where did she go?"

She looked at me in a daze and suddenly smiled, "So I want to know." ”

"Her father died, her mother left her, and I was the only one who had a relative. ”

"You're not a relative, are you? Hua Han said, "No, to give you a piece of advice, please be sure to distinguish between loving a person and sympathizing with a person." Otherwise, it will be very tiring later. ”

"As far as you know"

That's what the books say. ”

I smiled helplessly.

"I'll take you tomorrow. It was just the weekend. Hua Han said.

On Saturday, we took the car to the nursing home.

Outside the window, the shadows of the trees hurried, and the breeze flowed in the trunk. The warm sunlight is like waves, sprinkling starlight between the branches. The flower has a gills and looks out the window. The bus runs over the grass and gravel on the side of the road like a behemoth, with cliffs on one side and cliffs on the other.

Originally a village, it was later converted into a rehabilitation center. Hua Han said that she would like to live here when she retires, of course, just talking, that day may never come back, life is always busy. Tao Yao liked it at first sight.

I said, Tao Yao doesn't think that life needs to be busy, and naturally it's not inactive. What she wanted was freedom, a freedom to get away from the hustle and bustle.

After Hua Han left, Tao Yao said that she wanted to play the guitar for me. But it doesn't play well. She sat on the edge of the window in anger, saying that it was really useless, she couldn't learn anything. Then he shook his head irritably, and made his hair like straw. yelled, "I don't want to, I don't want to, let's go to dinner." "It was only ten o'clock in the morning.

She said she wanted to quiet herself, but she couldn't, as if someone was behind her, and she couldn't control it. Her head was like boiling water, and she was irritated and disgusted with herself. She thought that when she reached a place where the mountains and rivers were quiet, her heart would be quiet. But I still can't help it, I can't control myself.

She walked back and forth around the room, tossing aside books she had been reading for less than three minutes. Keep pulling me and go out for a walk.

"It is better to live like this than to die on the road. ”

The dog's tail grass undulates like waves in the wind. She wore a lilac tulle dress that looked like a hazy cloud of purple smoke in the moonlight. She said that there was an ancient well in the grass, where she could see what her future would look like. She said she wanted to see it, but she didn't dare to see it. Her future must be very ugly, like an old witch. She said I didn't belong to her.

Who does it belong to?

No one belongs.

She broke free from my hands and ran through the wind and waves. Waved to me in the distance.

"No, I found the ancient well"

She asked, "Do you think there will be a devil in the well?"

I said maybe. No one has ever seen it.

I haven't seen it, but it means that there may be.

I don't think I've ever seen it, and who can be sure that it isn't.

She walked cautiously to the well, like a curious child.

She said that she was really disappointed, reflecting a round of Xuanyue.

- She's probably never had me.

We returned to the dormitory exhausted, and Tao Yao said that she liked this, and that the devil could no longer urge her, not even himself.

At night, we linger in bed. Afterwards she pillowed on my arm, and the moonlight fell on her emaciated back like a newborn cub.

She asked me if I was disgusted with her.

I said no. She said, don't lie to me, if you are tired of me, go away, I know myself.