The sky in the east has just turned white, the sun has not yet risen, and everything is still asleep and has not yet recovered.

However, at this moment, the window on a certain floor of an apartment building in Yancheng suddenly turned on. Through the thick curtains, only a faint yellow light was revealed, like fireflies in the night.

The person who woke up was named Zhang Feng, male, 27 years old this year, a stranger, who had been working in Yancheng for five years.

At a certain moment, Zhang Feng's body suddenly shuddered, and then quickly woke up. Stretched out his hand and turned on the light, squinted at his phone, looked at the lottery numbers, and sure enough, he lost again.

Could it be that if there is a book on the bedside table, it is doomed? Zhang Feng slammed the book against the wall.

He angrily smashed his fist against the sheets and cursed loudly: "What do you mean? I have never won, I have always lost, why? Why should I lose? Why not someone else?"

The hard-earned money of five years, but after a month's effort, has come to naught and disappeared with the wind.

Zhang Feng couldn't accept this reality, it was the money he had worked so hard to save, and it was the money he used to buy a house, so it was wasted.

Thinking of this, Zhang Feng was angry and angry, ashamed and angry. I hate myself for not being angry, and I am addicted to gambling, and I hate those gambling institutions for designing gamblers and making them penniless.

Zhang Feng fell into a daze like this. Lying on the bed alone, he didn't move, staring straight at the ceiling, and cursing in a low voice.

In this way, the sun slowly rises and slowly moves westward to the middle of the sky.

It wasn't until his stomach was rumbling that Zhang Feng reacted and got up abruptly.

Habitually walked to the bathroom and prepared to wash, but today, he was not even interested in the basic daily action of brushing his teeth. Looking at himself in the mirror, he had a chicken nest on his head, and he didn't even have the strength to take a bath.

In this way, Zhang Feng left after rubbing in the bathroom for a while, walked to the windowsill, and sat down silently.

Stared out with a pair of confused eyes, and looked at the void like this for a long time.

After another hour, I was so hungry that I finally went into the bathroom, brushed my teeth, washed my face, changed my clothes, and went out.

After going out, Zhang Feng touched his pocket, only a few yuan, what should I eat? Fortunately, there is a bun shop near the apartment that is open all day, so you can go there to buy some steamed buns to eat.

In the steamed bun shop, Zhang Feng bought eight steamed buns, spent two yuan to buy a millet porridge, and hurriedly ate and drank.

As the saying goes, people are iron, rice is steel, and if you don't eat a meal, you will be hungry. Once you've eaten your fill, those bad superfluous emotions are already behind you. Zhang Feng was already thinking about finding a reason to borrow some money and play again, to see if luck could be reversed.

"I still don't believe it, there is no such thing in this world, fight, if you win, you can at least get some money back, and you will never gamble again; Zhang Feng thought indignantly.

In the afternoon, Zhang Feng borrowed 5,000 yuan from his former classmates and started gambling again.

This person, when he was unlucky, he stuffed his teeth with cold water, not to mention that he had lost for so many days, and his bad luck was already riddled with bad luck, and he dared to continue to gamble, so he would only lose.

As a result, I don't want to know, within two hours, Zhang Feng lost everything and had nothing left.

In this way, Zhang Feng didn't even return home, he just had to go around and around the street, thinking that if a luxury car hit him, he could use some money.

But now these drivers have encountered too many porcelain masters, and they have already been vigilant, and they all slow down and give way to pedestrians.

After walking around for more than an hour, he was tired enough, but he still didn't get anything, so Zhang Feng could only go home. As for what you're going to do home, get some sleep.

By the time Zhang Feng woke up from his sleep, it was already six o'clock in the afternoon.

After getting up, I looked in the mirror in the bathroom, and there was a figure with a scruffy beard, red eyes, and deep-set eyes.

"It's a pity, yesterday was the Midyear Festival, if you burped last night. You don't have to lose this last one today, and you still owe money to others. Now, I don't have any money, and I still owe a lot of debts, how can I explain to my parents? The date for buying a house is approaching, what are you going to lie?" Zhang Feng cursed fiercely at himself in the mirror.

Speaking of this, Zhang Feng was anxious and angry, and slapped himself a few times. Within a few minutes, my cheeks were swollen and my teeth were a little sore. But can this solve the problem? The answer is obviously that it can't be solved, and now all this is useless, so Zhang Feng stopped his movements, and slowly thought about the way out, thinking about what to do.

