Chapter 4: Xiaobai
Wan Ling waited for a long time, the tea in the pot was cold, the two of them had no intention of drinking, just empty as a background, she rubbed the edge of the rouge glazed ice cracked teacup with her fingertips, and looked over the small table to stop at the person sitting opposite.
Tang Xiaoyu is wearing a plain ochre gown today, a jacket with a butterfly pattern gown, her appearance is not outstanding, and she never applies powder, the clear soup noodles are as vegetarian as the rice in the temple, but if you look closely, you can find that she has actually made a strong stroke in a certain place, such as cinnabar dotting; like the seven-colored tourmaline hairpin pinned to the bun, this set of rouge glazed gilt tea sets, and the pair of cloud head beaded embroidered shoes on her feet, so you can know that she also loves colorful colors, and others are seeking plain and elegant taste, but Tang Xiaoyu is not charming, she is blatantly vulgar.
The mountains and rivers say that Tang Xiaoyu is also good and evil, Wan Ling does not think so, her righteous sister has a rod and a scale in her heart, and her own judgment has nothing to do with good and evil.
Borrowing seeds to have children also has to cut off the relationship between father and son, which violates the ethical law of people, and only Tang Xiaoyu can do it.
"Xiaoyu, you can help my sister again. "Wanling has never begged anyone in her life, in order to have a child, she lowered her body and begged someone, and now it is the second time.
This child must, fight the tiger brothers, go into battle with father and son, Wan Jia is different from the past, she and the tiger father have suffered from being alone, and they don't want the child to repeat the past.
Wanling's low profile made people unbearable: "Let me think about it." After a suppressed silence, Tang Xiaoyu finally spoke.
"Okay, how long do you want to think, three days later, no, two days won't work. As soon as the other party relented, Wan Ling was overjoyed, and she was busy asking, she was really in a hurry, and the last opportunity was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.
The kind of person who is hard to find, where is all over the ground, she wants to start looking for it immediately, and it takes time to find a needle in a haystack.
"Girl, you give me a good word. ”
"I'll answer you tomorrow. ”
"Good, good, good. ”
Wanling responded excitedly several times, as long as Tang Xiaoyu agreed, he would not be afraid. A hanging heart was half down, and Wan Ling talked to his sisters for a while before coming out of the small courtyard.
At this time, the sky was dark, the two lanterns hanging in front and back of the carriage were lit, and Wan Ling at the door looked at the man who had been waiting for a long time with the child in his arms, and his resolute face was tender. She asked Xiaobai and Tang Xiaoyu to stop, turned around and strode across the threshold, and came to the man in three steps.
The man's surname is Zhao, name: Shanhe, he has been in the family for ten years, because he can't give birth to children, his father and mother almost drove the mountains and rivers away, but their husband and wife have a good relationship and don't want to separate, Wanling secretly took her husband to visit a famous doctor, how could it be that the original injury was fundamental, and the Daluo Immortal was unable to rejuvenate.
Wanjia can't be without a queen, and if she doesn't get along, she can only embark on the road of borrowing seeds.
Father and mother were happy to see it, and planned to find a strong man in the Cao Gang, but Wanling didn't want to embarrass the mountains and rivers, so he vetoed the proposal. She took a fancy to a filial son in Linxian County, she thought it was foolproof, but she almost fell into a trap, but fortunately Tang Xiaoyu helped her, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable.
Sending Wanling away, Tang Xiaoyu couldn't help but think of the old things, when she and Xiaobai had just walked out of the mountains and forests to make a living in the town, the noodle stall business started hard, and she went to the riverbank to wait for fish in the morning, that is, she accidentally spied a secret about Wanjia in gossiping with fishermen.
Her original intention was just to listen to some gossip to pass the time, maybe Tang Xiaoyu admired the strong woman's heart, and after learning about Wanling's experience, she admired this woman who revived the family business with her own hands from the bottom of her heart. However, such a tenacious woman was criticized by several old people for not being able to have children, Tang Xiaoyu was not angry for Wanling, could it be that if he didn't have children, he couldn't be the helmsman! Those stinky men didn't review their own incompetence, and even conspired to set a trap, wanting to catch the rape in bed and see Wanling make a fool of himself!
Tang Xiaoyu couldn't bear it, that is, the word 'unbearable', which made her step into the quagmire of the Cao Gang.
