It's just a matter of a moment: the heavens and the earth change color in an instant, and the soul is lost in a moment.

My mouth was open, my body frozen, my brain strained in the face of the sudden blow, and I could neither think nor speak. The sea breeze poured into the stomach, and the mouth was full of bitter taste.

It turns out that the vulgar is not Fuyong, and the reality of the drama is so vulgar and unbearable.

I straightened my spine, my sloppy gaze focused, my scattered mind began to focus, and I turned around...... I saw Yan Qixing's calm and calm face.

Is it really strange that a person's cultivation can reach such a level? In the face of an "ex-wife" who was abandoned by himself without giving an explanation, does he not feel the slightest guilt, does not have the slightest sadness, and does not even have an unnatural psychology?

If so, then I admire him.

I chuckled, walked around to him, and looked at him carefully, I wanted to see him clearly, what kind of man I was going to grow old with for the rest of my life?

"Do you want me to say congratulations?"

"Not necessarily. Yan Qixing walked away slowly, his eyes staring at the sea, his eyes following the seagulls up and down, as if his whole mind had been tied to the elves soaring in the sky.

"Who is it?" I felt inexplicable sorrow in the face of his careless treatment, and an irreparable despair came to my heart like a tidal wave.

"Liu Ling. Short answer, no explanation.

The daughter of the king of Huainan is an obvious policy marriage...... It's just a policy marriage...... That's just it, but why did my hands tremble so much? My heart hurt and astringent? The mist came to my eyes again, and I hurried to the guqin, and plucked the strings with my hand to hide my gaffe.

"We ......," I said with difficulty. "Just broke up?"

"Hmm. A calm voice. Is it a treasure of words, or is there nothing to say?

"Forget it, let's talk about business. "I'm afraid that if I continue to talk about it, my emotions will get out of control, so it's important to get down to business first. "What is this place, and how did I get here?"

"Huiji. "Speak neatly and concisely, Yan Qixing's style. "You were plotted by Liu Chengbi and fell asleep for four days. ”

I was taken aback, I didn't listen to any conspiracy at all, I only realized one thing......

"What about Yan Zhu and Wang Hui?" I asked in shock.

Yan Qixing didn't hide it from me, and said: "Wang Hui's army was defeated in Huaishui, and he only took more than 7,000 people and horses to disappear. ”

"So the Battle of Huaishui is really your masterpiece?" The picture of the Huaishui battlefield came to my mind, and I asked coldly.

Yan Qixing was noncommittal, and said: "As for Yan Zhu, since you are familiar with history, don't you know that he secretly befriended the king of Huainan?"

"Yan Zhu has a friendship with Liu An!" I was so surprised that my voice was out of tune. Is such a serious matter not recorded in history or have I ignored it?"

Yan Qixing frowned, obviously quite cold to the word "rebel".

"The reinforcements are gone, the outnumbered are huge, he just knows the time to avoid killing. ”

I closed my eyes, my heart was heavy, too many unexpected things happened too quickly, the rebels actually had cannons and guns, Wang Hui's 200,000 army was almost wiped out, Huiji fell so quickly, and the entire southeast has basically fallen into the hands of the rebels, this momentum is more than the rebellion of the Seven Kingdoms that year. The Han Dynasty, which has another history, what kind of fate awaits it ahead?

"What the hell do you want?" anger began to rise. "Revenge is so important to you? Do you have to get rid of Liu Che and change the dynasty before you are willing? Or do you want to be the emperor at all, and say that you like the life of the wild crane idle clouds and pine windows and bamboo households, is it just to deceive me?"

I don't think so.

I'm not an idiot, I'm not an old husband and wife who have been married for ten or twenty years, and all passions tend to be dull, and I have been married for less than a year, how can I not feel whether my husband is happy or unhappy.

Yan Qixing lowered his eyelids, his face indifferent, and he had no intention of defending himself. When it comes to feelings, this is his expression.

Biting my lower lip, I endured it and said in a deep voice: "Okay, let's not talk about this for the time being, the matter between you and me is not important at all now." ”

Yan Qixing's expression changed slightly: "In that case, why do you want to see me?"

I swallowed this breath and said, "The reason why I saw you is because I have something important to tell you———— about Zhou Renjun, the divine doctor of Bigu. ”

Yan Qixing raised his hand to stop me and said, "Needless to say, I already know about him." ”

I was greatly surprised: "You know?"

I forgot, what a smart person he is, after listening to my legendary experience, he will naturally think of Zhou Renjun, and with a little speculation, you can know the ins and outs.

"If you know that, why do you want to do something that doesn't lead to anything?" I asked.

He sighed slightly, almost inaudible, and said, "There are some things that you know you can't do, but you have to do them." ”

"What do you mean?" I don't understand. "Do you have any hardships or are you being forced?

"What I Yan Qixing don't want to do, how can others force me?" his gaze swept over me, turned and walked to the side of the ship, standing against the wind.

"So, is there a problem?" I chased after him and stood beside him.

"Nope. He shook his head and turned his head to look at me. "It's you who underestimate the power of hatred. I grow in hatred, revenge is my predetermined destiny, and for this I have done everything I can't turn back, so if you want to dissuade me, don't open your mouth. ”

"But history can't ......"

"History has changed, and it was you who changed it, have you forgotten?" he said, aggressively.

I was choked by him.

Speaking of history at this time is indeed unconvincing.

