(9) Past life II
Pleasant and comfortable times always fly by.
What's more, this academy in Jiangnan Town looks like it is isolated from the world, most of the students in it are obedient and well-behaved, and the dean of the academy, Mr. Zhou, only cares about her teaching the lessons that should be taught well. The food cooked by Granny Niu, who helped in the stove room, was delicious, and Fan Gongzi, who liked to wear white clothes, was gentle and handsome, and he also took great care of her......
The two slowly got acquainted, and the contact became longer and longer, and the relationship became better and better.
She also knew some things about him, it turned out that he was the son-in-law of Governor Deng's family, but what kind of official was Governor Deng? She thought about it, and went to look through the books, it turned out that in layman's terms, he was the second-in-command of the Dengzhou Governor's capital?
But how big is the second-in-command of Dengzhou? She went to look through the books again, and they turned out to be bigger than she thought.
She had never been out of the town, and almost all she learned and saw was the things and events around her, as well as the knowledge she had learned from a limited number of books.
She picked up the book and thought to herself, no wonder, she always felt that his bearing was different from that of the man in Luqiao Town.
Thinking about it, before she saw him, how could the few men in the town she had seen be compared with the son of the Changshi family?
Although An Yue couldn't imagine what the Changshi family was like, she could also guess that the Changshi family must be very rich and prosperous, right?
She hugged the book and thought about it again, but why did he, a noble son from a rich family, come to this town?
On that day, she went home for a trip, and brought some wine from home that her mother had brewed herself, and tried to boil it in the stove, and then invited him to drink in the room, and the window in the room was wide open, but after a few glasses, the woman overestimated herself, and she was already drunk and her face was red, and she was already drunk.
The man beside her had drunk much more than she did, but he looked very conscious.
After a while, the drunk woman looked at the man and said in a coquettish tone, "I asked you... Half a ring, you don't say, why did you come here... ...... town"
When the sober man heard her say this, he took her hand again, and explained with a smile: "Didn't I tell you......?
"Study Tour?...... Then you...... Why haven't you left for a year... Why..."
The half-drunk man looked at the woman, smiled, reached out and touched her bright little red face, and said, "Do you want me to go?"
The woman didn't answer, she looked staggered as if she was about to lie down, and the man hurriedly, put down the wine glass in his hand, and hugged her.
Then, he looked at the beauty in his arms, the bright little face was already red, the tip of the straight nose was also a little red, and the red lips, looking more and more ruddy, he looked at her twice, picked her up, stood up again, and walked behind the screen, he took advantage of the oil light lit in the room, looked at the bright and moving woman in his arms, as if he was charmed, and suddenly said: "It's for you, so, I haven't left for almost a year~"
Then he carefully put the woman on the bed, took off her embroidered shoes and coat, lifted her little head, gently untied her hairpin, took off the silver hairpin on her head, and then let her lie down well, and then covered the quilt for her, and when he passed by the dresser, he put the silver hairpin in his hand on the dresser, blew out the oil lamp, closed the window, and then went out of her room.
The sober man stood outside her door and looked at the big, round moon hanging high in the night sky.
It's another full moon night, a full moon night~
He thought about it, it's been almost a year, he's been here for almost a year.
Thinking of the woman who had fallen asleep in the room, a smile appeared on his face when he thought of the two of them for nearly a year.
Sometimes cute, sometimes coquettish, sometimes passionate, like a peony, she began to affect his mood at some point.
He closed his eyes and reminisced about the body he had just picked her up, that body was so soft, this girl......
I don't know how to look at such a petite body on weekdays, how can there be such a full, plump and attractive curve?
He was afraid just now, if he stayed a little longer, he didn't know what he would do, and this girl, I don't know, began to affect the most primitive desires in his body.
He thought about it, it seems like it started from that day, right?
That day, he inadvertently entered her room and hid, wanting to scare her, but she read the book again, and then took off her dress again~
And since that day, he doesn't know how many gorgeous dreams he has had with her.
But that day, he told her that he had inadvertently gone to the wrong room~
Thinking of this, he opened his eyes and laughed again.
On that day, where was he embarrassed to say that it was deliberate? He would be shy about such an embarrassing thing~
Besides, even if he said it unintentionally, An Yue her, obviously looked at it and didn't believe it, she probably guessed it, guessed that he originally wanted to hide from her room and was going to tease her.