Fortunately, the sky is not blind, blessings and misfortunes depend on each other, Tang Xiaoyu exposed the scam, offended a few old antiques of the Cao Gang, but won the protection of Wanjia, she completely gained a firm foothold in Shuitian Town, and the noodle stall moved from the corner to the middle of the most lively street.
Cao Gang, it is still useful to her, Wan Ling is the woman she admires, in the final analysis, she and Wan Ling are people in the same boat, she wants to have the capital to live in this world, and it is imperative to help Wan Ling borrow seeds and have children.
But where is the right person?
Tang Xiaoyu didn't know either, he only knew one word, difficult. Even if she sits until dawn, she may not be able to come up with a foolproof plan right away, but she just can't help but fall into it.
In the blink of an eye, it was already the middle of the moon, and Xiaobai, who had returned from washing, pushed open the door of the main house with the moonlight all the way, and as soon as others entered the house, they saw Xiaoyu frowning deeply and supporting his chin in a daze.
The oil lamp on the wenge coffee table was still full, and a cluster of flames on the wick shrouded her in light and darkness.
Why did she stay awake at night?
Xiaobai stared at his wife for a long time, and finally, he sighed silently and turned around to close the door.
His already restless heart, as the man's frowning eyebrows became more like a lead lump and sank all the way, Wan Ling's arrival was like a wake-up call, reminding his father of his advice to him, once he reached the age of eighteen, the real trial would begin.
In three months, they will be eighteen years old.
No matter what Wanling does, it has a lot to do with the trial, after the plot begins, he will completely become a character in the story, and he can no longer use his identity to bring convenience to Xiaoyu, and it is very likely to drag her down
What to do.
Xiao Bai put his hands on the door and frowned, his complex emotions overflowed in his heart, he wanted Xiaoyu to survive through the trial, but he was worried that because of himself, she would never recover. He shouldn't have come, but Xiaobai couldn't resist the temptation of getting along day and night, and when he thought that there were only each other in the world, he lost his mind and stayed by her side desperately.
It is said that greed, hatred, and resentment are all demons, Xiaobai is trapped by the demons, and after sweetness is endless bitterness, those fears, expectations, and reluctance are layered higher and higher.
Day after day is like a thousand pounds of boulders pressing down, he is about to suffocate.
He was so scared and hated.
Their fate should not have been like this, if there was no accident, Xiaoyu would be a Chang'an.
Xiaobai hates the injustice of fate and the culprits who caused everything, and he has not only once moved the idea of crushing those harmful people.
Then he did act, and those madness, cruelty, and violence were buried deep by his father.
Thinking of the past that could not be revealed, Xiao Bai's eyes were suddenly scarlet, that was the color of blood, representing life, and he started again! Xiao Bai was excited in his heart, and hurriedly pulled his consciousness back, no, he couldn't hate, he would be discovered, and he would affect Xiaoyu.
Xiaobai hurriedly packed up his mind and covered up the past hastily, he couldn't be discovered, absolutely not. After a long time, he barely stabilized his mood and came to Tang Xiaoyu's side with a pale face.
The candlelight flickered brightly and dimly, she was within reach, just a little look was enough to iron the stormy waves, Xiaobai looked at people quietly, as if she had drunk the soothing soup of ginseng honey, her teeth and cheeks were sweet and her body and mind were comfortable, and everything was calm because of her.
He is sick, and she is medicine.
They should have been in peace, as they are now, as they are now.
Xiaobai thought about it, read it, and became emotional, like the tide of the full moon, out of control. He couldn't hold back the desire in his heart, stretched out his hand to hold his heart and liver, the night breeze was cool and the body temperature was transmitted through the gauze clothes, and the wine was not charming and people were obsessed with themselves. The little white cat squinted her eyes, rubbed the tip of her nose against the man's warm cheeks, and sighed contentedly.
That's all he wanted.
The person in his arms was annoyed, twisted his eyebrows and turned his head to stare at him, with unhappy eyes reflecting his infatuated face, Xiaobai's heart was cold.
It's different, they're different, he can't find the temperature in Xiaoyu's eyes, he is like fire and she is like ice.
Millennial ice.
Heh, Xiaobai smiled bitterly at the bottom of his heart.
"By the way, what did you want to say this morning. She asked, without emotion.
The unexciting voice was like cold water poured on his head, washing away all the charm he had compiled, and the little white nose was sour, and he sucked it aggrievedly.
She's always been like this, always like this.