"Maybe you'll still lose in the end. "I'm not giving up. "Even, maybe even die. ”

"The success, the prince, the loser, the thief, as long as they are worthy of the ancestors and the ancestors, although the seven elements are dead, they will not be shaken. ”

I sneered and said: "What a man worthy of his ancestors and ancestors, colluding with the Xiongnu to deal with his own country for his own selfish interests, how is this different from the traitorous behavior of the Bank of China? Don't you not know who Yi Zhixian is, and if you cooperate with him, it is called conspiring with the tiger to lure the wolf into the house! Although Han Xin is dead, no matter what, he is also a well-known hero and a good man, and his reputation will be remembered by future generations, if Izumixia knew about it, would he praise you? Praise you for doing whatever it takes to achieve your goals? Or praise you for betraying yourself and betraying the country?"

Yan Qixing was stunned, his eyes turned to me, his face was as pale as paper, and his eyes were like the sea water in the dark night, and there was a jumping fire that burned faintly in the dark sea, but it condensed into ice in an instant.

"Am I wrong? I can do anything, I can't do anything, even I, an outsider two thousand years later, have the bottom line of my family and country and nation in my heart, as a person of this era, don't you even have the most basic national etiquette?" I continued to provoke his patience, even if a volcanic eruption is always better than a thousand years of ice, because I am good at putting out fires, but I don't know how to break the ice.

"Do you remember Princess Nangong? At a young age, she was forced to go to the Xiongnu to make peace and marry a man who was big enough to be his father, in a sense, it was no different from betraying himself. A thirteen-year-old girl can put aside her personal honor and disgrace, sacrifice her life, and live in humiliation in a remote and cold foreign country. Why? Because in her heart, the country and the nation are always more important than herself, and that is not the interest of one family or one surname, not the interests of Liu or Han, but the interests of the entire Han country......!

You are a dignified man, and you are not even as good as a little girl! Who are the Huns? They killed and enslaved our brothers, insulted and raped our sisters, and were always ready to invade us, but it is good for you to form an alliance with the enemy to endanger your own country for the sake of that little personal vendetta, you are sorry for your motherland, you are sorry for the Han Dynasty woman who was sacrificed to the sky! You are also sorry for Princess Nangong who gave up her country! You are sorry for the conscience of heaven and earth, what face do you have to mention your ancestors and ancestors?"

My tone was fierce and my words were vicious. This sharp accusation hit him hard.

From beginning to end, he glared at me angrily, his eyebrows kept shaking, his eyes were red, his forehead was bruised, his face was even more terrifyingly blue, and anger came out of his undulating chest and even his hair, and he rushed straight to Bullfight, an active volcano that was about to erupt.

Putting aside his feud with the Liu family, Yan Qixing is actually a very orthodox person, and when he went to the Xiongnu, he could see that he had a great desire to fight against this strong enemy in his heart. In the depths of his soul, the desire to fight with the Xiongnu and completely eradicate the hidden danger of this great Han is very strong. Of course, there is a kind of heroic complex, but it is more that nationalism firmly occupies his mind and flows in his blood.

It doesn't make sense to talk to him about affection, nor can it talk about tolerance and morality, but it can touch his heart heavily. If this person had been born 2,000 years later, he would have been a radical who was fighting in Taiwan to contain Japan. (Actually, I'm the same)

I was nervous and expectant, expecting him to lose his temper, expecting him to lose control of his emotions, expecting him to express his sincerity.

The time was unbearable, but Yan Qixing's eyes were slowly dimmed, and Tie Qing's face turned pale. He turned his face away, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't provoke me. You have taken such pains to dissuade me. Yes, your so-called family and nation are in my heart, no matter how perverse my Yan Qixing is, I will not form an alliance with the enemy, let alone betray my country. I have my own plans in my heart for this, but I ...... revenge."

He turned to look at me and said firmly, "No one can stop me." ”

I stayed there, the volcano didn't erupt, I had nowhere to put out the fire. For the first time, I found myself really speechless, and I was at a loss for anything about this man. At the beginning, Yan Qixing, who was dominated by the golden iron horse in the grassland desert, was like the waves rolling away behind him, and gradually drifted away.

Unspeakable heartache and melancholy!

I looked at him and sighed, "It seems that no matter what I say, you won't change your decision?"

Yan Qixing was silent, his eyes were extremely resolute, and he couldn't pull back ten cows even if he saw the frame.

"No regrets?" I asked one last time.

As if thinking that I was asking childishly, Yan Qixing "snorted" from his nostrils.

"Good. I sighed, and the answer was to be expected. "Since you've decided, I respect you. ”

But there is one thing, no matter how difficult it is, it always has to be faced.

"Now that we're done talking about business, let's talk about private matters. ”

"What private matters do you and I have to discuss?" he frowned, his gaze returning to grim coldness. Walk to the other side with your head held high, leaving me with a back. It seems that he really doesn't want to talk about "private matters".

I was so embarrassed that I almost lost all my courage, and if it was in the twentieth century, even if my heart was bleeding, I would laugh it off and walk away. But this is not my time, and I am facing not only love, but also war, history, and even rise and fall.

I endured it, carefully hid my emotions, and said in the calmest tone: "Sifang Town, I waited for you, you didn't show up, you didn't show up when I almost died there, Liu Che said that everything was arranged by you, I don't believe it, now I know, you don't care about my life or death." After that, you send Zhao Min to end our relationship with a casual word, and easily marry someone else. It's all sending a message to me———— you don't love me, you never loved me. ”

Yan Qixing maintained his usual style and was silent. Snow-white clothes and black hair, blown by the sea breeze, his tall body is straight and straight, his face cannot be seen, his emotions cannot be guessed, his whole person is like a splashed ink painting, lonely, steep, intense.

