Unwillingness-(15)
There was the smell of flowers and grass in the air, and not far away a small firefly flew by, flew to the two of them, and flew away.
The two chatted, and Chen Huaiyu told him some things about himself.
"I talked to my ex for four years, I had a crush on him for three years in high school, and I was silently good to him for three years, at that time we were still fellow villagers, a village, his grades were very good since he was a child, his family was not good, I was very distressed when I saw it, and then I ......"
Chen Huaiyu paused, and continued with some amusement, "Later, he was admitted to University A, I filled in the university in the capital, came over, and then ....... later."
She paused again, "Then life was like a drama, he suddenly became the young master of a rich family, and there was a villa here that was a birthday gift from his grandfather......"
"Then we broke up because I realized that he never seemed to like me. ”
"He used to have a crush on a girl in high school, and that girl is now his junior sister, as long as he meets that girl, he can let go of the hand holding me, and he has all the photos of that girl in the small space of his social software......."
Saying this, Chen Huaiyu took a breath, a little helpless.
"Actually, I wanted to break up with him for a long time, but I felt unwilling at that time, and... There are also things that should be done and should not be done, we all do, I always feel that I gave myself to him, he is my first man, I have to live well with him, I even... It's not the first time I'm afraid that someone I'll meet after a breakup will dislike me. ”
"So the ink has broken up now, but fortunately, it broke up, although I was still a little unwilling in my heart, but I made do with it, I don't want to force myself, and I don't think there is any need to force myself. ”
She finished talking to this fellow who had just met twice, and she didn't know if it was because he was a fellow villager who had a sense of intimacy before she told him, and I didn't know if she subconsciously felt that the two would never see each other again, so she told him.
Anyway, she had spoken, and he listened.
Tang Bo pondered for a while and said, "When I started my freshman year, the boys in our dormitory discussed this issue, that is, whether they would care about their wives and girlfriends for the first time in the future. ”
"Only one of the boys in our dormitory said that he cared a little, but he still divided people, and if he liked it, he wouldn't care, and the other three all said they didn't care. ”
"There is a boy in our dormitory who has a very mature personality, who looks like a veteran in the love scene, but he has never even talked about love. ”
"He said a few words to us at the time, and I think it's right, he said that as long as a girl is willing to spend time with you, you like her, and she likes you, that film is actually nothing. ”
"And if you look at the ratio, it can be seen from the fact that only one of the four people in our dormitory minds, in fact, there is still a small probability that the person who minds. ”
The evening breeze was very comfortable, blowing on the two of them, and the tips of Tang Bo's ears were a little red, in fact, he was a little embarrassed to discuss this with her, but it was good to be able to comfort her.
In his opinion, what happened to his ex is actually nothing, and it is so long in his life, liking and getting along is the most important thing.
Chen Huaiyu was a little surprised, she looked up at the big boy who was taller than herself.
In her impression, it seems that no boy will not care, even if she secretly asked in a vest in a forum, everyone said that they minded.
But the boy told her that there were actually a lot of people who didn't mind?
Don't mind?
A gust of wind blew, through the trees, along the path in the distance, the neon street lights flashed and flashed, bright and extraordinary.
The whole villa area is brightly lit, like twinkling stars in the sky, which is more beautiful and attractive than the stars in the sky.
The street lamps are so well designed that they look like clusters of flowers radiating brilliance from a distance.
Coming back all the way, after listening to Tang Bo's words, Chen Huaiyu's mentality changed.
If a guy really doesn't mind the girl's things, then can she maybe meet the next boy who loves her and doesn't mind these things?
She thought about it and prepared to take a shower.
The mist in the bathhouse was thick, and the warm water rushed against her from the showerhead, she scrubbed her body, and suddenly thought of the first time with Shen Ling.
It was a winter in the end of adulthood, and in December, in the north, light snow slowly fell, and snowflakes fell to the earth, panicked, and quietly fell under the eaves.
It doesn't take one night to wrap the whole city in snow, the branches of dead trees will be covered with snowball silver bars, and the ground will have a blanket of snow, snow-white jade.
She gave herself to him, thinking that she would be with him for the rest of her life, but now that she thinks about it, she is so stupid.
In the future, you can't be so stupid.
Sometimes when she thinks of Shen Linglai, she feels that she is quite ridiculous.
Shen Ling never said to her that she liked her, she remembered that once it was popular in school to write love letters to her boyfriend and girlfriend, yes, it was handwritten, not social software, nor documents, only handwritten.
She talked to Shen Ling about it, and Shen Ling finally agreed, she was full of joy and waited to read the love letter, how could she know what he wrote?
What did he write when he saw that his college roommate had a girlfriend, and he was dragged by his roommate to make a wish with the ginkgo tree in the school to get rid of the single, and then Chen Huaiyu confessed to him......
Now thinking of that love letter, Chen Huaiyu can't remember the full text very clearly.
But she vaguely remembered that she didn't see the slightest hint of how he liked herself, as if it was because she just appeared, and he just needed it.
Chen Huaiyu sighed, this period of youth is actually quite bad to think about.
The water in the bathhouse was very gentle, the spray was very large, and the hot water was very comfortable, and she rinsed it for a long time, trying to wash herself clean.
After taking a shower, she went back to the dormitory, and as soon as she finished blowing her hair, Wu Huizhen and her best friend surrounded her.
"Why did you come back so early?" Wu Huizhen began.
"If I want to come back, I'll come back. Chen Huaiyu spoke.
"I thought you wouldn't be able to stay up all night like you used to!" Wu Huizhen said.
Chen Huaiyu glanced at her with a smile in his mouth, "It seems that it has nothing to do with you when I come back, right?"
"I'm an adult, and I'm also an individual, except for the relationship between roommates and classmates, we don't have a relationship at all, so my classmate, you just take care of yourself. ”
When Wu Huizhen saw her say this, she pursed her mouth.
The best friend on her side was looking for clothes and was going to go to the bathhouse to take a bath, and her best friend just left with her front foot, and Wu Huizhen was going to add oil and vinegar to her back foot.
"Wei Meimei came to you just now, and she said that you always don't go home at night, hiding from the dormitory aunt to check on the bed. ”
When Chen Huaiyu heard Wu Huizhen say this, he suddenly sneered, and said in a louder voice, "Do you want me to call Meimei over to confront you? ”