But he shook his head and refused to admit it, he didn't admit it, and he still had to avoid it.
But later, the relationship between the two became more and more ambiguous and better.
On the second day, An Yue woke up, she almost forgot about what happened after she was drunk yesterday, and before she got drunk, she couldn't ask why he came to the town, she thought about it, pressed her forehead, and shook her head again, forget it.
She thought she was already on the bed?
Did he carry her? Or did she come on her own?
She lifted the quilt, only to see the middle coat, her face suddenly dyed red, I don't know how she came here, or how to take off the coat?
However, it's okay, if he hugged it, he took it off for himself, and she was only shy and happy.
She didn't know when she was so ambiguous with him, she learned to jump into his arms like a child from time to time when no one was around, or to be coquettish to him and ask him to hug, or suddenly hug him from behind him while no one was around~
Perhaps, after he had inadvertently seen her body that day, she felt in her heart that she was already his, so she was extra bold.
Since then, the relationship between the two is still very good, and when the love is strong, they will try to do anything intimate.
He also promised to take her to many places.
For example, his hometown Dengzhou, there is a Zhuangzi in the suburbs of Dengzhou, the Zhuangzi is his mother's dowry, the Zhuangzi is full of peach blossoms, and a small bamboo house is built in the peach blossom forest, the scenery in the village is very wonderful when the peach blossoms bloom every year, when the peach blossoms bloom, live in the small bamboo house for a few days, look at the peach blossoms blooming all around, the whole body is full of peach blossom fragrance, there is the skillful maid will also cut some fresh peach blossoms to make peach blossom wine, just sit in the bamboo house, taste the peach blossom wine, feel the peach blossom breath around, it is really comfortable.
After that, he was going to take her to stay for a few days.
Every time he heard this, An Yue yearned for it, snuggled in his arms obediently, looked at his good-looking and handsome cheeks, and nodded obediently.
Seeing that she was so well-behaved, Fan Wenshu laughed himself, stretched out his hand and touched her cheek, and promised other things~
The two of them were in the academy in Luqiao Town, looking like a fairy couple, so unhappy.
And this An Yue, at first her father didn't allow her to come, how could he watch his daughter go to the town to show up to earn silver?
She originally responded to her father, and it was good to come to the town academy for a year.
But then she met Fan Wenshu, and there was an accident at home, and she stayed for more than a year.
One of her hearts has long been lost to Fan Wenshu, she is actually a little like his father, there is a trace of pedantic in her heart, but no matter how pedantic she is, she is just a little girl who has just fallen in love.
I thought that I could live happily like this, but I thought that something happened to her family.
Later, he was gone.
But overnight, the mirror was spent.
All the memories between them, all the good, seem to have become empty.
Fan Wenshu left, and left the town on the evening of the first day after Qingming.
In the evening after Qingming, the man dressed in white hurriedly knocked on the woman's door, looked at her still bright and moving little face, and pretended to be calm: "Do you want me to go to Dengzhou?"
An Yue opened the door, a little inexplicable?
Going to Dengzhou?
Today, they didn't know why they quarreled during the day, and now they are making a fuss~
For a while, she looked at him in a daze, and when she reacted, she looked at him even more surprised, isn't his home in Dengzhou?
Go to Dengzhou?
But what about my father, mother, grandmother, and brother?
She made up a lot of things in an instant, something happened to her family, and she was already worried recently, and she was busy staying up late to embroider a lot of embroidered purses, and entrusted Granny Niu and her three sons to sell in his grocery store, in exchange for some silver taels, and her spirit was also a little poor.
So I haven't had so much time to play with him lately, and when she came back from home today, he didn't know what kind of temper he had, and the two had a quarrel again.
She was helpless, something like that happened in her family, but she didn't want him to know. She is a girl's family, no matter how poor and poor her family is, she still has self-esteem, not to mention that she is still in front of her beloved man, she doesn't want to talk to him about these things. Not only that, but she also begged Mr. Zhou not to say it, not to mention Granny Niu, and she begged almost all the people in the academy not to let Fan Gongzi know.
Now my father's injuries are not healed, and my grandmother's body is still ......
How did she get away alone?
Besides, even if she doesn't talk about those things at home, she is really shabby now, she doesn't have a single tael of silver left in her body, and she doesn't even have a decent dress, how can she go to his hometown with him, go to Dengzhou, and meet his parents?
Wrong?