"Don't worry, I'm not a skinless person, and I won't entangle you like a fart. When fate is over, I won't force it. But there's one thing I need to figure out......"

I walked up to him, pulled him over so that he faced me, and asked seriously: "Whether you love me or not, I am already your wife, if you keep me by your side, it will be like a tiger to your great cause, but why don't you keep me? You didn't even mean to try to keep me, but pushed me towards Liu Che?"

We were so close that we could feel his body temperature and see the most subtle expressions on his face.

Yan Qixing's gaze wandered over my face, and he said softly: "Because in Sifang Town, I thought that you and Liu Che would definitely die." ”

It's one thing to guess, it's another to hear the facts. Like a sharp knife piercing the heart, no, a feeling a hundred times more painful than that, spreading from the heart to the whole body, I stood stunned, my body stiff as iron.

He brushed my hand away and continued to deepen the pain without mercy, saying, "After we got married, I was going to tell you the truth, but the longer I spent with you, the more I realized that you could never be of my use. Although you have no love for Liu Che, even lies, calculations, precautions, and struggles, but the friendship of friends and the righteousness of kings and ministers, there is another kindness that I can't reach. You refuse to enter the palace and disdain to be an official, you would rather go away with me and fly high to be a cloth dress, no matter what, you will follow me, there is only one thing, you will never betray Liu Che, you will never be the enemy of Liu Che!, isn't it?"

I was stunned, and the two of them really agreed on this matter.

"We are husband and wife. I smiled wryly. "Aren't husband and wife one and the same? When something happens, shouldn't we discuss it together and decide together? Yes, Liu Che and I are gentlemen and even friends, but you are my husband, I will not betray my friends, will I betray my husband? You have no confidence in me at all, so you don't even ask, you don't even try to do it, you directly exclude me from your world, and then impose this on me as a reason for abandoning me, Yan Qixing, are you too subjective or too cowardly, why are you so sure that I will choose Liu Che over you?"

His face turned pale at my words, and he asked, "Okay, now I ask you, what would you do if you were to choose that day? Stay with me, be my enemy, or do you not help each other and watch from the sidelines?"

"I'll stay with you. I replied calmly. The answer came after countless nights of thinking about it on the way to him. "If I can't dissuade you, I'll stay with you. Maybe I won't help you, but I will definitely not hurt you, I just want to do my duty as a wife and stay by your side. ”

Yan Qixing sneered softly and said, "What about after that? Let me see that you are worried day and night because of guilt and guilt, and in the end you can't bear the inner torment and turn against each other? Leaving a woman with an undetermined mind by your side is undoubtedly leaving a big trouble for yourself, and this kind of stupid thing is definitely not my doing." The words are so cold, and the analysis is so thorough, it is really the word "profit".

I nodded again and again, feeling miserable in my heart: "So you simply used me to lure Liu Che to Sifang Town for the last time, wanting to wipe us out." ”

His smile was cold: "Yes, but it's a pity that God doesn't bless me and I can't get what I want, and it is imperative to raise troops." I knew that you would go to Bigu, so I asked Zhao Min to return the guitar as a sign of love......"

I interrupted him and mockingly said, "Looks like you're giving more than just guitars." ”

Yan Qixing was stunned, his eyelids jumped, and he said: "Solving your Gu poison is to repay you for saving you from the desert." ”

I was furious: "Then when you wanted to kill me in Sifang Town, why couldn't you remember my life-saving grace to you?"

He had no shame on his face and said calmly: "When acting as a husband, he should focus on the overall situation, and there are trade-offs between them. ”

"So I was weighed up. I looked at him quietly, chilling. "It seems that you really don't have any affection for me. ”

Yan Qixing sneered: "Gentle Township is a hero's mound, Qixing does not dare to forget or forget the deep hatred of the sea of blood, it was because of interests that he married you at the beginning, and now it is also for the benefit of marrying others." How can those who have achieved great things be burdened by the private affairs of their children?"

"Interests?!" I was enraged, glared at him and raised my voice: "Even if it is for the sake of profit, marriage is also a matter of two people, and breaking up is also a matter of two people, what right do you have to make a unilateral decision? Although I, Liu Dan, am not a famous lady, I am not a woman who comes and goes as soon as she is called." Even if you want to break up, you have to make it clear to your face, do you think that asking Zhao Min to return Ji to me will end our relationship in this way?"

I didn't want to say anything about beating me to death if I was so spineless, even if I broke up, I didn't want to make myself look like a resentful woman, at least I had the least dignity. But when it came to the end, I somehow said these words without going through my brain, and I immediately felt strong regret after saying them.

In the plot of the TV series, once the abandoned heroine says such things, what she gets is often not comfort and pity, but greater harm.

Sure enough, Yan Qixing raised his eyebrows, still cold: "How else? When you and I got married, there were no three media and six hires, which was not in line with the law of the Han Dynasty, did you come to ask me for a resignation today?"

My face turned white, blood rushed to the top of my head, and my temples jumped suddenly...... I couldn't have imagined that he could say such a thing. Mean, ruthless, and ruthless, is this person in front of me really the Yan Qixing I know? Or, is this the real him? I never knew the feeling of sadness, but now I know that it is not just a feeling, but really painful, a hundred times more painful than a knife in the body, so painful that I must use all my strength to resist, so that I can't distinguish some strength to speak.

