Chapter 86 Thank you so much, thank you
Seeing Jinna squatting on the ground trembling, I felt a feeling of being slowly slashed by a carving knife, and a sense of guilt and sadness permeated my heart.
But I know that I didn't do anything wrong.
Because my purpose is to let Jin Na know what kind of man Gao Xueqin is.
I think today's incident has made her see Gao Xueqin's true face clearly.
At least...... At this point, even if I hurt Jinna's emotional world, I don't regret it.
It's better than her becoming Gao Xueqin's plaything and being played with by Gao Xueqin in applause.
I looked at my watch, looked at the time on my watch, and saw that it showed that there was still one minute left before class, so I walked up to Cao Yu, looked into his eyes, and said word by word:
"Solution. ”
The purpose of what I am going to do has been achieved.
Cao Yu, there is no use value anymore.
As for the fact that he wants to pursue the fox fairy, I have never seen it in my eyes.
After I dissolved the soul hooking technique, Cao Yu stayed in place for a few seconds, and then looked left and right as if he had just woken up from a dream.
"Uh, I just ...... What's wrong?"
Cao Yu, who fell for my soul hooking technique, naturally didn't remember what he did to Gao Xueqin.
And at this time, the class bell rang, Cao Yu was stunned for a moment, and then looked down at his watch.
Then, he stumbled upon another glimpse of Jinna, who was crouching and crying.
"Who is this woman?"
For him, it was like suddenly taking a nap and losing his temporary memory, and now he suddenly came to his senses.
"Hey, Wang Shengsheng, what kind of expression do you have? It seems that you still have some obsession. ”
"yes. I don't think it's interesting for us to talk any further. I said to Cao Yu lightly, "If you think I'm a man who is not qualified enough and wants to find Bingbing, you can come to me at any time and deal with me, I will be waiting for you at any time." ”
"It seems that you really don't shed tears when you don't see the coffin. Cao Yu said with a sneer. "Wang Shengsheng, do you believe that I can make you disabled now? Do you think that your 'Bingbing' will be interested in a disabled person?" Speaking of this, Cao Yu showed a little viciousness.
My heart twitched for a while, I stared at Cao Yu's eyes, and seeing his slightly narrowed eyes, I felt a not too thick, but very real killing intent coming from Cao Yu's body.
Cao Yu seems to really want to do this to me.
Of course, if he dared to do so, he would only regret it.
I clenched my fist a little harder, and my nails dug into the flesh of my palm for a moment.
"Hey, why don't you guys go to class yet?!" A stern urging voice came from behind me, and Cao Yu and I followed the prestige at the same time, and then saw the director of the second grade of high school, a square-faced male teacher with deep hair on his head and broken hair, shouting at us from a distance.
"Day, Liu Wenying. Cao Yu frowned, the light in his eyes changed again and again, and then he glanced at me, and then glanced at Jin Na who was squatting on the ground, showing a strange and confused look, and finally said to me:
"During Wang's lifetime, negotiations broke down. You're running out of a chance. As he spoke, he turned around slowly, waved his hand, and slowly walked towards the floor where his class was located with the two followers who followed.
I looked at the direction of Cao Yu's departure, took a breath of cool air into my lungs, and then turned my head to look at Liu Wenying who was walking from the end of the flower bed in the distance.
"Hey, you two, why don't you go to class yet?!What's wrong with her?" Liu Wenying angrily walked in my direction. I frowned for a moment, and then took the initiative to bypass Jin Na and stepped forward to use the soul hooking technique on Liu Wenying:
"It's none of your business here, so you should just go and stay in your office. ”
Liu Wenying's expression froze for a moment, and then after standing in place for three seconds, he didn't say a word, touched his head like a nobody, and turned around and left.
Looking at Liu Wenying's figure walking away, I turned around and walked to Jin Na, who was squatting aside and covering her face and crying, gently exhaled a cloud of cool air in her lungs, and then thought about it for a while, or took out a pack of tissues from her pocket and handed it over.
"Here you go. Rub it off. ”
Jin Na didn't take my tissue, she still held her hands, her face buried between her hands and wept bitterly, her pear blossom-shaped hairstyle was messy, and a few long pieces of hair were draped over her trembling shoulders.
I licked my lips, then withdrew the tissue, and said, "You understand now what kind of person Gao Xueqin is." ”
Gina was still whimpering and crying, as if she had not heard me say anything.
Looking at Jin Na who was squatting on the ground and crying bitterly, I suddenly found that my stomach full of talented poetry was useless, and there was no word that could be used to comfort women in China's 5,000 years of metaphysics and Taoism, Western philosophy, quantitative theory, and chaos theory.
I sighed, I could understand Jinna's mood at the moment, but I couldn't stop her sadness. I don't know why Jin Na is so desperate for Gao Xueqin. Originally, I felt relieved to see Gao Xueqin dump Jin Na, but at this moment, seeing Jin Na squatting on the ground and crying bitterly, my mood was extremely bad.
