Chapter 114: Ordinary People

"You think you're mediocre?" asked Yan Jiu at this time.

"No, I don't think I'm very mediocre, mediocrity is like a piece of paper, there are too many possibilities, but it's just on the plane, just like a painting, even if it's beautiful, it's still a painting, just put it there, some people will appreciate the appreciation of two sentences, some people will say two mouths in disgust, this is normal life, mediocrity is an honorific title for a person, because of mediocrity, so there will be feelings, there will be flowers, there is a blank piece, the perception, and I am ordinary. ”

"Ordinary? ”

"It is not easy to say mediocrity, mediocrity, the theorem of the world. Mediocrity is a kind of dormancy, maybe one day it will be able to soar into the sky, and he has a chance to wander. And the ordinary is doing nothing. When a person is so ordinary that no one will remember you in this world, when a person is so ordinary that no one will notice you, your life and death, your wishes, and even the meaning of your existence will become dispensable. Ordinary is also like a piece of paper, but it is crumpled and crushed, becoming a paper ball, and it is already a piece of waste paper when opened. ”

"Suddenly you feel like you're very pessimistic. ”

"Childe, there is not so much optimism in the world, although it is said that every day, the sun will rise, but every day there will be a breeze and a bright moon, these are all common to us, but everyone's perception is different, practitioners may be able to understand the truth in the changes of yin and yang, so that it is soaring to the sky, heaven and earth creation, for farmers, the sun is too big, the crops will be drought, the rain is too big and will drown, different people have different feelings about different things, these are because of the thinking from the superior or the inferior, because the consideration is different, so the perception will be different。 ”

"So you're going to speak coldly to the Jin family's father and son today?" Yan Jiu said and smiled lightly.

It's not cold words, but tell them that they have to have their own choices, don't delay themselves and others, and don't easily let go of conclusions when they haven't thought about it. ”

"So you're right about Mizusawa Qing and Jin Lanxuan?"

"Feelings are the same thing, that is, those frameworks, meeting the right person at the wrong time, it will only be sad, meeting the right person at the right time, it will only be happy, and meeting the wrong person at the wrong time will only be tired, when the heart is tired to a certain extent, it will become numb, when a person becomes numb, then he is no longer a person, but a walking dead. ”

"I'm curious, Mr. Lian Jun, what kind of person you like, who can melt your heart, it must not be a simple person. ”

"Yes, he is not a simple character, he has the most beautiful singing voice in the world, and he also has the level of a grandmaster, and he is the only person who can harmonize with my piano so far, but it's a pity, it's a pity that he died too early. At this time, Lian Jun couldn't help but let out a sneer.

"I'm sorry, it shouldn't remind you of the past. ”

"Nothing, do you know why I didn't get rid of you?" said Lian Jun, Yan Jiu shook his head. "Because your eyes are very similar to his, just like confused, like you just woke up from sleep. Lian Jun said, there was a light smile at this time, but this smile was indeed a happy smile. "Back then, I was a court musician in the imperial city of Chu State, although I was born as a child, but I was a musician, not a slave. I had just turned 20 years old that year, and I was in my prime, known as the jade-faced luthier, and he was also a servant, good at playing the dong flute, with a sweet singing voice, handsome appearance, and a bird's throat. The two of us often play for the Emperor of Chu, because it is beautiful, and the value is also high and high, the Emperor of Chu likes it very much, so he gave us the Lingque Qin, the Yuzhu Cave Flute, but he is a person who is uneasy about the status quo, in the harem of fornication in the imperial city, and has an affair with a mother, after the Emperor Chu knew, he gave him the punishment of beheading, and the concubine was also thrown into the ancient well and drowned alive, since then, my piano sound is no longer as beautiful as before, and the Emperor of Chu also drove me out. The music book was changed to a slave status, and now she is also a first-class elephant aunt, which can be regarded as a success. ”

"Do you 、、、、、、 him know you like him?"

"I know what, I don't know what, even if I was a happy member at the time, but it can't change the fact that I am an elephant aunt, sometimes I also think, if I was born in a normal family, I may just live my life peacefully, marry a wife and have children, or find a good father-in-law, marry myself, but now, it is not that fate makes people, creation makes people, and I make myself. ”

"Playing with yourself?"

"Yes, because of people's desires, they will be dissatisfied with reality if they have desires, and they will be dissatisfied with the status quo. The first time you came to the auction, the second time you came to find my secrets, and now that I've told you, is there anything else you want to know?"

"I 、、、、、、" For a while, Yan Jiu didn't know what to say, and he had a feeling of being exposed.

"Sometimes what you pursue is different from this world, the world will not say that it is accommodating you, just like now, I want him to live, but he is dead, only I can accept this fact and adapt to this world. And all you have to know is how to adapt to this world. ”

"To adapt to this world?" Yan Jiu seemed to have some understanding, but he didn't seem to have any understanding.

"Yes. You can stay here for a few days, and in three days it will be the temple fair, and then we will parade the streets, and you can also participate. As a subordinate, I can only say that the more I have experienced, the more I will perceive. Lian Jun got up and looked out the window, "It's already spring, but it's still very cold, the sacrifice is to pray to God, so that this year's wind and rain will be smooth, this is the desire of the people, because of the desire to eat and dress warmly, and you, just to find your own desire, to become a strong person, to become a mediocre person, an ordinary person is also okay, there is a pursuit, it is better than no pursuit." ”

"And what are your desires?"

"When he was put to death, my heart was dead, and I had no desire left. I'm just a plaything, so why bother myself. For me, it is the best to be content with the status quo, and maybe one day, when I pass away and am no longer a first-class elephant aunt, I will have a new understanding. ”