Yan Qixing refused to let me go, and every word he said was like inserting another knife in my wounded heart.

"I've never liked you, it's all about profit. He paced to the side of the ship, holding on to the railing and looking out to sea. "Now that the big thing has been decided, you and I are clean and decided, why bother with it?"

He couldn't have made it clearer that there is no need to ask questions about everything, or even to verify it, because with just one sentence, all the questions have been summed up.

This feeling has not been for many years, the feeling of being abandoned, being abandoned by his parents, being abandoned by society, Liu Dan, who is the first in the world, has to face this embarrassment and pain all his life. suddenly felt that he was ridiculous, as long as he mentioned his feelings, he would only humiliate himself in front of him. Because he was ready to humiliate me. But I, why do I come all the way to listen to these hurtful words?

"Broken?" every word I said carried the chill of ice and snow, and my internal organs had condensed into ice, cold and biting. "Okay, I'll break it with you. ”

I jumped onto the side of the boat and stood on the high parapet and looked down on him.

Yan Qixing originally looked at the sea, as if he felt something, but suddenly turned around and saw my actions, he was stunned, and asked with his eyebrows, "What do you want?"

"Guess. A sneer crossed my lips, and I fell back slightly, like a broken leaf, falling towards the sea.

"Bang" was as cold as my heart, and the cold water poured into me, and I didn't move, letting my body sink downward, and so on until I sank into the abyss. The sea poured into my ears and nose, and I held my breath as my limbs stretched out and swayed at the bottom of the sea.

Maybe he died like this, at the bottom of the sea two thousand years ago, and soon after, the corpse was eaten by fish of all sizes, gnawed clean and not even the bones remained, and disappeared forever, love, happiness, sorrow, pain, all disappeared, as if it had never come or stayed.

That's not a bad end.

The water kept pouring in, and I was about to suffocate......

A force came from my waist and suddenly held me up, up, parting the sea and floating to the surface.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a familiar face———— Yan Qixing!

He grimaced, gritted his teeth, his angular chin tightened, and his face full of water droplets was iron-blue. Holding me in his right hand, he kept paddling with his left hand.

"Why did you save me?" I pushed him away, and he froze with his free hands.

With my feet in the water and my body floating freely, I smiled slyly: "I forgot to tell you that I am a master swimmer." ”

Fooled!

I guess he must have said those two words in his heart.

Raised his hand to wipe the water droplets, the expression on Yan Qixing's face was really difficult to describe, and he turned around and swam forward, but was pulled back by me.

"Let go of me. His jaw tightened, and the edges of his face sharpened, a precursor to anger.

I grabbed his arm tightly and said word by word: "Die, all, no, let go." ”

He sank his face and said in a fierce voice, "Let ...... go"

The latter words were gagged back into his mouth as my lips were kissed by me. I hugged him tightly and kissed him passionately, never before so active and so passionate.

Yan Qixing raised his hand and pushed me away, I grabbed him and kissed him again, he pushed away again, I grabbed him again, and so on several times, the strength of resistance became weaker and weaker, Yan Qixing's body gradually softened from the beginning of the stiffness, and his lips also responded, unconsciously, his left hand wrapped around my waist, and his right hand held my back neck, deeply, deeply deepened this kiss. His lips tossed and turned on mine, his lips and tongue intertwined, his breath became more and more messy, his heartbeat became more and more violent, the heat burst out and his whole body was so hot that I almost suffocated, and I had to seize every opportunity to replenish the thin oxygen, and every gasp attracted him to kiss more fiercely. It didn't feel like a kiss, it felt more like it was eating me bite by bite.

I think I've found a way to break the ice, and it's the simplest, most direct, and most shameless kind.

We haven't touched it for too long, and we're all a little crazy. His kiss began to stretch restlessly downward, and his hand began to move over mine, and wherever he went, strings of brilliant sparks were stirred up, and the icy sea boiled.

I panicked, I can't be here...... Turning away from his lips, I looked around, and there was only me and him on the empty sea, and the ship that had been moored, and there were soldiers on board.

"No......" I whispered.

His face was dark red, his breath was uneven, and his eyes were full of lust. Suddenly he hugged me tightly in his arms, kissed me like crazy again, and kept muttering a sentence in his mouth: "I miss you, I miss you......"

I reacted to him busily, my heart full of gratitude, gratitude that he was willing to jump down to save me, gratitude to him for saving the love of my faith, gratitude to him for saying this. After that, no matter how difficult the road is, no matter how painful it may be, I will never leave him again, and we will never be separated again!

The bed was messy, and the air was filled with the smell of a vigorous workout. It was a frantic moment, an afternoon and a night, and we all spent it in bed. His exuberant energy was like a ferocious beast, every movement was crazy and intense, his brain could no longer think, all his actions were completely out of the most primitive physical instincts, turning over and over, he babbled on and on his feelings, and there was only one sentence: "Don't leave me......" until I promised him with certainty, solemnly promised him.

It was late at night, and he finally fell asleep from exhaustion, but I didn't feel sleepy at all, my mind was a mess, and my eyes were open until the early hours of the morning.

Passion faded, and many practical problems came back to me.

Putting on a snow-white robe, he walked out of the room, paced to the deck, and looked at the morning light that was about to break.

