“.” I asked clearly. "Since he went to your house and eavesdropped on his conversation with your dad, you should know about my current relationship with him. ”

Kina touched the tears on her chin, did not look directly at me, but said in a low voice:

"I heard you, dad...... He seems to be very unhappy with you, he says that he has given up on you, and the words are hard to listen to. Also said...... You're going to be left to fend for yourself...... In short, I said a lot of very harsh and cold words, and my dad only confirmed that you and your dad had broken up after listening to those words...... He no longer recognizes you as a son. ”

My heart sank, and I couldn't help but grin.

"You...... What are you laughing at?" asked Kina in surprise when she saw that I couldn't help but laugh.

"Nothing, just that the man did something right that made me happy. That is, he does not recognize me as a son, otherwise I would have dreamed of it and would have felt sick. I sneered, and then returned to normal, "You didn't just come to me to tell me this, right? If it's just to tell me this, I think I'm listening to a bunch of empty words." ”

Jinna's beautiful eyes suddenly widened, but soon dimmed again, she played with her fingers nervously, as if she was nervous and guilty about my indifferent attitude, and finally she suddenly blinked, her eyes lit up, she looked at me, raised her voice, and said, "Wang Shengsheng, you are very angry with me, right?" Jinna looked at me cautiously. "I know what I said might surprise you, but ......"

"I'm fine. It's just that I think I used to be a complete idiot. I smiled and said as usual.

Ginna's beautiful eyes widened again, but soon dimmed again, she played with her fingers nervously, as if nervous and guilty about my indifferent attitude, and finally she suddenly blinked, her eyes lit up, and she looked at me, raised her voice, and said:

"All my life, I came to you to say goodbye to you, I'm leaving. ”

Open.

My heart struck again, and it was as powerful as it had been when Gina had said she was engaged.

After thinking about it for a while, there was a little sparkle in the corner of Jinna's eyes, and she said in a sad tone:

"I'm really leaving, in two days, I'm going to transfer to Shanghai, to the Xi family, they said that if I agree to their marriage contract, they will use more resources to train me, find me a professional family professor, teach me aristocratic etiquette, go to the higher aristocratic school over there, and then arrange for me to ...... Meet the son of the Xi family's ruler and cultivate a relationship...... All your life, although I told you this today, it may be difficult for you to accept, you must hate me to death, hate me for lying to you for so long, hate my father, and even hate your family...... I know you're sure to, but I can't help but come and see you one last time......"

The soft voice mixed with the girl's cry was like a sad wind, blowing the remaining white lotus in my heart, and at that moment, I suddenly felt old.

Something that has passed away is like a vast river flowing eastward, and it will never come back.

I stood there fixedly, as if I felt that the world was really far away, the universe was so big, but I was so small and small.

Gina was standing right in front of me, but I felt that I was the only one standing alone on this hundreds of square meters of green lawn.

I'm alone.

Jinna's face became more and more red, and at last, she couldn't help it, and big tears fell down and wet her clothes, and her pale yellow skirt was also dyed dark yellow.

"Wang Shengsheng, I like you...... From elementary school to junior high school to high school...... I've liked you for a long time. You're handsome, elegant, and smart...... I actually liked you when I was very young...... Even if it wasn't my dad's request...... I've been in love with you for a long time...... It's just that I haven't said it all along. But today, if you don't talk about it, you really don't have a chance. Because...... I'm about to get engaged to another man......"

The soft words, like a thin veil, slowly wiped my heart, but they produced a huge vibration in my heart!!

Pain!

For a moment, a heart-piercing pain suddenly welled up in my heart, making my breathing a little faster in vain, but soon I was relieved again.

Jin Na was sad, looked at me and said: "Actually, when I heard you say that you have a girlfriend, I was really unwilling, although I saw your girlfriend in school last time, but she was deliberately dressed, wearing a cap and sunglasses, and my eyes have somehow been on Gao Xueqin, so I haven't seen it clearly, just amazed, but this time ...... I can see it clearly. I should have been jealous of her, but when I saw her face just now, the jealousy in my heart disappeared, because she was really perfect, no matter which angle she looked at, perfect to the point that all women could only look up to it...... Perhaps, a perfect person like you, only she can be with you. ”

I looked at Gina quietly, trying to say something, but couldn't speak, maybe I had a lot of questions in my mind to ask her.

However, as soon as the words came to my lips, I suddenly realized that I had nothing left to ask Jinna.

She told me even the deepest secrets in her heart, what other secrets could there be for me?

