On an early morning in January 2000, the city of Beijing began a busy day as usual with the hustle and bustle of cars and the hurried looks of pedestrians.

The curtains were opened, and the fresh sunlight shone into the room, and I narrowed my eyes slightly to adjust to the bright light. I was busy all night yesterday and slept in the early hours of this morning, so I really want to sleep in, but ...... I smiled bitterly, as if a person like me, even a lazy sleep is a very luxurious thing, not to say a bunch of things waiting to be done, even if it's okay, the human body clock will make you get up on time very servilely.

Freshen up a little, look at the person in the mirror, the eyebrows should be considered a beauty, since "Huanzhu Gege", many people call me Xiangfei, and they don't even care who I used to be. But after seeing it for a long time, I don't think there is beauty, tall and thin, long hands and feet, thin waist and narrow hips, wearing a white shirt and jeans, a bookish atmosphere, and then wearing that pair of myopic glasses, he is clearly a young college student.

Looking at myself in the mirror, I pulled the corners of my mouth and laughed self-deprecatingly, not to mention college students these days, I'm afraid even junior high school students can't talk about being young, yesterday when I was eating, it happened that there were two girls next to me, who looked like they were only thirteen or fourteen years old, and what they talked about was even a big woman like me, who blushed when they heard it.

Mixed in the "showbiz"? hmm! "showbiz"...... No, out of people's sight, outside of work, in fact, I am a woman! A "flying woman" who has always been hidden in the "showbiz".

I stared in the mirror, and the person in the mirror stared at me not to be outdone. I smiled bitterly, and smiled bitterly. Turn around and walk out, no more thoughts, no more pursuits.

Changing into an off-white casual suit, wearing casual shoes of the same color, and wearing a sapphire blue shoulder bag, I walked out of the hotel. I like white, for unknown reasons, and sometimes I think about it, probably because there is a subconscious desire to "bleach".

The doorman asked me if I wanted a car, I shook my head, there is a restaurant on the next street, specializing in white porridge and all kinds of local snacks in the morning, I like it very much, I decided to walk to breakfast, by the way to sort out the mood, the war is imminent, I don't want some of the people to disturb the mind, otherwise a miss into a thousand years of hatred, to whom to cry?

I've always been picky about food, both the smell and the smell, and the dining environment, and this restaurant has a rare way to meet my requirements, so I spent 1 hour here, anyway, I don't feel lonely when someone is always with me.

I raised my eyes and deliberately looked at the young man sitting in front of the window drinking tea, this guy has been dangling in front of my eyes from time to time since three days ago, of course, this face is not familiar in the past few days, it should be in ...... Three months ago, it was for a precious antique, and the first time we met, we made our position clear, Jun is a police concubine and a thief!

Of course, this guy also suffered a big loss, and I still stole the antique. Disgustingly, he knew that I was the thief, but he didn't have any evidence, and with my cleverness, he couldn't catch any of my feet. But it also left sequelae, that is, from then on, this guy haunted me like a plague god, except for acting, other times, I had nothing to do for three whole months. But this time, whether he pesters or not, three days later, three days later, everything will be over, although I don't know how it will end, I have to do what I have to do!

I looked up at him, he looked at me, I was fearless, he was fearless, I smiled at him, he was expressionless, in fact, this person is quite handsome, but to paraphrase the words of modern new humans, it is too "cool". Having said that, he has the conditions and qualifications to play "cool", the people's police, how can he not be cool in the face of the flying woman who wants to capture him quickly?

I've known he's stalking me in the past few months, but not once has it been so blatant as this time. So obviously, he sensed that I was going to make a big move lately, so he came out and warned me! But he was stupid, why should he warn me, wouldn't it be better to catch me when I act? I guess I was going to be wandering around all day for three months, and my brain was not very easy to short-circuit.

It's not so much that I'm cursing him viciously in my heart, but I'm cursing myself, because it's not him who short-circuits my brain, I'm afraid of me, because I can't get rid of him, otherwise how could I put up with him stalking me for three whole months? In the past three months, I've tried no less than twenty ways to get rid of him, but he's like a ghost, following you like a shadow, looking at you, staring at you, as if everything is permeating the air, and you can feel it at any time, and it's a little creepy to think about.