As the sun burst out of the last darkness before dawn, I somehow remembered the well in Sifang Town, the feeling of light as the sun shone through the hole in the middle of the millstone into the well filled with dead bodies, the feeling of light pouring down when the millstone was removed.

If you have gains, you will lose, and if you exchange what you have lost, is this considered a betrayal?

Thinking about these two words, an indescribable uncomfortable feeling pricked my nerves like a needle. Yan Qixing was right, it was only a few hours before the torment began. I was originally such a person, I couldn't let go of love and morality, I always wanted to be able to have the best of both worlds, but how could things be as good as I wanted?

Which is more important than love and morality? It cannot be said in the balance. However, it has been a matter of course since ancient times for women to value love and men to value righteousness, even if I choose love, there is nothing wrong with it, the angle and position are problems. There's nothing wrong with it, but I can't feel at ease. I thought it was the most difficult time to choose, but who knew that it was still difficult after choosing.

Perhaps leaving altogether is the best solution.

But am I willing to leave Yan Qixing?

Smile...... The feeling of being sour and astringent, the taste is unpleasant.

laughed self-deprecatingly, and said to himself: Liu Dan, you are not a saint, do what a woman should do.

Then another voice whispered: What is a woman's right to do? Can a woman be justified in her own love?

The angel of hell who appears to be dressed in black and the angel of light who is dressed in white appear at the same time.

"Ah......h

"How nice would it be if there was a tsunami at this time?"

I don't know how long later, a pair of strong arms quietly hugged me from behind, and the voice was so soft that it was intoxicating: "What are you thinking?"

After the window paper was pierced, something became stronger.

"I'm thinking about Xiao Feng. I tilted my head slightly and kissed him on the cheek.

"Xiao Feng?" he held my hand a little stiffly. "Who is he?"

I grabbed the arms on my chest, sighed, and said, "A great hero I admire." Good martial arts, good character, loyalty to the country, benevolence and righteousness to friends, and dedication to love. His lover died, and other women pursued him infatuatedly, but he didn't even look at him. ”

Yan Qixing listened sourly, and said uncomfortably: "There are such characters in the world?"

"Yes, there is no such thing in the world. "It's a little sad. "Because in the end he died. ”

"Oh?" he was stunned. "Why?"

"It's hard to have both kindness and righteousness. "I'll say it simply. "In exchange for his own death, he exchanged twenty years of peace for two hostile countries, and he died a heroic death. ”

It's really similar to my situation, but he chose to die and be loyal, and I chose to betray, so Xiao Feng will always be just a legendary hero, there is no reality, and reality is not worthy.

Yan Qixing understood what I was talking about, and was silent for a long time.

I smiled and said, "It's just a momentary feeling, he has his choice, I have my position." No matter what happens in the future, I don't regret it because I know what is most important to me. ”

He hugged me tightly, passing on his strength: "Even if I am not a big hero in your mind, I can't be fully loyal, but there is one thing I promise you." ”

Turning my body and putting his hands on my shoulders, he looked at me sincerely, his eyes as deep as the sea: "I don't even look at any other woman except you." ”

"What about Liu Ling?" said that it was false not to be jealous, and it was still exposed to his true nature after enduring it and forbearance.

He smiled knowingly, the fresh sun shining on his face, bright and warm.

"Finally mentioned her. "I seem to be having a lot of fun. "I haven't touched her until now. ”

I opened my eyes and believed that he had a ghost.

He laughed for a moment, then suddenly hugged me into his arms, sniffed the long hair around my neck, and said in a low voice, "I know that if I really have a skin-to-skin relationship with her, I will definitely lose you." ”

I slapped him in disgust and said, "I'm that stingy?"

"Well, you're stingy. He nodded in agreement. "I remember the reason why you refused to enter the palace at the beginning, Liu Dan refused to marry even the emperor, how could he be willing to marry a man who hugged left and right?"

Blushing a little, but reassuringly, "That's right." ”

Feelings are selfish, and I am especially selfish.

Raised his head from his arms, raised his hand to twist his cheeks, and said, "If you dare to have a relationship with a man and a woman with Liu Ling Jinling, I will go to find Liu Chengbi and Lianchengbi to cuckold you." It's not a threat, you know. ”

"Liu Chengbi?" Yan Qixing frowned, obviously annoyed. "If this thief dares to be disrespectful to you, he will be killed one day. ”

What kind of medicine did Liu Chengbi give me to poison this body with strange powers? What did he do to make Yan Qixing hate him so much? How did I get to Huiji? There are many things I want to ask him, especially Sifang Town, he really can't bear to put me to death and ignore it? This thorn is like a stalk in his throat, and he doesn't vomit unpleasantly.

Really wanted to ask, but grunt, grunt, stomach was growling.

Yesterday so far I have only been busy...... Hey...... Do things, forget to eat.

In the spare time of eating, you can always talk from the bottom of your heart.

When we turned back to our room, we seemed to see a ship coming in the distance, but we didn't take it to heart because we were too hungry or too anxious to talk to him.

The meal was quickly delivered to the room, and the soldiers who brought it looked at us with strange eyes and a sneering smile, as if they all knew what had happened last night.

Thick old face, gobbling up the first meal, and only when you are full can you have the strength to speak. Yan Qixing ate very little, and spent most of his time looking at me, and the eyebrows under his eyes were full of tenderness, which made people's hearts warm.

couldn't help but say, "Don't you think we have become closer after the quarrel?"

