Chapter 386: The Past of a Maniac

Xueluo has always thought of him as a free and easy man, the kind of person who knows everything uninhibited, but when he is at the table today, he has no intention of >

He gave his beloved wife's life for the pinnacle of martial arts, and after Xue Luo knew, in fact, the madman had always been just pretending, and he was going to forget about it

Some unbearable memories of the past, so he usually behaves so freely and uninhibitedly

"Shall we go to the back mountain for a walk," Xueluo suggested

"Is there a good scenery in the back mountains?" asked the madman with a smile

Xueluo smiled.."Being in Wushan is everywhere is a landscape"

Hehe... The madman smiled and walked back to the mountain with the snowfall

The narrow road in the back mountain was the narrow road when Lu Xueqing was chasing the snow at that time, and there was no end to it

The two walked slowly in the narrow road; Then they were silent

Xueluo recalled the scene when Lu Xueqing chased and killed him, and the madman looked left and right at the cliffs on both sides as if he was enjoying the scenery

It's just that there's nothing to see on either side of the narrow road

"Brother madman, I apologize to you for today's rudeness on behalf of Huasheng," Xueluo turned his face to the madman and said

The madman shook his head and laughed..."Why do you apologize?"

Xueluo said.."It's his fault that he asked you to open up the long-sealed past, so I must apologize"

The madman laughed and said, "What's the matter, I'm just a story I made up to deceive him, there's no such thing at all."

"Yes," Xue Luo smiled lightly, then looked around and said, "Anyway, time really passed too fast, and before I knew it, it was another year, and I still remember to go."

Nian Xueqing, she was still on this narrow road when she entered the demon, but it was just a blink of an eye, but now Xueqing has become a living dead sometimes

I really think this God is so unfair, why do you like to play tricks on lovers?"

The madman was silent for a while and said, "Fate is inherently unpredictable, and it has nothing to do with the arrangement of God, many things are caused by man himself

I can't blame the others, if it wasn't for my own choice, where would I have gone wrong, and where would I have regret."

Xueluo nodded lightly and suddenly asked, "Then why do you regret that crazy brother?"

The madman suddenly stopped, his eyes suddenly became gloomy, and he stared at Xue Luo, saying, "There are some things that you shouldn't ask, so don't ask."

Xueluo also stopped, stared at the madman, and then walked forward and said, "I shouldn't ask, but I don't want my friend."

It's tiring to live all day by pretending to be doing something he doesn't want to do, and I don't want to see my friend live in a tired world

;”

The madman's gloomy eyes flickered slightly, and then he stepped along, but did not speak again

The two fell silent; Then he walked forward silently

In front of the cliff, the snow fell and the madman stood silently on the side, and then looked at the white mist of the valley in the distance, and the scenery of Wushan was unobstructed

The two of them didn't speak all the way down until they reached the end of the narrow road

After a long time, the snow fell, looking at the white clouds in the sky, he said: "Crazy brother, I can imagine that your heart must be pressed with a very heavy pain, and you pretend

has been very free and easy to deceive yourself, you have forgotten the past, but you can't forget, because you have always been buried in your heart, you began

In the end, you didn't vent that painful past, you didn't face the real you, you didn't face the real future, so you kept wandering around

Look for joy everywhere to numb yourself, am I right?"

The corners of the madman's mouth curled slightly, revealing a sarcastic smile, he was not laughing at Xueluo, he was laughing at himself

Xueluo is right, he is always looking for joy, looking for love and friendship in the world, he wants to feel those feelings from others, and then use it

Paralyze your soul and make yourself forget the pain of the past for a while

"How do you know I didn't tell you again," the madman whispered

Xueluo sighed, "Although I have a different experience from you, we both have regrets and pains, so I can understand your feelings."

The madman muttered: "Experience pain and remorse"

Xueluo didn't speak, he knew that if the madman was willing to speak, then he would naturally say it, otherwise he wouldn't be able to open his mouth no matter how much you wanted to ask

The madman looked up at the sky in the distance, and after a long silence, he said slowly: "Fifteen years ago, I only remember what happened fifteen years ago

One year, I killed my master in this life."

