"How many years, these years, I don't know how I have spent my time, self-abandonment, pampering, people who look down on me look down on me even more, they used to look at me contemptuously, and later, they didn't bother to look at me, because they knew that I, Ning Qingru, was not a threat. ”

Ning Qingru's hand held the little fox's little hand tightly, and the strength was so great that the little fox frowned slightly, but she endured it and didn't say anything, she could feel the surging emotions in Ning Qingru's heart.

"I was kicked out of my house and kept going south. ”

Speaking of this, Ning Qingru could no longer maintain her composure, and her eyes moistened. Who can know that a man who has always been proud of the heavy snow in the north was driven to the south by his family, looking back at the north, but only seeing the spring flowers in the mountains, what a heart-rending feeling.

But he couldn't help but go.

The people's grievances were everywhere, and with the help of some people, he had no choice but to leave in order not to embarrass his father.

Who lets, he Ning Qingru is a waste man who can never break the shackles of the second realm.

The little fox pityfully wiped the crystal hanging from the corner of his eyes for him, and said softly: "Our physique, although it is not special, but we can only rely on each other, before yesterday, I have been in the second realm, muddy and nightmarish, not only the transformation is incomplete, it is wisdom, but also only one-third of ordinary people, if it is not for you, I don't know what the fate is." ”

Ning Qingru was silent for a moment and asked, "This kind of physique is not special, so is it possible to cultivate with other people who complement each other's physiques apart from each other." ”

When the little fox heard this, he naturally understood what he was thinking, and sighed: "Only my Spirit Fox clan has such bloodline potential, and the rest will have to go through too much torture in the future, and it is still unknown whether it can be successful in the end." Besides, you and I have completed the first embrace in a daze, and we can't choose anyone else. ”

Ning Qingru smiled bitterly, he actually vaguely knew that what happened between him and her must be unusual, so asking that was just a self-comforting idea.

"Is that why we're tied up for the rest of our lives?" Ning Qingru asked bitterly.

Interracial union, which in his understanding, can be said to be a taboo. If his family wants to know, I am afraid that even his genealogical name will have to be written off.

I can't say that my father, who hates foreign races the most in his life, will kill him with his own hands.

The little fox looked at him seriously, wondering why the human race had such a strong rejection mentality, paused, and said, "Theoretically, this is the case, in practice, we can give up cultivation and not interfere with each other." ”

Hearing this, Ning Qingru's body trembled violently.

Give up cultivating?

Can he?

Thinking back on the past, Ning Qingru slowly closed his eyes.

The little fox didn't speak, quietly waiting for him to make a choice.

After a moment, Ning Qingru opened his eyes, put the hand of the little fox he had been holding on to his heart, and said, "I won't give up cultivation, that will also harm you." ”

The little fox looked at the man in front of her in a daze, and after a long time, she smiled, charming, and said, "Remember what you said, for a lifetime." ”

......

"When I was young, I worked hard, and the younger generations of the Ning family, not only me, were all excellent. ”

Ning Qingru's right arm was wrapped around the little fox's willow waist, the little fox snuggled in his arms, and the two sat on the edge of the bed, looking at the faint light outside the floor-to-ceiling window.

The early morning sun looks very gentle, carefully revealing a few wisps, and the appearance is delicate.

Ning Qingru slowly recounted: "None of the men in the Northern Regions are of a bad race, which is related to the nature of heaven and earth, and it is also related to the example and earnest teachings of their parents. ”

"In the cold winter and the moon, the heavy snow has never stopped, and my father will always go to the courtyard to practice knives every morning, and it has been like a day for ten years. At that time, I was still young, and everything was still fresh and ignorant, and every time my father finished practicing the knife, he would wake me up and train my body in the courtyard. It was freezing and snowy, and I didn't know how I survived those days in my long memory. ”

"Later, there were problems with my cultivation, I didn't tell my father, but instead I practiced desperately, tried my best to improve myself, went to the pharmacy to find herbs, went up the mountain to hunt demon beasts, hoping that the elixir and the demon beast inner pill could bring me an increase in cultivation, but unfortunately, it was useless. ”

Ning Qingru slowly lowered his head and looked at the palm of his left hand, which had now recovered as before, but he always remembered the bloody appearance of being beaten by his father with a ring ruler for robbing medicinal herbs.

But he has always been strong, and he has never told his father what he did for anything.

He always remembered the deep disappointment in his father's eyes when he first lashed him for grabbing something. But what can be done, the Ning family has never given too much money to the children of the family, and when his monthly gifts are used up, he can only rob and steal, and use his reputation as Ning Qingru to do those things that he has always looked down on.

The funny thing is that his efforts are always a joke.

At the age of nine, he couldn't hide it.

His peers have all broken through the second realm, and he is still in the late stage of the first realm.

What a silent mockery.

