I don't understand why disaster befell me all of a sudden. I thought I had done nothing wrong, that I was kind to others and that I was at peace with everything around me. I never litter or spit. Pay your rent on time every month. When everyone wants to throw the fox, tiger, and flirtatious girl doorman into the stinky ditch at the school gate, only I think it's okay to castrate him. When someone sticks in the school cafeteria: the food is worse than shit. I tore it off because I don't think anyone has ever eaten shit. If I had to be convicted, I used to watch Piggy's panties blown away by the wind without telling him. As a result, the piglets were in class that summer. I once used Xiaoming's toothbrush handle to pass through hard stool to verify the arrival of winter. At a class meeting, Zijun told us about her event planning on the podium, and I stared at her chest for a lesson.

But God, I can guarantee that in that class, almost everyone looked at Zijun's chest. Why disaster has befallen me alone. Is God blind and only sees me? I have to go out for a walk and see if it's dark.

"Zijun, if I die that day, will you come to my grave to send a chrysanthemum?"

I met Zijun looking for mushrooms on the path in the back garden.

"I'll send you a bucket of cow dung," Zijun replied unremittingly thoughtfully, patiently lifting a palm-sized pebble.

"I'm going to die, can't you say something nice?"

"Somebody will bring you flowers anyway, and I'll give you a bucket of cow dung to feed those flowers. ”

"Are you sure the mushrooms will grow under the rocks?"

"Yes, a silvery-white mushroom. and it grows under the stones. ”

"It's going to be crushed by stone"

"That's a squashed mushroom. ”

"Zijun, I want to apologize to you, I think I am extremely guilty to get such a disease. ”

"You are indeed guilty, but you don't have to apologize to me, you should apologize to Limbo. She leaned to her left to look for the silver mushrooms under the stones, her hair spilling on the grass.

"Do you remember the third period on Thursday afternoon of the second week of school last summer, when our class was preparing to have a school party. ”

"Oh"

"At that time, you were wearing a sleeveless T-shirt with a white low neck, and you were on the podium explaining to us about the activities of the party. I stared at you for a lesson. Although the whole male class was staring at you at that time... I don't ask for your forgiveness, but I have to say it, or I'll feel guilty of sin. ”

Zijun frowned and looked at me suspiciously: "No, you are mentally fine." ”

"I'm in good spirits. ”

"If you're so idle, help me find mushrooms. ”

I think Zijun is disgusted with me, otherwise I stared at her chest, how could she not react at all to such a sinful thing. She should have scolded me or hit me.

She looked at me and sighed, "If you help me find mushrooms, I'll forgive you." ”

So I helped her find the mushrooms, and I asked her what she was doing with them.

"Treat a fool, but the fool doesn't know yet. ”

"Oh, that's how happy that fool is"

"It's a pity that too many people in this world are in the midst of happiness and don't know how to be blessed"

"Yes, yes, I think so too. ”

She carefully placed the almost transparent mushroom, the size of a fingernail, into a cup. Stood up and patted the dust on his body, and said in the tone of an old monk: "Martial arts is not the end of life, we have many ways to go. We'll be there for you. - Don't you understand what I mean?"

"I've found another mushroom, do you want more?" I asked.

"Hmm," she said, reaching for her glass.

At the end of lunch, a white wild cat came out of the rockery. The sun is warm and smoky, and the autumn breeze is cool.

I drank a cup of herbal tea given to me by Shanbi, and my spirits improved a lot. Touching his own veins, leaning on the rockery and listening to the pulse, like waves crashing against a. Ling Bo carried the basket and walked over to the stream.

Ling Bo said: If it weren't for Shanbi's discovery, I really wouldn't have known that there were so many precious herbs at home.

Zijun said: It's a pity to treat a fool. I don't know why you like him, and he already has a girlfriend.

Ling Bo said: It's weird to love someone, isn't it?

Zijun asked: What if he really doesn't marry you one day?

Ling Bo said: I don't know, you said it was okay to kill him.

Zijun didn't believe it, and these words came out of the mouth of Ling Bo, who couldn't help the wind.

Zijun said: Ling Bo, you can also tell jokes.

They parted halfway, Ling Bo went to Tingshui Pavilion, and Zijun walked towards the rockery.

"What are you doing here?" asked Zijun.

"I don't know where I should be"

"Rest in the room"

She took a spoon-like net and fished a small blue fish in the creek.

"I'm not a patient, I'm not a child. Although I grew up so big and lost in life, I was not without pursuits."

"You're just going with the flow," she said.

"I love martial arts, and I don't understand until now that it's important to me. ”

"Only when you lose do you know how to cherish"

"If someone had given me a hint before I lost it, I would never have taken this path, or I would have walked more slowly. ”

"Yamabi is right, modern society may not need martial arts. Limbo isn't just alive and well. ”

"Martial arts is a kind of faith"

She put the fish she caught in a glass fish tank and placed a dead leaf in the fish tank.

"Ask Bai Chen if there is a result?" I asked.

He said that he didn't know who the other party was, and the only thing he could be sure of was that the other party was a master of acupoints. ”

"The person who fought with us under the Higashino Siping Bridge is a master of pointing. ”

"You think they're the same person. She put away her nets and looked at me very seriously.

"Not surprisingly. ”

"Do you remember what he looked like?"

"The emaciated face, very white, like wax paper. It looks very urbane. Always holding a folding fan in his hand. The point technique is very tricky and weird. ”

"But the capital is so big, even if you know what he looks like, it's very difficult to find him. ”

"Bai Chen, do you have any other news?"

"You think too much, we used all kinds of methods, and he didn't say anything. If I hadn't had the idea, I'd have moved Limbo out. He probably won't say a word. ”

"You let Limbo ask"

"That's not necessary, I just promised him to see Limbo. And then he said it all. Hey, it seems that there are really a lot of infatuated people in this world, some people pursue hard but can't, and some people don't know how to cherish what they don't get. ”

She sighed, took off her slippers, pulled up the corners of her skirt, and stepped into the stream to catch fish.

"You don't understand, for Bai Chen, liking Ling Bo may not be infatuation, but ambition. When he was in junior high school, he often said that he would marry the most beautiful and richest woman in the world. Limbo does exactly what he wants, and you're a man who will stop at nothing to get there. It's better to say that he likes Limbo, but it is better that he can't let go of his ambitions. ”

"You have a set when you say others, whether he is ambitious or infatuated, at least others have a heart, what do you have?"

The blue fish are shorter than their knuckles, bouncing and moving in the nets. But he never jumped out of the fishing net. He didn't give up his resistance until he was put into the bathtub, and his two eyes stared at the world outside the glass openly.

"I'm going to look for Hua Han's boyfriend tomorrow, and he told me that he has a point master at home. Where might I get some answers? ”

"We have lost too many people in this indiscriminate game. I thought that after the four presidents stepped down, there would be no more casualties, but when everything stopped, you were injured. ”

In terms of saying that it is a dialogue, Zijun is more like talking to himself.