It was already dark, and the coachman escorted Su Ruoxin into the inn to rest, and the two of them each asked for an inn.

Entering the inn, Su Ruoxin sat in front of the dresser and looked at herself in the bronze mirror with the help of an oil lamp.

I knew it in my heart, no wonder the shopkeeper looked at her like that just now.

His eyes are red and swollen, and his makeup is spent, like a cat.

She took out a handkerchief to wipe the makeup off her face, stood up and called Xiao Er to bring water in.

Clean, wash well, lie on the bed, very quiet.

Half a ring, I fell asleep, and when I woke up, I called for water again and washed up.

She pushed open the window and looked at the sky, it might be about midnight.

Su Ruoxin sat back in front of the dresser and carefully applied makeup to herself with the contents of the baggage.

She looked at herself in the mirror and muttered to herself a little nervously.

"My family's long-term wind should still be resting now, no, I should have gotten up to practice martial arts......"

"I'm glad I can meet him and fall in love with him in my life, and I'm glad that he never let me be wronged and make me sad......"

"I've been working hard, I want to be stronger, I want to listen to his breathing, I want to feel his temperature, I want to have children with him, I want to be with him for a long time, I want to watch the sunrise with him......"

"I love him, I love him very much, I cherish the time I spend with him, he is so beautiful, so chic, so powerful, so healthy, I don't know how many quarters of an hour I will live. I'm very vulnerable, now he's gone, I can't hear his voice, I can't feel his presence, I want to cry, but it's okay, it's okay, I don't have to die in front of him in this life, die in his arms......"

Dressed in the mirror, tears flowed down his face.

Su Ruoxin pulled the corners of her mouth and wanted to laugh, but the smile was so ugly.

There are thousands of people in the world, and she only asks for one Qin Shufeng, but she can't ask for it, she can't keep it, and she can't live.

If it's goodbye, if there's an afterlife?

No!

They have no afterlife, and even if they do, he is no longer him, and she is no longer her.

Su Ruoxin burst into tears, she was really not strong, she was really fragile, she blamed herself for being useless, and warned herself over and over again to hold back, not to cry, not to cry with her makeup, she was going to leave beautifully.

But she was too vulnerable, she couldn't help it.

For him to squat in the underworld, for him to live again, for him to pretend to be safe, for him to die endlessly.

But so what?

In the prosperous world, she can't find a place to live, the moon falls and she flies alone, she can't live in the end, after all, she is separated by tears and frost.

I can only wish him a happy life, may he be happy for the rest of his life, and may his children and grandchildren be full and his blood will continue.

She never wanted to cry, she didn't want to cry.

There was a sudden movement in the room, and the woman in red appeared in the side room, breaking Su Ruoxin's tears and tears.

Chenyi looked at her, thinking of what he had seen her through the illusion, and sighed.

Su Ruoxin heard the movement, and when she turned around, she was a little surprised to see that it was the goddess, she quickly wiped the corners of her eyes, and got up to salute.

Chenyi waved her hand and looked at her.

"You are here, you broke off your engagement with your fiancé?"

She remembered that when Su Ruoxin was in the underworld, she kept saying that the most ashamed person was her fiancé?

As soon as she asked like this, Su Ruoxin, who stood up, suddenly had red circles in her eyes.

She wiped the corners of her eyes with the handkerchief in her hand, lifted a face, and smiled as much as she could, trying to make her smile smile calmer and better.

Su Ruoxin looked at the goddess in front of her, where did she want to divorce him?

She couldn't help it.

She's going to die, soon.

She was in a previous life.

That man, the man who married her, as the owner of the Tianyin Village, a man who was strong in martial arts and never aggrieved, took her for her life, and begged the disciples of the Divine Doctor Valley.

But her body had already been assassinated by her second aunt with poison.

But she didn't know it at the beginning.

Later, when her father died, she rode all the way from the south to her grandfather's house in the north, and was rescued by him on the way.

Xu is fate, the two know each other.

However, fate has come to this, and her life is short.

What could she do?

She still remembered that he took her to the Divine Doctor Valley overnight, remembered that he was holding her, and his eyes were red, and people like him had red eyes.

Su Ruoxin saw him like that, tears welled up, and she coaxed him, "Don't be afraid, I'm fine, life and death are fate, don't force it." ”

"What if I have to force it?" he said, staring at her.

"Why are you doing this, you obviously know that the Divine Doctor Valley Master may not be able to heal me~" Su Ruoxin choked up more and more.