Even if he was going to go, wouldn't he go to her home first to pay a good visit, and then invite a matchmaker to come to the door......?
An Yue was stunned and didn't speak, his face was blue and white for a while.
Fan Wenshu looked at her drooping eyes and her face that was getting faster and faster, he thought of what he saw that day in Qingming, his face was cold, he turned his face sideways and stopped looking at her, and said: "If you really don't want to go, then you can stay here first......
Suddenly, a man in black ran in from outside and called Childe.
Fan Wenshu's words were interrupted, and he glanced back at the man in black.
An Yue looked at him stunned, why don't you want to go, it's okay here?
Don't want to go with him?
Would you like to go with him?
But is it going to be like this?
No, she remembered that if she hired, she would be a wife, and if she ran, she would be a concubine, and she didn't want to be a concubine.
As a concubine, she has to share him with other women, and she doesn't want to share his ~ with others
What's more, the concubine also has to go through a courtesy, if she runs away with him like her, at most it can be used as an outer room, if it is an outer room, it is even lower than the status of the concubine~
She shook her head, she didn't want to be an outroom either.
Fan Wenshu just turned around and saw her shaking her head.
Stretched out his hand and wanted to touch her cheek, but the hand didn't move, he sighed, "If you don't want to, you should do it~" Then he turned around and left with the man in black.
An Yue was stunned, stunned for a while, until he was no longer seen in the backyard, she lifted her skirt and ran out of the door, ran to the front yard, ran to the gate of the academy, there was no figure, still no~
She ran to the street again, I don't know how long she ran, there were only closed storefronts on both sides of the street, she ran through the teahouse, ran across the stone bridge, no, still no~
Looking around at the emptiness, no, there is no figure of him~
That's it? He's gone?
She stood on the street, tears pouring down her face.
Some people come and go, go and come, you can't stop it and you can't control it, but after he leaves, life still has to be good, the eldest daughter of a down-and-out Xiucai family, who has taken on the burden of supporting her family.
No one knows how she spent the long night alone in those days, when the person she loved suddenly left and something like that happened in her own home.
Fortunately, the days passed slowly, and some things got better.
Her father's injuries also slowly healed, and her father opened a private school again, as the pillar of the family, and supported the family again.
Slowly, the life of the family gradually became more comfortable.
Two years later, in early autumn, the man who had left came back, not only did he come back, but he also brought an attendant, Ji Yan.
The academy in Luqiao Town set off ripples again, the suave Fan Gongzi returned to the academy, he still lived in Mr. Zhou's academy, but this time he also brought a young man, and the young man he brought was also handsome, but he lost a step ahead of Fan Gongzi in terms of momentum.
On the second day of Fan Gongzi's return, he took a look at the weather outside, and knocked on An Yue's door, and after a while, the door squeaked open, Fan Gongzi looked at the face that made him think about it for the past two years and was entangled and painful, and pretended to be calm and said: "Look at the weather today, do you want to go to the river with me and Ji Yan to play?"
Going to the river?
And he still has Ji Yan? She was puzzled, a little don't pinch, I haven't seen her for two years, and his first words are this?
She thought a lot last night, and she thought a lot about what she wanted to say to him, but today she looked at him and couldn't say anything, just because she still wanted to wait, waiting for him to explain why he left suddenly two years ago?
She looked at his calm expression, without the slightest meaning to explain, and a polite and distant smile suddenly appeared on her face, as if she had no intimacy with him two years ago, she said: "You guys go to play, I still have some things to deal with, I won't go." ”
The voice is calm and cold.
What are two men and a woman doing together? He can't explain to her in front of outsiders, can he? She has experienced a lot in the past two years, and she has already learned to exercise restraint and disguise her emotions.
Like now, she wanted to throw herself into his arms, hold him, and want to do that as badly, but she wouldn't do it.
It's like in her heart, she wants to question him, question him, scold him angrily, why do you say she just leaves? But she won't say it.
The two who were once so intimate, after two years, have become so indifferent.
At night, she lay on the bed, she couldn't sleep, if she didn't see it, it was okay, she had slowly gotten used to it in the past two years, but now, I saw it again~
She tossed and turned, thinking over and over again, if he came to explain to herself, if he came to coax herself, then she would put on a show, and then ......
Then, she threw herself into his arms and cried to him how much she missed him in the past two years.
Thinking of this, she buried her head in the thin quilt she was holding in her hand.