There is a coldness to detach from the world, and I don't want to indulge in the sobriety.
Xiaobai knew that even if they were intimate, but the soul was close to the end of the world, the calmness in Xiaoyu's bones was as sharp as a knife, piercing him with blood, and the amorous was always ruthlessly injured, and the violence that was forced down by Fang surged again.
He is Xiaobai, can their relationship really be erased by external forces, love is indelible, if it is easily deleted, then what is it? Xiaobai is caught in the unsolvable cycle of love and non-love. Even if they became husband and wife, he still didn't dare to ask, he didn't have the courage to face the truth, so he deceived himself all day long.
The most painful thing for a person is to hover between truth and lies, and he weaves a cocoon for himself, either breaking the cocoon into a butterfly or being trapped in it.
"What's the matter, you've been like this for the past few days. She softened her voice, still without emotion.
Look, a word of concern, he can disassemble layer by layer, the analysis of the cocoon has a bit of emotion, he is really sick, and he is not lightly ill; Tang Xiaoyu is the antidote and poison, Xiaobai holds this medicine, and wants to dismantle her and eat her into the abdomen, and there will be no separation for the rest of his life, but they will eventually be separated, before the song ends and people disperse, all he asks for is a happiness.
However, the 'happiness' I seek is likely to be self-directed and self-acted, and the play is too deep, and the little fish can't do without it, so he will be as good as a stream.
She is not sincere, because in the nine years since she left, Xiaoyu has no shortage of confidants around her.
Thinking of those men she liked, Xiaobai was jealous and annoyed, her arms tightened involuntarily, she was his, obviously she had taken the lead, why did she end up in such a situation.
"Shhh
"It hurts!!"
The arms on her waist are like iron tongs, she does not doubt that she will be divided into two in the next moment, Tang Xiaoyu was hooped and couldn't breathe well, it was really inexplicable, just now she was still affectionate, and now she has convulsions, her emotions are up and down like Lin Daiyu, Tang Xiaoyu is rarely dissatisfied with Xiaobai, but she doesn't like his sick side.
"Xiaobai, let go, I hurt!" She thumped him hard, knocking twice, but Xiaobai didn't move.
Tang Xiaoyu gritted her teeth and pushed people with her hands and feet, but she was strangled tighter instead of saving herself, she was deflated and drooped on his back like a ball, and found that this cage was as tight as a string, and she trembled slightly.
"Why are you shaking and uncomfortable?" she couldn't help but worry when she thought of Xiaobai's insomnia: "Let me see." ”
Tang Xiaoyu asked softly, but Xiaobai just hugged her tightly, as if she wanted to rub it together and never separate.
"Xiaobai, what's wrong with you, you let go of it, I hurt!" Tang Xiaoyu tilted her head, the air in her lungs was squeezed out, and she had more air out and less air in, but she still coaxed patiently: "I'm here, where are you uncomfortable." ”
"Tell me, don't scare me, okay. ”
Tang Xiaoyu's sweet tongue was not stingy, and a burst of sugar-coated cannonballs bombarded it, which really had some effect, and the strength on her waist decreased by a few points, and she immediately exhaled heavily.
But before she could take a few more breaths, Xiaobai suddenly pounced, and the two of them bumped into the futon with a bang.
Heavy! It hurts!
Tang Xiaoyu accepts her partner's occasional hypocrisy, which is fun, but tossing her old waist in a distorted posture is simply unforgivable!
The pain crushed the thin patience, Tang Xiaoyu gritted his teeth and slandered, it was useless to fight, it was useless to coax, what did he want!
She turned her heart sideways, curled her index finger and poked him in the ribs with her phoenix eyes, Tang Xiaoyu's nest was quite powerful, 'Oh'! There was a cry of pain in her ears immediately, and she knew it hurt just by listening to it.
Xiaobai let go in pain, the confinement on her body was slackened, Tang Xiaoyu turned her elbow to open and pressed her own flesh wall, and a clever moment turned against her, she condescendingly pinched his chin, forcing the bastard to look up at herself.
Tang Xiaoyu asked coldly, "Say! What's wrong!" If you don't make it clear today, get out!
Xiaobai covered his ribs with both hands, his eyes wandered, the two of them were backlit, his expression was blurred and distorted, Tang Xiaoyu was difficult to catch, and his face did not look like he was sick as usual, but the gloom between the two sword eyebrows did not disperse, more like a heart disease.