He smiled and didn't squeak, still staring at me intently.

Continue to induce him: "So in the future, if you have any dissatisfaction or problems, you must say it, even if you quarrel, it is better than holding it in your stomach." Do you think I'm right?"

"That makes sense. He agreed.

Hit the snake with the stick: "Then, I have something to ask you." If you want to answer, you have to tell the truth, and if you don't want to answer, keep silent. But don't lie to me. ”

Yan Qixing took a sip of wine and said calmly: "But with you asking, I will neither lie to lie to you, nor will I remain silent, I know everything, and I will say everything." ”

I raised my eyes and looked at him defiantly: "What if I get angry after listening to your truth?"

Yan Qixing smiled slightly, and somehow found a horsewhip and handed it to me.

"What for?" I was puzzled.

"Giving you a breath. He said seriously.

I couldn't help but laugh and happily took it and said, "Okay." "This guy, when did he become humorous.

"Then I'm going to ask?"

I cleared my throat: "You said to me on deck yesterday ......"

Very timely, really timely, someone outside said loudly: "Lord, there is something important to tell you about your humble position." ”

I raised my eyebrows, Yan Qixing frowned, and said, "Come see me in an hour." ”

The man outside was very ignorant and refused to leave, saying: "The military situation is important, and I dare not delay my humble duties." ”

In this case, a woman who is a general should understand the righteousness and never hold a man back. So I waved my hand very generously and reasonably: "Go, go, let's talk about things after we finish dealing with things, anyway, I'm not in a hurry." ”

I don't know what "military intelligence events" happened, good or bad?

As soon as I thought of this, I immediately lost my appetite.

Sometimes I hate myself, why is it so complicated, I have many scruples and thoughts, and I often make my soul hurt and useless, I envy those simple and honest girls, do what you want, chase what you love, and the whole "look up to the sky and laugh without hindrance, the clouds are in the blue water and the moon is in the sky". How chic, how freehand?

And I, I speak better than I sing, but I can't really be chic.

Alas, it's so tiring to live!

Don't want to know, want to know, don't want to know, want to know......

Standing on the deck and counting the seabirds, my heart was all about that.

Half an hour has passed, and Yan Qixing has not been seen, so it seems that it is really a major event.

The sea and the sky are so vast, but my heart is like a dark hut, so sullen that I can't breathe.

There was a sound of footsteps behind him, thinking it was Yan Qixing, and he was overjoyed, but when he turned to look, it was an unfamiliar face———— a small soldier in a rebel uniform, who looked about seventeen or eighteen years old, childish and intelligent.

"Little Jingshou has seen Miss Liu. He smiled and saluted me.

"Is there something wrong?" was a little surprised, this kid seemed to know me, and he looked familiar.

Jing Shou still had a smile on his face and said, "The general is afraid that the girl will be lonely, so he specially ordered the little one to accompany the girl to walk around and enjoy the boat." ”

The reason why the building ship is called the building ship is because the ship has a tall building.

The building of the Han Dynasty is tall, about more than ten zhang, up and down are divided into three layers, the first layer is called "Lu", "like Lu Sheye"; the second layer, that is, "the heavy treasure on it is said to fly Lu, on the top, so it is said to fly"; the third layer, "and in the upper Jue (finch) room, in the middle of the waiting for the warning of the bird and the sparrow" (Liu Xi, "Interpretation of the Name"). (Where I live is on the third floor) Lu, Feilu, and Bird Room, each of these three floors has a female wall to defend against the enemy's bow and arrow attacks, and there are shooting windows on the female wall, in order to defend against the enemy's sword and gun attacks, sometimes the ship is covered with leather and other objects. The building ship is fully equipped, and has used fiber ropes, poles, oars, sails and other driving tools.

There are three sails on this ship, and there are battle flags all around, which is majestic and majestic.

Jing Shou is a conscientious tour guide, explaining while taking me through the floor by layer. I casually toured, listening absentmindedly, and now I was in no mood to admire the ancient warships, but if I didn't find something to do to distract myself, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to control myself to do something else, such as voyeurism and eavesdropping.

Jing Shou fulfilled my curiosity voyeurism.

When he arrived on the starboard side of the second floor, Jing Shou suddenly covered his stomach, and his childish face wrinkled together and said, "Miss Liu, the little belly pain is going to ......" was a little embarrassed to continue.

"It's convenient. I smiled. "Go ahead, I'll wait for you. ”

This trick is too obvious, what the hell is he trying to do? The instinct at the time was that this kid was trying to harm me. Looking around vigilantly, there is not a single ghost, it is not that someone is hiding in the shadows and trying to sneak up on me.

As the saying goes, "the artist is bold", and I just want to see what is so greasy here. So he lifted his leg and landed lightly, and floated towards the end of the starboard side.

Nothing, no ambush, no plotting, no cats———— boring!

The plot is too old-fashioned, and it is completely necessary for the plot. Strictly speaking, it was someone's need, and it was only much later, when it was all over, that it dawned on me.

If...... If...... There are no ifs, only consequences.

So in the last room, when I thought that "Ma Ershi" was not ready to leave, I heard the sound of conversation coming from inside.

“...... The army has already crossed the Huaishui, and within three days it will meet Xingyang. "It's a woman's voice, who is it?" Seeing that the war is imminent, there is no room for loss at this time. ”

After a pause, he said, "I'm not blaming you, it's just that I want you to think twice about this matter." ”

The woman's voice was very refreshing, faintly revealing a noble taste of power, but it was by no means arrogant or offensive.