I held the "fragrant cheek" in my right hand, sighed and threw a wink at him, although I knew that this guy Tieken would not be electrified, I still couldn't help but try, according to the habit, he would definitely stare at me fiercely to return the color, so immediately after the attack, he lowered his head and did not receive the reflected signal.

After a while, soft music sounded in my ears, and I listened to it closely, it was Wang Di's "Didn't You Say It's Okay":

......

Didn't you say okay to be together forever

Didn't you say that you should never be separated

Didn't you say okay and never give up

Didn't you say okay, let's work together

It's heartwarming to think of the vows of the past

You're away suddenly

It hurts me deeply

Why did you leave me?

Why did you give up like that?

Why do you want to make me sad

Why are you so silent?

......

It's always been a song I loved, albeit with some masochistic tendencies. Listening to this, I felt a little sad, and I tried to open my eyes and squeeze the sourness out of my eyes. Although I am a woman, I am not qualified to think about those stormy things at the moment, and when the major events are over, I will study the question of parting.

Standing up and ignoring the stupid man with a short-circuited brain, I walked aimlessly on the streets of the ancient city, hurried people, hurried vehicles, and eyes full of idlers like me. I racked my brains, searched my stomach, exhausted my thoughts, and my head was broken, and I still couldn't think of a plan, as I had done so much in the past three months. Turning around generously, he followed behind generously, and everywhere he went, he attracted many admiring glances from beautiful eyebrows.

I sneered and continued to walk forward, in front of me, a young mother led a little girl about three or four years old and walked slowly, the little girl was still walking unsteadily, and her faltering steps were very funny, I looked straight, and my heart was envious and jealous, alas, when, I could also have this ordinary happiness?

I was thinking in a daze, I don't know when, the mother and daughter were already crossing the street, the mother lowered her head and muttered something to the little girl, and a truck on the opposite side was speeding up, I was empty, instinctively rushed up, picked up the little girl and jumped out. Getting up from the ground, I heard the cry of the little girl in my arms in shock, and I couldn't help but hug her tightly, I'm sorry, I can only save one.

"Xiaomin!" A woman's voice screamed, and when I looked up, it was the mother I thought was in danger, she was rushing from the arms of a man, that man, it was the stinky policeman. The truck driver jumped down and yelled at something, while I stared blankly at the mother and daughter who had escaped death crying, screaming and thanking, and I had a strange feeling in my heart.

When I turned my head, the policeman was talking to the driver, and if I didn't leave at this time, when would I stay?

I bought a big fruit basket and went to the hospital to see him, who was he, or who was it? I don't know, but I knew that he was the softest and most fragile corner of my heart, which I couldn't touch, I couldn't study.

He lay in bed, sleeping quietly, his face haggard and limp, and I knew the pressure inside him. I stood on the edge of the bed, looking at him quietly, as if sensing something, and he suddenly woke up, opened his eyes and looked at me fixedly, a smile on his lips.

"You're here. He said. I nodded, helped him up, took a large pillow behind me, took out another orange, silently peeled it and handed it to him, he didn't like to eat fruit, but as long as I bought it, he would eat nothing.

"Dan, where have you been these days?" he asked, as he ate a slice of orange.

I smiled, my face calm as usual: "The company sent me to shoot an advertisement and went to Shanghai." ”

"Xiao Jian, it's time for an injection. A beautiful nurse pushed open the door and walked in, looked at me warily, and spoke to him in a soft tone.

Knowing this different treatment, I smiled secretly in my heart and walked out of the ward, this guy has been popular with girls since he was a child, and there is no shortage of fans wherever he goes, and he is born with a peach blossom life.

There was a man in the hallway, it was him, and I knew that it would not be easy to get rid of him.

I ignored him, stood in front of the window and looked out, and as far as I could see, it was the gray sky that belonged to Beijing, and this kind of weather was especially suitable for me and my gray heart.

Suddenly, a bright red color appeared in front of me, it was a red hydrogen balloon, I don't know which child released it intentionally or unintentionally. My eyes were fixed on the balloon, and as it floated and floated into the sky, higher and higher, farther and farther away, smaller and smaller, until it was gone. Then, the sky was still gray, as if it had never seen that bright color.

Brilliant color ...... Xiao Jian! It turns out that it will still disappear......

I felt a little difficult to breathe, so I quickly turned my head and got some strange thoughts out of my mind.