I stood there quietly, my mouth closed, probably seeing that I didn't react, Jinna exhaled violently, a look of relief appeared on her sad face, she crossed her hands on her hips, smiled heartily, and her eyes were crooked like a hook moon:

"Whew, it's so relaxing, I vomited all the words that had accumulated in my stomach in one go, and it really felt so relaxed. It's called a spit out, huh. ”

As she spoke, Jinna deliberately looked at her watch, and then squinted at me with red glasses and said:

"Can't you say a word? like a stuffy gourd. ”

I smiled honestly: "I suddenly didn't know how to answer. ”

Jinna was deflated and said with a wry smile:

"Forget it, that's it, I've said everything I need to say anyway. This time...... I have no regrets when I go. Wang Shengsheng, your mother's business...... I hope you can cheer up sooner rather than later, be sure to look away...... And your sister's, I've heard about it too...... All my life, you are the best boy I have ever met, you are not like my father who can't be supported, even if you don't have family resources, one day, you will become the most successful person. I believe that, and you will be able to do it. ...... by all means."

Jinna's personality is hearty after all, and when she says this, her cherry lips are slightly hooked, and she finally smiles brightly.

"......" I was still silent, not knowing how to answer Jinna's confession, perhaps I was very confident in my vocabulary, but at the moment I was exhausted.

"Can't think of it? I'll give you a minute. Ha. Seeing me standing dumbly, Jinna smiled bitterly, "It's okay if you don't say it, anyway, what I want to say has already been said, my mother often says that some words, only if you don't say it at the beginning, you will remember it for a lifetime." Maybe...... That's the best. ”

"All my life, I'm gone. I'm sorry I lied to you so much, thank you too...... Walked into my heart. Goodbye......"

"Goodbye......"

Good bye......

The familiar sound faded away, turning into a dead leaf blown off by the wind, slowly swirling in the air.

And I, standing alone on the raised ground of the lawn, quietly looked at the slender figure that was fading away, and thought for a long time.

The familiar pear blossom hair flutters and shakes, blooming a little in the wind, like catkins, which is so beautiful.

At that moment, the departing Jinna was as beautiful as a pure elf.

Just as Gina crossed a pine tree and turned around, I saw a string of crystal tears sliding down the girl's delicate pale little face.

I was slightly startled, and for a moment, my mind seemed to be connected, and I could suddenly feel Jinna's state of mind very clearly, my heart seemed to melt into her heart, and a surging force was beating in my chest.

The power was so strong that I couldn't help it, clenched my fists, and opened the mouth that I had intended to be silent until the end.

I suddenly opened my mouth and shouted in the clearest and sonorous voice I could make:

"Jin Na, it doesn't matter if your surname is Jin or your surname is Aixin Jueluo. It doesn't matter if it's my sister, or it's my classmate, or if it's my friend, but in my eyes, you're just Jinna. No matter how much you lied to me, how much you took advantage of me, and how much you hid from me, the memories that you and I spent together are true. Every minute and every second is really accumulated with the time of life. Those memories, whether they are joys and sorrows or pains, are an important part of my life, and they are lingering treasures that I will cherish for the rest of my life. ”

Hearing my voice, Jinna's figure suddenly froze, and when I slowly looked back, I saw a face that had already burst into tears.

Under the gloomy sky, next to the ancient pine tree, the girl in yellow smiled happily, and her eyes were already red.

That smile was frozen in an instant, and then it drifted away again, as beautiful as the sunset.

Jinna waved at me, with tears in her eyes, slowly turned around, started again, and walked alone into the distance.

Until I can no longer see her in the distance.

There, heaven and earth become a thread.

......

Until Jinna's figure disappeared into the endless distance, I still stood quietly on the lawn, alone surrounded by the wind, muttering to myself, there was something Jinna was destined not to hear:

“...... One day, this land of filth and filth will be bathed in the most brilliant sunshine...... There will never be Aixin Jueluo again, there will never be any nobles from the family, and there will be no more monarchs and emperors...... No one will ever be above all sentient beings again, all power will eventually be replaced by people's self-discipline and moral freedom, and all ** and extravagance will be conquered by reason and justice...... And the person who created that world was me, Wang Shengsheng. ”

If life is only as it first seems.

When we see each other, we don't see each other.

However, the smoke and clouds are floating in the world, and love is like twilight in the blink of an eye.

Before everything could be explained, they were already obsessed.

That night, I played Stradivari alone until dawn.