He shook his head, "I've never forced anything in my life, but you, I want to force it, I want you to survive, no matter what." ”

When Su Ruoxin heard this, tears fell directly.

She saw the firmness in his eyes, watched him carry herself into the Divine Medicine Valley, and heard with her own ears that the disciple of the Divine Medicine Valley concluded that she would not survive.

Later, she saw him again and listened to what ten disciples of the Divine Doctor Valley said that there was a way to save him?

When she saw his back leaving, she grabbed the quilt and cried heartbreakingly, save her?

How to save?

Her own body, she has feelings!

Regrets?

Regretful.

Hate?

Hate!

Hate what?

I hate myself for having such a sick and weak body.

After she had wept, there was a sudden heavy rain and thunder outside, and she heard the movement, and the man stumbled in......

Then she died.

Her body has already been poisoned into the bone marrow, what kind of miracle doctor?

She thought, her father was afraid that he would know about it back then, so he sent her to her grandfather's house, thinking that she would be more comfortable in her last days.

Later, somehow, after she died, there was no ghost messenger who immediately came to look for her, and she stayed by his side and wandered.

She saw him holding his corpse and losing his voice in pain, watching him rush into the rain curtain with his corpse, watching him beg the disciples of the Divine Doctor Valley to save her, watching him vomit blood and faint......

She wanted to hug him and comfort him, but every time she hugged him, it passed through his body.

She couldn't hold it.

Later, there were still no ghosts looking for her.

She stayed with him for a long time.

I saw him in a daze at her portrait, I saw him cry in the middle of the night, I saw him vomit blood, and I saw him go crazy in practice.

But she could only watch, she couldn't talk to him, and she couldn't comfort him.

She opened her mouth to coax him, but he could not see her, nor could he hear her.

In that way, she watched him mature more and more, watching him go from a teenager to a young man to a prime of life and then to an old man.

She saw that he was not close to women, and he did not marry.

She also looked at his portrait of her, muttering to herself.

Later, the ghost of the underworld came to look for her, brought her into the underworld, and told her that because they went to do something for the king of Hades, they neglected to miss the day when they went to find her soul to go to the underworld, so she also missed the good day of reincarnation.

However, they told Hades about this, and Hades gave an order, saying that they could arrange a good place for her to reincarnate and compensate her, but she did not want to.

She never felt at ease with that man.

"Do you have him in your heart, why do you want to break the marriage contract?" Dongchen Yi said as she looked at her.

Su Ruoxin opened his mouth, his tears were already blurred, and he choked up: "Only in this way, if I leave, he thinks that I don't love him anymore, so he won't beg for everything to beg the disciple of the Divine Doctor Valley." ”

"He won't always miss me, and he won't be sad about my death. ”

"This time, I didn't want to die in front of his eyes, and I didn't want my grandfather to know that I was gone. ”

"My life is weak, and I won't live long. But the wind is different, his body is hard-boned, he can live well, marry a wife and have children, and continue the incense, why should I affect his future life?"

"And my grandfather, who has been hard enough in his life......"

"I just want to... After I was gone, he and my grandfather were fine... Live on, live. ”

"Without me, Su Feng can marry another woman who really likes him, as long as the woman really loves him, and he likes him too, and then, they can have a few children, boys... It's like... As cute as he is..."

"I... He doesn't have more than a few days to live, and he... Don't think of me anymore, don't be sad, don't be sad. ”

"I just want him to live, live well, and live peacefully. ”

"Don't spoil your body anymore. ”

If the sky collapses, if the earth cracks, if it is a disaster that she can avoid, she will definitely avoid it! But her life has been determined by the judge of the underworld, she can only live this year, and she wants to live longer, but it is useless?

She choked up and said, and the delicate light makeup she had put on was even more expensive.

Chen Yi looked at her, sniffed, she took a breath, glanced at Su Ruoxin, and just wanted to say something, but Su Ruoxin took the lead.

"Goddess, am I just... Are you living this day?"

She remembered the day she died, as if it were tonight?

Chenyi looked at her, the dresser behind her was leaning against the window, and the window was open, so that you could see the blue sky outside and the white clouds in the distance, green trees and red flowers.

Chenyi stared at her, a smile tugging at the corner of her mouth, "You have many more years to live." ”

She was stunned?

"Live well, go to the man you love, the man you have the same heart as you. ”

"Didn't you say that in your past life, the ghost didn't find you until a long time after you died?"

Then what does it matter whether you die or not in this life when he did not come to look for you?

Chenyi blinked, and the innocent little goddess who had been arguing with her cousin in the god realm many years ago seemed to be back.