In the afternoon, at Xiao Jian's request, we sneaked out of the hospital while the nurse was not paying attention, and of course, the follower still followed unhurriedly.

Let's go eat KFC, this food known as junk is Xiao Jian's favorite, although I have been warned by doctors many times to be careful in Xiao Jian's diet, but today, let's all indulge once, one last time. Then I went shopping, and Xiao Jian couldn't walk too much, so we stopped and stopped, often after walking for a while, and then we had to find a place to rest.

When I sat down in the café again, Xiao Jian finally couldn't help but ask me, "Who is that man, and why does he always follow us?"

I was prepared and calmly responded: "Ignore him, there are so many boring fans these days." ”

Xiao Jian frowned: "Do you know him?" I smiled, neither affirming nor denying, just bowing my head to drink coffee, Xiao Jian looked at me, lowered his head and silently drank the orange juice in front of him, the aroma of coffee and orange juice mixed quietly surrounded us, and then drifted in the air, and the atmosphere suddenly became very strange. I looked up at Xiao Jian, and it just so happened that he was looking up at me as well, and we looked at each other and smiled.

"It should ...... There should be a lot of people chasing you. Xiao Jian's eyes were shining, and he asked me seriously. I was stunned when I asked, this kid has never spoken so directly, which tendon is wrong today? Could it be that he is jealous?

I grinned and whispered to him, "Don't worry, even if there is 3,000 weak water, I will only take one scoop to drink." ”

Xiao Jian looked at me with wide eyes, his face suddenly turned red, as if he was the "one scoop", I was smiling and laughing, but my heart was uncomfortable.

I used to be filming with him in the same crew, and we gradually became friends like best friends, I don't know why, after filming, he changed his name to Xiao Jian, the name of the character in the play, and let me call him that way in the future. I heard that there is about to be a scene where he will be asked to play Sazi Panda, I don't know if he should be called a panda next time.

But not long after, he had a physical cause, but he often insisted on working with illness, an outdoor advertising high-altitude drama had an accident, Xiao Jian had several fractures, and he had to stay in the hospital for several years, for more than a year, although I went to see him almost every week, but during this period I had another identity: a film and television company asked for a tomb robbery drama, and let me experience real life = I was forced to quietly send to join a theft organization. After joining the organization, due to a variety of factors, the film and television company's repertoire has not started filming, and in the end, the repertoire was unexpectedly gone, and the director also asked me to call me, saying that the crew had been disbanded, and I was asked to find a way to get out of the organization. And I have been in the organization for a year, and I am already a "flying thief" who has undergone extremely rigorous and special training.

And he, although he has been lying in a hospital bed, is still working hard for his wish -- he wants to be the best and most popular male artist in China's entertainment industry.

What about me, a female artist who has played Concubine Xiang...... A Powerpuff Woman in the dark?

So far, he doesn't know my other identity, he thinks I'm just an actor acting in the crew, and I plan to hide this secret from him for the rest of my life.

Sitting and chatting a few words, Xiao Jian seemed a little absent-minded, looked at me repeatedly, as if he wanted to ask some unspeakable questions, I didn't give him a chance, because no matter what the question was, I couldn't answer him honestly, and I really didn't want to lie in front of him, so knowing his depression, I could only pretend not to know, and I didn't feel anything other than uncomfortable.

Back at the hospital, I peeled fruit for him, which was the most I did when I was with him. And he stared at me blankly, which was the most he did when he was with me.

"I'm going to go on a business trip tomorrow to shoot commercials, about half a month or so. "When I handed him the peeled apple, I was still not deceitful.

He took the apple and took a big bite, nodded vaguely, "um", and asked as if unintentionally, "Where are you going this time?"

I know that he doesn't just ask, he really cares about where I'm going, what I'm doing, he wants to know more about me, I've always been responsive to him, and this is the only thing that can't satisfy him in any way.

Unable to get my answer, he raised his head and looked at me suspiciously, I smiled slightly and said, "Xi'an." "The purpose of the trip cannot be told to him, but it is okay to tell him the place of the trip. Also, I know that there are bugs in this room, and not only here, but also the hotel room where I stay, my telephone, my e-mail, all the means of communication, are constantly under the surveillance of the police. But I don't mind informing the police where I'm going, which is exactly what I want.