Chapter 411 The Fox Fairy's Past
I only knew that before Song Daoming, the fox fairy had already met countless Song Daoming, and there were similar relatives and friends, simple and simple peasants, local landlords, aristocrats, wandering beggars, or rebel armies......
I even saw a woman whose appearance and temperament were no less than that of a fox fairy, with some of the characteristics of a Western woman, flashed with Li Hongzhang's old face, but it was fleeting, and I couldn't capture it......
I also saw a strange figure that gave me an incomparably terrifying pressure, a blurred figure that could be big or small, suddenly a little boy dressed strangely, and suddenly an old man with silver hair and a silver beard......
Finally, I saw Song Daoming smiling at each other with the fox fairy in a pharmacy that smelled of herbs, while the fox fairy patiently pointed to the textbook and taught Daoming, who was less than five years old, to speak and read and recite the Sanskrit Sutra......
And finally, the face of a man I knew all the most.
I recognized it at a moment's notice, it was me.
"Enough...... Don't ...... again Peek into my memory...... Get out ......."
A delicate woman's voice suddenly sounded in my ears.
My brain was like cold water pouring out, and all the images around me disappeared like a silver bottle. Everything around me became bright and fresh again. The fog and the blur of the point-and-shoot camera were completely gone. When I regained my consciousness, I found myself standing in the room where I had been. The fox fairy was sitting in the middle of my bed wrapped in a quilt, looking at me quietlySquirmed as the fox fairy breathed together.
I fixed my mind and calmly looked at the fox fairy with a face full of shame and panicked eyes.
"Those ...... It's your memory."
The fox fairy glanced at me, turned her face away, and her black hair was facing me, her eyes wandering away from the edge of the bed.
"Not bad." The fox fairy said calmly, but his tone seemed a little hurried, and his tone changed a little more than usual. You've seen it all. I used to ...... ...... thing"
I nodded, "I don't see it all.it's just a few flashbacks.But I still know a little bit about your past...... You have suffered ...... So many ......"
"Wang Shengsheng."
The word "misfortune" has not yet been spoken, but the fox fairy has a red lips, and gently stopped my words.
"Why am I able to see your memories...... And it's not a memory, because the perspective of those scenes doesn't seem to be from your point of view......."
"That's someone else's memory, someone else's memory, someone else's memory, a memory about me." The fox fairy said lightly, one hand gently lifted the tightly wrapped sheets, and the folded sheets slowly flowed down from the palm of the fox fairy's Qiulan-like palm. I can enter the memories of anyone who has seen me...... It also has something to do with my seventh hex, right......"
"Your seventh hex, what the hell is ...... What." I squinted at the fox fairy.
But the fox fairy pursed her lips into a line, and her eyes were glazed, and she didn't answer my question.
The fox fairy sitting quietly on the bed is like a delicate ceramic doll.
"Why am I in your memory?" I continued to ask.
This time, the fox fairy answered me, she squinted her eyes, glanced at me, and said in a greasy voice:
"Probably when you are sick, the witchcraft is a little unstable...... It's been a few times in the past, and it's better now."
The fox fairy suddenly turned his face and looked at me with a very strange smile.
"Wang Sheng, I saw those things, do you think I'm still a woman with a pure heart?"
"What to say."
The fox fairy looked at me with a smile, but there was sadness and desolation in her eyes:
"I've made mistakes, I've been lost, I've been confused, I've been indifferent, I've done a lot of ugly things...... I have abandoned many people, and I have taken many lives...... Do you think I'm clean, can I really breathe the air left by the dead in the sun?"
"You're clean, you're not the promiscuous Catherine II or the Maria Theresia of the Throne, there's nothing unclean." I'm sure I'm going to be the same." Moreover, there are no clean people in this world, men are essentially aggressive animals, and they are harmed not by your beauty, but because of their own yuang, and they are simply incompetent and cowardly people to cover up their own yuang from harm.
The fox fairy sneered, stroked her hair, looked at me with beautiful eyes, and said softly:
"Yuang. Can people really get rid of Yuang? Wang Shengsheng. Human survival instinct is also a kind of Yuang. If Yuang is eliminated, there is no need for people to exist. Do you want to deny the existence of people?"
The fox fairy's words finally made me stunned.
I stood there in a daze, and I had not figured out a question in my heart, but now it seemed to have some enlightenment.
Seeing me standing still, the fox fairy picked up her black hair and smiled bitterly: "Na, Wang Shengsheng, let me ask you, since you got the soul hooking technique...... Have you ever been happy?"
Have you ever been happy?
This much-criticized cliché and political question came out of the fox fairy's mouth, but with a bit of interrogation and philosophy of life.
After thinking about it, I reluctantly said:
"It is precisely because everyone only knows how to pursue their own happiness that this society will evolve into what it is now. Sometimes people can't just know how to pursue their own happiness, but also have to shoulder responsibility.
I let out a long breath: "After going through so much, I have become a lot more rational, although sometimes my emotions are still at work, but I am more in control of my emotions than before, one day, I can face the world completely and coldly, I hope everyone knows how to take responsibility, that is a rational person."
For my words, this woman who likes to express herself with contemplation just sighed softly.
"Poor King's life."