I had to stand there.
Watching Gina cry.
Crying all the time.
So I had to wait.
It took three minutes for Jinna's crying to subside, and I was going to put tissues on the ground. It's just that at this moment, from under Jinna's black hair, a faint voice with a crying voice suddenly came out.
"Wang Shengsheng...... It's all up to you...... Right?"
My heart froze, and my hand holding the tissue froze.
"You...... I know that Cao Yu likes me...... deliberately let Cao Yu beat Xueqin...... You deliberately made him say that to me, right?!"
As she spoke, Kina suddenly raised her head, her black hair flickering, and a pretty face full of tears but full of anger was facing me.
My heart felt like a stone.
"Jinna, you're mistaken. I don't know about Cao Yu and you. I just want Gao Xueqin to help me out. "I've settled on the way of God.
"Don't be pretending...... Wang Shengsheng, you deliberately asked Xueqin to come here, right?" Jin Na looked at me with some anger.
It was as if I had been hammered and I was shaken.
"Wang Shengsheng ......" Jin Na pursed her lips, looking directly at me with some gloomy eyes, and then she lowered her head again and whispered, "Wang Shengsheng, you ...... Do you like me?"
"I ...... No. I was stunned and hurriedly denied it.
"Then why did you do that?" Gina looked at me, wiping tears from the corners of her eyes, and looked at me steadily.
In the face of Jinna's gaze, I was actually a little weak. What's going on?
Seeing that I didn't answer, Jinna looked at me with red eyes and said:
"Wang Shengsheng...... There's no way I'm going to be with you. I don't feel anything about you. We...... It's a friend. Just friends. ”
I froze there, my brain buzzing.
"Thank you for the reminder. I laughed, a little reluctantly. "I don't dare to ask for you as a young lady. I know who I am. But after all, you have helped me so much, I don't want to see you being toyed with by Gao Xueqin in the palm of your hand. He's not a decent man. ”
"I know...... Xueqin's temperament is a little arrogant, and even a little unlikeable. But I really love him, I really like him. He'll always understand. ”
"No, he won't understand. I said lightly. "Never. ”
"No, he'll understand. I know him better than you do. I just like him. Sooner or later, he will find out. Jin Na smiled bitterly, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her sleeve, and then looked at a spring budding spring tree in front of the lawn, and said, "Wang Shengsheng, do you know what it feels like to wait for someone to love you? It was like last spring, when I walked under that tree and saw a very beautiful green leaf, it was as beautiful as jade." I love it. I love it so much that I don't want to take it off. Want to keep it there all the time...... It wasn't until that autumn that I passed under the tree again that I found that the green leaf was no longer from the branch, only a withered leaf. I was disappointed to leave ......"
Gina wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and sobbed, her face bitter.
"As I turned to leave, an autumn wind blew, and I saw a dead leaf fly down from the tree, surrounding me, and accompanying me all the way. That one, I realized, in fact, the things I like have always been by my side, I have never lost them, but they ...... I never paid attention to it, I only remembered what I thought I loved and ignored it. ”
Kina paused, looked at me with a smile and said:
"So I believe that one day, Xueqin will also understand this truth. He will know that I am always there for him. ”
Jin Na's answer mixed with personal feelings surprised me, but at the same time it was even more heart-wrenching.
I realized that I am afraid that Jin Na's feelings for Gao Xueqin are deeper than I thought.
"You are wrong, believe it or not, I just want to tell you that Gao Xueqin is different from you. All he wanted was a dress that would embellish him and assert his status. I said word for word, "He's a realistic person." He only leaves the unexpected things behind. As long as it's beautiful enough, even if it's a fake green leaf, he doesn't care. There is nothing really worth cherishing in his eyes. Except for himself. ”
Kina was stunned when she heard me speak, looked up at me, then lowered her head again and began to cry. From her crying, I knew she knew what I was saying better than I did.
However, she still chose to deceive herself into believing it.
Well, I don't have much more to say about Jinna.
"Jinna, I still thank you so much for helping me. You can give me a little comfort when I'm down, and you can prove me when everyone else looks at me coldly. You've also given me some help at work......" I bowed my head and said with some regret, "I really thank you." ”
Thank you.
That's the only thing I can say to Kinna.
Thank you for giving me that light in the dark moments of my life.
Even if...... It's colder than fireflies, weaker, and more hypocritical.
I turned away, stumbling on my steps, never looking back.
Leaving Jinna still crouching and sobbing.
The grass is green, and the spring is full of joy.
Spring is infinitely bright.
The three inches of sunlight passing through the fingertips, as the five fingers gradually closed, turned into a little bit of light, melting in the cold palm.
[A little sadistic heart, continue to be wonderful]