Xueluo was shocked, he didn't expect the madman to kill his master

It's just that the madman went on to say.."In my impression; I vaguely remember that my master was the murderer of my parents and kidnapped me

I can't remember when I was kidnapped by my master, and after that I was his apprentice, and then I just remember that he always liked to abuse me, and I remember

The first time I ate meat fifteen years ago was my master's meat."

This time Xueluo was really shocked, and he couldn't have imagined that the experience of a madman would still exist in such miserable and cruel things, and

The first time he ate meat, he actually ate human flesh, why did what happened to make it like this?

The madman continued: "After I killed the master, I cut off the flesh on his body piece by piece with a dagger, and then roasted it over the fire and ate it

Once I tasted meat, because Master never gave me a little meat to eat, he liked to abuse me and make me eat the most unpalatable things in the world."

The madman paused and said, "Since then I have wandered all over the world, wandering for home, and I don't know where the dust has settled

Down-and-out was very down-and-out, and even for a while, I was down-and-out to the point of begging for food to make a living, and it was on that rainy morning that I met her....

The madman stopped at this, and the snow fell as if he were listening to a legend, and listened quietly, though he was tempted to ask how the madman could kill his teacher

What method did the father use to kill his master, but in the end, he could only listen silently, knowing that the madman at this moment seemed to be confiding in himself

It's like he's confiding in himself, when the madman talks about her, Xueluo knows that the point is that everything appears because of that she started

There seemed to be a smile on the madman's face, and that smile seemed sweet

The madman continued: "That rainy morning, I collapsed hungry at the door of a house, and then I saw a beautiful maiden propped up

The umbrella appeared in front of me, and when she saw me, she threw it away without asking me a word, and dragged me into the house

Then she found me something to eat and changed me into clean clothes, but I didn't expect that there would be such a bodhisattva-hearted aunt in this world

Mother, she is like an angel from heaven, beautiful and kind

I stayed in that house for the next year; Then I worked as a janitor for that family, and a lot of things happened that year, and I fell in love with it

She was also in love with me, but because of my status, her family was unanimously against our relationship, and then broke my leg and drove me out

Out of the house"

The madman paused again at this point, and then continued: "At that time, I was discouraged, and I felt that I had no meaning in living

I dragged my broken leg and stumbled to a small river outside the city, and then killed myself."

When Xueluo heard this, his heart was deeply touched, because he had also had such an experience, and he had the experience of committing suicide

The madman said: "But when I want to jump into the river; She appeared, she abandoned her home, and took me to the ends of the world....

The madman's eyes suddenly shed tears slowly, and one by one, they fell down the cliff and drifted away in the wind

The madman said, "After leaving that place, we searched for our own shelter and finally settled in Hokkaido

Then I don't know if it was a gift from God or what, one day when I went out fishing and foraging, I found a cave under a cliff and was curious

Then I got a torch and groped my way into the cave."

When Xueluo heard this, she suddenly thought that it was in that cave that the madman had encountered an adventure

Sure enough, the madman said, "Do you know what's in that cave?"

Xueluo made his debut casually.."Is it a martial arts cheat?"

The madman nodded lightly and said, "That's right, it's a martial arts cheat, and it's a peerless study that has been lost for hundreds of years, and there are a lot of cheats in that cave."

The righteous path is all-encompassing, and from then on, I hid it from her, and every night in the middle of the night, after she fell asleep, I went to the cave to study those martial arts

Cheats"

The madman said: "The martial arts I practice are very messy, and I have practiced every single one of the cheats there, and since then I have been obsessed with martial arts; Don't extricate yourself

And I have a good understanding, and I can learn a lot of martial arts."

Xueluo nodded slightly, he believed that the madman had this ability, otherwise he would not have today's martial arts achievements

The madman said: "But because my learning is too messy, I have never been able to practice every martial art to the peak, and I am unwilling to do so."

Work hard"

"I didn't think she would know what I did, but she didn't know all along, but she didn't stop me

On the contrary, I silently supported me, and then I no longer practiced secretly and silently, in the company of her, we lived there for two years, and that year I was ten

p; It's also the beginning of a nightmare." Chapter 2