"That's exactly what I decided after thinking twice. Yan Qixing's voice, why is it so gentle?" Don't worry, I have measure. ”

My heart turned upside down. Who is she?

"I just can't bear it, that's also a smart and clever woman, but it's a pity that it can't be used by me. ”

My mind froze for ten seconds, who was the woman in her mouth?

Yan Qixing said lightly: "It can't be used by me, nor can it be used by others." ”

"In that case, why don't you just kill it, it's a hundred?" the woman said in her words, which was meaningful.

Yan Qixing's voice was not shocked, as if narrating a very inconspicuous trivial matter, with a hint of cheap pity: "After all, she has been with me for so long and has saved me, as long as it is okay in major matters, why take her life?"

"You like her a little. "It's not a jealous tone, it's just a statement.

Yan Qixing said disapprehantly: "It's just a woman, why should Ling'er mind." If you really don't like her, just send her away on the day when great things are done. ”

After a short silence, the woman said, "Such a strange woman can be so unbearable in your mouth." Seven elements, your heart is really cold......

Yan Qixing said coldly: "At least, I am sincere to you. ”

"Yes, compared to when you used her to ambush Liu Che in Sifang Town, you are indeed much better to me. ”

There's no way to listen to it anymore......

I don't know how to get up to the third floor, I don't know how to start vomiting, I just vomited out all the things I just ate, and I still feel nauseous even when the bitter bile is poured out, I am so dizzy with nausea, and I am retching with disgust.

I crouched in the corner, like a sift of chaff, trembling uncontrollably.

There was no anger or sorrow, just cold, as cold as naked, lifeless and unconscious zombies, buried alone under the Arctic glaciers, buried for a thousand years.

"Miss Liu?!"

Someone was calling me, and the voice was ethereal, as if it came from another dimension.

I looked up blankly, trying to see who it was, but it was a blur, all the images were shaking, the whole ship was shaking, the sea was shaking, and the waves were so great that they swallowed me up at once.

It's too fast, the bubble bursts so fast that people don't have time to react.

"Who the hell are you?"

"Under the command of Lord Yuan Weiqing. ”

"Why?"

"In order for adults to understand the truth, do not be fooled. ”

“......”

"Yan Qixing and Liu Ling were secretly engaged three years ago, and it is said that they are very affectionate. ”

“......”

"The ambush of the Han Emperor in Sifang Town was the hand of Yan Qixing. ”

“......”

"Your Excellency, I'd better go back to Chang'an quickly. ”

“......”

It's been a long night's sleep, and I don't want to wake up.

When he woke up, Yan Qixing was sitting beside him.

"Awake?" he smiled softly as he looked at me.

I didn't say a word, I tried hard, and found that I couldn't squeeze out a smile, so I had to give up and look at him silently.

"Hungry, get up and eat, the ship is about to dock. "His eyes are so gentle that they can drip water, and his acting skills are so good that they are amazing.

I sat up and jumped off the ground, and he was taken aback.

"Go wash it first, it's dirty. I smiled back, and if that was a laugh, I rushed out. If you look at that smiling face again, you might stab him with a sword!

The sun is setting in the west.

After taking a bath for two hours, the hot water vapor gradually became colder, and the heart became colder with the temperature of the water. Wipe the body vigorously, water can wash away the dirt of the body, but can it wash away the filth and shame of the soul?

Shame Liu Dan, when you betrayed morality and chose love, love abandoned you. Or there is never a so-called love, as he said, there is only interest. From beginning to end, Liu Dan, who is the first in the world, is just a victim of interests. What I thought was a stubbornness has now become a joke, and a cheap joke, and the principles that I originally adhered to, with a kind of understanding and pity, looked down on me, making it unbearable for me.

Now, what else is there to say?

Planted in the hands of an ancient human being, it is not wronged, after all, it is his own old ancestor!

I kept laughing at myself, not wanting to fall into self-pity, which would be even more heart-wrenching.

The sound of the piano sounded, faintly, with the breath of antiquity, in the sound of the sea tide, every wisp drilled into the ears and into the heart.

I sneered, I must have felt a lot of excitement when I listened to this song three hours ago, and now, my heart hurts, like a knife stabbing me.

The music played by the guqin does have a different charm, but to me it is just irony! What other story from a long, long time ago is worth recalling? Memories bring me nothing but shame. And the one who played the piano, while deliberately showing goodwill, must have a contemptuous sneer on his lips in a place I can't see, laughing at me, the number one idiot in the world.

No matter how smart a woman is, she becomes an idiot when she encounters love, which is really an indelible truth.

If you change your name today, you will be called Liu Xiaobai, otherwise Liu Dabai will be fine!

With a ruthless heart, I slowly got up, dressed neatly, and tied my hair into a ponytail. Step out of the cabin, skim across the deck, and head straight to the bow.

Night came, and lanterns were lit everywhere on the ship, as bright as day.

The sea breeze lifted my clothes and woke my chaotic mind. Without squinting, he walked to the weapon rack placed on the bow of the ship, and picked up a long sword, the sword light was huohuo, and stabbed at the corner of his mouth Yan Qixing, who was staring at me with a spring of salt!!

The tip of the sword is flirting with the trend and turning back - "looking back at the moon"!

Tonight, Yan Qixing wore a black gold-rimmed gown, almost blending in with the night, always smiling on his lips, and his eyes followed me closely.