"There are always ways to make money, but it is slow to come and it takes a long time to earn, and work in exchange for payment. At this juncture, how can I have that time to make money. But even if there was a quick way, it wouldn't be my turn. The more Zhang Feng thought about it, the more desperate he became, so he had to walk out of the bathroom weakly and sit on the windowsill with a depressed expression.

When the last rays of sunlight dissipate into the sky. Zhang Feng took a shower, planning to go out for a good meal and drink a few cans of beer to soothe his mood.

When I was full of wine and food, a rapid phone rang.

"Xiaofeng, have you been busy lately, are you planning to come back one day to buy a house? Your father has already asked someone to take care of the house, just wait for the payment and sign the contract......

"Okay, well, I know, just these few days, I'm still busy, let's talk about it when I have time, I'll hang up first." ”

Zhang Feng, who hung up the phone, was dizzy for a while. I thought I could put my distress behind him, but this phone call brought him back to reality.

thought that he could use wine to kill his sorrows, but the reality still slapped him hard, and now the wine is even more sad.

When the last rays of light dissipated and darkness came, Zhang Feng slowly walked onto the roof of the apartment.

At this time, the summer cicadas are still hissing, and the crows have already returned to their nests.

Standing on the rooftop, the breeze was blowing, and the lights of the tall buildings in the distance swept over, illuminating Zhang Feng's face half dark and half bright, like a combination of the devil and an angel.

Looking at the tall buildings in the distance, Zhang Feng couldn't help but feel sad, thinking that he had been useless and good for more than 20 years, and now he ended up like this. I don't understand why the world is so cruel to me, and I don't understand why I have become so much.

Now that his parents are getting older, marrying a wife and having children is close at hand, and buying a house is even more imminent, but he is ...... Thinking of this, Zhang Feng was inexplicably sad and raised his head and howled. The terrible sound was like a trapped animal waiting to be slaughtered.

At this time, life is hard, and death seems easier. So how do you choose?

Just like at this moment, standing on the top of a building, as long as you gently lift your foot and jump down, all these troubles will be solved. But when I thought of my elderly parents, I was at a loss for a while. But what a difficult situation it would be to live.

Excessive foreign debt, unemployment, loss of love, dissonance, loss, frustration, failure, insomnia. Life, it's really overwhelming. If I had a choice, I would rather start all over again and be an ordinary person. But ah, life is like a train that can't be turned back. Once in the car, there is no turning back. There is no regret pill and there is nothing that can be remedied.

It's just a pity that the peaceful and stable life of the past 20 years has been shattered like this. In this short month, I have been losing, never owning, and never getting. I haven't been able to live the life I want to live, and I haven't been able to get what I want, and I've always been losing. Even if you get it, you never have it for a long time, and what you get is what you don't want.

Zhang Feng was silently thinking in the breeze on the roof of the building. Suddenly, I heard people screaming and screaming around me, and I looked up at the sky in the direction of their surprise, and found that there were seven unusually bright stars in the sky, connected in a straight line.

"Is this what the world often says about the seven stars in a row? It's really rare, to be able to see such a magnificent scene when he was dying, and God is not kind to himself. Hahahahaha, but why did I lose? Why? Why is this happening?"

The chill slowly spread and climbed from the soles of the feet until the Heavenly Spirit Gai became numb, and then the whole body was cold, the blood flow slowed down, the heart beat weakened, and the mind went blank.

There was no enlightenment, nothing was empty, but under the cool night breeze, a decision was made.

Zhang Feng walked to the edge of the rooftop and jumped down. With the sound of the wind whistling in his ears, Zhang Feng fell to the parking lot downstairs, and when his body touched the ground, there was some pain and a hint of relief in his heart.

After a while, Zhang Feng stood up and found that the moon was still so white that it hung in the sky, but the seven stars were no longer visible. The moment the night breeze blew, his body was a little cold, and his whole body seemed to be transparent and indescribable.

Zhang Feng stared blankly at the more and more people around him, the more and more crowded space, and then flew lightly into the air. At this moment, the seven stars that had disappeared in the sky suddenly shot out a colorful light, which instantly disappeared into Zhang Feng's body, and in the clear moonlight, he watched his hand dissipate and shatter into a mist of light, and then, his whole body disintegrated and disappeared without a trace.

It turns out that this is death.

"Thief God, if I have the opportunity, I will definitely regain everything I have lost, I don't accept it, why am I ending up like this? I hate it! I don't accept it! If I have the opportunity, I must kill all those gamblers, kill all the people behind those gambling games, I hate it so much!" This was Zhang Feng's last thought.

Full of hatred, resentment, and murderous energy, it soared into the sky, and the sky lost its color. Dark clouds soon covered the sky, and the moon hid.