"Born well, I have my uncle in my family in the past, and I have the blessing of my grandfather's family, and I have talent to support the field. The young talent has become the object of admiration of countless noble ladies in Beijing. ”

That's what people say about him.

And people talk more about his family affairs one after another.

I don't know why, he set two relatives, and they were all divorced by other women.

No one knows why he has always been dismissed, except for himself.

He didn't want to get married, and he didn't know why he didn't.

He just wanted to wait, wait.

He didn't know exactly what he was waiting for.

On that day, Ji Yan took his wife and children back to Dengzhou, and went to Fan's Mansion to meet him, and brought a lot of food prepared by Mrs. Fan for Fan Wenshu.

After Ji Yan returned to the capital with his wife and children, Ji Yan brought those things over, and the two had a few drinks at the house by the way.

The Fan Mansion in the capital, in the study.

A man in a long robe and brocade robe sat on the soft collapse, and called the servants who came with him to bring up the good wine brought back from Dengzhou all the way.

Then I opened it again, and in an instant the familiar and delicious smell of wine came out, and then the whole study was filled with the smell of wine.

The brocade-robed man sitting on the other side of the table opened his mouth and called the servant to prepare some good food and drink, and the servant hurriedly went down.

Then the man who opened the wine spoke: "Childe, this wine is the same as what I used to drink, and this is what Madame specially asked me to bring to you to taste." ”

Fan Wenshu smiled and smelled it, it was really fragrant.

Then he picked up another jar of wine, opened it, poured it into the wine glass that the maid had already placed on the low table, and took a sip of it to himself.

Familiar taste, very fragrant.

After a while, the appetizers came up.

Then the two of them drank.

Drinking and drinking, Ji Yan thought of what Mrs. Fan told him to ask him to, he was drunk and glanced at Fan Wenshu who had been called Gongzi for so many years.

He opened his mouth and said, "Childe, do you think my family Yu'er is cute?"

Fan Wenshu thought of Ji Yan's child and nodded.

Ji Yan smiled again and said, "Actually, the son can also have a child." ”

Fan Wenshu picked up the wine glass and took a sip, he didn't speak, he knew what Ji Yan meant, I am afraid that Ji Yan went back to Dengzhou this time, and his mother persuaded Ji Yan to persuade him to marry as soon as possible and take a concubine.

Children, marriage, concubines?

He shook his head and said, "Ji Yan, are you willing to live your life with the girl you don't like?"

Ji Yan shook his head, but said again: "Childe, in this world, there are not so many satisfactory and satisfactory things, but some people may see that the girl they don't like marries back, or they may like it." ”

In the past few years of officialdom, Ji Yan is no longer the slow Ji Yan who reacted half a beat back then, looking at a little simple.

Fan Wenshu suddenly laughed when he heard him say this.

Yes, in this world, there has never been so much satisfaction and fulfillment.

He drank another glass of wine, poured himself another glass, drank another glass, poured himself another glass, drank another glass, and then simply picked up the jar full of good wine, and drank it.

But on the second day, Ji Yan looked at him several times.

He frowned, looking at Ji Yan, what's wrong?

After he got drunk yesterday, what happened?

But Ji Yan suddenly spoke: "Yesterday, I heard Childe call a name. ”

A name?

Fan Wenshu frowned.

Ji Yan sighed, yesterday he heard Gongzi shouting over and over again An Yue, An Yue, An Yue~

He just thinks it's a name he's heard?

He thought for a while, and finally remembered the bright and beautiful girl he had seen many years ago, and pretended to be his cousin.

I thought of the girl, and I remembered that the son hurried to find the girl that night, and then he didn't return all night~

He was shocked, could it be that the son had been a son for so many years~

Ji Yan came back to his senses and looked at Fan Wenshu, and then said: "Childe, after you got drunk last night, you called a name, it was a girl's name, and I had a relationship with that girl many years ago. ”

He continued: "Childe, what you shouted is, An Yue. ”

An Yue?

An Yue?

Fan Wenshu's heart shook suddenly.

An Yue, An Yue, An Yue~

The mature and steady man wearing a brocade robe who had just walked to the front of the palace suddenly changed his face, and then his heart was turbulent, and then he raised his head with a sad expression and glanced in the direction of Jiangnan.

Ji Yan looked at his expression, and he was also stunned and shocked.

He opened his mouth, thought about it, and asked the doubts he had many years ago, and he said, "Childe, in fact, I've always been curious, is there something between you and Miss Na'an?"

Is there something going on between you and Miss Ann?

When Fan Wenshu heard this, his expression became more and more miserable.

The girl he met that year, a bright and touching girl, a person who lived in his heart for a long, long time.

Fan Wenshu looked at Ji Yan and suddenly smiled bitterly, and then said, "Ji Yan, is she very beautiful?"

Ji Yan was stunned for a moment, then remembered the bright and beautiful woman who vaguely remembered in his memory, nodded, and said: "It is indeed a beautiful birth, a water town in the south of the Yangtze River, a beautiful scenery in the smoke and rain, and a beauty since ancient times." ”

Fan Wenshu smiled again, yes.

Then, he patted Ji Yan on the shoulder and said, "Thank you." ”

Ji Yan looked at him, a little inexplicable?

Thank you to him?

What thank you?

Fan Wenshu looked at the direction of Jiangnan and smiled again, he thought, he was going to do something.

He's going to Jiangnan.

Over the years, he forced himself not to think about it, and the person who pretended never to read it has always been in his heart.

Whenever Midnight Tranquility dreams back, she is in his heart.

Whenever she was drunk and sad, she was in his heart.

On the second day, he saw the saint in front of the saint and wanted to resign and retire.

The saint was furious, and he scolded him.

But he still refused to give up and wanted to resign.

Shengshang thought that he had also been conscientious in the past few years, except for one thing that had not been done, and everything else had been done very well, and he thought that this Fan Wenshu was the eldest son of the Fan family, or a confidant he had cultivated all the way for so many years, so he had to hold back his anger and ask him, why was he so persistent in resigning?

He knelt in the imperial study and said with difficulty: "Back to Your Majesty, it is for the Fan family's Weichen to continue to be in the vein." ”

Shengyi was stunned?

For the sake of the Fan family, he has been in this vein?

What to say?

The saint looked him up and down again, and also knew that he had secretly done all these years to interfere with his own personal affairs, the saint endured it, and said with some doubts: "What does it have to do with your resignation after the Fan family's vein is never broken?"

Fan Wenshu does not speak.

He could only stay for half a night, and the saint was about to get angry, so he spoke: "Your Majesty, Weichen wants to ask Your Majesty about it, dare to ask Your Majesty if there are any regrets in this life?"

The saint who sat on the top of the throne frowned, regret the matter?

There are a lot of people and things in his mind, but he has to say regret and regret~

He didn't speak, and only waited for half a night before he spoke: "It's okay to be transferred, but it's not okay to resign, you can do it yourself." ”

Fan Wenshu was overjoyed, and immediately thanked the emperor, and then asked the saint to allow him to be transferred to Quanling County.

The saint agreed, but the saint also knocked him and said, "Fan Aiqing, don't regret it, you must know that if you do something wrong, you have to bear the price." ”

He knelt in the imperial study, lowered his head and suddenly smiled.

Yes, there are things that are done wrong, and there is a price to pay.

And the biggest mistake in his life is that he never took the initiative to pursue the person he really wanted in his heart.

And got the corresponding price.

For so many years, day and night of loneliness, pain, helplessness and sadness.

Now, he wants to make up for his mistakes.

I don't know if it's too late.