34. The End of Life (1)

When Yan Lin came to Xiaozhong Mountain, the night was low, and there was still a slight afterglow on the horizon, showing a gradient from scarlet to sauce purple to dark blue.

The snow is not over, and it is blowing one after another.

On the snow-capped mountain, Yan Lin walked slowly. He was a little lonely, a little sad and angry, but those emotions were just rippling in his body, and from the outside, he just looked calm and empty. Before I knew it, I looked up and found myself in a small cabin in Koshiyama. Push the door in, only to break the thought.

Broken Nian held his crutches and greeted him with a smile: "Brother Yan, why are you here again?"

Yan Lin slowly raised his eyes, and when he saw Duan Nian's innocent face, he felt a little scorching, and immediately turned his eyes to the charcoal basin in the house: "What about Senior Xi?"

"Huh? Senior Xi went to the back mountain in the afternoon, and he didn't know what to do. ”

"Oh. Yan Lin said softly and walked to the back mountain.

"Brother Yan, where are you going, are you going to find Senior Xi?"

Broken Nian shouted behind him, but Yan Lin did not answer.

Yan Lin found Xi Yunshen in the back mountain.

There was a tomb in front of Xi Yunshen, and the tomb was also covered with snow, and the card read "Xian Room Xiaoxiang". In front of the tomb were two bowls, and beside the bowls were several jars of wine, each containing wine.

It seemed that Xi Yunshen was paying tribute to the woman named Xiaoxiang, Yan Lin felt that he shouldn't bother, and turned around to leave, but was stopped by Xi Yunshen: "Come and leave, the people of Wanyin Temple are so rude?" Xi Yunshen was already a little drunk in his tone. Maybe it's because he's slightly drunk, otherwise he wouldn't have bothered with Yan Lin at all.

Yan Lin walked over and bowed to the grave before saying, "The junior is no longer from Wanyin Temple. This time, I also came to pay a special visit to the seniors, and the juniors are going down the mountain. ”

Xi Yunshen raised his head, his eyes were a little fluttering: "What do you mean?"

"He was expelled from the division. The corners of Yan Lin's mouth twitched.

"Oh?" Xi Yunshen actually smiled, "Interesting." Let's hear it. ”

Yan Lin knelt in front of the grave and told Xi Yunshen what had happened in Dai'an Peak in the past two days.

Xi Yunshen looked sideways at him, and the young man's voice sounded a little dry, as if it had taken a lot of effort to get the words out. The young man's eyes kept staring at one place, and his eyes were slightly red, but no tears fell.

Xi Yunshen said: "Your senior sister is also interesting. There are only a few people left on the left side of Wanyin Temple, and now one is still being driven away, the head of this Wanyin Temple is just a name, what is there to fight for?"

Yan Lin said: "The juniors don't understand, the juniors have never thought of competing for the position of the head, everyone is good is all the hopes of the juniors." So many sisters and sisters have gone, why can't the rest of them rely on each other?"

Xi Yunshen said: "You value love and righteousness, not everyone is like this. Come, drink. ”

Xi Yunshen directly threw a jar of wine to Yan Lin, Yan Lin was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly said, "Juniors are not allowed to drink." After speaking, he realized that he was no longer restricted by the rules of Wanyin Temple, so he smiled heartily, took the wine jar and shook it: "The younger generation has never drunk alcohol, what if I get drunk?"

Xi Yunshen said: "This is Xiaoxiangyu, the old man's treasure, if it weren't for your misery, the old man wouldn't have wasted it on you." If you drink it or not, don't be verbose if you want to drink. ”

"Drink!" Yan Lin smiled, and poured down half a jar of wine at once, and his pale face immediately turned red.

Xi Yunshen also drained the wine in the bowl: "Good boy, refreshing!"

Yan Lin wiped a handful of the wine from his mouth, and under the catalysis of the alcohol, it seemed that all emotions began to become strong.

He looked at the vast mountains, and the sky and the earth were still under the afterglow. The snow trickled down and fell lightly on the snow-capped mountains. He thought, "Look at this snow-capped mountain, stretching for thousands of miles, boundless. Wanyin Mountain has never had such heavy snowfall. "Thinking of Wanyin Mountain, my heart hurts.

But thoughts are not controlled by people, Wanyin Mountain and Wanyin Temple, those people and things are actually pouring into their hearts. He sighed, "Hey...... It's like a world away. Last winter, I was still hanging red lanterns with my senior sister, but now I am forever separated. A few tears flowed down his face.