Ning Qingru kept asking himself, what he paid was ten, hundred, and thousand times that of others, but the reality was very cruel, so cruel that after his father knew about it, he went crazy and looked for a way to improve his realm, but it was useless.

In those years, he has always been known as the tiger general of the Ning family, and the high-spirited man has become less talkative, and he doesn't know how much he is old.

"I began to give up on myself, my father suffered such a blow, he could only make up for me with materials, spoil me unconditionally, after I broke into a catastrophe, I would rather nod my head and make amends to others, than let me be hurt in the slightest......" Ning Qingru's fists clenched tightly, and he said in a low voice: "He is the commander on the battlefield, and the people who are willing to obey him......"

Although he knew what his father had paid, the sadness in his heart made him unable to stop all kinds of evil acts of bullying men and women, he hated, why was it difficult for him to cultivate an inch in the entire Ning family, he was disgusted, those people chewed the root of his tongue behind his back, ridiculing his father without a queen, he hated madness, and could only vent to them.

But every time he vented, his father went to apologize......

It's like an endless loop with no solution.

Listening to Ning Qingru's past, the little fox didn't know why, and there was also a strong powerlessness and anger in his heart. She didn't know what to say, she just hugged him tightly and told him with the qi of the two yin and yang that it was all in the past, and from then on, he no longer had to be incompetent and angry, and his father no longer had to let go of his dignity, for the sake of his only child, let go of the dignity of a man.

Ning Qingru trembled, took a deep breath, he has been burying these things in his heart, today, he really received too much impact on his heart, surprise, worry, after a long breath, he tightened his heart, under the surging of various emotions, Ning Qingru already felt a little tearful.

But he has endured it, the man of the Ning family, bleeding without tears, even if the tears can't be suppressed, he will never sobbed even once.

After a long time, he calmed down.

Standing up, the little fox let go of his arms and sat on the edge of the bed, looking up at him.

"Speaking of which, I don't know your name yet. Ning Qingru said with a smile.

The little fox was silent for a moment, and said softly: "The Linghu family is descended, all surnamed Chi, in my memory, it is like this, but unfortunately, I don't know what my name is." ”

"Pool ......"

Ning Qingru thought for a moment, "Why don't I give you a name?"

"Okay. ”

"Chi Dongyu, how is it?" Ning Qingru looked at her gently, and slowly explained: "In my blood, there are genes flowing in the northern region, and the winter snow is continuous, which is a picture that I will never forget in my life, so I took the word winter, and besides, we met in the south, less than 100 miles away from Changxin, which is the world's famous hometown of fishing and rice, and it is also the capital of my Dayan Emperor, Changling." Therefore, take another fishing word that can represent the south, one south and one north, just like me and you, one yin and one yang. ”

The little fox looked at Ning Qingru in a daze, the morning light had already been great, he stood between the floor-to-ceiling window and her, the whole person was bathed in light, she squinted slightly, and couldn't see his face clearly, but it didn't affect her to look at him.

"Well, the name, I like it a lot. ”

She said, her expression was gloomy again, although she was a Linghu clan, she didn't even know who her parents were, where the clansmen were, and even the name that would follow her for the rest of her life was given to her by the man in front of her, which made her not gloomy and sad.

Ning Qingru stroked her delicate face with her right hand and said softly, "Dongyu." ”

"Hmm. ”

"I'm more superficial about you now, and we'll get to know each other slowly in the future, okay?"

"If you covet my body and beauty now, won't you be greedy in the future?" The little fox deliberately slapped his hand away, his hands crossed on his waist, and his face was full of anger.

Ning Qingru was stunned for a moment, and then shook his head.

He naturally knew that the little fox was deliberately acting like this, because it was developing too fast, so there were indeed a lot of discomforts between them, and the conversation with each other was very serious.

This is not the state that should be between two close people.

It's just that, in Ning Qingru's opinion, there are some things that must be explained, these things are very serious, and there is no room for jokes.

"Dongyu, I'm not joking, there are some things that need to be taken seriously. Ning Qingru sighed: "Of course, I don't want to make the atmosphere between us too serious. ”

Hearing this, the little fox nodded.

"Now that it's decided, I won't regret it, I won't care about any taboos, for my own sake and for you, I will stay by your side firmly. Even if we really can't get together in the end, I won't marry again. It's not fair to you, it's not fair to others. ”

Ning Qingru stared at her, word by word, very slow and clear.

It's very inconsistent with the character appearance that he has always revealed.

"I know that it's a bit ridiculous for me as a playboy to say these useless words, and I don't take it seriously, in fact, I don't take it seriously, these are all things to be done, not just casual words that can become reality. ”

"But as long as you believe it, I can see it as my promise. ”

The little fox didn't expect that Ning Qingru's character was so serious and serious, but she didn't have a trace of disgust, and smiled, even the morning light that awakened all things was overshadowed in front of this smile.

"I believe it. ”