The sound of the piano is loud and the moon is falling, the sword is heavy and the dragon is groaning, the sword dances with the sound of the piano, and the sword light is like a white Lian wrapped around Yan Qixing, and the white I am wrapped in the shadow of the sword, and the heart is floating in the air, like a feather lighter than the air. Countless past events passed through my mind one by one like fragments of movies...... Relive on the final night and then say goodbye.

The feather finally landed leisurely and calmed down, grabbed the sword flower, and stopped.

The sound of the piano stopped abruptly.

Yan Qixing looked at me inexplicably.

I turned to look at him with a grim expression.

In fact, this kind of thing is not surprising in the 21st century, people have their own positions, I have my perspective, calculation and trade-offs, whether ancient or modern, everyone is doing it, after all, you can't have both.

How many men and women are hurt by love in the red dust of the turbid world, as sung in the song, love is just a pastime, what's the big deal. It's really nothing remarkable, at least not worth killing for it.

After the pain, after crying, after waking up, forget it, it's over.

Love is far less profound than I imagined! Pain is far less terrible than I imagined!

With the sword in its sheath, I clapped my hands, looked up at the vast sea of night, and said to the people who came over: "We have known each other for so long, it seems that we have never really tried, alas, curious, I don't know who is higher and who is lower." ”

"Compare it and you know. Yan Qixing went to the weapon with great interest and took a sword.

I tugged at the corners of my mouth and said, "I still don't want to, let's leave it to the battlefield to compete." ”

"Huh?" he asked, inexplicably.

"I said I'll save it for the battlefield. I laughed, and smiled seriously. "I decided to go back to Chang'an. ”

Yan Qixing stared at me in a daze, and seeing that I had no intention of joking, his face sank.

"Why?"

I restrained my smile and said, "I hear your conversation. ”

Yan Qixing's expression changed greatly, and he opened his mouth to speak, but I stopped him.

"I don't want to hear your explanation, I just want to ask you, is it true?" "Sifang Town was planned by you, and the qin was returned to me for the sake of capture, and I was left so that I would not be used by Liu Che?"

Seeing that his face was getting more and more ugly, the answer was about to come out.

"Just tell me, yes or no?" I forced my gaze at him.

Yan Qixing thought for a while and said calmly, "Yes." ”

"Thank you. "Honestly. In this way, you can completely die without any doubts. "Thank you for telling me the truth. ”

"But......" he swallowed, a little hard. "I like you, and it's true. ”

I nodded, "I know, you like me a little, but you like revenge more than I do." "Do whatever it takes. Taking a few steps back, I approached the side of the boat.

His eyebrows trembled, he was silent, and I had nothing to say.

Speaking of which, there really isn't much more to say.

"Do you really want to leave?" he asked suddenly, his eyes resolute and cold.

I was equally resolute and nodded, without the slightest hesitation.

"Want to fight me on the battlefield?"

"Hmm. ”

"You hate me, you want to kill me?" his tone became more aggressive.

"You say yes, yes. ”

"Why didn't you do it just now?" his eyes lit up a little frighteningly. "Reluctantly?"

I laughed, this kind of conversation is like a child's anger.

endured it, held back more bitter sarcasm and sarcasm, and said slowly: "If I did it just now, it means that it is because of love and hate." Because of hatred and killing, it is enough to have one of you Yan Qixing in the world, and I don't want to follow in your footsteps. ”

These words obviously stung him, and he clenched the sword in his hand: "In that case, why don't you leave this place and go to Chang'an?"

I stared at the sword in his hand and said calmly, "Because I owe him an agreement." ”

"What agreement?" the hand holding the sword skyrocketed.

Return you and Tian Yu and be my queen.

I certainly wouldn't say that, although I was going to do it.

"A promise never to be betrayed. ”

Yan Qixing was stunned, and suddenly laughed, his laughter was full of mockery: "Could it be that you have forgotten that you have betrayed him yesterday?"

"Thankfully, there was still time to remedy it. I said, smiling at him, and said in the softest voice, "See you on the battlefield." ”

Holding the cold side of the ship, he jumped out lightly and deftly, and resolutely and without worry, he jumped into the sea of cold night. The water rushed over me in an instant, and I stretched out my legs and slid a long way. I swam in the direction I had already identified.

How could he have let me go? And I, even if it is a false and aggrieved snake, does not want to stay by his side for a moment, does not want to stay in this filthy place. So the most straightforward method was used.

Arrows rained down on me, and under the cover of the night and the sea, I was unscathed, and I never looked back.

Farewell, Yan Qixing, farewell, love.

Wet crawled ashore, identified the direction, walked forward a few hundred meters, there was a strange sound from the reeds, thinking that there was some ambush, listened attentively, as if someone had run to this hidden realm to pee, hurriedly walked forward, soon through the reeds, "hiss"...... There was a neighing sound of horses in front of me, and I was happy, it was that guy's.

God treats me well.

Five days later, I appeared in front of the Weiyang Palace in Chang'an City.

The whole person has lost weight, the person has darkened, and his body is even more dirty, looking like a beggar, when Han Yan saw me for the first time, her mouth opened into an O-shape.

When I saw Liu Che's first sentence, I asked him, "Is that agreement still valid?"

The next day, Liu Che gave me two things: the queen's seal and Hetian jade.

On the third day, Liu Dan was officially canonized as the new queen of the Han Dynasty and edicted to the world.