Let's go and see the trees on Koshige Mountain. Wrapped in silver, a gloomy. It has been snowing all this time, and the snow has become thick. The corners of his mouth lifted and said, "Wanyin Mountain has never had such a thick layer of snow. At the beginning of the snow last year, the snowman collapsed halfway through, and I felt heartache at the time, and I regretted it for a long time with my senior sister. Thinking about it now, the memories at that time, no matter whether they were sad or joyful, were the best, and I wanted to go back but couldn't go back. ”

The young man lowered his head, tears dripping down his eyelashes: "The kindness raised since childhood can no longer be repaid." Even the annual sacrifice sweep of Wanyin Temple since then will not have my place. Master, sister, I'm ......" The young man's shoulders twitched up and down, and tears fell on the snow and quickly melted into the snow.

"Senior Xi, why do you say that we have to suffer these sufferings? People say that good deeds are rewarded, Master, Senior Sister, we have never killed or had the slightest evil thoughts, why does suffering fall on our heads?" Yan Lin suddenly asked Xi Yunshen with tears in his eyes.

"Good deeds are rewarded? Yan Lin's tears were moving, Xi Yunshen poured another bowl of wine, looked at Xiaoxiang's tablet and said, "In the past, the old man also believed that kindness is rewarded, but now the old man doesn't believe in anything." The world is like this, what are you going to do?"

"It's like this in the world!" Yan Lin drank quickly, and most of the jar of wine was gone, "Senior Xi, then what do you say, what should I do now?"

"Aren't you going down the mountain? Stay away from these rights and wrongs and live a free life. ”

Yan Lin frowned: "Being free is indeed what the younger generation wants in this life, but for some reason there is always some unwillingness in my heart." Now that the enemy is still there, will the younger generation do nothing and let him enjoy the fruits?"

Xi Yunshen patted Yan Lin's handsome face. Xi Yunshen smacked his lips and asked, "What can you do? Who can you beat with this point of cultivation? The Hanzhu Sword is backed by thousands of people in Jiuzhai for hundreds of miles, who do you have? Just like you, you can't even catch a single hair of the enemy. A little self-aware, do those who love you want you to take revenge with their lives?"

Yan Lin asked, "If you can't do it, you won't do it?"

Xi Yunshen chuckled: "I know I can't do it, why do I have to do it?"

Xi Yunshen poured a bowl of wine on the ground: "Why be persistent, kid, revenge is not your business alone, there are so many people in Wanyin Temple." Since your senior sister wants to be the head, she should bear the responsibility of revenge. People obviously think you are in too much charge and want to get you out. You still have a long life, just take care of yourself. Hatred makes people miserable, forgetting the best, and living happily to the rest of the days?"

Saying that, Xi Yunshen filled himself and picked up the wine bowl: "Come, drink this bowl of wine, forget all the previous things, and start again." ”

Yan Lin picked up the wine jar.

Indeed, the days of hatred in the heart are not easy, hatred is like a pair of devil's claws, kneading one's heart all the time. When you are happy, hatred will jump out and hinder your enjoyment, and when you are sad, hatred will add fuel to your sorrow and pull you to the edge of the cliff. What is the use of such emotions?

He and Xi Yunshen clinked glasses, and the gloom in his heart swept away: "What the predecessors said makes sense, doesn't the saying still say that there is a tall man on top of the sky when the sky falls? Hahahaha, come, do it, forget all the unhappiness!"

Yan Lin grunted and dried up a whole jar of wine, and people began to feel a little dizzy, and their bodies were numb. But he felt the joy and excitement that he had not felt for a long time. He took out the suona and threw it around in front of Xi Yunshen, obviously drunk: "Senior Xi, junior hasn't played suona for a long time." Whatever the seniors want to hear, the juniors will blow a song for you!"

Xi Yunshen smiled before speaking, glanced at the lonely grave in front of him, and said, "Wushan Cloud", it's just the right time. ”

Yan Lin didn't know what he meant by "just in time". But under the hypnosis of alcohol, his brain didn't move much: "The predecessors said "Wushan Cloud", then "Wushan Cloud"!"

The sound of suona floated on the top of the snow-capped mountain.

It doesn't matter if he is alive and well, Duan Hong will deal with it anyway!

Regardless of him, Yu Jun sees that he is a gentleman and a villain, what does it have to do with me?

Regardless of whether he is in danger or safe in Wanyin Temple, since he doesn't want Lao Tzu to care, why don't Lao Tzu care!

From now on, the rivers and lakes will be stormy, a sword and a suona, let me be free!

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The alias of this chapter is "Father-in-law Advised Me to Be a Salted Fish", hehe.